There were only staff on duty in the hotel lobby late at night. Yan Jifeng parked the car outside the hotel door, got out of the car and turned to the front passenger to open the car door, and unbuttoned Jiang Yue's seat belt directly.

Jiang Yue glanced outside the car, it was the hotel where he stayed last time, Yan Jifeng said nothing, took him out of the car and pushed him into the hotel.

He hugged his coat, which was no longer dripping, and said nothing. Ren Yan Jifeng took him in, took the elevator upstairs, and finally arrived at the door of the room he stayed in last time.

Yan Jifeng unlocked the lock and pushed the door hard, and the door slammed with a muffled sound, which caught Jiang Yue's line of sight.

Jiang Yue felt that Yan Jifeng looked at him like a monster who tied Tang Seng back to the cave. As long as he dared to step in, Yan Jifeng would eat him.

Jiang Yue smiled at Yan Jifeng inexplicably, walked into the room, looked at the bed inside, and the last thing he did with Yan Jifeng on the bed came to his mind.

boom!

The door was closed with a loud bang, Yan Jifeng suddenly grabbed the back of his neck from behind, and threw him against the wall next to him. , staring at him as if the coat were his enemy.

"Can you throw this dress away now?"

Yan Jifeng had already hated the coat all the way. He felt that he was not as good as a ragged piece of clothing. Until now, it was his limit of restraint that he had not grabbed it and stepped on it before throwing it away.

Jiang Yue pushed him away to get a hanger and hung up the clothes. The woolen coat soaked in sea water was no longer in shape and could not be worn at all.

"you can go now."

Jiang Yue hung up his clothes and drove the people away. Yan Jifeng calmed down for a night and heard Jiang Yue say this to him. He turned around abruptly and lay on the bed where they slept together last time. He looked at Jiang Yue and said: " There is no other room in the hotel, you can sleep in another bed."

Jiang Yue didn't say a word to him, just stood in front of the bed and made eye contact with him, then suddenly turned around for a long time, "I'm going to another hotel."

"Jiang Yue!"

Yan Jifeng got up and grabbed Jiang Yue. His movements were too hasty and his feet could not stand firm. He caught Jiang Yue and fell back to the bed together. tight.

"Let go."

"Don't go."

They spoke at the same time, Yan Jifeng didn't let go, he suddenly turned over and pressed Jiang Yue's back down, his hands slid along Jiang Yue's arms, and clasped Jiang Yue's hands on top of his head with fingers interlocked, his body trapped like a lock Jiang Yue, lowered his head and bit Jiang Yue's neck.

The scar he left on it had not disappeared after the red scar he sucked out, he took another bite, and then moved the kiss up to Jiang Yue's ear next to his neck, and he whispered softly.

"Do you know that I miss you a lot during the few days you've been gone?"

Yan Jifeng's voice was very light, as light as a hallucination. Jiang Yue was slightly startled, his face buried on the bed turned to the side, Yan Jifeng immediately rubbed up and blocked his lips, pushed it into his mouth arrogantly, and entangled him wantonly.

Yan Jifeng didn't let go until Jiang Yue's lips were brightly colored and sparkling brightly. Then he looked at Jiang Yue and assured him solemnly, "I'm right by the side. I won't touch you."

"I don't want to share a room with you. You go, or I disappear from your presence forever."

Jiang Yue's tone was so light that he seemed to say something casually, Yan Jifeng clenched his teeth and said nothing. After a long while, he finally let go of Jiang Yue and stood up. He stood in front of the bed and gave Jiang Yue a last look, but turned around and left the room.

Jiang Yue slowly curled up when he heard the sound of the door closing, put the hand that Yan Jifeng had just grabbed on his nose and sniffed hard, but he didn't smell anything. He immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom while taking off his clothes. .

Yan Jifeng carried the fire all over his body, but he left the room but could no longer walk, the soles of his feet were nailed to the floor. He leaned against the wall and took a deep breath, and after a long time he took out his mobile phone and called Zhao Yingjie.

Zhao Yingjie drove halfway and found a night market, all of which were selling food. It happened that the person Yan Jifeng sent to investigate Jiang Dongming contacted him, and made an appointment to have supper at the night market.

Boss Yan's phone call came when he was just eating enough. Yan Jifeng must be looking for him in the middle of the night. He stared at Yan Jifeng's number for a while before picking up.

"Did you find any new news?"

Hearing Yan Jifeng's question, Zhao Yingjie suddenly became interested, and he straightened his voice but couldn't hide his gossip and said, "Really, do you know that your uncle and Jiang Yue's father had a relationship?"

Yan Jifeng really didn't say a word, he continued: "You didn't call Cha Jiangyue the reason why his father went abroad in the first place. I didn't expect it to be like this."

Zhao Yingjie carefully analyzed his thoughts, "Jiang Yue's father and Jiang Dongming were together in college, and it may be that Jiang Yue's grandparents couldn't accept their son's homosexuality and wanted to break them up.

Then don't know what happened, Jiang Yue's grandma died suddenly, Jiang Yue's father broke contact with Jiang Dongming and quickly got married and came to N country.

I guess the reason why Jiang Dongming came to N country is mostly because of Jiang Yue's father, so he will adopt Jiang Yue only after Jiang Yue's father's accident. "

Yan Jifeng was not surprised by what Zhao Yingjie said. When he knew that Zhengming was Jiang Dongming, he had guessed whether Jiang Dongming had something to do with Jiang Yue's father.

He doesn't care whether Jiang Dongming is gay or not, he just wants to know what Jiang Dongming has done to Jiang Yue in the years he adopted Jiang Yue. Jiang Dongming deliberately threatened him when he was only a few years old, saying that his parents wanted to kill him, what would Jiang Yue, the perverted father of Jiang Dongming, do to Jiang Yue? Such words are absolutely impossible to be a qualified father.

All he could think of, was definitely not treating Jiang Yue like a normal elder.

Yan Jifeng slammed his fist into the wall, but stopped when he was about to hit, because Jiang Yue was inside the wall.

He forcibly retracted his fist, and after a while, his tone returned to calm and said, "Jiang Yue definitely didn't eat at night. Come back with some light porridge, 10 minutes."

With such a precise time limit, Zhao Yingjie hadn't eaten enough, and immediately retorted, "How is it possible, I've already slept, and I went out and came back for 10 minutes, and I'm not a superman."

"It only takes me 10 minutes to walk there."

After Yan Jifeng finished speaking, he hung up. Zhao Yingjie looked at the phone that hung up, and after a bit of understanding, he realized that Yan Jifeng already knew where he was and what he was doing.

He scolded silently in his heart, not knowing how Yan Jifeng knew, that's why he hated people who were too smart.

10 minutes later, Yan Jifeng saw Zhao Yingjie come out of the elevator.

Zhao Yingjie saw Yan Jifeng who was standing at the door of the room like a sculpture, walked over and looked up and down, "Mr. Yan, are you waiting for me?"

Yan Jifeng only glanced at him, and after taking the takeaway, he turned back and knocked on the door.

Zhao Yingjie finally understood that Yan Jifeng was kicked out, so he waited for his takeaway to find a reason to go in again. He secretly "tsk" twice, and stepped aside to prepare to watch the play.

As a result, Yan Jifeng knocked on the door for a long time and no one came to open it, so he took out his room card and opened the door by himself. He closed the door without seeing anything.

The light in the room was still on, and when Yan Jifeng entered the door, he heard the sound of water in the bathroom. He put the takeaway on the table. Before Jiang Yue was inside, he stood outside the bathroom door and shouted inside: "Jiang Yue Let's have something to eat after washing up."

There was no response in the bathroom except for the sound of water for a long time. He clenched his fists, "You won't even reply a word."

Jiang Yue still didn't answer, not even the sound of the water inside, Yan Jifeng suddenly realized that something was wrong, turned his head to look at the hanger at the door, the coat hanging on it was gone, but Jiang Yue's clothes were lost all the way.

"Jiang Yue?"

Yan Jifeng patted the bathroom door twice, impatiently waiting for Jiang Yue's response, and pushed the door hard and it opened.

He entered a stream of water vapor, Jiang Yue was wearing only the coat, and he was standing still under the shower.

He rushed over and found that the water was cold, so he quickly closed it and pulled Jiang Yue out.

"What are you doing?"

Jiang Yue slowly turned his head to look at him, the rusty robot usually reacted for a long time before answering, "Take a bath."

"Whoever takes a bath is like you!"

Regardless of Jiang Yue's willingness or not, Yan Jifeng took off his soaked coat, pulled off the yukata beside him, wrapped him, carried him out of the bathroom, and put him on the bed.

He stood high on the bed and looked down at Jiang Yue. The skin exposed by the bathrobe was already pale from the cold, but Jiang Yue's face was flushed.

"Who let you in?"

Jiang Yue lay down and looked at Yan Jifeng lazily. With a slight movement of his leg, the bathrobe that covered him fell off.

Yan Jifeng frowned, came over and pulled the quilt to wrap him up, then pulled him to sit on the side of the bed, opened the takeaway and picked it up.

The warm seafood porridge exuded a light fragrance, and he handed it to Jiang Yue and said only one word.

"eat."

Jiang Yue glanced at Yan Jifeng's terrifying face, pulled his hand out of the quilt to catch the porridge, obediently picked up the spoon and fed it to his mouth, but he spit it out after only a few mouthfuls, he wiped his mouth and continued to eat , but still vomited after eating.

He still wanted to keep feeding, when Yan Jifeng said something, he suddenly took the porridge bowl from his hand.

"Don't eat it."

Yan Jifeng put the porridge on the table, turned back and hugged Jiang Yue, "Sleep if you don't want to eat."

"your turn"

"I'm not going out."

He hugged Jiang Yue together with the quilt and pressed back on the bed, "I went out and let you go to the cold water again?"

As he spoke, he raised his head to face Jiang Yue, pinched Jiang Yue's chin with one hand to let Jiang Yue touch him directly, and said irrefutablely: "If you don't want to live, you must kill me first."

Without saying a word, Jiang Yue stared straight at Yan Jifeng for a long time, until Yan Jifeng let go of him, pulled the quilt over him flat and covered him, then retreated to sit on the other quilt and said to him: "Sleep. This is my last patience, otherwise I will take you back to China and lock you up immediately."

He didn't want to sleep, and kept looking straight at Yan Jifeng, but in Yan Jifeng's eyes, he closed his eyes and fell asleep at some point.

Yan Jifeng sat by the bed with his elbows on his knees, quietly watching Jiang Yue sleep.

He has never been afraid in his life, even when several guns are pointed at his head, he has never been afraid.

But seeing Jiang Yue's back running towards the sea, he suddenly felt a fear of losing control. He discovered that he was not fearless, and he was not so free and easy to do whatever he wanted.

"Jiang Yue."

Yan Jifeng stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Yue's hand outside the quilt, then squatted down and lay beside Jiang Yue.

He put his hand on Jiang Yue's face, gently wiped Jiang Yue's lips with his fingertips, and lowered his head against Jiang Yue's forehead and whispered, "Don't want to leave me."

Jiang Yue moved uncomfortably and let out a small hum.

Yan Jifeng suddenly noticed that Jiang Yue's forehead was terribly hot, and immediately tried it with the back of his finger, and it was indeed a fever.

He got up and wanted to get Jiang Yue up, but unexpectedly met Jiang Yue's opened eyes.

Jiang Yue squinted his eyes halfway, the end of his eyes were red and swollen, and stared at him blankly with a little water stain, his eyes were misty like a thick fog several kilometers away, he looked at him for a long time and murmured .

"Brother Yan?"

In an instant, Yan Jifeng froze even the blood in his body, he stared straight at Jiang Yue and asked, "Who are you calling?"

Jiang Yue furrowed his brows tightly as if he wanted to focus his attention carefully, but in the end he shook his head impatiently and looked at him in a daze, "Brother Yan, is that you?"

"I'm not!"

Yan Jifeng gritted his teeth and said these three words, Jiang Yue couldn't recognize his eyes like a knife stabbing his chest.

He didn't know how he recognized it, even if Jiang Yue had called him "Ayan brother" for three years, he still knew at a glance that Jiang Yue was not calling him now.

But Jiang Yue didn't seem to hear what he said, so he grabbed his hand and looked at him with a blurred gaze, as if he had reunited with a lover he hadn't seen for many years, and smiled slightly.

"Brother Ah Yan, I finally found you."

Yan Jifeng avoided Jiang Yue's sight in a blink of an eye, and pulled Jiang Yue out of the bed, "You have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital."

"I dont go."

Jiang Yue plunged into Yan Jifeng's arms suddenly, and clasped Yan Jifeng's waist with both hands and whispered, "Brother Ah Yan, I miss you so much... Do you not want to see me anymore? I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you. , I can't wait for the day I grow old."

Yan Jifeng's blood froze for another two seconds, then he continued to pull Jiang Yue out of the quilt, and said without tone: "Don't say it, Jiang Yue."

"I don't." Jiang Yue slammed into his chest, grabbed his clothes and buried his face and continued, "I know I was wrong, I shouldn't treat him as you... But he's not you, he doesn't want to accompany him. I ride the air blower and won't make me breakfast...he doesn't care what I need or what's wrong with me...he won't accompany me to my old age because I can't even be a policeman. I don't care about anything There's nothing left."

Yan Jifeng squeezed Jiang Yue's hand tighter and tighter, his eyes fell on Jiang Yue's head and he couldn't move a finger, and he let Jiang Yue hold him.

"Brother Ah Yan, I really miss you, you take me away, okay?"

"not good!"

Yan Jifeng couldn't help taking Jiang Yue's words, he pushed Jiang Yue away, raised Jiang Yue's face and stared at him with red eyes, moved his lips several times, and finally said, "I'll take you to the hospital, you fever."

"I dont go."

Jiang Yue suddenly waved his hand away, and said to him as dissatisfied as a child: "Brother Ayan, you only need to drink ginger porridge when you have a cold. Brother Ayan, cook me ginger porridge."

"I do not know!"

Yan Jifeng blurted out, took Jiang Yue's shoulders with both hands and pressed him back to the bed, staring at Jiang Yue from the top.

"I'm not your brother Ah Yan! I don't know how to cook ginger porridge. If you want to ride a bike, I'll take you there, and I can also learn breakfast. I'll tell you now that I'm willing to accompany you until you grow old, until the day you die of old age. Will be by your side. You want to continue to be a police officer, and I'll revoke what I said and prove that you haven't done anything against your duty—"

He took a deep breath as he spoke, and calmed down and said solemnly, "Jiang Yue, you still have me. See clearly who I am."

Jiang Yue stared at him for a long time, and finally called out softly, "Brother Ah Yan."

"I'm not your fucking brother Ah Yan!"

Yan Jifeng lowered his body, squeezed out his harsh words from his teeth, stared at Jiang Yue and said, "I've been cheated by you for 3 years, and now I'm still willing to beg you to give me another chance, Yan Jifeng. ."

Jiang Yue's eyes flashed, as if he finally saw who he was. The missing and dependent in his eyes instantly turned into a pool of stagnant water without ripples, but an unreal smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he treated him calmly as usual. Open your mouth.

"It's useless, I don't want it anymore... I'm so tired, I want to forget, I want to lose my memory... Why don't you tell me, how can I forget? I really don't want to remember, I don't want to remember anything. I have nothing. , I only have a bunch of unforgettable memories, and I'm really tired."

Jiang Yue raised his chin and approached Yan Jifeng as he spoke, and touched Yan Jifeng's face with his hand, as he had said countlessly before: "Yan Jifeng, can you fuck me? I want to die happier."

Yan Jifeng's breathing was stagnant for half a minute, Jiang Yue's hand against his face was hot, but he felt that Jiang Yue was like a crystal doll that would shatter when touched.

He stared at Jiang Yue motionless, and after a long time he let out the breath that was stuck in his chest, took Jiang Yue's hand against his face and said, "Go to the hospital."

"I dont go."

He lifted the quilt to the ground with one hand, and pulled Jiang Yue up without refuting, "I can't help you."