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    Wei Changxiu stared and scolded the disobedient teenager, but at the same time, he was chagrined. How could he have made the screen so high at that time?

    But the physical contact, the warm touch, almost instantly took over Wei Changxiu’s mind, leaving him no time to think about anything else.

    Despite following the teenager online for many days, and despite spending days with him across the screen, this was the first time Wei Changxiu had used his own hands, his own arms, to touch and feel him.

    Every cell in Wei Changxiu’s body seems to be emitting a happy sigh at this time.

    The young man’s cheek was resting on his chest. They were so close. Finally, there was no damn screen separating them. All the concerns he had seemed to be thrown to the back of his mind by Wei Changxiu at this moment. He only wanted to hold him, to hold his baby well.

    Embracing his baby into his arms, Wei Changxiu had some hot tears. They seemed to be separated by more than a screen before but by an endless space and time.

    Qing Yun stretched out a finger and pressed it against the man’s chest. He slightly withdrew his body a bit and then looked at Wei Changxiu with raised eyebrows, “Who told you to always stop me? Are you keeping yourself locked up, or do you treat me like a scourge?”

    Listening to the boy’s words, Wei Changxiu’s face was full of helplessness. He is really too naughty that he simply does not know what to do. Wei Changxiu could not have imagined that the teenager would suddenly climb over from the top of the screen, let alone that he would say such words.

    “You shouldn’t come near me, you know? I’m dangerous, and I don’t know when I can’t control my behavior. In case I hurt you……” Wei Changxiu patiently explained to Qing Yun, but he was subconsciously unwilling to loosen his arms.

    “I’m not afraid.” Qing Yun lightly laughed, stretched out his hands to wrap his arms around the man’s neck, and slightly forcefully pulled the person down a little. Pressing against the man’s forehead, he carefully examined the injuries in his soul.

    Qing Yun did not expect the man to be able to endure so much in this life. He changed ways to tease him every day, but the man resisted. He seemed to be holding back his desire to get closer to him but was always unwilling to move away from the screen between the two.

    He also saw today that Wei Changxiu’s state was a little off, so he couldn’t resist crawling over to take a closer look at his injuries.

    Sensing that the injuries in the man’s soul had not worsened compared to the previous world, Qing Yun was faintly relieved.

    But Wei Changxiu’s body stiffened because of such an intimate move by the boy. The skin that came in contact with the teenager’s body became hot, and his breathing couldn’t help but get heavy.

    God knows how long he endured, every day watching the boy’s candid and lovely actions beyond the screen. He could not get close, and the boy was so keen to tease him. Every time, he had to see him run away before giving up.

    Instantly noticing Wei Changxiu’s physical reaction, Qing Yun can not help but lightly laugh out loud. He knew that this man’s mind is full of pornographic waste every life, so how will he suddenly be more honest and serious?

    I’m afraid he has been holding back a lot, right?

    “Hey, I heard that when you’re depressed, you never want to do anything. Is that true?” Qing Yun smiled as he approached the man’s cheek and breathed softly in his ear, “Really don’t want to do anything? I don’t believe it!”

    As he said this, he gently printed a kiss on Wei Changxiu’s slightly pursed thin lips, making fireworks explode in Wei Changxiu’s head instantly.

    With a “bang”, Wei Changxiu pressed Qing Yun fiercely against the screen, kissing his lips along with the faintly beautiful breath on his lips, dominating Qing Yun’s mouth.

    The beast in Wei Changxiu’s heart that had been repressed for days finally came out of its cage, tearing his gentle and restrained appearance to pieces.

    This is the naked desire in his heart. When he first heard his music, Wei Changxiu carefully drew in his mind what this teenager looked like. The first time he saw the teenager, Wei Changxiu could hardly restrain himself from kissing and loving him and even bullying him into tears.

    But……he can’t, he can’t put this promising boy to be tied up with him a manic-depressive person. He doesn’t want to break his wings and bind him tightly to his side.

    “Do you know what you’re doing? Huh? Do you know?” Wei Changxiu gasped and opened his reddened eyes, staring deadly at the teenager who was panting from his kiss.

    “I have been suffering from bipolar disorder, there is almost no possibility of being cured, and I will never be able to live like a normal person. Are you willing to……follow me……”

    Wei Changxiu has never been troubled by his illness, nor has he ever had low self-esteem because of it. Because no one can affect his state of mind, no one else’s evaluation matters to him.

    But he couldn’t ignore his Little Feather’s opinion.

    “Why are you talking so much nonsense?” Hearing the man’s demeaning words, Qing Yun frowned fiercely. His hand probing into the man’s shirt squeezed the man’s abs in dissatisfaction, “You are you, can’t I like you?”

    Even if the youth confessed, he could not change his arrogant nature. He said his words in a wicked voice, but the blush on his cheeks and the twisted glow in his eyes showed the softness in Qing Yun’s heart.

    Hearing his beloved’s most sincere confession, Wei Changxiu gazed longingly at his Little Feather. The anxiety in his heart slowly faded away, leaving only full of warmth.

    Wei Changxiu lowered his head and tenderly imprinted a kiss on Qing Yun’s forehead. Then, with restraint, he withdrew his body and turned to leave the study.

    Qing Yun was stunned by the man’s action. When he came back to his senses, the man’s back had long since disappeared: “Hey……”

    Frozen on the sofa, waiting for his body’s reaction to subside, Qing Yun reached out and covered his forehead where he had just been kissed by the man. His face turned red.

    What’s going on here? The lustful maniac turned into Liu Xiahui? 1.

    Damn! The man’s now decent appearance made Qing Yun ten thousand times uncomfortable. In this situation……the man who usually only has bed matters on his mind actually restrained himself and left?

    The key……is that this is one of the few times when Qing Yun takes the initiative!

    Qing Yun, the arrogant old demon, simply wanted to explode. He will not admit that he had just been a little bit ruffled by the man’s kiss!

    “Dead, Wei Changxiu, you’re dead!” Qing Yun gritted his teeth a fierce look. The tip of his ear is so red that it was almost dripping blood.

    In the bedroom, a wall away, Wei Changxiu did not take a cold shower. He was very calm. To be precise, Wei Changxiu has never been so sober.

    He is going to refuse the teenager’s confession? How can Wei Changxiu be willing?

    But he also couldn’t just say yes at this time, much less get his treasure rashly in that chaotic study.

    His Little Feather deserves the most careful treatment. Wei Changxiu, who has never been serious about his body, is not qualified to accept his confession now.

    Again, Wei Changxiu knows that his baby has just come of age, and he can choose to stay with him on the basis of his love, but Wei Changxiu couldn’t. He has to think carefully about everything for his Little Feather.

    With him, will it affect Little Feather’s reputation in the music industry? And will his bipolar disorder have an impact on the teenager’s future?

    All of these concerns prevented Wei Changxiu from immediately responding to the boy’s confession.

    Wei Changxiu picked up his phone and dialed a number: “Hey, make an appointment for me with Dr. Michel from G country, as soon as possible.”

    He wanted to give his baby a perfect and serious answer.

    The next morning, the Wei family’s driver took Qing Yun to school. Qing Yun unexpectedly found that Wei Ming, who had been following Wei Changxiu, was also in the car.

    Qing Yun raised his eyebrows and asked in an unpleasant tone, “What are you doing here?”

    Last night’s events in Wei Changxiu’s study were slightly heard by the subordinates of the Wei family, so now Wei Ming is even more respectful to Qing Yun and simply does not even dare to glance at Qing Yun’s face.

    “Mr. Xiang, the boss asked me to tell you that he will not be at the Wei residence in recent days, so you don’t need to play for him anymore. Of course, the door of the Wei residence is always open for you……”

    Before Wei Ming could finish his words, Qing Yun snorted, “What would I do back at the Wei house? I’m staying at school tonight, don’t come to pick me up.”

    Seeing that Qing Yun was obviously unhappy, Wei Ming did not dare to say more.

    Qing Yun is very upset this morning. Not only did the man leave suddenly last night, but he also avoided him this morning. Fine, today is only the sixth day, and you don’t need him to play anymore?

    Qing Yun was getting angry when his phone vibrated twice. He opened it and saw that it was a message from Wei Changxiu: “Baby, I’m sorry I wasn’t able to respond to you last night. I hope you can seriously consider it. You’re still young and have all kinds of possibilities. Do you really want to be with me?……”

    Looking at the man’s tone like an elder, Qing Yun thought of yesterday’s embarrassment and was simply furious. He did not reply and immediately turned off his phone.

    Qing Yun put one hand on his cheek and looked out the window in frustration. He does not understand why this man always has an elder-like care for him. Even if he is a president, isn’t the style different from other domineering presidents?

    Thinking about this, Qing Yun’s eyes can’t help but seep out a little smile again. In fact, his own character is strong enough. If the man is really a domineering president-like character, Qing Yun will never really accept him like this now.

    It is because no matter what noble status the man has, he can unload himself and roll around acting silly in front of him. It is because of the unexplained care and tolerance that he has for Qing Yun, which makes Qing Yun open the door of his heart and let the man come in.

    But this time, no matter what, Qing Yun will let him look good! 2

    He dared to leave him there alone. It is simply an unforgivable sin.

    When he arrived at the school, Qing Yun found that Wei Ming was even following him, so he turned his head and asked, “What are you doing following me?”

    Wei Ming said respectfully, “Boss instructed that if you don’t want to go back to the Wei residence, you should let me protect you every inch of the way.”

    Hearing Wei Ming’s words, Qing Yun couldn’t help but pull the corners of his mouth.

    Oh, it is quite thoughtful. If the Wei family car does not come to pick him up later, rumors of him “losing favor” are bound to spread in the school. With Xiang Chenyu’s reputation in the school, he will definitely be bullied by his classmates again.

    Wei Changxiu understood this, so he sent Wei Ming, who almost represents his status, to follow him.

    “I don’t need it. You go back to the Wei family.” Qing Yun refused.

    As if he had expected Qing Yun’s words, Wei Ming did not reply but merely stated with silence that he would absolutely obey Wei Changxiu’s orders and follow him all the time.

    Looking at the man’s appearance, Qing Yun sneered, “I have a hundred ways to be able to knock you out and throw you to a place where no one can find you, so it’s useless for you to follow me.”

    The young man has changed from his calmness at school and is not as spirited as he was in the Wei family. Now, his eyes showed a cold light, and he had an icy and strong aura, making people immediately overlook the fact that he had only just come of age.

    Wei Ming had cold sweat flowing down from being looked at by Qing Yun. He didn’t expect this youth to have such a look, and the aura is practically on par with the boss.

    Worthy of being the person that the boss has taken a fancy to, Wei Ming wiped the sweat from his forehead while insisting, “This is the boss’s order. I must comply.”

    “Tch.” Qing Yun looked at Wei Ming and said, “It’s okay if you want to follow me, but you are not allowed to appear without my order.”

    Wei Ming was stunned but nodded his head and agreed to the teenager’s request.

    Qing Yun yawned and stepped into the classroom with a sly smile at the corner of his mouth. That man has always treated him as a poor little man who must be well protected? Then, he will let this man know how pitiful he really is and how he will be bullied if he leaves him.

    These days, the students of the Conservatory of Music were surprised to find that the black car that used to wait at the entrance of the school every day had not come for two days.

    As for the person picked up by the car, Xiang Chenyu has once again resumed his previous quiet and gloomy appearance.

    The famous Wei family seems to have no more connection with Xiang Chenyu, which can’t help but make the students who were displeased with Xiang Chenyu before to start talking about it.

    But they were also cautious enough not to look for trouble with Xiang Chenyu immediately. Instead, they waited another day, which fully confirmed that Xiang Chenyu had done something unknown and was completely discarded by the Wei family.

    After all, Xiang Chenyu’s expression can not deceive people. When he was connected to the Wei family, although he is still silent at school, his daily expression shows that he is doing well.

    Qing Yun occasionally hooks the corners of his mouth when he thinks of Wei Changxiu, but in the eyes of those who are jealous of him, the smallest of smiles is a bright and clear way of showing off.

    Xiang Chenjin was naturally one of those who paid close attention to Xiang Chenyu. He was surprised that Wei Shiang was so useful. It was the day after he mentioned it to Wei Shiang that Xiang Chenyu didn’t go to the Wei family anymore, right?

    The moment he thought of this, Xiang Chenjin could not help the laughter in his heart. Xiang Chenyu was arrogant to him in the Xiang family only one day before, only to be driven out of the Wei family the next day. I wonder what it is like in his mind?

    Even if you climb up to the Wei family, you would still be driven back in the end.

    But even with this in mind, Xiang Chenjin did not come out to make things difficult for Xiang Chenyu. After all, he has always had a good reputation in the school, so how could he come out to embarrass Xiang Chenyu?

    Everyone knows that Xiang Chenjin has always been a good brother, but it is the family’s adopted son Xiang Chenyu who has been inexplicably looking for trouble with him.

    But the other people can not help it. Mocking Xiang Chenyu has become the norm. The other day because of the Wei family, they had been restrained for a while, and they have bottled it up in their hearts.

    Now, when they catch a chance, where will they let go of Xiang Chen Yu?

    The usual ridicule once again reached Qing Yun’s ears, but the content is more unpleasant.

    “Tsk, he thought he was a great performer when he played “Flowing Water”? But now he’s been beaten back to his former state?”

    “In two days, it will be the competition, right? This time, he was kicked out by the Wei family, and there is no telling what excessive demands he made. You know the Wei family is the biggest sponsor of the International Music Conference.”

    “Hahaha, you guys still remember his crush on Wei Shiang before. This time, he didn’t get kicked out for the same reason, right?”

    “Shhh, don’t say it. I’m afraid Shiang is going to be angry if he hears anyone mention these words again.”

    The author has something to say:

    Seeing someone discussing bipolar disorder in the previous chapters, I’ll briefly say this.

    In fact, I just wanted to borrow a setting. Why this? Because I was impressed when I first learned……

    About mania, the symptoms are actually mainly mental excitement and irritability, and there are also crossover with the positive symptoms of schizophrenia. However, just like the harm of depression, which lies mostly in suicidal tendencies, the reason why the social harm of mania is serious is because the patient will have irritability and aggressive tendencies. As a setting, I have amplified the aggressive tendencies. At the same time, because it is unnecessary, I have not emphasized the other symptoms of the illness, and……bipolar disorder is just a front. Actually, the aggression itself is caused by the wounded soul.

    The other thing to mention is depression. This is not just a simple mental illness but is related to the imbalance of neurotransmitters in the body. Therefore, you should go to the doctor and take your medication. All the little angels who have depression should not blame themselves, just like how the flu is a disease. Do not hurt yourselves because of the lack of understanding of others.

    Maybe I’m a little strange. Although I have a medical degree, I don’t have the desire to write clearly about certain knowledge when I’m writing, because I don’t think of writing a book and writing papers as one thing. I always feel that if I just want the attacker to take advantage of artificial respiration to give a kiss, there is no need to write a CPR tutorial, right? In order to show the effect I want, also because this silly author is not very good, there will be exaggerated and inaccurate parts in the text. Please do not take it seriously ha.

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