The sky gradually brightened, the street lights went out, the car parked under the street lights suddenly opened the door, and Yan Jifeng got out of the car.

He sat in front of Jiang Yue's door all night, and when it was almost dawn, he went downstairs to the car and slept for a while. Standing in front of the car door, he suddenly glanced at himself in the rearview mirror, with messy hair, deep dark circles under his eyes, The scum also appeared, so embarrassed that it was almost impossible to recognize it was him.

Yan Jifeng paused for a moment, slammed the car door shut with a fist, and then went back to Jiang Yue's house.

Everything in the room was the same as when he went out. He walked to the bedroom door softly, there was no sound of Jiang Yue getting up, and he turned to the bedroom.

It was already dark when he got off the plane yesterday, there was no dinner on the plane, and Jiang Yue didn't eat dinner when he came back. He wanted to do something.

But as before, there was nothing in the refrigerator except wine. He considered for a while to collect all the wine, and then called someone to deliver the ingredients, and by the way, he delivered a set of dining tables.

When the things were delivered, he cleaned up the living room. There were 2 bedrooms in the house. He put his luggage in the one next to Jiang Yue's bedroom. .

Afraid of disturbing Jiang Yue, he ordered someone to install a table in the elevator hall before moving in, but was stumped when he brought the ingredients into the kitchen.

Boss Yan, who had never learned how to cook, didn't know how to do it at all. After studying for a long time, he finally called Uncle He to learn how to cook now.

A few hours passed, and the kitchen was turned like a battlefield. Yan Jifeng finally boiled a pot of meat porridge with good taste. He carefully left a bowl and called Jiang Yue when the temperature was right.

It's almost 9 o'clock, and it's just right to get up for breakfast.

Yan Jifeng stood at the door of the bedroom and took a deep breath, hiding all his emotions from yesterday, knocking on the door as if he and Jiang Yue had always lived like this, and opening the door while calling Jiang Yue's name.

As a result, the door was locked.

The smile on the corner of his mouth sank instantly, "Jiang Yue? Are you awake?"

There was no response from the room. He raised his voice and shouted twice, but still got no response. He became anxious, pushed the door a few times but didn't open it. He simply kicked up and made a loud noise.

With such a loud noise, there was still no response from the room. Yan Jifeng was really panicked. Fortunately, the lock was not so strong. He kicked a few more feet and broke it, so he hurriedly slammed into the door and rushed in.

"Jiang Yue!"

Jiang Yue lay quietly on the bed, he hurriedly rushed over to get close to Jiang Yue's nose, he felt the steady heat and heaved a sigh of relief, and then found that Jiang Yue slept soundly.

Can't you hear him kicking the door so loudly?

"Jiang Yue?"

Yan Jifeng put his hand on Jiang Yue's face and squeezed lightly, "Jiang Yue, wake up?"

Jiang Yue finally opened his eyes slowly, it seemed that he had just woken up, staring blankly at him without any reaction.

Yan Jifeng's fingertips gently rubbed his lips, "You didn't hear the sound?"

Jiang Yue still stared blankly. After a while, he asked him, "Why haven't you left yet?"

"I didn't say I was leaving."

Yan Jifeng didn't ask what happened to Jiang Yue any more, just like he used to wake Jiang Yue up in the morning, he picked Jiang Yue out of bed and hugged him, "Get up and eat something, you didn't eat last night."

Jiang Yue was motionless and did not respond. He simply hugged the person and turned around, picked up his shoes and put them on Jiang Yue's feet.

"I will wear it."

Jiang Yue was like a robot that suddenly switched on and off. He pushed Yan Jifeng on and put on his slippers and got up. He glanced at the broken door lock and went out. He saw that there was a small pure white dining table in the living room. Two white chairs.

There was a pot of steaming porridge on the dining table, and there was a bowl next to it.

Jiang Yue walked over and sat down, picked up the chopsticks and stuffed them into his mouth, and quickly finished one bowl and went to fill the second bowl.

Yan Jifeng looked at Jiang Yue quietly, and when Jiang Yue finished the fourth bowl and went to serve it, he hurriedly walked past Jiang Yue's hand, "Is it delicious?"

Jiang Yue paused as if thinking, and answered him after a while, "I don't know."

Yan Jifeng looked directly into Jiang Yue's eyes, as if looking into a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of fluctuation.

After another long while, Jiang Yue seemed to finally think of a reason to explain to him, "I don't seem to be able to taste the taste anymore."

Yan Jifeng immediately frowned, carefully observed Jiang Yue to make sure he wasn't lying to him, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll take you to the hospital."

"It's okay, you can eat even if you can't taste it."

Jiang Yue stopped serving the porridge, pushed away Yan Jifeng's hand and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes and put them back in place, then walked out and ignored Yan Jifeng, and went straight back to the bedroom, only to glance at the door that could no longer be locked. He went back to bed and went back to sleep.

He knew that Yan Jifeng was still outside, but he didn't want to pay attention to anything. He not only couldn't taste it, he couldn't even tell where he was and what he should do next moment.

He sometimes feels like he is in a dream, there is a person who is exactly like him in the dream, no one cares about him, since birth is like a tool, a proof that no one really wants him to be born, he lives for inexplicable reasons, In the end, everything I cared about was found to be false.

The person in the dream tried to drag him in and wanted him to be him, but he didn't want to, he just wanted to sleep well and forget everything.

Yan Jifeng stood outside the room and saw through the crack of the door that was not closed tightly. Jiang Yue was sleeping peacefully on the bed without moving for a long time.

He didn't know if Jiang Yue had fallen asleep, but it was obvious that Jiang Yue was in a very wrong state, much more serious than the last time.

He suddenly turned around and went out, closed the door and made a call in the elevator, asking the other party to give him the number of a psychiatrist.

After a while, he got the number and called immediately. The other party picked it up and he asked in English, "Can hypnosis make a hyper-amnesiac lose his memory?"

"I'm afraid that's unlikely. Sir, do you want to learn about hypnosis?"

The doctor opposite was very patient, and Yan Jifeng answered impatiently: "How far can it be done? Can it make him forget the most painful memory?"

"Does the patient you mentioned have hyperamnesia? In this case, it is best to ask the patient for a face-to-face consultation. Where are you?"

"Huo Cheng." Yan Jifeng replied, and then added his nationality. The person on the other side hesitated and said, "Sorry, I can't go abroad for the time being, but I have a friend who is also a very good psychiatrist, and he is in Huo Cheng. , I can introduce you."

"Can he also be hypnotized?" Yan Jifeng asked directly.

"Sir, believe me. Although I don't know what the patient's condition is, hypnosis is not the best way to forget it. If you think about it again, it will be even more painful."

Yan Jifeng didn't say any more. After hanging up, he received a message from the other party. When he saw the phone number, he was hesitating whether to call and a call came in.

"Mr. Yan, because you took away the group's funds, Vice-President He and the others found out and reported that you embezzled public funds. Now the investigators have come to the group."

"Got it." Yan Jifeng only answered these three words and hung up.

When he was in N country, one billion in cash was not a small number, and he couldn't take it out immediately, so he transferred the group's working capital. But so much happened after that that he completely forgot about it.

Yan Jifeng thought about it for a while and then called Zhao Yingjie.

"Come here."

Zhao Yingjie heard Yan Jifeng's order as soon as he answered the phone. He thought that Yan Jifeng's wish was fulfilled, and he would not think of him for at least a month. After a series of events in country N, he also seriously considered his future, and was being educated by his father when he received the call.

He didn't want to be heard by his dad, so he ran outside the door and said, "What happened? Where are you going?"

"Where Jiang Yue lives. I have to go out for something, don't worry about him alone."

Yan Jifeng's tone was no different from his usual tone. Zhao Yingjie didn't hear anything, but asked strangely, "What's wrong with Jiang Yue?"

"Don't talk nonsense, come right now."

Before Zhao Yingjie could refuse Yan Jifeng's death, he reluctantly went back to finish today's ideological education with his father and rushed to Jiang Yue's house.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, Yan Jifeng came to open the door, and an oppressive force hit him instantly. He walked over to Yan Jifeng and went back into the room. After entering the door, he could see Yan Jifeng's face clearly. He couldn't help asking, "Did you not sleep last night?"

Yan Jifeng glanced at him and didn't answer, only then did he realize that the question was a bit "colorful", but Boss Yan's expression didn't look like kidney deficiency, like the end of the world.

But Boss Yan didn't explain that much to him, he only told him, "Jiang Yue is sleeping now. If I don't come back at noon, I must wake him up to eat. If he wants to talk to you, you can talk with him for a while."

"What's the meaning?"

Zhao Yingjie didn't understand at all, he made him come all the way to wake Jiang Yue up for dinner at noon? But Yan Jifeng didn't explain much to him, just put on his coat and went out.

He looked around in the living room helplessly, and found that there was more dining table than last time, and then the bedroom door seemed to be broken.

So, what did Boss Yan do to Jiang Yue?

Zhao Yingjie was a little curious, and walked carefully towards the bedroom. In the crack of the door, he saw Jiang Yue sleeping on the bed, with a coat on the quilt, which was obviously the one Yan Jifeng wore yesterday.

"he's gone?"

Jiang Yue suddenly started, Zhao Yingjie was taken aback, and then saw Jiang Yue sitting up, putting on the coat on top of the quilt and looking at him.

Just as he was about to say something, Jiang Yue got out of bed, stood in front of him and smiled as usual, "Are you hungry?"

"Ah?" Zhao Yingjie was stunned for a moment, then looked at his watch to make sure it was only 10 o'clock.

Jiang Yue went past him and went to the kitchen. After a while, he brought out a pot of cold porridge and placed it on the table. Then he took out the bowl and began to serve the porridge.

Zhao Yingjie walked over and looked at Jiang Yue, feeling a little strange, "You didn't have breakfast?"

"Have eaten. It's lunch now."

Zhao Yingjie felt more and more strange about Jiang Yue, and said carefully, "It's only 10 o'clock. What time do you have breakfast?"

Jiang Yue was suddenly stunned, staring at the porridge in his hand for a long time before saying, "I thought it had been a long time, but it turned out to be only an hour."

Zhao Yingjie finally understood why Yan Jifeng was worried and asked him to look at Jiang Yue.

Yan Jifeng reached the downstairs of the group and was stopped by someone when he was about to go upstairs.

"Mr. Yan."

Yan Jifeng looked at it and saw that he was a straight-forward middle-aged man, whom he did not know.

"Finally met, do you hear who I am?"

The other party spoke again and Yan Jifeng heard it. It was the person who had been in contact with him when he was in N country, that is, Yan Yueqin's superior.

He asked unexpectedly, "Director Wu, why are you here?"

"I already know the above, don't worry, I will explain it to you."

Yan Jifeng already understood when he heard this. He felt it was unnecessary, but he still took Director Wu upstairs.

There were people from the relevant departments and the senior management of the group. Director Wu called the people from the relevant departments to the side and made a phone call. In the end, the case was directly closed and dealt with.

As for the funds that Yan Jifeng misappropriated, it is possible to recover almost nothing. Yan Jifeng never thought of recovering it. He promised to sell his private property several times to make up for it on the spot. What, after all, the real controlling person is Yan Jifeng.

Even if this matter is resolved, Yan Jifeng has accumulated a lot of things for so long and needs him to come forward.

Yan Jifeng went downstairs and found that Director Wu hadn't left yet. When he saw him, he said, "Mr. Yan, do you have time to chat?"

Even if Yan Jifeng was the one who provided the information on his own initiative, after all he had contact with drug trafficking organizations, he should have been investigated after arresting people in N country.

He knew what Director Wu meant and did not refuse. He went outside and got into Director Wu's car. After closing the door, he opened his mouth.

"I'm in a hurry, if you have any doubts, ask directly."

Director Wu sat on the other side of the seat, turned his head and smiled at him, "I just want to chat with you, I didn't find a chance last time."

He turned his eyes suspiciously, and realized that the last time he was referring to Yan Yueqin's funeral.

Director Wu continued: "I have always believed in you. Yue Qin often mentioned you before, saying that he has an almighty younger brother who is much better than him."

Yan Jifeng didn't expect to mention Yan Zhaoqin, and his face suddenly sank. Director Wu seemed to have guessed his reaction, and said with a smile: "I personally selected Yueqin from the special forces, and executed it too perfectly. The second mission. At the end of the mission, he proposed to me to retire after the end, but I didn’t expect that he would not wait until that day.”

"If that's all you have to say, I have nothing to answer you."

Director Wu looked at Yan Jifeng's expression and laughed again. He had seen too many people of all kinds, and he didn't care about Yan Jifeng's attitude at all, and continued, "After Yue Qin disappeared, Jiang Yue applied to continue his work. Mission. At that time, Jiang Yue’s department was completely different from us, and it was purely an accident that they found out together, so I rejected him, but I didn’t expect him to go back 4 years later.”

Yan Jifeng was surprised that Jiang Yue had already thought about continuing to complete Yan Yueqin's task 4 years ago. He restrained the evil fire in his body and said, "What are you trying to say?"

"I—" Director Wu suddenly stopped and glanced outside the car, "I just want to tell you for him that he has always wanted to go home and has always missed you. He wanted to retire because of you."

Yan Jifeng didn't want to admit that the "you" that Director Wu said meant him and Jiang Yue, and he didn't want to admit that if Yan Yueqin was still alive, he would have been with Jiang Yue long ago.

But he still uncontrollably recalled some distant memories that he thought he had long forgotten.

At that time, he was only 3 or 4 years old. He still didn't understand how his parents were different from others. He didn't understand why his father hated him. He thought that as long as he was obedient like his brother, he would do the same thing as his brother. to him.

But time and time again it will only bring Yan Dingping's cold face and more disgust. When he hides in a corner and is sad, Yan Yueqin can always find him and say to him——

"Don't be afraid, brother, brother will protect you."

"Brother, brother will take you to eat something delicious."

"Brother will take you to play, let's not spoil Dad."

...

It turned out that he didn't hate Yan Yueqin from the beginning.

When did he become more and more estranged from Yan Yueqin? It seems that it was after Jiang Dongming returned to Yan's house.

Can all this be blamed on Jiang Dongming?

If it wasn't for Yan Dingping forcing Jiang Yue's father to never be with Jiang Dongming, Jiang Dongming wouldn't be so mad to retaliate against them, Yan Dingping's fucking relationship wouldn't be so bad, and Yan Yueqin wouldn't leave the Yan family.

Wouldn't he also be thrown into the country? Will he and Yan Yueqin always be as close as they were when they were children?

But without what Yan Dingping has done, there would be no Jiang Yue in this world!

Yan Jifeng burst out laughing, the Yan family members are probably born with selfishness and badness in their genes, and he has already made a choice when he thinks that there is no Jiang Yue.

He would rather that all the pain and injury really exist, rather than without Jiang Yue.

Finally, Yan Jifeng glanced at Director Wu and said nothing, pushed the door and got out of the car, then called the psychiatrist, told the other party the name of the introducer, and the other party asked him to meet later.

Now that it was time for lunch, Yan Jifeng called Zhao Yingjie on the way to ask about Jiang Yue's situation. He hung up when he heard that Jiang Yue had eaten, because Zhao Yingjie was talking too much nonsense.

When he arrived at the place Ji said, Yan Jifeng found out that it was a milk tea shop, and he went in very uncomfortable.

There were not many customers in the store at this time, Ji Shu was sitting in the far corner, when he saw Yan Jifeng looking up unexpectedly.

"Are you Mr. Yan?"

Yan Jifeng heard Ji Shu's voice and sat opposite him. Ji Shu looked at him and said, "I didn't expect it to be you."

He asked back, "Have we met?"

"You don't need to know me, but it doesn't prevent me from knowing you."

Yan Jifeng didn't like the tone of Ji Shu's speech, and he didn't like this kind of environment. Ji Shu seemed to see his dislike and said to him, "Actually, it's pretty good. Mr. Yan wants to drink and order it himself. I've already ordered it. pass."

Yan Jifeng didn't want to waste time, "Are you going to the doctor?"

Ji Shu looked at him seriously and asked, "It's not you who is seeing a doctor, is it, Jiang Yue?"

Suddenly, Yan Jifeng raised his brows and looked at Ji Shu with suspicion, "What do you know?"

Ji Shu thoughtfully explained, "Jiang Yue was my patient. I shouldn't have told you directly, but since you came to me, it means that his condition has gotten worse, right?"

Yan Jifeng clenched his fists suddenly, looked at Ji Shu for a while, and then said, "Is there any way to make him forget the past?"

Ji Shu stared at Yan Jifeng in surprise, "Do you want him to forget, or does he want to forget?"

Yan Jifeng didn't answer, he squeezed his hands even tighter, and then he asked, "Does he know you're here?"

"do not know."

He asked again, "Can you persuade him to come and see me?"

Yan Jifeng was not sure, he told Jiang Yue several times to see a doctor and Jiang Yue refused.

Ji Shu understood Yan Jifeng's answer and continued: "Did something happen again during this time? What did you force him to do?"

Yan Jifeng asked him back as if he had grasped the key, "What did he tell you?"

"Mr. Yan, do you really want to help him?"

Ji Shu looked at Yan Jifeng seriously, "His situation is very different from others. His hyper-amnesia and inability to forget are the source of his pain. Even if he recovers temporarily, as long as his memory still exists, he may be able to do it again. Get into the same situation. If you don't have the determination to take care of him for the rest of your life, it's better not to promise anything lightly, it will hurt him even more."

Yan Jifeng remembered that Uncle Lin had said similar things to him when he was in N country, and he couldn't help but ask Ji Shu, "I'm like someone who goes back on his word?"

"No one can guarantee that ordinary people will not change, because we are easy to forget, and even distort and tamper with the memory, let us let go and even beautify the past. When we forget something, it will naturally change, which is not anyone who can control it. and blocked.

But for Jiang Yue, he will not forget and will not change easily. He loves a person, and it is likely that he will not change in his life. Even if he has been hurt by the other party, he will always remember his love clearly. "

Yan Jifeng's hand that had just been loosened suddenly tightened again, and the blue veins on the back of his hand were more obvious than just before.

He put the people in the narration into Yan Yueqin, Jiang Yue could not forget it, he would never change, and he would never let go of his feelings for Yan Yueqin.

"Mr. Yan? Mr. Yan?"

Ji Shu was frightened by Yan Jifeng's sudden change of eyes, Yan Jifeng glared at him and said, "No matter whether he will change or not, whoever he loves, I will not let him go."

Ji Shu analyzed Yan Jifeng's eyes as if he was about to destroy the world for a long time, and couldn't help laughing, remembering what Jiang Yue said about Yan Jifeng last time, he probably understood what the problem was between the two.

He tapped his fingers on the table, thought for a moment, and said, "Mr. Yan, I don't know what happened to you during this time, but Jiang Yue has been working hard to get out. He may have asked you for help countless times, but you don't understand."

"What's the meaning?"

Yan Jifeng glared at him in shock, he sighed and said, "literally, think about it yourself."

In an instant, countless images appeared in Yan Jifeng's mind, Jiang Yue chased him away, Jiang Yue hugged him and asked him to fuck him, Jiang Yue cried and said he didn't love him, and Jiang Yue asked him if he would accompany him to old age.

He seemed to finally see a ray of light in the dark abyss, and seemed to finally understand what Jiang Yue needed.

Jiang Yue didn't believe him, nor did he really want to drive him away.

Jiang Yue was as afraid of becoming a person again as he was.

If one day he changes, he can forget and start over. However, Jiang Yue can only be trapped in the memories of the past forever, just like Yan Yueqin and Jiang Dongming now.

No matter whether he treats Jiang Yue well or hurts, it will eventually become a torture that Jiang Yue cannot get rid of, just like Jiang Yue is now.

"do you understand?"

Ji Shu asked a question, and Yan Jifeng asked him back, "What should I do?"

"Actually, for Jiang Yue, he is very insecure. You can take him to a place where you were the most relaxed and happy for a while, at least let him believe that you will not abandon him casually."

Yan Jifeng recalled the picture in his mind for a moment. He eagerly said "thank you" to Ji Shu and immediately got up and ran out, almost slipping on the floor like a high school student falling in love for the first time without taking a single step.

Ji Shu looked at Yan Jifeng's back and let out a sigh of relief. He really didn't expect that the second son of Yan, who was rumored to be the final boss of the game, would be like this.