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    Chapter 45

    Li Shuo stayed.

    He thought he had drank more and had an illusion, but Zhao Jinxin's eyes with affection were impacted his fever brain through the retina, making him unavoidable.

    Zhao Jinxin stroked his face gently, full of focus and sincerity in his eyes: "Li Shuo, I like you, I want to fall in love with you."

    Li Shuo almost fell into Zhao Jinxin's confusing eyes. He felt a little sorry for his heart, but it was painful, and he mixed with some shuddering numbness.

    Zhao Jinxin ... is confession? Are you confessing to him? Real, formal ...

    Zhao Jinxin smiled: "You say something, you are so nervous."

    Li Shuo couldn't see that Zhao Jinxin had a trace of nervousness, and he was naturally embarrassed to be nervous. In his life, the defendant had confessed too many times. How could he be nervous because he had no new confession?

    Li Shuo swallowed, but his voice trembled slightly: "Why do you suddenly ..."

    "Suddenly? Where is it suddenly?" Zhao Jinxin's expression became a little grudge. "I have said that I like you countless times, from the beginning to the present, you are not serious about it."

    Li Shuo's dumb mouth was speechless.

    Zhao Jinxin said right, but is it a question of his improper rehabilitation? Isn't Zhao Jinxin the one who is not a matter of inconsistent?

    Zhao Jinxin lay on Li Shuo, ordered his lips with his fingertips, and said softly, "I always like you so much, to you so well, but you, you, Li Chengxiu for a while, Han Feiye. Whoever drinks, I know, I ca n’t force this kind of thing, you do n’t care about me, I have no way, but I am still sad ... "

    Li Shuo was shocked by the loss in Zhao Jinxin's eyes.

    He started to reflect on himself.

    Is that really the case? Is it really what Zhao Jinxin said? Is there too much misunderstanding between the two, so that he thought that Zhao Jinxin was not attentive, and Zhao Jinxin thought he was not attentive. In fact, they were happy?

    Li Shuo dumped his head. He was smart for more than thirty years. For the first time, he felt that the brain capacity was not enough. If he couldn't tell Zhao Jinxin's words for a while, whether he was true or hypocritical.

    If Zhao Jinxin speaks true, wouldn't he be too much?

    However, avoiding the "reconstruction trust" he proposed, saying that "never associated with people" and refused to live together, isn't it Zhao Jinxin?

    Li Shuo felt that he was detoured.

    Zhao Jinxin kissed Li Shuo's lips gently, and said softly: "I know, there are many misunderstandings between us, but you are the first person to make me feel at a loss. It is important, I just want to know, Uncle Li, do you like me? "

    Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin, sat up, and made a mess in his head for a while, completely calm at all.

    He didn't know how to describe the current mood. He dared not be happy, because he was disturbed and dared to question, and he was afraid of hurting Zhao Jinxin's heart. He really needs to completely calmly put all his thoughts over again, and he can also ignore the moment.

    But Zhao Jinxin didn't give him such a chance, holding his waist and golfly, "You speak, do you like me?"

    Li Shuo did not dare to look at Zhao Jinxin's eyes full of expectations. He hesitated: "Jin Xin, I have to think about it."

    "Do you like it if you like it?" Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and forced him to look at himself. "I know you like me too, why dare not admit it?"

    "I don't dare to admit it."

    "Then what are you doing now? If you don't like me, you just look at my eyes." Zhao Jinxin simply sat on his legs and was indifferent.

    Li Shuo bit his lips gently. He never felt that he had been so stubborn, and even admitted that he would not dare to like someone, especially compared to Zhao Jinxin's frankness, he felt that he was too men. He took a deep breath: "Jinxin, I like you, but ..."

    Zhao Jinxin blocked his lips hard and poured him again in the rose petals.

    Before Li Shuo had time to calmly think about the relationship between the two, he was dizzy by the superb kiss skills. It wasn't until he was about to lack oxygen, and Zhao Jinxin let go of him.

    Zhao Jinxin couldn't control his hands up and down, Li Shuo grabbed his hand: "You wait ..."

    "I don't care, you like me, you are my person." Zhao Jinxin laughed, "I know you like me."

    "Jinxin, you also say that there are misunderstandings between us, so I think we should clearly talk about things and talk about anything else."

    "What?" Zhao Jinxin frowned, "Baby, how do you have a mother -in -law today."

    Li Shuo couldn't accept it as "mother -in -law and mother", but he couldn't keep up with Zhao Jinxin's rhythm. He always felt that it was not right.

    Zhao Jinxin took another sip on his lips that he was swollen and swollen: "Don't think about it, in short, you say everything is right, who told me to like you."

    Zhao Jinxin, the more frank and sincerity, the more Li Shuo doubted that he was narrow. After all, the two have no positive and straightforward discussion of emotional issues. If there are misunderstandings, it is inevitable. Isn't it true between people? What a princess of the world.

    Li Shuo's personality has always been a problem, first reflect on himself. Zhao Jinxin's trick was caught off guard. He really didn't know what to do for a while.

    Zhao Jinxin kissed him softly and stunned him: "Uncle Li, you say you like me, I want to listen."

    "I……"

    "Well, you admit it, why dare not say, I really want to listen." Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "You never said, sometimes thinking that you may not like me at all, I am particularly uncomfortable. "

    Li Shuo suddenly felt a little guilty. He said solemnly: "Jin Xin, I really like you, I just am a bit messy now."

    Zhao Jinxin laughed: "It is enough to have you. You are my Zhao Jinxin people, and you are not allowed to get drunk outside in the future. Do you know the danger? I just want to get angry at you, otherwise It's time to punish you well. "

    "What danger can I have a big man." Li Shuo remembered that he was sorrowful by borrowing alcohol, and felt a little embarrassed. "And I didn't want to drink too much, it may be that the cold is not good, it is particularly easy."

    "What's dangerous?" Zhao Jinxin narrowed his eyes and squeezed Li Shuo's cheek with a little force. "Do you know how delicious you look?"

    Li Shuo embarrassed: "What are delicious or delicious?" He pushed Zhao Jinxin again, got up from the wool blanket, knocked on the chaotic brain, took a deep breath, and felt that he finally calmed down a little calm. He said lightly: "Jin Xin, I like you, but I can't understand your previous behavior. I must ask this."

    Zhao Jinxin also stood up, so he said, "You ask."

    Li Shuo looked at him without blinking: "I wanted to live with you, why did you refuse?"

    "I'm nervous." Zhao Jinxin held his mouth, "I never lived with people, you suddenly raised, I was a little embarrassed."

    Li Shuo thought for a while. He was really impatient at the time. He had no pavement at all. Suddenly, he asked cohabitation. It was also true. Zhao Jinxin's response was reasonable.

    Zhao Jinxin pulled Li Shuo's hand and blinked his eyes: "Is it important to live in different lives? I think there is a little distance between the two people, and it will be greasy together.

    Li Shuo smiled softly. He didn't want to tell Zhao Jinxin that he proposed a cohabitation, but it was a tentative. If he really had a heart to him, he would not refuse it with such a hard and ridiculous reason. This is why he can't fully believe Zhao Jinxin so far Essence He said: "You are right."

    Zhao Jinxin also laughed: "As long as I can be by your side, I feel very happy. You can't drive me away anymore, I want to rely on you."

    Li Shuo slowly straightened the spine and restored the usual reason. He touched Zhao Jinxin's face: "Jinxin, every sentence I said below, you must listen carefully, they are the truth."

    Zhao Jinxin froze slightly, Li Shuo's frank and gentle eyes made him feel guilty, but he nodded.

    Li Shuo whispered: "Jinxin, you, you are too elusive and fickle. I once said that you saved my father. In the past, the grievances were sold, but my trust in you could not recover at once. , Especially later I discovered so many things, and many of your behaviors made me very disgusted. Yes, I like you, but there are still many things except love in life. , Even if I am at your age, I can't do it. "

    Zhao Jinxin listened quietly, without talking about entertainment rebirth.

    Li Shuo continued: "I like you, I don't want to give up the opportunity to be with you, but I have a lot of doubts about you, so I now ..."

    "Let's re -establish trust." Zhao Jinxin grabbed.

    This time, it was Li Shuo's turn to be stunned.

    Zhao Jinxin grabbed his hand and put it on his waist: "I know your concerns, so let's start over, but I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your man."

    Li Shuo looked at him deeply, and a voice in his heart said over and over again, do you want to agree? Isn't this what you want? Why are you hesitating, why mother-in-law, why are you so cowardly?

    Li Shuo couldn't tell, the more he liked it, the more he was worried about gains and losses. He never dared to imagine that he would become so indecisive and cranky over emotional matters, but every tangle of his present was really affecting his heart. Not at all careless.

    Zhao Jinxin took him into his arms: "you are not allowed to refuse, if you refuse, I will keep pestering you. Uncle Li, I know you like to be with me, like to have sex with me-love, you are just angry with me , I won't make you angry in the future, we will be together, just like before. Do you remember, at the beginning, we have always been very compatible and very happy. "

    Li Shuo moved in his heart.

    Before knowing that Zhao Jinxin came with a purpose, it was indeed a time when his heart was flying with happiness, but unfortunately it was fake.

    What if they could become real? Who doesn't want that happiness to be real.

    Li Shuo sighed softly, obviously it should be a happy event, but his heart was inexplicably heavy, but he still said decisively: "Jin Xin, I... accept what you said, and we will rebuild trust." It's ridiculous to think about it. , After they went around in such a big circle and made so many messy things, they just returned to the original starting point. If Zhao Jinxin responded when he was in the hospital at the time, how much damage should have been avoided and no one else would have been implicated.

    Li Shuo felt a little tired because he couldn't figure out a lot of things.

    He likes numbers, and he likes the strict logic of numbers. One says one, and two says two. As long as the method is proper, he will be able to clearly calculate the beginning, the process, and the end, which just caters to the core part of his character.

    But emotion is the most difficult thing in the world to sort out, so he rejects overly devoted emotions in every possible way, but he didn't expect to fall into a pit.

    While disgusting himself for being confused in his emotions, he fell into it uncontrollably. It seemed like a swamp under his feet.

    How could someone turn him into this...

    Should he be happy or worried?

    Zhao Jinxin didn't seem to be so worried. He picked up Li Shuo, turned around happily, and laughed: "Uncle Li is mine."

    Seeing Zhao Jinxin's undisguised joy, Li Shuo suppressed his worries. Maybe it was because the confession came too suddenly, which made it difficult for him to digest, so he had so many heart-blocking thoughts. Zhao Jinxin wanted to have a good relationship, wasn't it what he had always longed for? His performance today, no wonder Zhao Jinxin laughed at his mother-in-law .

    Since the two are in love with each other, you should try to tie this person to your side, this is the real man.

    Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin, and a strong desire to conquer rose in his chest.

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