The psychiatrist's clinic is in an alley in the old city. When Jiang Yue got off the car, he saw the mottled and gray buildings and thought he was in the wrong place. As a result, he entered the alley and found a small courtyard. All of them are unique, and they complement the old surroundings, setting off a difference that is independent of the world.

There was no sign of the psychological clinic written on the door, Jiang Yue stepped forward and knocked on the door, and an aunt with a friendly face came out to open the door.

"Is Doctor Ji Shu here?"

Jiang Yue asked his aunt, who looked at him normally and said, "Yes, are you Mr. Jiang? Dr. Ji is waiting for you."

Auntie introduced Jiang Yue into the yard. Jiang Yue immediately smelled a very strong fragrance of flowers. The smell was familiar to him. Looking into the yard, the small area was full of various flowers.

"That's camellia, called Liexiang, also known as Qianlixiang."

A man came out of the room and explained to Jiang Yue that Jiang Yue looked at him, which should be the description of the psychiatrist he was looking for.

"Don't you feel cold? Come in."

Ji Shu shuddered and looked at Jiang Yue's direction, his tone as if he and Jiang Yue were old friends.

Only then did Jiang Yue pay attention to Ji Shu's appearance. He was wearing gold-rimmed glasses and was quite tall, much younger than he thought. He was only wearing a sweater at home and a pair of plush slippers on his feet, which looked like literature to him. The teacher's looks don't match.

He felt that Ji Shu's tone seemed a little familiar to the person he met for the first time, but when Ji Shu said it, it seemed like it was the way it should be.

Ji Shu didn't wait for Jiang Yue, turned around and went back into the room by himself.

Jiang Yue stood hesitantly at the door, and the aunt who opened the door said, "Young man, I'm closing the door."

He finally stepped inside and walked into the room without a pause.

The house was converted from a residential building, and the area is not large. As soon as you enter the door, there is a hallway, and it is also full of flowers. Turn left and you will find the living room.

As soon as Jiang Yue entered the door, he had a warm feeling, especially with the cold air that he was contaminated with outside. Not only the temperature in the room, but everything in the room had a comforting warmth.

"Jiang Yue."

Ji Shu shouted to Jiang Yue from inside, and after shouting, he remembered and asked, "Can I call you Jiang Yue?"

Jiang Yue nodded indifferently and went over to Jishu.

The living room is quite large, but it is arranged like a compartment of a tea room. Just in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows that can see the garden in the yard, the bookshelves on both sides to the top divide the position in front of the window into a "冂"-shaped space.

Between the bookshelves are two spacious single sofas and a small tea table with a small vase in it that looks like a flower plucked from outside.

Such a setup has a sense of security from being peeped, and there is no sense of siege in a closed room.

Jiang Yue walked up to Ji Shu, and Ji Shu sat down on the sofa with him. There was a set of teapots on the tea table. Ji Shu asked him casually, "Drink tea? Black tea."

"It will be all right."

Ji Shu poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of him, "Don't you have any tea you like? I should have it, I can make it for you."

"No."

Ji Shu felt that Jiang Yue was like a primary school student who was asked a question by the teacher. He answered in a straight-forward manner. He couldn't help but smile, "Do you think I don't quite fit your imagination?"

"A lot younger than I thought."

Jiang Yue answered honestly again, this time Ji Shu laughed out loud, "How old do you think I am?"

He watched Jiang Yue raised his eyes and looked at him, as if he didn't dare to answer casually, he said the answer directly, "I'm 34 years old, one year old."

Jiang Yue's brows were obviously raised. Ji Shu really didn't look like 30 is halfway through. If he guessed, he would guess 27 or 8 at most.

Ji Shu took a sip of tea and joked, "Because of this face, people often think that I don't have enough qualifications. Do you want to see my ID card? I never lie."

"no need."

Jiang Yue felt that what Ji Shu said did not match his age, but he unconsciously relaxed because of Ji Shu's words.

Ji Shu moved closer to him, and suddenly asked him, "Did you sleep well last night? Have you ever had insomnia?"

"It's been better in the last few days."

It means that he had insomnia, Ji Shu casually leaned back on the sofa and asked, "Have you taken medicine recently?"

Jiang Yue didn't answer his question, but said, "Can you close the curtains?"

"Oh, good." Ji Shu got up to close the curtains.

The dark curtains were closed, and the room was suddenly dark. Before Ji Shu could return, he heard Jiang Yue's low voice.

"Doctor Ji, will long-term mental stress cause auditory hallucinations?"

Ji Shu paused, observed Jiang Yue's movements without moving, and asked him, "Have you ever heard hallucinations?"

Jiang Yue kept staring at the empty space on the table, and kept rubbing the thumb and index finger of his left hand gently.

This was hesitating, Jiang Yue was silent for a long time, just when he thought that the result of Jiang Yue's hesitation was not to speak, Jiang Yue spoke.

"When I was 12, my dad died."

Ji Shu was standing by the window, leaning on the bookshelf, facing Jiang Yue's profile.

Jiang Yue rubbed his fingertips lightly with his left hand and suddenly squeezed it tightly, saying: "He was burned to death, his whole body was ablaze, no one could see him at all, and he could still make a sound, it was the scariest sound I've ever heard .”

Jiang Yue's voice was a little hoarse, he stopped to pick up the tea on the table and drank it in one gulp, and continued after a while.

"I was rescued by my dad's friend. He took me in, took care of me, and told me that I must avenge my dad."

As Jiang Yue said, the scene at that time reappeared in his mind.

At that time, the summer vacation was about to begin, and he came home from school thinking of convincing his dad that he wanted to go back to China for the summer vacation.

But he heard voices from a distance, someone was shouting and someone was screaming, and when he ran home, his whole house was on fire. Then he heard his dad's voice.

"Xiao Yue, forget about today! Run, run! Get out of here!"

He didn't run, he wanted to save his dad, but the fire was too great, he couldn't get in, he could only see a figure on fire screaming in pain, that was his dad's voice.

Later, a group of people came to his house with guns. He didn't know what those people were going to do. When he was about to be discovered, Jiang Dongming rescued him.

Jiang Dongming is a friend of his father, he knows him. Jiang Dongming took him in, protected him, asked him to learn a lot, and was very strict with him. As long as he failed to meet the requirements, he would be locked up in the basement.

There was no light in that basement, and every time Jiang Dongming would stand outside through a thick iron door, he would tell him, "The purpose of your life is to avenge your father."

When he was 18 years old, he resisted Jiang Dongming for the first time, because his father said that he wanted to be a policeman when he was a child, and he promised to be a policeman when he grew up, so he went.

Until he finally found the clues of his father's accident, but after investigating, he was at a loss.

Jiang Yue glanced sideways at Ji Shu, "Later, I had doubts about everything he taught me. When I was confused, I met someone."

Ji Shu finally returned to sit opposite Jiang Yue, Jiang Yue looked up at him and continued, "He taught me a lot."

Yan Yueqin did teach Jiang Yue a lot, such as how to steal other people's motorcycles, how to jump into the sea and pretend to be dead when being chased, such as how to be a self-righteous gangster.

But later he understood that being chased and jumping into the sea and pretending to be dead will prevent him from dying, which is a lie.

Ji Shu looked at Jiang Yue. Although Jiang Yue spoke calmly and did not reveal too much information, he could see from Jiang Yue's eyes that the hidden experience of Jiang Yue's words was far more serious than what he said. many.

When Jiang Yue finally let go of his tightly grasped hand, he asked after a while, "Does he have a special meaning to you?"

Jiang Yue thought about this question for a long time, and finally said: "He disappeared. To save me... After a long time, I met his younger brother, and they looked alike. I was with him."

Ji Shu rationalized the relationship in Jiang Yue's words, "You are with him because they look alike?"

Jiang Yue paused again, and after a long time he spoke, his voice a little lower than before.

"I sometimes think of him as him. But most of the time I know he's not, I take him as a last resort, and I hope he'll find out one day and tell me he's not him, he's him , told me that I should come out of the fantasy of memory. But—"

Jiang Yue met Ji Shu's eyes for the first time after he came in.

"He doesn't want to save me."

Ji Shu finally heard the ups and downs of emotions in Jiang Yue's words. He was afraid that Jiang Yue's emotions would be taken away, so he asked softly, "Do you love him?"

"what?"

Jiang Yue didn't seem to understand the question, so he repeated it again.

"Do you love him?"

The room was silent for a long time, Ji Shu did not urge him, Jiang Yue finally answered.

"He does not love me."

It's not that he loves him or not, it's that he doesn't love me. Ji Shu asked again, "Is it because of him that you have hallucinations?"

"No. Yes-" Jiang Yue suddenly paused and took a deep breath, "I have hyperamnesia. I can't tell whether it is memory or auditory hallucinations, but there are always many voices in my ears. ."

Ji Shu frowned in shock, Jiang Yue put his hands on his knees to cover his face, and then said after a long while, "I can fall asleep without taking medicine by his side, and I won't hear those sounds for a while. But he doesn't. Cares about me, just treats me as a pet he plays with. He never sees what I need, he doesn't care what I think. He won't save me, he doesn't want to save me! I want to quit his addiction, I I don't want to wait for him anymore!"

The lights on the roof showed a warm yellow light, which was not very bright. It poured down from the top of Jiang Yue's head, and the reflected shadow trembled slightly.

The first time Ji Shu saw Jiang Yue, he actually recognized who Jiang Yue was. The news on the Internet would not forget Jiang Yue's face as long as he saw it at a glance, and it was not difficult for Jiang Yue to treat him as a pet. Guess.

He originally thought that Jiang Yue came to consult only because of the psychological pressure caused by public opinion on the Internet. Now Jiang Yue looks like a crystal that can be broken once, and it will be broken again with a little touch.

He asked carefully, "You want to break up with him?"

Jiang Yue was stunned, then sat up straight after a while, "I'm sorry, I lost my way."

"Never mind. No one will know but me."

When Ji Shu replied, Jiang Yue had recovered to the way he was when he first came in. He continued, "What did you just say about his addiction?"

Jiang Yue suddenly turned his eyes to the window, "Insomnia, I can fall asleep without taking medicine when he is by my side. Also, sex addiction."

"If like you said, you really want to change the status quo, you can try to separate from him for a while, go to a place where you have happy memories, and remember more things that make you feel relaxed."

After Ji Shu finished speaking, Jiang Yue looked at him seriously, as if he was where he wanted to go.

At this moment, Jiang Yue's cell phone rang suddenly, and he said with a smile, "It's alright, you can take it. Do you need me to avoid it?"

Jiang Yue shook his head and took out his mobile phone. It was Yan Jifeng's phone number. He let the bell ring and hung up automatically before clicking into the chat software.

Yan Jifeng actually sent him a message, and sent a lot of messages.

【Are you afraid of cold? 】

【If you are afraid of the cold, we will go to the south. You can choose these places. 】

【If you are not satisfied, I will ask you to look elsewhere. 】

【Jiang Yue, are you asleep again? 】

【reply me. 】

【Jiang Yue. 】

This is the first time that Yan Jifeng has sent him so many words, not the location nor the address. Each message is after a period of time. It can be seen that Yan Jifeng's patience has been used up, and the last three sentences are not emotional. But he could feel Yan Jifeng's habitual anger.

bell

The phone rang again, still Yan Jifeng.

Jiang Yue looked at the words "Ayan Brother" on the screen, and moved his fingertips above the answering button but did not press it until the new phone rang.

Only Zhou Tian knew the new number. He put Yan Jifeng's call on the table, picked up Zhou Tian's call, and Zhou Tian's voice came over immediately.

"Xiao Yue, I heard news about Yue Qin. Someone has seen him in N country. He may still be alive."

Jiang Yue froze suddenly, and the phone slipped from his hand and fell to the ground.

Ji Shu didn't hear the voice on the phone, and he didn't know what Jiang Yue heard. He waited for Jiang Yue to slowly lean over and pick up the phone, hung up the call, raised his head and said to him, "Doctor Ji, I've decided Where are you going?"

"That's great. Call me if anything happens, it's free."

Jiang Yue smiled, "Thank you."

It was almost noon, Jiang Yue got up and left, Ji Shu sent him out of the alley, and watched him walk out alone on the bumpy road, looking lonely and paranoid on the mottled and gray street.

Jiang Yue saw the trash can on the side of the road and took out the old mobile phone. Yan Jifeng called again. He hung up Yan Jifeng's call, restored the factory settings and turned it off. He took out the phone card and threw the phone in. the trash can.

Yan Jifeng on the other end of the phone was furious when he saw the call that was hung up. His clenched back molars were about to shatter, and the blue veins on the back of his hands protruded one by one, which was as terrifying as his expression.

If Jiang Yue didn't reply to his message, it would be fine. He even didn't answer his calls several times, and he dared to turn off the phone!

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The next chapter is in V-Continue to support the little babies-Bixin-

Ask for a pre-collection "Why should my wife be given to someone else!" 》

Si Yueheng woke up. It turned out that he was the protagonist of the novel.

The protagonist was secretly in love with Slag Gong since he was a child, and accidentally married Slag Gong from a wealthy family.

The protagonist was thought to have a crush on him, but Slag Gong didn't take him seriously at all. After marriage, he treated him coldly and violently.

In the end, the protagonist suffers from being exhausted, divorces Slag Gong, and finds another true love.

Si Yueheng looked at the handsome and glowing man who had just gotten married and had been secretly in love for many years. He reluctantly made a decision: Let me know about the divorce agreement.

Mu Congbai, who has just been reborn: Don't leave, wife, I was wrong!

——

Mu Congbai, super boss, handsome and waist, restrained abstinence, accidentally married Si Yueheng.

He thought that Si Yueheng was forced to marry. In order not to embarrass Si Yueheng, he took the initiative to distance himself and tried his best not to obstruct Si Yueheng's eyes, and finally the divorce ended.

He had expected this ending, but only after the divorce did he realize that Si Yueheng had always liked him. He was overjoyed and sent him to the crematorium, only to find that his ashes had been raised by other men.

Fortunately, he was reborn, and this time he had to hold Si Yueheng tightly and never let go: Why should my wife be given to someone else!

#Why secret love my wife suddenly wants to divorce# # Those who don't have their own wives, can you not rob other people's wives!# #After the rebirth of the attack and the slag attack, I will never give up#

The lure of the beautiful doctor is attacked by the X primary school chicken male Deba