I could even feel a sharp gaze on my face, as if trying to burn through my skull to see what was going on in my head.

"...It's me." After a while, Ran Qingzhuang spoke hoarsely.

My mother and younger sister stayed until nine o'clock in the evening and left the ward after the visit time was over.

Ran Qingzhuang sent them to the door, so he let go of my hand.

I was immersed in the darkness alone, and I was apprehensive. When I heard the door closing outside, I felt Ran Qingzhuang came back, and I immediately groped and reached forward, trying to touch him.

"You listen to me explain..."

His footsteps stopped some distance from me.

"You said." He spit out two words coldly.

I was even more panicked.

"When I met you, I actually forgot a lot of things." I don't care if he believed it or not, I said that I had a serious illness that year, and I don't remember much about him after the illness, "...I will fall into the sea later. I just remembered everything about you, you trust me."

"In Darong Village, I asked you again and again, you remembered at that time, why didn't you tell me?" He seemed really angry, and refused to approach me even a step, "Why, are you afraid that I love you more? "

I clenched the thin quilt in my hand a little bit, and was speechless when he asked. Indeed, the same can be said.

If there is magic in this world, you can arbitrarily erase the memories of loved ones, I will definitely cast this magic without hesitation before death, so that everyone will forget my existence.

If remembering I will make them miserable, I'd rather never have existed.

I bit my lip and said, "Okay, okay, I know I'm wrong." I simply admitted my mistake to him and played a bitter game, "I'm going to have an operation tomorrow, how long will you be angry with me? I promise. , this is the last thing to hide from you."

I fumbled again, reaching in his direction.

In the dark world, he did not respond for a long time. My heart sank gradually, and my arms drooped in loss.

The bitter meat meter is useless...

When the arm was completely dropped, there was a heavy "tsk" sound from the front, and the next moment, my hand was grasped by another large hand.

In the end, Ran Qingzhuang couldn't be ruthless and responded to me.

"I told you that they chose me because I have no nostalgia in this world." He clenched my hand tightly, so strong that I felt a little pain, "I keep Lin Sheng's ring. , in order not to lose myself, and to remind myself that there are still beautiful things in this world. Looking at the ring, I can always think of those proverbs that once gave me infinite strength. I thought it was Lin Sheng who made me not afraid of the dark night, It's him who needs to be grateful, but it's actually you, it's always been you..."

"Ji Ning, before I met you again, I really had no nostalgia in this world." He stroked the back of my neck, pressed my forehead, and said hoarsely, "So please, don't leave me with nothing."

Chapter 78 I Have Been Watching You

The operation was scheduled in the afternoon, and Ran Qingzhuang shaved my hair in the morning to prepare for the operation.

The faders hummed softly in my ears, and there was no grass wherever they passed.

"Do you think my hair is soft?"

Hearing my question, Ran Qingzhuang lowered the gear of the fader, and his voice became quieter.

"Yes." He brushed the half of my hair that had not been shaved off and said, "Like a wool roll."

I was amused by his metaphor. I stretched out my hand and touched the falling hair. I said, "Don't tell me, I was really naturally curly when I was born. We have a saying that children who don't shave their lanugo. My hair will be soft and thin, but my mother thinks my curls look good, so she didn't shave it for me. Who would have thought that when I grew up, my hair would become soft and the curls would disappear."

Fortunately, although the hair is soft and not fine, the amount is sufficient, and every time the hair is blown, it is quite fluffy.

"Then my hair is so hard, maybe my grandmother shaved my head too much when I was a child." He continued to talk, and the work in his hand was always non-stop. After two sentences, I felt that my whole head was chilled. .

I held back a smile and said, "No, your hair is hard because of your temper."

The sound of the faders disappeared completely, and Ran Qingzhuang was silent for a while, then asked, "Am I very temperamental?"

My scalp tightened, realizing that I might have said something wrong, and I answered cautiously: "...just a little."

Usually it's nothing, just ignore people and put on a bad face when you're angry with me, here's a little bit.

He didn't speak for a long time, just silently wiped the broken hair from my face and neck with a dry towel for me.

I was getting more and more uneasy in my heart. I was wondering if I should add something good. He untied the plastic wrap around me and said softly, "Then I will change it later."

I almost thought I heard it wrong, everyone has their own personality, I just said it casually, I didn't think about asking him to change anything, who would have thought that he would take it seriously.

Afraid that he would misunderstand me and think he had a bad temper, I hurriedly explained: "I'm talking nonsense..."

Halfway through the conversation, my mother came in from outside: "Have you shaved? Oh, my son's hair is so beautiful."

I had to swallow the rest of the words.

During the operation, everything was there, and even NAN XUAN asked for leave.Everyone's words are very relaxed, but in fact I am very nervous.

When I was about to be pushed into the operating room, my little sister couldn't hold back, she cried and called me over and over again, and kept sending me in crying.

In the darkness, there are strangers and voices all around.

The anesthesiologist said: "I want to give you anesthesia, count to three with me. Come, one, two..."

I followed him to the count of three and then lost consciousness.

I had a very long dream.

In the dream, I wore a suit to participate in the wedding of NAN XUAN and fang luosu in a suit. The next moment I sat at the table and ate with my mother and sister.

"Please put a ring on each other."

Lively banquet hall, flowers, applause, salute. Witnessed by relatives and friends, the bridegroom and bride put on the wedding rings symbolizing love and loyalty for the other half.