"Before you asked me to only look at you," Xia Wan said, "now it's your turn to only look at me."

He repeated: "Just look at me, Huo Yu."

There was a slight sound of the door opening and closing, and two very light conversations.

Huo Yu raised his chin and kissed Xia Wan's lips seriously.

"Well," he said, "just looking at you."

Xia Wan's eyes blinked, then full of smiles, and nodded heavily.

The living room fell silent again, with only the occasional faint sound.

Xia Wan listened attentively: "it seems that my dad is up."

After he finished speaking, he pursed his lips, and the look on his face became more serious.

Huo Yu tightened his arms around him and said softly, "Don't be afraid."

"Well." Xia Wan replied, still a little anxious, "Do you think my dad can't accept it?"

"No." Huo Yu said, raising his fingers and rubbing his slightly frowning eyebrows, "Do it with confidence."

He smiled again: "You are doing very well."

Hearing this, the tension in Xia Wan's eyes slowly melted, Huo Yu pulled him up, the two changed clothes, and walked out together after a brief wash.

There was a splash of water in the kitchen, and Aunt Zhang was busy.

Xia Chengzhang was wearing glasses, holding up his mobile phone, and sitting in front of the window watching the news as usual.

It's just that although his movements are the same as usual, his eyes are a little empty.

Hearing the movement, Xia Chengzhang turned his head, his hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and then slowly lowered.

Because he was too afraid to see something like "disappointment" in Xia Wan's eyes, he didn't dare to look up during the whole process.

He was like a heavy camel, afraid of the last straw that was about to be crushed.

But Xia Wan was still as close to him as usual.

"Dad." He came over and sat down beside him, "Did you sleep well at night?"

Xia Chengzhang lowered his head and nodded mechanically.

Over the years, the ups and downs of life had made him look much older than his peers, and after this night, he looked even more years older than usual.

Xia Wan looked at him quietly, and his heart slowly filled with grief.

"Dad." He pursed his lips, and then held Xia Chengzhang's rough palm full of calluses, "You should know that I love you very much."

"Yeah." Xia Chengzhang nodded, his eyes quickly turned red.

Xia Wan looked at him sideways, trying to make him smile, but her lips moved and she didn't say anything.

"Drink some water." Huo Yu poured two cups of hot water and placed them in front of the two of them. He looked at Xia Wan and nodded lightly at him.

"Xiaoyu." Xia Chengzhang slowly raised his head and pointed to the single sofa next to him, "You sit too."

Huo Yu nodded his lips, and then sat next to him.

"Xiaoyu told you." Xia Chengzhang asked, and his raised eyes were full of blood.

Xia Wan looked at the eyes full of wind and frost, and was even more sad.

Xia Chengzhang, who was so heavy, hadn't been like this. If there was any, it was only once, and it was the night when he could have better educational conditions, and the night of promising the Xia family was funded.

It must have not slept overnight, right?

Xia Wan said lightly and nodded.

"I'm sorry." Xia Chengzhang lowered his head again.

Since yesterday, he seems to have no way to raise his head in front of anyone.

After seeing the pain of Wen Yunzhi's pain in the heart of anxiety and guilt, he couldn't get angry.

He didn't think about these things, but he never dared to let himself think.

And whenever he saw a family -looking show, he turned off immediately.

These are because they want to leave Xia Wan forever.

He closed his eyes: "Yesterday, I felt that I had returned to the waiting hall of eighteen years ago. At that time, the scenes were still very clear, because I had thought about it countless times, but this time, you were dropped by someone to be dropped in. When I cried on the ground, I chose to hold you into my arms and hand over you when I came over at the station staff ... "

Xia Wan heard the words, and quietly clenched Xia Chengzhang's hand.

Xia Chengzhang's meaning becomes choked: "Then you will return to his biological parents and grow up. Your parents will not be painful for so many years, and you will be raised by Jin Zunyu. Master, not everyone can bully, there is no strong backing, only one child with a disabled father, you ... "

He couldn't say: "Your destiny will be completely different."

"Dad." Xia Wan's throat also choked, yelled lightly.

"You should hate me, you shouldn't call my dad. The Xue family is your relative." Xia Chengzhang murmured in his fantasy, "If I am not so selfish, I could hand over you at the time. Enough."

"What about you?" Xia Wan asked softly, "What will you do after handing me out?"

"I?" Xia Chengzhang froze for a moment, and then silent.

Naturally, like the initial plan, he ended his life silently after returning to his hometown.

"Dad, no one can go back to the past, you are, I am," Xia Wan pursed his lips, tears wet your eyelashes, "You can't go back to the past and let me go. I can’t go back to the past Open you. "

Xia Chengzhang raised his eyes and looked at him, and he didn't understand what he meant.

"I can't go back to the time when I have no relationship with you," Xia Wan called him, "Dad."

Xia Chengzhang's teeth were bite tightly, and the sound in his throat was extremely sad.

Huo Yu silently handed the water over. Xia Chengzhang took over, but only held it in his hand without drinking.

"Dad." Xia Wan bit his lip, "Have you ever thought about it, if you did not find abnormalities at the station that year, then I might be sold by those two people, and they were thrown outside for disability. May lose life after no use of value ... "