Chapter 95: Accept Being Loved

Bo Xiyun stared blankly at the man in front of him, although he did say that his tears had already dried up when Xining left.

But this second, Bo Xiyun still felt the sourness in his eyes.

"My uncle and I..." The young master's voice was a little hoarse, and he said with a low cough, "We talked about the past."

Bo Xiyun didn't hide it anymore, and told Wen Xiusen about his parents.

After listening, Wen Xiusen was also silent.

So this is the root cause of the boy's resistance to love——

This is the root cause of Bo Xiyun's willingness to remain almost indifferent to all his feelings for so many years.

The ruthless manipulation of pheromones, Xining's future is ruined, and the love of parents goes astray. Layer upon layer of pressure, like shackles one after another, tightly locking Bo Xiyun's heart.

Let him not show any inch of soft parts.

Wen Xiusen looked at the young man with a calm expression but couldn't hide the tired look between his brows and eyes, and wrapped the Omega's cool fingertips with his palm.

His voice was low.

"Thank you for your hard work, all these years."

Bo Xiyun raised his eyes and took a slow breath. It seemed that some long-suppressed emotion in his chest suddenly swelled up, pushing him so hard that his whole body was tearing up in pain.

"No."

The boy's voice became even more hoarse, with a blood that was sharpened like a stone.

"I didn't do it well."

He was not worthy of the "hard work" that Wen Xiusen said.

"I'm Daddy's chain, if it weren't for me—"

Halfway through Bo Xiyun's gradually rising words, he was suddenly interrupted.

The boy opened his eyes slightly.

He was covered by Wen Xiusen's lips.

Wen Xiusen didn't let go of his hand, the man leaned forward and wrapped Bo Xiyun, who was unconsciously trembling on the chair, in his arms.

It also seems to be using his body to build a warm and sturdy defense for him.

"No." The man whispered.

The two were so close that they could even smell their breath. Wen Xiusen looked at Bo Xiyun's eyes intently and spoke to him.

"you are not."

"Words have weight and can stab themselves."

Wen Xiusen said.

"So, don't say that."

Alpha finally let go of the palm covering Bo Xiyun's mouth, slowly tightened his arms, took the boy's thin body in his arms, and gave him support silently.

"You know, your Daddy never thought that."

"he loves you."

Hearing the last three words, Bo Xiyun's tears finally fell silently.

The teardrops fell on the back of the boy's own hand, and he raised his hand and wiped his eyes carelessly. Then Omega's thin white fingers were held again, Wen Xiusen took out the paper, and gently wiped the red eyes with a soft tissue.

"Daddy, he..."

Bo Xiyun opened his mouth, his voice was too hoarse to listen carefully, and his eyes turned red when he spoke.

It seems that when Xining is mentioned, the boy's tears can't stop falling, and it can't be wiped clean.

For Xining, Bo Xiyun calls him Daddy, and he also calls him "Mama", which is the closest and most loved object of a child, and the warmest title on the tip of the tongue.

Wen Xiusen comforted the boy silently, and then replaced the tissue paper with softer wipes.

After a while, when Bo Xiyun's breathing subsided a little, Wen Xiusen spoke in a low voice.

"Daddy has been through three marriages, and the first two were Alphas who tagged him, but he didn't have any kids, did he?"

The young master opened his moist eyes and nodded.

Although since Xining and Bo Yingcheng got married, his news has been withheld by the Bo family. But Xining's initial scramble in Xiangjiang is widely spread, and some traces can be found now.

Neither He Huan nor Destiny Alpha, Xining had children with them.

"Your Daddy wasn't pregnant until you married your first love."

Wen Xiusen's voice was warm, and it was obviously a low-key tone, but it sounded as if it had completely covered all the wind and rain around him, which made people feel a warm sense of security.

"He chose only this one child."

This is an obvious fact, and Wen Xiusen told it to Bo Xiyun.

"Daddy is looking forward to your birth."

The young man sucked the tip of his nose, his eyes turned a little red again, and finally nodded.

"……Um."

Bo Xiyun lowered his head, resting his forehead on Wen Xiusen's shoulder, and a nasal voice came out muffled.

"Why does he want to have a child with Bo Yingcheng..."

Wen Xiusen put his hand on the boy's back and smoothed it gently.

"Cirr."

he asks.

"Do you hate Bo Yingcheng?"

The boy buried himself on his shoulders for a while before he finally had a voice.

"I have no idea……"

Bo Xiyun's voice still had a low and soft nasal tone.

"When he was a child, he loved me very much... When he grew up, he always spoiled me."

Even if Bo Yingcheng's real purpose is discovered later, those who dote on Bo Xiyun alone are really cherished.

It's hard to say that the personal relationship day and night is completely fake, especially when Bo Xiyun was brought up by Bo Yingcheng since he was a child.

No matter how calm Bo Xiyun is, he is not a calculating machine.

Bone and blood friendship is always difficult to give up completely.

Wen Xiusen gently patted the child in his arms.

He also knew that Bo Xiyun still had feelings for his father, so he sent people to help the teenager to strengthen the security of Xiangjiang Hospital.

It's just that Wen Xiusen didn't force his opinion directly to Bo Xiyun, he just asked.

Bo Xiyun took a breath before speaking again, but the emotions in his voice were still very complicated.

"Because of this, I care more about being hurt."

"If he's bad to the end and doesn't care about me, I can hate him completely..."

As he was talking, the boy's words stopped again, and the nasal tone in his voice became heavier.

He buried his head and breathed a few muffled breaths before speaking.

"It's so difficult..."

There was a bit of grievance and sadness in his voice.

"Emotions are so difficult to calculate."

Being patted on the back again, Bo Xiyun took Alpha's body temperature and sniffed.

"That's why I like movies..."

The boy whispered.

"Like those feelings that have been written in the script."

Wen Xiusen continued to help people follow the air and asked slowly.

"Did you choose to go to the entertainment industry because of this?"

During such a simple chat, the young master's mood gradually calmed down.

"Part of it..."

Bo Xiyun said, "It's also because I have to pretend to be ignorant, and—"

He paused before continuing: "I'm Daddy, he was an actor back then."

Wen Xiusen didn't expect this: "Mr. Xi?"

"Yeah." The young master said, "His stage name at the time was Ning Xi."

This made Wen Xiusen startled: "...Ning Xi? The founder of the Golden Elephant Award?"

Although he had long known from Bo Xiyun's mouth that this S-rank Omega was amazing, he didn't expect it to be so shocking.

It was not until he learned about Xining's occupation that Wen Xiusen's perception of this genius in the same field really came to the fore.

Ning Xi, the child star debut, the first Chinese movie star to leave a name on the Avenue of Stars in the City of Angels, won many international awards at an astonishing young age, and is reputed as "the darling of God's kiss" - regardless of appearance or appearance. The acting skills are so superior.

Later, when Ning Xi returned to China, it was he who built the foundation of Xiangjiang Film and Television.

Until today, the Golden Elephant Award has become one of the four most important awards in the domestic entertainment industry.

The most unimaginable thing is that this is only what he did before he was twenty years old.

Although Wen Xiusen has checked a lot of information about Bo Xiyun's biological mother, but after all, the competition has been a long time in the past, and the news is mostly scattered.

Plus Xining uses a stage name, so Wen Xiusen didn't know it until now.

This genius is so dazzling.

Bo Xiyun nodded, but he didn't have much energy and didn't seem to want to talk more.

Wen Xiusen understood his downfall and did not continue the topic more.

In fact, even if he used a stage name, with Ning Xi's fame back then, he was definitely not inferior to the superstar Uranus who became popular in the next few years, and he could be recognized just by looking at his face.

But after so many years, when went to review the events of that year, the only clear information that could be found was the rarity and looting of S-class Omegas, and the rest were blurred.

After the differentiation, no matter what the Omega did before.

In the eyes of those S-class Alphas, it doesn't matter at all.

Wen Xiusen changed the subject and asked, "Did he keep the medicine sent to Bo Yingcheng?"

Bo Xiyun said "um".

"What kind of medicine will..." Wen Xiusen paused and asked, "Can it work if you have feelings?"

He still had some doubts about the medicine Xining left to Bo Yingcheng.

Bo Xiyun frowned and didn't seem to want to answer.

Seeing his expression, Wen Xiusen was just about to say that he was just asking casually and had no intention of asking, but he listened to the other party.

"Not a real medicine."

Bo Xiyun's face was indeed very bad, but he still didn't hide it from Wen Xiusen.

"If I understand correctly, it should be Daddy's pheromone extract."

Wen Xiusen: "...extract?"

"Um."

Bo Xiyun said that this was something he slowly recalled later.

"Omegas have the ability to appease, and S-rank Omegas have stronger abilities. Based on this calculation, there should be some kind of substance in top-level Omegas that can play a therapeutic role."

"But that's just my guess."

Bo Xiyun took a breath.

"Daddy didn't tell me clearly, he only said that Bo Yingcheng's health is not very good. If it is really critical in the future, he can use the leftovers for him to try."

"It was when I read Daddy's examination report after he left that I found out that his glands had shrunk so badly at the last moment that they were almost completely necrotic."

"He didn't have this change when he was at his worst before, so I guess he did something to his glands before he left."

The young master's voice was so hoarse, he was fed by Wen Xiusen and drank some warm water before continuing.

"I asked Daddy's doctor later, but he was adamant that he wouldn't give me the details, saying that Daddy didn't want people to know."

"He didn't tell me until he was annoyed by me asking. One thing that can be confirmed is that this medicine will only work if Daddy still has feelings for Bo Yingcheng."

Bo Xiyun coughed and said, "The most direct manifestation of emotions in the human body is the hormones such as hormones and dopamine, and pheromones are also a kind of human hormones. That's why I guess this drug is affected by emotional hormones. , is Daddy's pheromone."

Wen Xiusen nodded.

indeed so.

In addition, Wen Xiusen also thought of a deeper layer.

From the moment Young Master Bo said that a certain substance in an S-rank Omega could have a therapeutic effect, Wen Xiusen was immediately vigilant.

Top-level Omegas were originally prone to snatch. If they still have substances so rare that they can live and die, I am afraid that their situation will be even more dangerous, and there will be no peace.

But if it's a pheromone, it makes sense.

Pheromones are soothing on their own, and their properties are highly susceptible.

On this point, Wen Xiusen, who had also extracted pheromone before, was obviously more aware than Bo Xiyun.

If there are negative emotions such as forced extraction, pheromones can no longer play the role of cause.

This is also in line with the doctor's statement that "feelings are useful".

After all, there is no reason for a person to endure the severe pain of extracting pheromones directly from the glands without producing negative emotions.

Maybe it's just love.

Bo Xiyun said: "Daddy's things have been kept in the safe in accordance with his will, and I haven't been able to find out the specific mechanism."

"Maybe it can really take medicine, or Daddy just left some pheromones, and because Beta can also sense pheromones, when Bo Yingcheng is seriously ill, he will get better after sensing the familiar smell."

"But I don't think it works much."

Bo Xiyun frowned, obviously he still couldn't let go.

"Their relationship has changed since they got married... In the end, they were just shackles to each other."

Wen Xiusen supported the boy's bent elbow with his palm, and silently helped him stabilize.

But this time, the young master could not get much comfort.

The problem that has been lingering in his heart has caused him to lose his composure even when he mentions it to this day, and he is still brooding.

"Emotions go bad, and fairy tales are tragedies. No matter how glamorous and beautiful love is, it will end badly in the end—they have taught me that long ago."

The young man asked in a husky voice.

"Is there any one of the pledges made by so many people that can guarantee that they will never change their minds?"

The room was silent for a while.

Bo Xiyun took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

It was he who was born in this world by mistake. Even though everything was dominated by pheromones, he still tried to blame the imperfection of his feelings.

It wasn't until his breath slowly calmed down under the smoothness of his back, and Bo Xiyun returned to his senses, that he realized it.

Wen Xiusen, who comforted him, was also silent for a long time.

"Feel sorry."

Bo Xiyun pursed her lips, and her mouth became more and more dry.

"I didn't mean to say what you meant..."

He just cares about his parents, and the phrase "no one can guarantee that they will never change their minds" does not mean to question and belittle Wen Xiusen's feelings.

"sorry……"

The young man spoke a little hasty, but was interrupted by Wen Xiusen.

"Why are you apologizing?"

Wen Xiusen used his long fingers to straighten the soft hair on his cheeks, which was soaked with sweat, his voice still low.

"No need to say that."

"You don't need to cover everything all the time."

Bo Xiyun was slightly startled.

At this moment, he realized that he was still leaning against the man's arms, which was definitely not a serious chatting gesture.

Bo Xiyun and his uncle just had a thorough talk just now. In comparison, the two long talks, the most different thing was Bo Xiyun's own state.

Bo Yingxin is an elegant gentleman, but he is actually as strong as his brother in his bones, and his personality is dictated by his personality, which is not bad.

However, as a tough S-level Alpha, Wen Xiusen would only give Bo Xiyun the most relaxed state.

Bo Xiyun turned his eyes away, lowered his head slowly, and touched Wen Xiusen's heart again.

"Sylva..."

He muttered in a low voice, his vocal cords seemed to heat up along with the outer corners of his eyes.

The "sorry" in his throat was finally swallowed back and changed to an ambiguous "OK".

At this moment, Bo Xiyun seemed to finally understand the expectation that Wen Xiusen had said.

Think of him as a kid.

In front of the other party, he seems to be able to perform less powerfully.

It doesn't matter if it's not 100% perfect.

After chatting in the afternoon and evening, Bo Xiyun went to sleep after eating with red eye circles, and slept until the next morning.

After nearly a week, the glands of both of them stabilized, and they were finally able to leave the special ward and go home.

Bo Xiyun has basically recovered, and he only needs to come back for regular check-ups later. Wen Xiusen's wound is a little more troublesome, and the stitches need to be removed next month.

Before leaving, Dr. Sun also warned Wen Xiusen.

Due to the injury, Alpha's pheromone concentration has continued to be low these days. Now that the wound is healed, for the body's self-protection, there may be a rebound phenomenon in the short term.

Bo Xiyun heard it and asked, "What does rebound mean? Is the pheromone concentration too high?"

Dr. Sun nodded.

"Then what should I do, do I need to take medicine?" The young master couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

"No, you can wait for your body to recover on its own." Dr. Sun said, looking at Wen Xiusen, "If you want to pay attention, there is a point."

Bo Xiyun asked, "What?"

Dr. Sun euphemistically said, "You can sleep in separate rooms for the next two days."

Bo Xiyun: "..."

The young master finally stopped asking, and ran out of the office ahead of schedule while Yu Manzhou came to look for him.

Or rather, escaped.

In the end, Wen Xiusen responded to Dr. Sun: "Okay."

In fact, after Bo Xiyun's pheromone disorder was cured, Wen Xiusen had no reason to sleep with the boy again.

After leaving the hospital, Bo Xiyun returned to the villa first, while Wen Xiusen took a detour and took a detour to deal with some of his own affairs.

His two-and-a-half-month vacation is almost over, and a new job is about to start.

Although most of the holiday was spent in the hospital, Wen Xiusen felt fine.

To be honest, it wasn't much worse than the originally planned holiday wedding.

But when Wen Xiusen returned to the villa, he noticed the boy's strangeness.

Bo Xiyun stood beside the sofa, holding his mobile phone, his face pale.

Wen Xiusen's heart tightened and he walked over a few steps.

"What's wrong?"

Like a lost soul suddenly awakened, Bo Xiyun's eyes moved and landed on Wen Xiusen's face. After a long time, he finally said a word.

"The news from Xiangjiang... Bo Yingcheng woke up."

Wen Xiusen paused and quickly realized the following.

"The previous medicine, did it really work?"

"..."

It took a long time for Bo Xiyun to nod his head, and his voice directly brought a cry.

"why……?"

The boy's tears fell suddenly, his lips and complexion were very white, only the corners of his eyes were bright red.

Bo Xiyun didn't understand at all.

"Why does Daddy still like him...? He was locked up and tortured so badly by him..."

"Why……"

Wen Xiusen could only reach out to support the person to prevent the young man from standing unsteadily.

In fact, Bo Yingxin and Wen Xiusen had already expected the result of drug use.

But Young Master Bo couldn't accept it at all.

He couldn't figure it out.

Love is too complicated for him.

Bo Xiyun sees people so accurately, but only can't understand love.

He cried and was hugged by Wen Xiusen, his voice trembling and asking.

"Why do you like me...I can't give you anything..."

Before he could get the paper, Wen Xiusen wiped away tears with the back of his hand. The warm water droplets wet the veins on Alpha's hands.

"But."

Wen Xiusen whispered back to him.

"Love isn't about taking."

"Like you, love can be about giving dependence."

Bo Xiyun's voice stopped for a second, he looked at Wen Xiusen, and the tears fell again.

"I'm so stupid..."

The young master really cried like a child this time.

"I don't understand at all, I can't do anything well..."

The boy even cried a little and hiccups, Wen Xiusen had to hug him while patting and coaxing.

"You're already great."

Wen Xiusen said the truth.

"Is there anything you don't understand, let's take your time, okay?"

Bo Xiyun cried until he fell asleep, really wanting to pour out all the depression for more than ten years with tears.

It's getting late, and the boy himself has been busy for a long time in order to be discharged from the hospital during the day.

Wen Xiusen used a hot towel to dry the crying face, and then took Bo Xiyun back to the bedroom, ready to let the child rest early.

Alpha still remembered that the doctor told him to sleep in separate rooms, and he didn't want to let himself and the pheromone that would change affect the other party.

After gently tucking the quilt, Wen Xiusen was ready to leave first.

"Sylva..."

The boy on the bed opened his eyes and called him.

"Um?"

Wen Xiusen turned back and sat back by the bed.

"What's wrong?"

Omega's tears were wiped away, but her eyelashes were still wet, looking more and more golden and soft in the warm night light.

"I always thought . . . feelings were always selfish," he whispered, "to satisfy himself."

Those who are controlled by pheromone and desire and have a hasty pairing, those Alphas who seized Xining to cut off his career, and Bo Yingcheng who finally had a lover.

Until now, so late, Bo Xiyun didn't know.

It wasn't all that way.

"Not as bad as I thought..."

When Bo Xiyun mentioned love, a word that was once unavoidable, he always thought it was a tragedy.

Now finally have a different feeling.

And this change did not happen at a momentous moment like hundreds of movies have staged.

Instead, it was such a quiet and warm night.

It was still when Bo Xiyun had red eyes and cried in embarrassment for so long.

"You said, love is not about taking."

Bo Xiyun took a small breath and said.

"However, I may have... a request for you."

Wen Xiusen reached out and brushed his soft forehead, and asked in a low voice.

"any request?"

The young master finally began to learn about love.

Learn to speak your mind first.

"Don't leave, okay..."

The boy's voice lowered, with a nasal voice that had not retreated, which sounded even more pitiful.

"It will be cold at night."

"I want to sleep with you..."