Chapter 84

As Zhao Jinxin spoke, his eyes began to slacken, and his voice became more and more subtle. His palm was cut horizontally with a knife, the flesh turned out, the bones of the four fingers were faintly visible, and the blood flowed nonstop.

"Too much blood loss, put people in the car, hurry up!"

When Zhao Jinxin was still conscious, he kept holding Li Shuo's hand, and Li Shuo followed him into the car. He looked into Zhao Jinxin's eyes and felt that it was one of the most difficult moments in his life.

Zhao Jinxin half-squinted his eyes, smiled at him, and said with his mouth: "It's okay."

Li Shuo put his hand on his forehead lightly, and choked: "I'll be at the hospital soon, don't be afraid."

Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus, and he passed out.

Shao Qun also followed him into the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo and looked a little calmer, but his eyes were still fierce as he looked at Li Shuo.

Li Shuo didn't look at him, and said blankly, "You want to fight, wait until he is sent to the hospital."

"Fight?" Shao Qun sneered, "What happens to you depends on what happens to my brother."

Li Shuo was not in the mood to argue with him, but just looked at Zhao Jinxin silently, reflecting on everything he had experienced and everything Zhao Jinxin had done for him.

It's ironic, the more he doesn't want something to happen, things will always move towards that place. Maybe he is not pious enough, he has cultivated small goodness, but he can't realize the great way.

But he hopes that the cause and effect of his seed will be borne by himself, so that he will never complain.

"Li Shuo, you are not worthy of Jinxin." Shao Qun looked at Li Shuo resentfully.

"You're not worthy of Li Chengxiu, can you shut up?" Li Shuo said annoyed.

"A person like you seems to be liked by everyone, but in fact, no one likes you. What you like is only yourself. If others can't cater to your emotional imagination, you will be kicked out of the game, right?"

"What does it have to do with you?"

"My brother is different. His illness is destined to cause him to be more prone to accidents and have a higher mortality rate than others, so he is very concerned about having fun in a timely manner, because he doesn't know when the destiny will come. He and you are the first time to talk about love. , you changed his life plan and attitude completely, what you gave him is what you and others left, and what he gave you is everything." Shao Qun Yue said, his eyes became more and more vicious.

Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: "You, let go, fart. Shao Qun, there is no argument between me and you who are absolutely selfish, and my feelings are not in your turn to make irresponsible remarks, what you said is to me. It's almost like a bird call, it's not as good as a bird call, I just need you to shut up."

"Why, did I get stabbed?" Shao Qun showed a cruel smile, "May someone with a high moral sense like you never get rid of the torture of guilt in the days to come."

Li Shuo's eyes flashed, and he glared at Shao Qun viciously: "May you, a person with a cheap sense of morality, always pay a heavier price for his lack of morality, for example, send him to me."

The two stared at each other, their breath getting heavier and heavier. If hatred was tangible gas, this little ambulance could be burst at any time.

After finally getting to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.

Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking blankly ahead as if his soul had been evacuated.

The bastard Shao Qun is right, he will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he does not want to regret it. Regret is a useless feeling that needs to be discarded as much as possible. He just wants to focus on how to make up for his mistakes.

Zhao Jinxin's operation only performed hemostasis treatment. The medical conditions here are limited, and the severed tendons, muscles, and nerves need more precise surgery to repair. Shao Qun dispatched a helicopter and sent them to the best hospital. There, Zhao Jinxin entered the operating room again, this time for seven hours.

It was not until the sun went down that Zhao Jinxin came out of the operating room. His operation was successful, but his vitality was severely damaged and his face was as white as paper.

Shao Qun stood beside the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly. After a while, he said, "I'll stay with him here. I'll pick up his parents at the airport."

Li Shuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen.

After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay gently on the head of the bed with tiredness written in his eyes. He stretched out his hand and quietly painted Zhao Jinxin's face, from the plump forehead, to the bridge of the nose, to the blue-gray lips. . Zhao Jinxin's lips were originally very rosy, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, creating a pleasing smile, but now his pale and weak appearance made his heart hurt.

Shao Qun said that the feelings he gave to Zhao Jinxin were all left over from others. This is not right. The feelings he gave to Zhao Jinxin subverted his understanding of feelings. An individual, like Zhao Jinxin, has left such a heavy and deep mark on his life.

Li Shuo felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier. He hadn't closed his eyes all day and night. Before sleepiness engulfed his consciousness, he held Zhao Jinxin's hand.

Li Shuo didn't sleep for too long when he felt some noise. He barely opened his eyelids and met a pair of familiar eyes.

"...Jin Xin." Li Shuo sat up immediately, and because he had been lying on his back for too long, he couldn't feel his waist.

Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: "Put down on the bed to sleep, how tiring it is to lie on your stomach like this."

"You... the anesthesia has passed..." Li Shuo looked at his hand, "It hurts a lot."

"It's alright." Zhao Jinxin wanted to be indifferent, but his eyes still revealed his concern, "My hand...isn't broken."

Li Shuo said quickly: "No, the operation was done well."

Zhao Jinxin breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

"Jin Xin." Li Shuo said solemnly, "Isn't it..."

"Don't say those three words." Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's lips with his finger, and he grinned, "You can say 'I love you', you can say 'You are so handsome', but you are not allowed to say 'I'm sorry'. "

Li Shuo was startled, and forced a smile: "Okay, thank you."

"I know that you are such a person, and I like people like you." Zhao Jinxin stretched out his hand, "Uncle Li hug me, and I won't hurt if you hug me."

Li Shuo stretched out his arms and hugged him.

"How did you know about me?" Li Shuo asked softly.

"The [Pokemon] Wangyou who said you were going to be angry with me."

"Really, then now is the best time for you to say it."

"Okay, I installed the location on your mobile phone. I saw that your phone call was abnormal last time, so I went to investigate."

"Well, I guessed it." Li Shuo touched his head, "You really are a bastard."

Zhao Jinxin sneered: "Well, I am."

Li Shuo also laughed.

In the middle of the night, Zhao Jinxin's parents arrived, and Mrs. Zhao cried when she saw her son.

Zhao Rongtian was still very calm, and in turn comforted Li Shuo and learned about the situation.

Li Shuo said one by one.

After Zhao Rongtian listened, he pondered for a moment, then nodded and said, "It seems that he really likes you."

Li Shuo raised his head in surprise.

Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo on the shoulder and turned away.

Li Shuo froze for a moment and showed a wry smile, as if the whole world knew about his relationship with Jin Xin, but he was still trying to hide it.

That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital, and Li Shuo went home.

He took a shower, changed his clothes, took out a bottle of wine, and drank it all by himself. When he was slightly drunk, he saw a big shopping bag on the ground. After thinking for a long time, he remembered that it was a gift from Japan that Wen Xiaohui gave him.

He put down the wine glass, walked over, picked up the bag, opened it and looked at it.

There are erotic-interesting underwear, erotic-interesting props, and even erotic-interesting snacks, all of which are blushing gadgets, which really fit Wen Xiaohui's style.

Li Shuo picked up a pair of underwear and shook it in front of his eyes. He couldn't help laughing, and then his eyes were red.

He picked up the phone, called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning respectively, and asked Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence that Xu Dari was extorting him, and asked Xiang Ning to find someone to dig more evidence of Lao Diao's group. He hoped that after these people entered , don't come out again.

The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a call from his father and was educated a lot. He felt that everything his father said was right, and he was not mature enough, decisive enough, or not enough to deal with the problem. Comprehensive, so it caused a series of adverse consequences.

When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu who had arrived after hearing the news. They both looked relieved when they saw that he was in good condition.

Li Shuo smiled bitterly: "I hope we won't be in the hospital next time we meet."

Wen Xiaohui sighed: "I don't know why, but I have had a special relationship with the hospital in the past two years. It's really bad luck."

Li Chengxiu frowned and said, "Brother Li, if Shao Qun says something ugly to you, don't take it to heart."

"I won't take it to heart." Li Shuo smiled, "I'll say something worse to him."

Wen Xiaohui gave a high-five, and said in approval, "Yes."

There was a deliberate cough from behind, Li Shuo didn't have to look back, knowing that Shao Qun was behind him, he patted the two of them on the shoulders: "I'll go see Jinxin, thank you for coming, I'll find you for dinner another day. .”

Li Shuo walked into the ward and saw that Zhao Jinxin was holding Erlang's legs and playing with his mobile phone with one hand. When he saw Li Shuo, he smiled: "Come on."

Li Shuo frowned and said, "Why are you still playing with your phone?"

"It's so boring. I just hurt my hand. My mother insists on putting me in bed. What's the logic?" Zhao Jinxin dropped the phone and stretched out his hand, "Uncle Li, give me a hug."

Li Shuo pressed his hand: "I brought something to eat, let's eat first."

"You feed me." Zhao Jinxin pouted deliberately.

Li Shuo opened the lunch box, scooped up a spoonful of egg custard, and stuffed it into his mouth.

"It's fragrant." Zhao Jinxin licked his lips.

Li Shuo smiled slightly: "Eat more, I also cooked bird's nest with red dates to replenish blood."

"Hey, don't tell me about blood supplementation. My mother is going to force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver, and all kinds of supplements. It makes me sick to think about it."

Li Shuo paused: "You... also shed a lot of blood before?"

Zhao Jinxin shrugged: "Well."

"You were..." Li Shuo thought for a while, Zhao Jinxin didn't tell him about being kidnapped when he was a child, and he shouldn't have asked, so he shook his head, "I have to make up for it this time."

"My brother told me, he told you, right?" Zhao Jinxin smiled, "I just feel ashamed, such an adult is afraid of the dark, if you always think I'm joking."

"It's not shameful at all, there are many things that adults are afraid of."

"Really." Zhao Jinxin looked into Li Shuo's eyes quietly, "Then what are you afraid of?"

"I'm... afraid of the weak ego." The cowardly, evasive, uncouth ego.

Zhao Jinxin took his hand: "You are not weak at all, you have the broadest and most tolerant mind, which requires more courage than fighting fiercely."

Li Shuo laughed at himself. He couldn't agree, and he didn't want to refute. His broad and tolerant mind was exchanged for resentment and virtue, and in exchange for the biggest failure and the biggest crisis in his life, why didn't he doubt himself. There are probably a few moments in a person's life when he would deeply doubt his beliefs. The first time was when his feet were on the barren land of Africa and he couldn't open his eyes under the scorching sun. The second time. , it is now, as if he was trying to be good, but the good was deviating from his original intention.

But he only allowed himself to doubt for a while. There was no right or wrong in belief, and it was obviously himself who did the wrong thing.

Zhao Jinxin seemed to have seen through Li Shuo's thoughts. He gently touched Li Shuo's face: "It's not your fault, you are the best person in the world in my eyes, and no one is more perfect than you."

Li Shuo shook his head with a wry smile.

Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly, "Uncle Li, I want to take advantage of the danger. Now, I want your broad and tolerant mind to give me a chance."

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, staring straight into the depths of his eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings.

"This time, I said that for the third time. The first two times, you were serious and I didn't cherish it. This time, I was serious. I will hold on to you and never let go." Zhao JinxinWith a light cough, "'Let's re-establish trust'."