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    In the middle of the night, Jiang Yue was so tired that he finally fell asleep. Yan Jifeng was afraid that he would wake up once he left and did not dare to leave, so he called Zhao Yingjie into the room directly.

    Zhao Yingjie saw Yan Jifeng sitting at the head of the bed wearing a nightgown, Jiang Yue fell asleep behind him, and saw him sitting upright to block Jiang Yue subconsciously.

    He was speechless at Yan Jifeng's action, as if he would lose two hairs when he glanced at Jiang Yue.

    "How is the situation now?"

    Yan Jifeng opened his mouth, and he returned his thoughts and replied: "Warden is definitely dead, the big fish are basically caught, the factory is destroyed, and it will not be possible to develop again for at least a few years. Team Ling and the others asked me to speak, saying that you and Jiang Yueli If you have done a great job, I will give you medals when you return to China."

    "No need. Prepare the plane to go home tomorrow."

    Yan Jifeng's words clearly meant chasing people. He knew very well that his intentions were not right from the beginning. He was neither honorable nor creditable. He was just for Jiang Yue from beginning to end.

    "One more thing, Mr. Yan."

    Zhao Yingjie didn't leave, he spoke hesitantly, Yan Jifeng looked up at him and asked, "What else?"

    After Yan Jifeng chased them out in the afternoon, Uncle Lin told him about Jiang Dongming, but he hesitated and decided to tell Yan Jifeng.

    "That Uncle Lin told me before he left, that when Jiang Dongming was disheartened after Jiang Yue's father got married, he gave up inheriting the Yan family, and almost died outside alone until he learned of the person who designed Jiang Yue's father to break up with him. It's your father."

    Zhao Yingjie said to observe Yan Jifeng carefully, for fear that Yan Jifeng would go berserk when stimulated, but Yan Jifeng did not respond, so he cautiously continued, "After Jiang Dongming knew the truth, he found a woman who had plastic surgery to seduce him like Yan Yueqin. Your dad. Going back to Yan's house and deliberately getting close to Yan Yueqin, making Yan Yueqin over-dependent on him and creating a estrangement with your dad. And then, he deliberately instigated your dad's attitude towards you, so that you were sent to the countryside. "

    He stopped, and Yan Jifeng asked indifferently, "Anything else?"

    "And your father is looking for a fucking woman like Yan Yueqin, destroying the relationship between your parents, causing your mother to have a schizophrenic accident, and poisoning your father... Jiang Dongming is behind it."

    Zhao Yingjie finally finished speaking, the room was quiet, he could not see any reaction from Yan Jifeng's expressionless face.

    After a while, Yan Jifeng drove him calmly, "Go out, don't disturb Jiang Yue."

    Zhao Yingjie was surprised that Yan Jifeng's reaction was too calm, but he thought about it carefully and felt understandable. After all, so many years have passed, Yan Jifeng has already endured the consequences, and the people who should be jailed have already been jailed. As for Jiang Dongming, who is now a native of N, and none of those things were done directly by him.

    But remembering how Jiang Dongming looked when he left, he felt that being alive might be the best punishment for Jiang Dongming.

    Zhao Yingjie couldn't find anything else and could only go, but when he turned around, he suddenly saw Yan Jifeng's legs, the blood had soaked out of his pajamas.

    He stopped again and said, "Mr. Yan, you should go to a doctor to deal with your injury. If you are also ill, what will Jiang Yue do?"

    These words were really useful, Yan Jifeng glanced at his leg and nodded.

    When the doctor came, Yan Jifeng still let him go directly into the room. The doctor rolled up his pants and was shocked to see the injury on his leg.

    With such a serious injury, this person was fine. The doctor couldn't help but raise his eyes and glance at Yan Jifeng. He didn't see what kind of person Yan Jifeng was, and was suddenly pierced by the coldness in Yan Jifeng's eyes.

    He treated the wound in silence and bandaged it, then hung up anti-inflammatories for Yan Jifeng, in addition to tetanus, and instructed: "The wound must not touch the water again, there are two bottles of anti-inflammatories, you must remember to change them. ."

    "Um."

    Yan Jifeng replied lightly, the doctor felt that it was like the voice of the King of Hell, and hurriedly put away his things and left.

    It was almost dawn, Zhao Yingjie sent the doctor out, and Yan Jifeng and Jiang Yue were left in the room.

    Yan Jifeng went to bed and lay down on the bed, and found that Jiang Yue was awake, staring at him with his eyes open. He fished the person out with his uninjected hand, "It's still early, sleep a little longer."

    Jiang Yue reached out and touched the wound on his leg. He didn't say anything, his eyes didn't change, he just stared at him.

    He kissed Jiang Yue's forehead sideways, "I'm fine, don't worry. Go to sleep."

    Jiang Yue obediently closed his eyes, and he felt Jiang Yue's balanced breathing relax.

    "Good night, little frog."

    The next day, when Yan Jifeng woke up, Jiang Yue was already awake, but lay motionless and looked at the ceiling.

    He approached Jiang Yue's ear and asked, "When did you wake up?"

    "just."

    Hearing Jiang Yue's voice, Yan Jifeng relieved a little, "Let's go eat something first, we'll go back to China later."

    Jiang Yue suddenly turned his head to look at him, there was nothing in his calm eyes like dry water, and he quickly asked, "Don't you want to go back to China?"

    "No."

    Jiang Yue answered like a robot, and Yan Jifeng asked worriedly, "Then do you want to go back to China with me?"

    As if stumped by this question, Jiang Yue was stunned for a while and finally nodded, "En."

    Yan Jifeng's heart sank ruthlessly, Jiang Yue looked normal, but he knew too well what Jiang Yue was supposed to look like. He would rather Jiang Yue kick him out of bed now and tell him not to be delusional and not want Jiang Yue to be like this.

    But he didn't know what to do. He stood up and grabbed Jiang Yue's ten fingers tightly. He still felt like he couldn't grasp Jiang Yue.

    "Yeah." Jiang Yue agreed, but Yan Jifeng didn't move. He added, "You go down first."

    There was still no sound of ups and downs, Yan Jifeng turned over to move away, and then pulled Jiang Yue up again, Jiang Yue's doll usually let him be at the mercy. He simply regarded people as puppets, dressed Jiang Yue, and touched them when he was wearing them, but after trying for a long time, Jiang Yue didn't respond at all.

    He looked up at Jiang Yue in a panic, but still didn't see any change in Jiang Yue's face. He swallowed all his emotions, dressed Jiang Yue and said, "Go downstairs."

    Jiang Yue obediently got up and went downstairs, Yan Jifeng listened behind, Jiang Yue didn't look back at him all the way.

    Zhao Yingjie came over and saw Jiang Yue wanted to say hello, but Jiang Yue walked over without seeing him. He hurriedly ran to Yan Jifeng and asked, "Jiang Yue, what's wrong?"

    Yan Jifeng frowned and said nothing, accompanied Jiang Yue to eat casually, and then began to pack up.

    Jiang Yue's ID was put in the car he drove before, and he took a detour to get it when he left. He didn't want Jiang Dongming to be by the car, as if he knew that Jiang Yue would come and wait here on purpose.

    When the car stopped, Yan Jifeng and Jiang Yue were in the back seat. When he saw Jiang Dongming outside the car, he turned his head and said to Jiang Yue, "I'll get it if you don't want to get out of the car."

    Jiang Yue slowly turned his head to the outside of the car, glanced at Jiang Dongming without any reaction, and did not intend to get out of the car.

    "wait for me."

    After Yan Jifeng said a word, he opened the car door and went out. Jiang Dongming's wheelchair was leaning in front of the car. He looked even worse than last time, and his hair turned a lot white overnight.

    He glanced indifferently and ignored Jiang Dongming. He stepped forward to open the car door and entered the car to look for Jiang Yue's certificate. Finally, he found it in the storage box. In addition to the certificate, there was a button.

    The material and pattern of the buttons are a bit special. He picked it up and looked at it for a long time and finally recognized that it was on one of his coats. He suddenly remembered the coat that Jiang Yue refused to throw away.

    The men's coats all look the same, but his coat is made to order, and while the style looks nothing special, the pattern on the buttons includes his initials.

    That coat is his.

    Yan Jifeng couldn't help laughing, he squeezed the button tightly in the palm of his hand and got off the car immediately, but turned around and saw Jiang Dongming was still there.

    He threw the car key directly to Jiang Dongming, his smile sank instantly, and he lowered his eyes and said, "Stop pretending! If it weren't for you, Jiang Yue would not have become an orphan, the pain he experienced would not exist, Jiang Yue would not forgive you, It's impossible for his dad to forgive everything you did to Jiang Yue."

    When it comes to Jiang Yue's father, Jiang Dongming's face is ugly.

    Yan Jifeng stepped forward and stood in front of Jiang Dongming, lowered his body slightly, "You must live, Jiang Yue's father definitely doesn't want the person who killed him to die so easily. You'd better live a long life and always remember If the person you love would rather die than be with you, he must hate you to death, and he must not want to look at you again in Huangquan."

    Jiang Dongming firmly grasped the armrest of the wheelchair with both hands, his face ashen. Yan Jifeng smiled with satisfaction, stood up straight and walked past Jiang Dongming, who suddenly stopped him.

    "Wait a moment."

    Yan Jifeng turned back, Jiang Dongming took out a key and handed it to him, "This is the key to Jiang Yue's grandparents' house."

    Yan Jifeng took the key and didn't want to say another word to him. He returned to the car and immediately ordered to drive. When the car drove out, he picked up Jiang Yue's hand. Jiang Yue was sitting in the same position before he got out of the car. He was careful. The ground stuffed a handful of things into Jiang Yue's hands.

    Jiang Yue looked down at the things in his hand. There were the keys given by Jiang Dongming just now, the lighter given to Yan Jifeng on the speedboat, and a delicate button.

    After a while, he slowly raised his head, Yan Jifeng looked at him quietly and said, "I'm sorry, I threw that coat away. It's because of my eyes that I didn't recognize it as my coat."

    Jiang Yue seemed to be unable to remember what he said for a moment, and after a moment of stunned, he took everything in his hand, stuffed it into his pocket, and said nothing.

    Yan Jifeng's eyes were glued to Jiang Yue's body, and his heart felt like it was full of steel needles, and he kept hurting. He grabbed Jiang Yue's hand and clenched it tightly, "Jiang Yue, have you ever liked me a little too? ? Not because I look like someone else?"

    Jiang Yue was tightened by the hand he was holding. He suddenly grabbed Jiang Yue and hugged him tightly. He buried his face close to Jiang Yue's neck and said, "What do you want? What do you want? I can do anything. , you tell me. Could you please stop this and have a word with me?"

    "I want to lose my memory."

    Yan Jifeng's hand shook suddenly, and Jiang Yue's voice rang in his ear calmly, "I want to forget everything in the past, can you help me do it?"

    He hugged Jiang Yue tighter, if possible, he also hoped that Jiang Yue could forget everything in the past, and they could start over, but is this something that people can do?

    Before he could come up with an answer, Jiang Yue suddenly pushed away and smiled at him as if nothing had happened, "Thank you for everything you did for me. Let's just do it, Yan Jifeng."

    "dream."

    Yan Jifeng immediately grabbed Jiang Yue's shoulder and stared at him, "Who wants you to thank you! I didn't give up everything here to hear you say this. What I want is that you love me, more than Yan Yueqin, more than Your dad, surpasses everyone in the world. I want you to regard me as your hope of survival and your future... What is it that we are like this? We can't be like this in our lifetime."

    Jiang Yue smiled again, like this, but only smiled a little, then looked at him without blinking, and said nothing.

    Yan Jifeng seemed to feel that Jiang Yue's laugh was mocking him, he couldn't understand what Jiang Yue was thinking, and he didn't know what else he could do.

    After a while, Jiang Yue pushed his hand and sat back upright, as if he didn't exist and didn't speak. He had no choice but to slide to the other side of the seat and be silent.

    The car drove to the airport, Yan Jifeng's eyes were terrifying when he got off the car, Zhao Yingjie didn't dare to say a word to him, Yan Jifeng only had Jiang Yue in his eyes, but Jiang Yue completely ignored him and walked in front alone , he followed without a word and grabbed Jiang Yue's hand all the way to board the plane, as if afraid that Jiang Yue would suddenly run away.

    It was already evening when the plane landed. On the plane, Jiang Yue kept staring at the clouds outside the window, and Yan Jifeng kept staring at Jiang Yue. They didn't turn their eyes for several hours, until they got off the plane and the dull atmosphere was over. dissipated a bit.

    Zhao Yingjie asked someone to load the luggage into the car and asked Yan Jifeng, "Mr. Yan, are you going home now?"

    Yan Jifeng turned to ask Jiang Yue, "Where do you want to go back? Would you like to come home with me?"

    "Go back to the house I used to live in."

    Jiang Yue turned around and left, Yan Jifeng grabbed him, "I didn't let you go back. I'll be with you."

    Jiang Yue neither objected nor agreed, Ren Yan Jifeng stuffed him into the co-pilot of the car, left Zhao Yingjie and the bodyguard and drove away.

    It didn't take long for him to go downstairs, but Yan Jifeng felt as if years had passed. He pushed his suitcase and followed Jiang Yue into the hall. The security guard greeted them with a festive expression when they saw them.

    "Mr. Yan, Mr. Jiang, are you reconciled?"

    Yan Jifeng frowned when he heard the compliment, and turned to look at Jiang Yue, who went to the elevator as if he didn't hear it.

    He didn't have time to take care of the security, so he chased after him quickly, and went upstairs with Jiang Yue. When he arrived at the gate, Jiang Yue lost the password and didn't open the door. He turned his head and looked back at him.

    It was only then that Yan Jifeng remembered that he had changed the password of the gate, and there were still a lot of his things left in the house. Jiang Yue seemed to know that he had changed it, so he said with a guilty conscience, "It's my birthday."

    After he finished speaking, Jiang Yue was still stunned, and there was no sign of anger on his face. After all, guilt prevailed, and he continued: "If you don't like it, change it back."

    "when is your birthday?"

    Jiang Yue finally said another word, but he asked a question that he hadn't expected at all, and the tone without ups and downs was like a slap on his face.

    Jiang Yue has hypermemory, even if he hears it anywhere and glances at it, he will never forget it.

    But they were together for 3 years, but Jiang Yue didn't know his birthday.

    Jiang Yue set the gate password as Yan Yueqin's birthday. They had only been together for a few months. He knew Jiang Yue earlier, and he had been with Jiang Yue earlier.

    But Jiang Yue didn't know his birthday.

    Jiang Yue knew Yan Yueqin's birthday, but not his.

    Yan Jifeng's breath seemed to be sour, he deliberately stuck behind Jiang Yue, and passed his hand through Jiang Yue's waist to enter the password once.

    The door opened, but he didn't open it. He hugged Jiang Yue tightly and leaned his chin on Jiang Yue's shoulder and said, "Remember? It's my birthday."

    Jiang Yue ignored him, pushed his hand away and went in.

    The pure white space in the house is not as clean and empty as before. There are more shoes at home and hangers at the door.

    Jiang Yue walked in, and saw the extra clothes in the bedroom, and the computer files randomly placed on the floor, as if there was an extra person living in the house at some point.

    Yan Jifeng followed into the house with his suitcase, and seeing Jiang Yue froze in the middle of the living room, he was very confident. In fact, he said that he was trespassing on someone else's house.

    But he took it for granted that Jiang Yue belonged to him, and they would definitely live together in the future. What's wrong with him living in Jiang Yue's house!

    However, he didn't dare to speak out what he was thinking so confidently, put down his suitcase and stood in front of Jiang Yue, put his hands on Jiang Yue's face, lowered his head and asked carefully: "Are you angry?"

    It took Jiang Yue a while to look up at him, "I'm here, you can go."

    "I do not go."

    Yan Jifeng hugged Jiang Yue, not to mention anything else, it is impossible for Jiang Yue to be alone in Jiang Yue's current state.

    He hugged Jiang Yue tightly, pressed his neck to his ear and said, "Don't drive me away. You can't let me bet everything and end up with nothing. You can't leave me behind.""

    Jiang Yue didn't respond, not even a heartbeat, he couldn't help but kissed Jiang Yue's cheek to his lips, suddenly lifted Jiang Yue's chin and kissed him deeply, wanting to use all his affectionate pain The most direct way to tell Jiang Yue.

    Jiang Yue didn't reject him, but he didn't respond to him either, allowing him to move forward step by step, but in the end he was brought to the bed in the bedroom, half of his clothes were torn off, but his body didn't change at all.

    Yan Jifeng worked hard for a long time, knelt above Jiang Yue and looked at him, his eyes enveloped Jiang Yue like darkness pouring out of an abyss.

    This is the only thing he can still have Jiang Yue, doesn't Jiang Yue even need him now?

    "Jiang Yue—"

    Yan Jifeng's voice was so hoarse that he didn't look like a living person. He pressed down and held Jiang Yue's face, rubbing against Jiang Yue in a flattering gesture, and said, "Didn't you say you like my body? Don't you like it now—— "

    His voice penetrated deep into Jiang Yue's neck, and he continued to whisper in an extremely hoarse voice.

    "Jiang Yue, no one in this world has ever truly loved me, and I thought I would never fall in love with others. But I met that little frog who would come to my room through the window. When I laugh, when I am angry, I always call "Brother Ah Yan". I thought that finally someone likes me and needs me.

    But he said he would come back but never came back. I waited for him for 2 years. I thought he lied to me and I swore I would never trust anyone else again. However, I met him growing up again, he looked at me with such affectionate eyes, and he was so enthusiastic, I still believed him.

    I didn't understand it before, but now I do. No matter how many times you lie to me, I will believe you... because I want you to love me—”

    "Jiang Yue, can you lie to me again. I don't want... to become a lonely person again."

    Jiang Yue finally moved, he lifted his neck happily, but only heard Jiang Yue say: "You, you hurt me."

    "That's your answer?"

    Yan Jifeng laughed out loud, he felt that he was worse than a cornered beast, because he couldn't even despair, so it would be better for him to be a pair of cold and ruthless puppets like Jiang Yue, and give up this world together.

    "If I can't get up, you can do it too."

    Jiang Yue still had no ups and downs in his voice, lying flat and letting him fiddle with him, he finally yelled out uncontrollably.

    "I'm not fucking thinking about doing it! I just want you to react to me a little bit, so that you don't act like a personal idol, and nothing can arouse your interest!"

    Yan Jifeng got out of bed after roaring, sat at the end of the bed and buried his head between his knees to hug his head. The room was instantly silent until only the sound of breathing remained.

    After a long time, he finally raised his head, as if nothing had happened just now. Jiang Yue was still lying there just now, he rubbed over and put Jiang Yue's clothes on, covered the quilt and pulled up his pants and said: "Go to sleep, I won't disturb you anymore"

    After he finished speaking, he paused and asked again: "Can a person fall asleep?"

    After waiting for a while, Jiang Yue did not respond, and he didn't say anything else, he got up and walked to the door.

    "sorry."

    Jiang Yue opened his mouth suddenly, he was stunned and didn't turn his head, Jiang Yue continued: "I don't want to do this either, but I can't control my mind... I may be hopeless."

    "nonsense!"

    Yan Jifeng stepped back on the bed in two steps, leaned on the head of the bed and looked at Jiang Yue for a long time before saying, "Go to the doctor, okay?"

    "It's useless. I still can't forget it forever. I can't forget that when my father died, I can't forget that Jiang Dongming stood by my bed and told me stories. I can't forget that he kept telling me that I live to give me Dad revenge, I can't forget that he said that it was himself who killed my dad, and I can't forget that everything he taught me is for me to kill him.

    I can't forget Yan Yueqin told me to live for myself, I can't forget that he jumped into the sea to save me, and he just wanted to tell me that he was kind to me because he didn't prevent my dad from being killed and felt guilty for me -"

    Jiang Yue stared at Yan Jifeng as he spoke, "I can't forget that my stomach hurts so much that I'm about to die, and you're still on the sink and leave me behind after finishing. I can't forget that you used me as a tool to vent, I don’t see me for 3 years except in bed. I can’t forget that you pushed me out for the benefit of the group and was scolded by everyone. I can’t forget that you deliberately made me lose my job. I can’t forget that I asked you for help countless times when I was about to die , you ignored me...

    Yan Jifeng, you don't love me at all and don't want to save me! I'm just like a pet to you, you just want someone to keep you company! Don't worry about me anymore! Can you go? "

    "Don't cry, Jiang Yue."

    Yan Jifeng shook his hands to wipe Jiang Yue's tears gushing out like a water valve. He had never seen Jiang Yue cry like this, but no matter how he wiped Jiang Yue's tears, they kept gushing out. Jiang Yue's face.

    "Baby, don't cry, don't cry - it's all my fault, I'm an asshole, you scold me and beat me, but don't disbelieve me! I'm different from them - I love you, I love you Jiang Yue! I have never regarded you as a pet, how could I—"

    Yan Jifeng leaned over and kissed the corner of Jiang Yue's eyes, tasted the salty taste of tears, hugged Jiang Yue tremblingly and said, "Jiang Yue, believe me. If you are going to die, I will die too."

    Jiang Yue's tears still couldn't stop, Yan Jifeng didn't know what else to say, he could only coax and say: "Okay - I won't talk anymore, sleep well and don't think about anything."

    After a while Jiang Yue finally stopped crying, he lowered his head and kissed Jiang Yue's forehead lightly, watching Jiang Yue close his eyes and fall asleep, he said something next to Jiang Yue's ear.

    "Good night, I love you."

    Jiang Yue had already fallen asleep, he watched quietly for a while, got up and left the bedroom, closed the door and leaned against the wall next to the door, looking at the pure white wall on the opposite side, he covered his eyes with one hand and squatted slowly Go down, sit on the ground and let out a "hum" that don't know whether to laugh or cry.

    The author has something to say:

    I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival, meet the people you miss, reunite with the people you want to see, and live happily ever after with the reunited people.

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