Chapter 13

As soon as he entered the guest room, Zhao Jinxin pressed Li Shuo against the wall, and pressed his hot lips against his lips. The kiss was arrogant and urgent, different from the big boy who was coquettish and sneering on weekdays.

Li Shuo felt that the cage door deep in his heart was kicked open, and something roared and released, like a torrent that instantly spread to every inch of his body. It was a long-lost passion—a passion.

Li Shuo believes that he is not a promiscuous person. Although he was absurd for a few years when he was young, but after he has a career and got older, he has been able to control his body and mind very well. Haven't experienced explosive *[HP] from anyone in a long time if I become a memory. This is essentially different from indifference. Of course he likes sex, but he can also get satisfaction from many other things, such as various achievements and self-realization. Sex is for a person like him who has fully experienced it. Said, it is a necessary part of life, but it has long lost the mystery and attractiveness of youth.

But just now, in that unfamiliar tavern, Zhao Jinxin rekindled his strong desire and seemed to "awaken" his younger self.

The two were pulling each other's clothes. No matter how expensive the clothes were, they were nothing but fabrics that got in the way.​​​

Li Shuo pressed Zhao Jinxin on the bed, and the weight of his body made them both fall into the bed. Looking at this young man with a wicked smile, he only felt his blood surging.

But at this time, he was hesitant. One is because he is worried about the relationship between the two parents, and the other is... He thought of Li Chengxiu.

Zhao Jinxin saw through his mind almost at a glance, and said defiantly, "Why, everyone has dumped you, and you still want to protect him like a jade?"

"Jin Xin..." Li Shuo said solemnly, "Are we doing this right?"

"What's wrong?" Zhao Jinxin grabbed his open front, forced him to lower his body, put his lips against his, and said ambiguous: "Do you want to do it? Why don't you dare to do it if you want to."

"It's not that I dare not."

Zhao Jinxin kissed him heavily, wrapped his arms around his waist, turned over and pressed Li Shuo back on him.

Li Shuo's brain is a little hot, the arrow is on the string, how to close the bow?

Li Shuo's breathing gradually became rapid. Zhao Jinxin is completely different from the type he usually goes to bed with. He has always liked those who are thin and slender, but he did not expect that this strong and strong body would bring him a completely different but exciting sense. Experience, those powerful bones and perfect muscles are the work of God.

"Are you comfortable?" Zhao Jinxin said softly.

"Well..." Li Shuo was used to taking the initiative in sex, but he realized Zhao Jinxin's attempt to please him, so he simply cooperated.

Zhao Jinxin teased him until his body trembled.

Li Shuo grabbed Zhao Jinxin's hair and urged, "Okay, I want you."

Zhao Jinxin wiped the corner of his mouth with his fingers, narrowed his eyes and smiled: "Really?"

Li Shuo hooked Zhao Jinxin's knee socket with his long legs, and half got up with his strength, dragged Zhao Jinxin to himself, and a warm but gentle kiss blocked his lips again.

However, Zhao Jinxin took advantage of Li Shuo's bent legs and grabbed his ankles, posing a full offensive posture.

Li Shuo, who was indulging in it, froze. He clenched his hands into fists, and he just created a gap between the chest muscles that were almost pressed together. He looked at Zhao Jinxin suspiciously: "You..."

Zhao Jinxin smiled and licked Li Shuo's chin: "I said it a long time ago, I want you, have you never believed it."

Li Shuo narrowed his eyes and wanted to withdraw his legs, but Zhao Jinxin grabbed his ankles. He half sat up, embarrassed that cold water was poured on his face: "Are you kidding me?" He thought seriously He had to "love" this man who had been coveting him for half a month, but... what the hell!

"Where am I joking?"

Li Shuo felt something that made his scalp tingle, this was Zhao Jinxin's... Did he come for real? It's dark, Lang is haunted! !

Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin away suddenly, and he barely maintained his demeanor, although he felt that he was being teased: "Sorry, Jinxin, I won't do it."

Zhao Jinxin held down Li Shuo's shoulders, his hands were so strong that Li Shuo couldn't even get up, he smiled, but his eyes were full of arrogance like a wild beast: "Baby, you know why I said you wouldn't have a g c? Because you're fit to be fucked, if you don't try, you never know what you can get, and I guarantee you will feel that you've lived in vain."

Li Shuo was a little annoyed: "I'm not interested."

Zhao Jinxin pressed on him, but didn't let him get up, and blew lightly on his face: "I think people are very accurate, try it with me, I don't believe it, have you never been curious?"

"Curiosity doesn't mean you have to try, aren't you curious?" Li Shuo asked rhetorically.

"Curious." Zhao Jinxin blinked.

"Then let me satisfy your curiosity." Li Shuo squeezed his chin and said softly, "Do you believe me?"

Zhao Jinxin burst out laughing: "But I can't."

"What's the meaning?"

"My blood coagulation mechanism is inherently defective. Once injured, it is difficult to stop the bleeding by myself." Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "This is the first time for me. Can you guarantee that it will never hurt me? Can you bear it, Uncle Li?"

Li Shuo's scalp went numb for a while, and he wondered if Zhao Jinxin was making it up. It's not that he didn't have sex with males, but it was very rare. Zhao Jinxin brought out all the reasons for such scary things, and he was not so confident in his skills anymore.

Zhao Jinxin kissed Li Shuo again, and said softly, "I didn't lie to you, I like you so much, I really want to marry you, but I really can't do it the way you want."

Li Shuo turned his face away: "Forget it, Jin Xin, I can't do it."

"Why are you so repulsive?"

Li Shuo took a deep breath: "You... so much younger than me." If he was a peer of the same age, and he liked him very much, he might agree, but Zhao Jinxin didn't meet these two conditions, he thought of wanting to I feel too ashamed to be surrounded by a boy who is almost a decade younger than him.

"Why do you care about age?" Zhao Jinxin whispered in his ear, "Isn't the most important thing not how you feel at this time? Don't you want me?"

Li Shuo's face was hot, but he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart. He turned his face away, "Jin Xin, I can't do it, get up." After pouring the cold water, his mind became much clearer. . Maybe it was God's instruction that they were not fit for what happened.

A shadow flashed in Zhao Jinxin's eyes, he clenched his fist, and then slowly released it. The expression on his face turned into a deep disappointment and loneliness, he propped his body up and sat up from Li Shuo, and smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry, I'm too self-motivated, I thought... You like me a little bit. ."

"It has nothing to do with whether you like you or not. You are also gay. You should understand that some things are not so easy to change and accept, especially at my age."

Zhao Jinxin pursed his lips, gave him a deep look, and said in a low voice, "Then... Come on me, I don't care, I just want to be with you."

Looking at Zhao Jinxin's Ai Ai's expression, Li Shuo's heart tightened, and he felt a little distressed. He touched Zhao Jinxin's head: "Jinxin, I don't want to hurt you, I don't think we are suitable, there is no need to force it, right?"

Zhao Jinxin shook his head: "I like you, even if you don't like me, I also like you [Comprehensive] Dear, please follow the plot." His bright eyes were as bright as a galaxy, "I boasted that I would give you the best If you can't do it, what kind of love is it. I don't care if it hurts or not, as long as it's for you. "

Li Shuo was full of guilt in his heart. Every word of Zhao Jinxin was poking into his heart. The aggrieved expression made him even more unbearable. He took the person into his arms and gently followed his thick fingers with his fingers. hair: "Fool, I said I would never hurt you, I think we are progressing too fast, and we don't know each other well enough, otherwise the embarrassing thing today wouldn't happen, but I'm willing to get to know you again, okay? "

Zhao Jinxin rested his heavy head on Li Shuo's shoulder, wrapped his hands around Li Shuo's waist, and said expressionlessly, "Uncle Li, you are so gentle."

Li Shuo kissed his forehead comfortingly.

Zhao Jinxin suddenly showed a meaningful smile: "This... it seems to be quite interesting."

Li Shuo lay on the bed with Zhao Jinxin in his arms, and patted the sturdy back with his hands. He felt a little guilty for hurting Zhao Jinxin unintentionally. This person really likes him, otherwise he will not compromise with him. The two of them clearly*, but they found irreconcilable contradictions at a critical moment. Not only was Zhao Jinxin sad, he was also disappointed, but how could he accept it...

Li Shuo sighed heavily in his heart. The body he hugged seemed to be moving, but the feeling that the flesh could not be bitten down to his mouth made him feel so uncomfortable that he would definitely lose sleep tonight.

The two calmed down and took a cold shower each before putting on their clothes and going back. After all, the two lived together, and it was hard to explain why they didn't return all night.

Walking to the door of Li Shuo's room, Zhao Jinxin suddenly hugged Li Shuo's waist from behind, and said in a muffled voice, "Can we sleep together?"

Li Shuo thought for a while: "Forget it." How should I spend this night?

Zhao Jinxin kissed him twice and left in disappointment.

Li Shuo returned to the room, his mind was in a mess. Checking his mobile phone and email, there was no news from Li Chengxiu. He was so overwhelmed that he fell on the bed and stuffed himself under the quilt.

Where is Li Chengxiu?How should he treat Zhao Jinxin, who does not hide his love?He was undoubtedly moved by Zhao Jinxin, but he was only moved.

Emotions always cause a lot of unnecessary troubles in life, but people cannot avoid them. He can only treat them rationally as much as possible, so as to minimize sadness and frustration.

When he was drowsy on the bed, the bedroom door was suddenly knocked twice, and Li Shuo sat up agitatedly, and said in a low voice, "Who?"

The door was slowly pushed open, Zhao Jinxin came in with a head, and said cautiously, "Uncle Li, I still want to sleep with you."

Li Shuo felt pity and helplessness in his heart, he stretched out his hand: "Come on."

Zhao Jinxin quickly got into the quilt and hugged Li Shuo with a bear.

Li Shuo said softly, "Can't you sleep?"

"Can you sleep?" Zhao Jinxin asked back.

Li Shuo didn't answer, just patted the back of his hand, "Go to sleep."

Zhao Jinxin's hot and thick chest was pressed against Li Shuo's back.