Do not occur early or late, at this time?

I supported my forehead, and my palms were sweating quickly.

The messy memory fragments flashed in front of the eyes, the arms of the wheat color, the raised bone festival, and the explosive muscles ...

And the sentence that was cold to the core: "I don't want to see you again, Ji Ning."

The face that had already blurred, because the sudden reunion gradually became clear.

"……lemon?"

"...Ji Ning, are you alright?" Fang Luosu noticed my strangeness, stopped playing and came over to ask me about my situation.

My head is still a little dizzy, but it doesn't hurt much: "I'm fine, just have a stomach pain. I go to the bathroom and come back immediately."

Put down the bow and wait for the reaction of Fang Luosu.

Chapter 2 No longer let go, he will beat me

I have always believed that there is a causal cycle, and I believe that the retribution is unhappy. The death of the old season, and my illness, is the best proof.

Lao Ji was betrayed because of betrayal of his family, was unfaithful to marriage, and was retributed. I ... because I did something wrong, I was punished like God. So I do n’t feel wronged, and I do n’t complain about it. Instead, there is a sense of liberation of “finally here”.

From an early age, my mother had strictly controlled me. Later, my dad died. The whole family supported her alone. She had stricter to me and her expectations.

The cello began to learn when I was four years old. At that time, my dad was still there. The family conditions were acceptable. It was nothing to learn to cultivate art cells. But then my mother left my mother's top pillar, and the family income decreased sharply. I should no longer learn this kind of musical instrument, but my mother didn't allow it.

How about this family when there is a man, what is the family when there is no man. Although she never said, I can understand her stubborn. She just wants everyone to see. Even if the man is dead, she can cultivate us as talents.

My mother is very hard, my mother is not easy. In order to save her, study and practice the piano, I never need to worry about it; I don't think it is embarrassing to take care of my sister and take housework, because this is all me -the only man in this family should do it. As long as I can reduce my mother's burden and do something for this home, I am willing to try anything.

Because of this, when I know that the school has a university guarantee place, I can get an additional scholarship when I get an excellent graduate scholarship.

I want to fight for this place and dream.

But sometimes things are not satisfactory. Although my grades are very good, the school's choice does not only value grades.

At that time, besides me, another candidate who had the most promising quota was Lin Sheng. Regardless of the appearance, family history, or grade, he faintly pressed me. And unlike me who only cares about buried, I do n’t understand the world, he is very popular at school, and the teachers also like him.

Some people want to take the camp and maintain it hard, and others can own it easily. There is no moment that I understand the truth as much -the gap between people and people can be so small and so large.

If you don't do something, I will lose. But how can I lose?

He obviously has everything, why do you come to grab me?

The unwilling emotions are so distinctive, burning heart and lungs, so that I am a little surprised when I remember it now, and I will care so much.

Then, the retribution came.

I forgot why I didn't go home from school that day, maybe I practiced the piano at school. When I walked through the long corridor and parked in front of a classroom door, through the glass windows on the door, I saw Lin Sheng and Ran Qingzhuang in the classroom.

The two kissed me, and they didn't realize my arrival at all.

In an environment where men and women do not allow early love, the relationship between two men can imagine how shocking and shockingly.

I could have chosen just when nothing happened, and walked silently, but I didn't.

I reported them.

This incident is quite big. One is the three good students with a promising future, and the other is a bad boy who has no father and mother. All the day of trouble is raw and wrong. Almost all the spearheads point to Ran Qingzhuang.

He brought Lin Sheng, he seduced him. He is a tumor and he should be removed.

In the end, Ran Qingzhuang was forced to drop out of school. I did not know where to go. Lin Sheng was sent by his parents and never returned. I became the only beneficiary of this matter, and I successfully obtained the placement place and entered the music department of the first -class institution. And because of the generous scholarship, my mother finally took a breath for many years, and was temporarily far away from the heavy pressure of life, and no longer worried about money.

Although I give me another chance, I may still do that, but now I want to come, it may be a test that God gives me. It placed two roads in front of me. I chose the wrong one and became a shameful tentative person, so it should be died and not to die.

This is my retribution.

I won with boring methods, changed the bright future of the two people, and destroyed a beautiful marriage. I enjoyed everything that I didn't belong to myself, for eight years. Now, it's time to go back.

In the last days, you can meet Ran Qingzhuang today, it must be another revelation that God gave me! If I can get his forgiveness before death, it can reduce my sins.

Walking quickly on the corridor, did not know when it rained outside, and the dazzling lightning in the clouds indicates that a thunderstorm will come soon.

The raindrops are hit on the huge banana leaves in the courtyard, and it is straightforward. It is the primitive music. It is in sharp contrast to the melodious gorgeous dance music in the distance. The sense of splitting. It seems to be at different dimensions at the same time.

"Brother, now it seems that the guests are inseparable from the island, and the wind and waves are big."

"Just happened a while ago, don't take it lightly."