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    Chapter 42 Refuse to Confess

    What Bo Xiyun said was the deepest truth hidden in his heart.

    These words made Yi Zhongshen also silent for a moment.

    But soon, the boy opened his mouth: "Little Yun—"

    But his words were interrupted by a voice on the side: "Xiyun, Zhongshen!"

    Gu Sheng walked back from the corner.

    "My mother asked what do you want to eat, let's go to lunch first?"

    A few people came to the hospital after getting off the high-speed train. They were so busy that they had a little free time, and they didn't have time to eat lunch.

    Interrupted by this, Yi Zhongshen's words could not continue.

    He lowered his eyes, looked at Bo Xiyun, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat?"

    Bo Xiyun doesn't have any appetite now, but because of Gu Sheng's presence, he can only reluctantly pack up his emotions and say.

    "Everything is fine."

    Yi Zhongshen was asking very seriously, as if this was a big deal.

    "Want to eat warmer or clearer?"

    Bo Xiyun was half a beat slower, and his chaotic thoughts were gradually pulled back to this simple question.

    "...I want to have some porridge."

    Yi Zhongshen said again: "There are very few soups in the hospital restaurant. There is a good porridge shop near the main entrance. Do you want to go? Or pack it back."

    The questions he gave were very clear and specific, making it easy to make a choice.

    Sure enough, Bo Xiyun didn't hesitate for a long time and said, "Let's go to the store."

    He raised his head and asked Gu Sheng, "What do you think, Senior Gu?"

    Only then did Gu Sheng come back to his senses, and hurriedly said, "Okay, I can do it, and my mother just wants to eat something to digest."

    After speaking, his feeling became even more obvious.

    Gu Sheng couldn't help but look at Yi Zhongshen.

    How do you feel like you've been robbed?

    When did Zhongshen know so much about the food here?

    Recently, Gu Sheng has not heard of anyone in the Yi family being hospitalized. Could it be that Yi Zhongshen checked it before he came?

    And when he first came out, Gu Sheng clearly noticed that Bo Xiyun's mood was a little down. He thought that the child was saddened by the experience just now, so he didn't ask any further questions.

    But after Yi Zhongshen asked two questions, Gu Sheng found that his younger brother's mood seemed to have eased a little.

    Gu Sheng was still thinking, Ms. Song had already walked back, and she saw that there was no objection. After Ms. Song and the old man said something, they walked downstairs together.

    Gu Sheng, who was one step behind, looked at Bo Xiyun and Yi Zhongshen who were walking side by side, and finally realized something was wrong.

    Why does it seem that his care for his younger brother is not as meticulous as that of a friend?

    Gu Sheng couldn't help but doubt life.

    Could it be that even the boss is better at taking care of people than him?

    It's not that Gu Sheng has any doubts about his friends, it's just that words like "considerate and gentle" really don't match Yi Zhongshen's usual indifferent image.

    Gu Sheng couldn't help but seriously reflect on his own stereotype. But he didn't see that the fingers of the two people walking in front suddenly intertwined.

    Bo Xiyun only felt a slight warmth in his fingertips, and then there was something more in his hand.

    The boy lowered his head and saw a milk candy in his palm.

    The bright red packaging is printed with a familiar villain, which is the one that Bo Xiyun eats most often.

    Because there were others around, Yi Zhongshen didn't hold the boy's hand, he only gave the candy, and then took it back.

    When Bo Xiyun was watching the candy, Yi Zhongshen said something in a low voice.

    "Wait a minute to talk to you, okay?"

    He did not forget or intentionally avoid the problem of Bo Xiyun just now.

    Bo Xiyun froze for a moment: "...Okay."

    The toffee in the palm still carries the body temperature of another person, obviously the candy paper has not been peeled off, and the sweetness has not yet entered the mouth.

    Teenagers think.

    He seemed to have gained a little silent support.

    The craftsmanship of the porridge shop is really good. When the four of them returned to the hospital after eating, Gu’s parents, who had traveled thousands of miles from other provinces, also arrived.

    Grandfather Gu's eldest son is named Gu Xingbang, and his wife's surname is Guo, who is a professor at Z University. Both of the couple are very gentle and elegant, and they have a strong academic atmosphere, especially Gu Xingbang, who follows the character of Grandfather Gu at first glance.

    This made Bo Xiyun feel a little strange.

    It seems that Brother Gu and his father's temperament are not very similar, but follow his uncle.

    Xu Shi saw the boy's curiosity, and Yi Zhongshen explained it to him.

    When Gu Zheng was young, his father, Gu Xingbang, worked in the plateau province, and the task was quite heavy. He often only went home once every two or three years. At that time, Mrs. Guo was not in good health because of the operation, and it was quite difficult to take care of the children. Therefore, Gu Zheng often lives in his uncle's house.

    After becoming an adult, Gu Zheng chose to join the army again, and he took the same path as his uncle.

    Gu Sheng heard the two of them talking, and joined in: "Yes, when my eldest brother was five years old, he could follow my dad for a lap in Beihai."

    At that time, Gu Sheng had not yet been born, and their family had not moved to Q City.

    Bo Xiyun heard it, but noticed a word: "Beihai? Beihai Park?"

    "Well." Yi Zhongshen said, "there are also many people running in the morning. If you want to go, we can go there in the morning when the weather is warmer."

    Bo Xiyun was really moved: "Okay."

    "..."

    Only Gu Sheng looked blank.

    Second Young Master Gu couldn't help sighing.

    Forget it, he admitted.

    When it comes to getting up early and exercising, it may be that Yi Zhongshen is really more like Bo Xiyun's brother.

    Everyone stayed in the sanatorium for an afternoon, and a few adults went to discuss the follow-up treatment for Mrs. Gu. As evening approached, Gu Xingchao, Gu Sheng's father, also came back. After settling the old man, everyone went to the pre-determined hotel together.

    Ms. Song also invited Yi Zhongshen.

    "Zhongshen come with us too, just happened to be with Yunyun."

    Yi Zhongshen really didn't plan to separate from the child, but after all, this is the family banquet of the Gu family, he said.

    "I just got a call from my family, and the dinner party is in the Bai family's courtyard. Can I take your car over there?"

    With him, Bo Xiyun really rarely gets motion sickness.

    "It's such a coincidence?" Ms. Song was surprised. "The relationship is good, I'll go and have a word with Asu, get in the car, come."

    The seven people went to the Bai family compound in two cars, and a Grandfather Gu's bodyguard car escorted them in a low-key manner.

    After arriving at the hotel, Yi Zhongshen stopped following Bo Xiyun. He pointed to the small courtyard where his home was located.

    "I'm right there. When you come out to eat, or if you want to stroll around the courtyard, you can find me anytime."

    Bo Xiyun nodded.

    Originally, he was about to follow Gu Sheng, but suddenly he thought of something.

    The senior said "find me at any time", so will he always pay attention to the movement here and always wait for him?

    Bo Xiyun paused, then called Yi Zhongshen again.

    "Senior."

    He said, "Then when I come out, I will send you a message in advance, okay?"

    Yi Zhongshen responded: "Okay."

    When Bo Xiyun entered the room in the small courtyard, Yi Zhongshen went to his side.

    Yi Zhongshen's side is a family banquet at his mother's house. As soon as he came back, he naturally received a lot of inquiries, but the elders had long been accustomed to his reticence, and stopped after a wave of inquiries.

    There are many children as usual. A few boys were still rampaging in the house before, but when Yi Zhongshen came, he became a lot more honest.

    No way, even if the cousin is not so cold, the shadow of all kinds of achievements always being crushed by all aspects is really too painful for this group of children.

    Only the youngest sister is not afraid of him, and will take the initiative to run over with her short legs, raise her face, and call him tenderly.

    "Big brother~"

    The younger cousin was too young, so she finally tried her best to clarify the long sentence.

    "Little brother, they want to know, you, whose news are you waiting for?"

    Even if he didn't raise his eyes, Yi Zhongshen noticed the sight of a few boys not far away.

    When he checked his phone for the third time just now, Yi Zhongshen heard the whispers of several of them.

    The three of them are betting that the cousin must be waiting for news by checking his phone so often. One guess is waiting for the teacher, the other guess is waiting for the boss.

    Another guessed that he was waiting for a friend, and was laughed at by the other two.

    "You think the big brother is like you, waiting for your friends to fight the king with Mai every day."

    Yi Zhongshen didn't look at the three people who were nervous and looking forward to it. He stretched out his hand and put his palm on his little cousin's back, so that the little girl wrapped in a snow velvet sweater stood firm.

    "Who does Jiajia think it belongs to?"

    The little cousin thought about it seriously, and said in a milky voice.

    "Is that the one, that pretty sister's~"

    The three boys who were listening with their ears pricked up not far away didn't take this guess seriously at all, and the other one couldn't help but laugh.

    how is this possible?

    As a result, the three of them heard that their cousin, who was like an ice-cold demon king in their hearts, corrected them lightly.

    "It's the pretty brother's."

    "??!"

    How stunned the three boys were, Yi Zhongshen didn't get distracted.

    On his mobile phone, he has received a long-awaited message reminder.

    [Senior, I am here at the Liujiao Pavilion. 】

    Yi Zhongshen got up from the other side, let the little cousin hold the chair to stand firm, and said.

    "I go out for a while."

    Another message came on the phone.

    [Just eat first, I'll sit here for a while]

    It's just that Bo Xiyun's news just finished, when he looked up, he saw a slender figure walking out not far away.

    There is no bright light source around, but the Bai Family Courtyard is located in the old mansion garden. In addition to many small courtyards, the old pools and pavilions are still preserved.

    It is winter, there are no green plants in the pool, but there are beautiful lotus lanterns floating, lanterns lining the pavilion, the atmosphere is very quiet.

    Yi Zhongshen walked into the pavilion. The location here belongs to the corner of the courtyard. Few other guests passed by. The surrounding rockery also blocked the cold wind.

    There is a special place for viewing the scenery in the pavilion. The two of them sit here, just in time to see the star-studded river lights outside.

    Yi Zhongshen asked: "Have you eaten yet?"

    Bo Xiyun nodded, looked around and said, "I just learned something, no wonder that Mr. Gu's name is so familiar."

    The boy couldn't hide his surprise and couldn't wait to share his findings with Yi Zhongshen.

    I don't know since when, maybe he didn't even notice it himself.

    Bo Xiyun seems to be used to trusting and confiding in seniors.

    "I just thought I had heard it somewhere before," Bo Xiyun said. "As soon as I turned on my phone, I saw his name on the search recommendation, and then I clicked on it."

    In the context of big data, some applications in mobile phones often use system permissions without authorization to capture users' chatting voices, analyze them, and make accurate pushes.

    This is nothing new.

    Bo Xiyun didn't think much about it at the time, just because he saw the name, he subconsciously opened it.

    As a result, he found out-

    This Mr. Gu, his uncle by blood, is actually a member of the provincial standing committee.

    "I must have heard it on the news before, but I didn't pay attention." Bo Xiyun said.

    so amazing.

    It's not because of the position of the other party, after all, he already knows the identity of Grandfather Gu.

    It's just that Bo Xiyun never thought of it before. When he saw his uncle and his wife in the afternoon, he thought they were both professors.

    Although Yi Zhongshen mentioned that Gu Xingbang had been to the plateau province before, Bo Xiyun also thought that the other party was just a scholar of geology or exploration.

    "He and Mr. Gu are very friendly and have no air at all."

    Yi Zhongshen listened quietly, and when he heard the words, he looked at the other party.

    Against the backdrop of the pink lanterns, the boy's cheeks were soft and his eyes shone brightly.

    For such a good kid.

    Who would be willing to speak harshly to him.

    Bo Xiyun talked about the evening meal again.

    "It seems that I just ordered the food, but it wasn't the menu written in the store. Mr. Gu and the others wrote the name of the dish and asked the kitchen to make it separately."

    Bo Xiyun knew that the price of city B would definitely be high, but when he saw the price on the menu, he was still really surprised.

    And what he has never heard of is that this kind of store can also be a private chef alone - instead of ordering the finished product, the back chef can make it according to the requirements of the customer.

    "They specially ordered food from Q City for me," Bo Xiyun said. "The whole meal was also based on the eating habits there."

    "Mr. Gu also specially tasted the food from Q City. I heard Senior Gu say that the old man has a light mouth. He usually never eats things with heavy oil and salt, but the old man must try it today... He said he wanted to give it a try. Raised my taste."

    What really touched Bo Xiyun was not the famous and prominent identities of the Gu family.

    It's the way the family treats him.

    "When the old man just left the table early, he also packed some food from Q City."

    Grandfather Gu didn't eat for too long. He still missed his wife in the nursing building. After eating, he went back to the hospital first.

    "Aunt Song said that the old lady has medicine and nutritious meals, and usually doesn't eat outside food, but she insisted on trying it today, and no one in her family objected to her."

    They waited too long.

    No amount of exceptions are enough to show the joy and joy that was lost and found.

    The boy's voice gradually fell.

    "Just now, they told me to ask Senior Gu to take me back later. The adults will go to the hospital and see the old lady again."

    "But actually..."

    Bo Xiyun paused, and then said softly.

    "I heard it, they talked in the afternoon, I was afraid that the adults would be with me all the time and it would make me stressed."

    People like Grandfather Gu.

    How can you not see Bo Xiyun's helplessness?

    The adults not only talked, but also made a special trip to discuss, and held a family meeting as if they were dealing with important matters. They even consulted a psychologist, and after much deliberation, they finally reached an agreement.

    When the lost child is just picked up, it should be better for him to be with someone of the same age or someone he knew before, so that he is not easily nervous.

    Whether it is Grandfather Gu, or two uncles and couples.

    They clearly came here for Bo Xiyun's sake.

    And deliberately set aside such a considerate space for him.

    Bo Xiyun's feet were on the stone bar, he put his hands around his calf, and slowly buried his face in his knees.

    The youth's soft voice came out dully: "I really don't seem to know... how to repay them."

    He didn't even know how to get along properly.

    Because he had never been exposed to such strong feelings.

    Before, "home" was completely different in Bo Xiyun's eyes. The best family relationship he had ever thought about was when he and Wu Ying got along.

    I'll give him money and take him to see a doctor.

    And that's all.

    he does not know.

    There will be so much more.

    In the night, the boy's figure became thinner and thinner. Although he was still wearing the goose down coat specially added by the Gu family, he still couldn't hide the boy's frailty.

    He seemed to have walked alone in this icy world for so long.

    I haven't learned how to welcome my own warm spring.

    "Little Yun." The boy's low voice came from beside him.

    Bo Xiyun raised his head, revealing wet eyes, and the tip of his nose that was slightly red from the cold.

    A slender and warm hand stretched out to help the boy trim his collar to cover it more tightly. When the child's face was completely surrounded by the white fluffy fur collar, Yi Zhongshen said.

    "You told me at noon that you might not be able to respond to me well."

    He talked about himself.

    The young man looked at him intently and his eyes moved, and the clear eyes swayed lightly in the night light like waves on the water.

    "……Um."

    "It's ok."

    Yi Zhongshen's voice is very steady, his usual low.

    It's reassuring to hear.

    "I wanted to tell you then, it doesn't matter."

    If he hadn't been interrupted, Bo Xiyun would have heard the answer earlier.

    That was Yi Zhongshen's most frank response.

    "Because you take me seriously and take my feelings, so it's okay."

    It's not that I love you, so it's okay.

    It is not a one-sided tolerance and retreat.

    Yi Zhongshen told him so patiently—

    "Whether it's me or the rest of the family."

    "Like you is always a joy."

    Bo Xiyun was slightly startled.

    "I……"

    The boy's soft cheeks were lightly rubbed by the outstretched fingers, and the warmth transmitted from the other person seemed to infiltrate along the skin.

    "What you have to do is not to report back immediately, and blame yourself for not doing it well."

    "It's about seeing those feelings clearly."

    Yi Zhongshen said slowly.

    "See these things clearly, you deserve them."

    Bo Xiyun's lips opened and closed several times before he asked very lightly.

    "...Is it all like this?"

    Yi Zhongshen, on the other hand, also spoke softly, but his answer was firm.

    "It's all yours."

    No worries.

    All likes are worth delivering to you.

    The two did not sit in the pavilion for too long. After all, it was still a little cold outside, and the dinner on both sides was not over yet.

    But when Bo Xiyun went back, his mood improved significantly. He also took the initiative to pinch his fur collar and rubbed the senior's cheek.

    "Look, it's really soft."

    "Um."

    Yi Zhongshen responded, but his eyes kept falling on the boy's pale and tender cheeks.

    He had a softer touch.

    Not only the cheeks, but also Bo Xiyun's hair and auricles are soft.

    Without touching it, Yi Zhongshen's various ideas are completely inferior to the real feeling.

    After touching it with own hands, always feel that need to touch it again to be satisfied.

    Because he was about to go to the small courtyard where Gu's family was located, Yi Zhongshen didn't say anything more - even though nothing could compare to practice.

    Being able to talk to the boy about things he likes today is already a very lucky harvest.

    The dinner didn't last too late. After the Gu family had finished eating, Bo Xiyun came out and saw that the small courtyard where the senior was also was leaving.

    The elders of Yi Zhongshen's family had all left, and he was the only one left.

    Bo Xiyun didn't intend to trouble Yi Zhongshen again. His physical condition has been good today, and he has never suffered from motion sickness.

    It's time for the senior to go home and take a break, so that he can be reunited with his long-lost family.

    However, when Bo Xiyun asked Yi Zhongshen who he wanted to go back with, Gu Sheng, who was beside him, heard it, but said directly.

    "Oh, no difference, get in the car, I'll drive the car over."

    Because his ability to drive was questioned by his friends before, Gu Sheng has always been interested in showing off his superb driving skills at various times.

    The adults of the Gu family went to the hospital first, while Gu Sheng drove the two back to the main house of the Gu family.

    Due to many years of business, the Gu family has a lot of real estate in City B, and several children also have their own residences. But every year during the Spring Festival, all the people in the Gu family in City B will go back to the main house. These days, Gu Sheng and Bo Xiyun will also live here.

    The rush hour has passed, but the car is driving, but the road is still a little blocked. Bo Xiyun glanced at the location and found that they were actually driving into the Second Ring Road.

    The main residence of the Gu family is located in the central area of ​​the Second Ring Road.

    Fortunately, it was not too late for them to come back, and when they arrived at the main house, it was not too late. Yi Zhongshen did not rush back, but took the initiative to pick up his luggage and help Bo Xiyun into the room.

    The main house is a relatively traditional courtyard with a red wall that is unified with the surrounding area. The red wall is surrounded by bright yellow glazed tiles, and the colors are contrasting and beautiful.

    Although it is night now, the details cannot be seen clearly, but Bo Xiyun can already imagine that the sunlight reflected on the red walls and yellow tiles during the day must be very beautiful.

    The interior of the mansion is also decorated in a simple and elegant style, but it does not exclude modern facilities. Gu Sheng took Bo Xiyun around the main hall, and then led people to the courtyard of the second entrance, focusing on the introduction here. 's room.

    "Look, Xiyun, this is your bedroom."

    Bo Xiyun was stunned.

    What appeared in front of him was not a temporary guest room, but a warm and comfortable bedroom that had been carefully prepared for a long time.

    This is the room that Bo Xiyun has always prepared.

    "When I first learned about you, the family arranged this room."

    Gu Sheng said, and opened several wardrobes in the room.

    "look."

    Several large wardrobes are full of clothes, ranging from children's models to sizes that seventeen-year-olds can wear.

    "This is only part of it. There are some in the cloakroom next to it. Those have not been dismantled."

    Gu Sheng said.

    "These are already washed clothes. You can choose whichever you want to wear these days."

    Not only that, but he pointed to the other side of the wardrobe.

    "These gift boxes are also for you, the gifts we prepared for you."

    Large and small gift boxes are stacked together, and some of the bright outer packaging has faded due to age, but all the gifts are neatly and carefully sealed.

    From birth, full moon, one year old, to now seventeen years later.

    The Gu family remembered all the days of Bo Xiyun.

    From children's favorite toys to the latest electronic products. The size of the gift box is not uniform. What is the most popular among the peers every year, the Gu family will give Bo Xiyun what.

    Everyone has a birthday present for him.

    It's like Bo Xiyun is really still at home.

    Never a year is missed.

    Bo Xiyun looked at the cabinet full of gifts and was completely stunned.

    A full seventeen years of heart.

    All were spread out in front of him.

    "Om-"

    The phone vibrated, and Gu Sheng glanced at the screen with an apologetic look.

    "Sorry, I'll go take a call first."

    Bo Xiyun was still stunned even when he nodded in response.

    After a while, he realized that there were only two people left in the room. Bo Xiyun slowly looked away from the gifts and looked at Yi Zhongshen.

    "Senior..."

    As if he knew what he wanted to say, the boy raised his hand and pressed the back of his neck and whispered.

    "It's a little late, but you can take it apart slowly."

    In a word, Bo Xiyun said something hot.

    "I..." The young man took a deep breath, "Then I should..."

    "You take them apart and take them well, that's the response the family wants most."

    Yi Zhongshen's voice was low.

    "You can accept it, it's the best thing for them."

    For Yi Zhongshen, why not.

    Today, even for Yi Zhongshen, who has always been calm and self-controlled, it is a good luck time like a dream.

    His beloved teenager had no disgust, no rejection.

    So seriously consider him and what he likes.

    Yi Zhongshen patiently comforted the slightly bewildered teenager, and after a while, he heard the other party's voice again.

    "Then," Bo Xiyun asked softly, "is it the same for you?"

    Yi Zhongshen nodded: "Yes."

    Sensing that the young man was hesitating to speak, he asked again.

    "What's wrong?"

    Just a second ago, Yi Zhongshen felt that he was too lucky, like a dream.

    He didn't know that the next moment would be the real magic and beauty like a dream.

    Because the boy in front of him was silent for a while, and finally spoke up.

    Tell him softly and honestly.

    "I feel like..."

    "The senior kissed me that night, and I can accept it."

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