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    ... What are you afraid of.

    Lu Yuzhi looked at the people below him.

    He was afraid that his younger brother would be disappointed when he knew his true colors, would avoid him, and would keep him at a respectful distance.

    He was afraid that violent arguments would break out at home like they did in high school.

    That day, he lost his eldest brother, as well as his father.

    But he didn't want to mention these old things to his brother.

    It has passed.

    Whether it is "father" or "big brother", it is just a noun for him now.

    He has no family.

    If Xiaoyuan hadn't come back, he didn't plan to return to this city.

    And the only thing he cares about is Xiao Yuan.

    Lu Yuzhi didn't respond to Cai's question, and kept his hands down until he pulled him up.

    Taking a step back, the back pushed open the door panel.

    "If you want to go in, go in."

    Lu Xiaoyuan finally walked into the room.

    There is a freezer in the back of the room. The second brother asked him if he wanted something to drink, and walked towards the freezer.

    There is no alcohol in it, only mineral water and beverages.

    "Second brother,"

    Lu Xiaoyuan asked, "Aren't you cold?"

    Lu Yuzhi stopped when he heard the words, and looked out the window.

    The curtains were drawn tightly, but the windows were not closed. The cold seeps in through the half-opened gaps. It's even colder inside than outside.

    But Lu Yuzhi didn't pay attention.

    And because of drinking, the whole body even exudes heat.

    He glanced at the freezer.

    Xiao Yuan probably didn't want to drink the contents inside.

    He slammed the cabinet door shut.

    "This side hasn't been cleaned yet, so be careful when you walk."

    Lu Yuzhi opened another door.

    Lu Xiao saw from a distance that there were musical instruments inside.

    He saw his second brother walk in, and followed him. Before entering the door, saw someone come out again, holding a blanket in his hand, and handed it to him.

    "Dress."

    Lu Xiaoyuan did feel a little cold, thank you for taking it.

    Then the window was closed.

    After a while, there was the sound of pattering rain outside, and it was actually raining.

    The temperature in the room is lower.

    Lu Xiaoyuan was wrapped in a blanket and sat on the sofa. And the second brother sat on the other side.

    Lu Xiaoyuan originally thought that the second elder brother let him into the house because he planned to talk to him and answer his questions. As a result, the other party didn't say a word, just picked up a pen to write and draw on the paper.

    He couldn't help but move closer.

    The dragons and phoenixes dance on the paper, as if they are writing a song.

    Should it be said that the time when the mood is the most ups and downs is the time when the inspiration bursts the most?

    Or, second brother really likes music?

    Lu Xiaoyuan leaned by his side, watching intently.

    "Do you understand."

    At this time, heard the question in ear.

    Lu Xiaoyuan shook his head.

    It was full of numbers, and he had no idea which number represented which sound.

    It was like hearing a low laugh.

    "Then you look so seriously."

    There was a rustling sound as the paper rubbed against each other. Lu Yuzhi shook the paper twice, then leaned back: "I'll sing it for you."

    It's not so much singing as humming. And the basic skills are solid, even if you hum a piece at random, it sounds good.

    A deep and magnetic male voice echoed in the chaotic room.

    The tune is more lyrical and somewhat melancholic. As Lu Xiaoyuan listened, his head drooped. He opened his mouth until the sound stopped.

    "……elder brother."

    "Um?"

    "I hope I can help."

    Lu Yu paused and turned his head.

    Lu Xiaoyuan still lowered his head.

    Even if the second brother didn't respond, he probably guessed something.

    Something that the second brother is afraid of.

    There is also the reason for running away from home, which is probably related to this.

    His father has always been amiable in front of him, but he doesn't know the real father.

    Recalling the photos of my father when he was young, the young man with dark eyes.

    Maybe it is simply not acceptable for children to like the same sex.

    What can he do.

    He didn't want his father and second brother to continue to be in conflict like this.

    "Fool."

    A low voice was heard next to the ear, and the chin was lifted.

    The second brother looked down at him. The rough fingertips scratched lightly over the skin, itching.

    "You don't have to do anything."

    "As long as I have you, that's enough."

    The voice was unusual, extremely low.

    It seems to be illusory, so it will just go away.

    Lu Xiaoyuan noticed that the temperature of his chin had gone away, and he folded the blanket unconsciously.

    This room is really too cold.

    "despair."

    Raindrops smacked heavily on the roof of the car.

    Yu Jing was originally waiting outside the car. After it rained, I went back to the car.

    About an hour later, the lights on the second floor of the building were always on.

    Since it has been up for so long, it means that the location is not wrong.

    He was sitting in the driver's seat, looking straight at the direction of the entrance and exit.

    The raindrops splashed on the front window, leaving streaks of rain, blocking the view.

    He frowned slightly, and turned on the wipers.

    The quiet rainy night suddenly became a bit noisy.

    After a long time, a black shadow came out from the door.

    I looked around for a while, made a canopy by hand, and then ran in another direction.

    Yu Jing turned on the headlights and pressed the horn again.

    Two beams of light pierced through the rainy night instantly. Horns echoed. The man stopped first, then looked back.

    Yu Jing opened the door and got out of the car.

    The rain immediately fell on the body, and the hair was wet. The suit fabric was dyed a dark colour.

    The man hesitated and approached this way: "Yu, Yu Jing...?"

    Yu Jing went over, took the man's hand and walked to the car.

    "Get in the car first."

    With a bang, the door slams shut,

    Lu Xiaoyuan was still a little wet. Worried about getting your car dirty, your hands are tied.

    There were two pieces of paper pulled from his side, and he thanked them for taking them, and wiped off the water stains on his skin.

    The heating came rushing in, making my body warmer.

    Lu Xiaoyuan didn't expect that Yu Jing hadn't returned yet.

    The other party accompanied him to find his second brother. When he got out of the car, he had already said goodbye to the other party.

    I thought drove away long ago, how long have been waiting below?

    "How is your brother?"

    Questions came from around.

    Lu Xiaoyuan put down the drenched paper ball: "He drank a lot of wine. After chatting with me, he fell asleep."

    He let his second brother lie on the sofa and covered him with a blanket.

    It was cold in the room and there was no heating. People are most likely to catch cold when they are asleep, so he planned to go to the nearby supermarket to buy a heater or a hot water bottle. When he came down, he bumped into Yu Jing.

    After hesitating for a moment, he scratched the back of his head.

    "That... thank you for today."

    "You're welcome."

    Yu Jing adjusted the position of the rearview mirror for a day and started the engine.

    "You're going shopping, aren't you?"

    Lu Xiaoyuan was a little flustered, and quickly waved his hands: "Don't bother you. I checked, and the nearest one is only a few hundred meters away."

    "It's raining, are you going to get in the rain?"

    "Uh!"

    "Don't take it to heart."

    The car drove out of the dark road. Yu Jing glanced at the person beside him from the corner of his eye.

    "We're 'acquaintances', aren't we?"

    When Lu Xiaoyuan first heard this word, he was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't help but pull the corner of his mouth.

    But in the end he held back and kept silent, looking at the back of his hand that was on his knee.

    ……acquaintance.

    Although it is a definition proposed by myself. But no matter how you listen to it, it feels so funny.

    Successfully purchased a heater from the nearest supermarket. Yu Jing helped him move into the trunk.

    Lu Xiaoyuan was suddenly fortunate to have Yu Jing around. Otherwise, by himself, it would definitely take a lot of work to pull him back.

    Return to the downstairs of the KING building again. This time, Yu Jing got out of the car with him.

    "no need."

    Lu Xiaoyuan really felt that there were too many troublesome people tonight.

    "I'll just send it up myself."

    Yu Jing glanced at him and let go of his hand.

    The weight of the heater immediately fell on him. Lu Xiaoyuan gritted his teeth and managed to stabilize himself.

    "Then... goodbye!"

    He turned to leave. But the thing is too heavy, basically move it step by step.

    A soft sigh came from behind, and he came up to support the other half.

    "If you can't move, you still hold on."

    Lu Xiaoyuan laughed awkwardly.

    The two walked upstairs together.

    He couldn't help but look to the side.

    Although he knew the other party's past, but the other party's behavior has always been an image of a noble son, but now he is doing hard work with him. It's a bit of a violation, but it's more of a novelty.

    As if aware of the sight, the man glanced sideways.

    Lu Xiaoyuan turned around quickly, looking at his nose, nose, and heart.

    "What are you looking at?"

    "No, no."

    "No?"

    Hearing the rhetorical question, Lu Xiaoyuan blushed and stopped talking.

    After a while, he listened to the man speak.

    "...It doesn't matter if you look at it."

    Eh?

    Lu Xiaoyuan was taken aback for a moment, and looked over again.

    But the man had already turned his head. The expression is hidden in the dark, so can't see it clearly.

    "arrive."

    Hearing this sound, Lu Xiaoyuan came to his senses and had arrived at his destination.

    The door was closed. Before leaving, he took the key, and now he fumbled it out and stepped forward to open it.

    First open a seam.

    It was very quiet in the house. The sofa was facing the door, and the person lying on it could not be seen.

    Lu Xiaoyuan walked in first.

    The second brother was still sleeping behind the sofa, his brows were furrowed.

    This place is a little tight for a tall figure. Or because of the cold, they curled up into a ball at this time.

    Lu Xiaoyuan squatted beside him to check the body temperature of the person.

    The smell of alcohol is still strong. But after falling asleep, the alcohol evaporated, and the body was no longer as hot as before. After confirming that the person is not awake. He went over and pulled the heater in and plugged it in.

    The warm light suddenly brightened, as if softening the too cold light of the incandescent lamp.

    Lu Xiaoyuan saw his second brother's brows stretched, probably because he felt better.

    He pulled the blanket again, tiptoed out of the room, and gently closed the door.

    Yu Jing didn't stay long, and retreated after sending it into the stove, waiting by the door.

    After closing the door, Lu Xiaoyuan lowered his voice and thanked people: "Thank you..."

    Yu Jing: "You have thanked me several times."

    Lu Xiaoyuan paused for a moment, and the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed.

    "What to do next."

    Yu Jing glanced at the door.

    "Should I stay, or should I send you back?"

    "I'm a little... worried about my second brother."

    Although chatting before falling asleep, the other party seemed to be in a much better mood. But there are still things that bother him.

    The second brother is not in a good condition now. At least during this period, he hopes to be with the other side.

    After all, the second brother treated him like this in the past.

    "Go back first." Lu Xiaoyuan said, "I will contact my family."

    Yu Jing didn't reply, just looked at him.

    Lu Xiaoyuan:?

    "I'm down there," Yu Jing turned around, "just come to me if you need anything."

    Lu Xiaoyuan was taken aback.

    Watching people go down, can't help but follow.

    "Yu, Yu Jing?"

    "It really doesn't matter," Lu Xiaoyuan said at a loss.

    "You have helped me a lot today, go back and rest early."

    Yu Jing: "I can also rest below."

    "But"

    Yu Jing looked sideways.

    When meeting those bottomless pupils, Lu Xiaoyuan couldn't help but get stuck.

    "I just want to help you, what's the problem?"

    There were only two people in the corridor.The rain was still falling, splashing across the window.

    For a moment, only the faint sound of breathing could be heard.

    It's nothing to make things difficult, but Lu Xiaoyuan feels embarrassed.

    Even if they are "acquaintances", there is no need to do this.

    "No." He crossed his hands uneasily, "I'm sorry."

    Repeatedly rejecting other people's favors should also make people feel uncomfortable.

    After the words fell, the air seemed silent.

    After a while, footsteps approached.

    "That was not what I meant."

    There was an invisible sigh in front of him.

    "I just hope...our relationship can be closer."

    Lu Xiaoyuan: Huh?

    He couldn't help but look up.

    The people in front of him didn't look at him.The eyelids were half down, covering the dark pupils.

    "That does not work?"

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