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    When Liqi was very young, a family moved to the community. The family had a child named Tangfei, who was about his age. He went to Liqi's class and sat down with him at the front and back tables. The two quickly became acquainted with each other. Almost inseparable, they can be called good brothers in a pair of pants.

    In impression, Tangfei often comes to Liqi's house for dinner and homework, but Tangfei rarely invites Liqi to his house. Liqi has been there once or twice, but he has never met Tangfei's family, and he even wondered what Tangfei's mother looked like. don't have an impression. After knowing that Tangfei was a single-parent family, Liqi was instructed by her mother and seldom asked about Tangfei's family, intentionally or not.

    However, it did not hinder the friendship between the two. They had different temperaments but complemented each other in the process of growing up. Liqi can say that when he recalled the past, the person who appeared most frequently in his memory, except for his family, was Tangfei.

    There are always countless little troubles in adolescence. Teenagers don't like to talk to their family. The only person to talk to must be Tangfei.

    Tangfei always showed maturity and stability beyond his age. He listened patiently and enlightened him. Sometimes Liqi didn't like to listen to it, and the two would quarrel and fall out, but they reconciled after a few days. Not uncommon among friends.

    Later, when recalled occasionally, Liqi was also a little strange, because Tangfei never seemed to have any troubles to talk about. He was excellent in studies. Even if he was not good at sports and was laughed at behind his back, he was not as easily depressed and sad as other children. He was young and mature. Although he is a few months younger than Liqi, in front of Liqi, he is sometimes more like a brother.

    "After graduating from college……"

    Liqi suddenly couldn't continue, he shook his head, his face was puzzled, and he frowned again.

    He suddenly couldn't remember anything related to Tangfei after graduating from university.

    Those memories seem to have always existed in the mind, never forgotten, and seem to be erased artificially, but there will be some traces after all. When a certain opportunity comes, these incomplete memories will be awakened again.

    "I seem to remember something."

    The year he graduated from college, Tangfei came over to attend his graduation ceremony. Liqi was very happy to see his long-lost buddy. He turned away the classmates' dinner and took Tangfei to a restaurant he knew well. The big truck is galloping-

    "I was..."

    He Shufu went to the heart, and used the magical technique of inviting God and the order of the king of Hades to infuse life into the seemingly invisible primordial spirit.

    These vitality are actually the ghost energy in the order of the king of hell, so many souls have been taken in before, so it should play a role.

    In the corner of the curtain, a figure slowly emerged, but it was still very blurry, only the head and limbs could be vaguely seen, and even the facial features could not be seen clearly.

    The other party seemed to be aware of He Shu Guanghan's identity, and was also grateful to He Shu for making him appear, so he bowed to them and performed an ancient ritual.

    Liqi murmured: "I was pushed away by you at the time, but you were directly knocked away by the big truck."

    Tangfei, who was knocked out and landed heavily, was bloodied on the spot, and died immediately. Liqi looked dumbfounded, and the whole person was completely numb. There were so many people around him that he couldn't get into his ears at all. Walking over step by step, holding Tangfei's body, weeping bitterly.

    "You're dead, right? Then why would I forget you? I shouldn't forget you! No, even if I forget you, those who knew you before shouldn't forget you too. Why would my mother Said she didn't know you? In your senior year, you said you liked Tong Ling from your school, and I'll contact you for you. Why did Tong Ling also forget about this? What happened?!"

    "Yes, I am dead."

    A strange voice sounded in the room.

    Calm and gentle, like a young man of twenty-three or twenty-four years old.

    From this voice, He Shu might be able to think of his appearance. He is handsome but not particularly handsome. He belongs to the boy next door, but he must be good at studying, and he has never been a concern since childhood.

    Is this Tangfei?

    He Shu also had a lot of questions to be answered, but the ghost aura of Yan Wang Ling could only make the other party speak in a condensed form, no amount of it would be too much, and it would devour the only remaining soul.

    "Liqi, do you remember the dying willow tree at the door when you went to your grandmother's house in the countryside when you were young?"

    Hearing Tangfei's voice, Liqi was a little excited and a little dazed. He didn't have any special reaction to his question, just shook his head.

    "Can not remember."

    "Actually, it has been alive for a long time, and gradually has spiritual consciousness, but it couldn't survive the last thunder calamity. After being struck by lightning, it was dying. It was you who appeared, taking care of it every day, watering and fertilizing it, only let it be a little bit Get well. Everyone in the world talks about the grace of the little bit, and the spring will repay it. Your kindness to the willow tree is no longer the grace of the little bit, but the grace of life, so from now on, you have a little friend named Tangfei. "

    Liqi was stunned, as if he didn't react, as if he was listening to the Arabian Nights.

    Tangfei didn't need his response either, and continued on.

    "You are an ordinary and happy child. Except for some small troubles, there are no other stumbling blocks in your life. All I can do is to grow up with you and make you happier and happier. All living beings, running around all day long, finally What is rare is that you are open-minded and optimistic, I am very happy, you have an open-minded and optimistic disposition, you are very popular, and you are full of hope in life, which is more valuable than fame and wealth."

    "Unfortunately, I can't accompany you to grow old."

    Even if he couldn't see the expression, He Shu could feel the deep regret in the other party's voice at this moment.

    Although Tangfei was transformed from a willow tree, it was not easy to cultivate a human form. He did not have the ability to move mountains and fill the seas with the spirit monsters in ths and legends, which is often not achieved by ordinary spirit monsters. In order to protect Liqi from disaster, he died on the spot, leaving only his soul Primordial spirit, if you want to re-cultivation to restore your essence, it will take several years, and if you want to cultivate into a human form, don't know how many years it will take.

    In order to accompany Liqi to grow up these years, Tangfei made up a set of life experiences, and also used illusions to convince people around Liqi that Tangfei was a real person. Now he has made another one to relieve the sorrow and pain of Liqi, who is holding his body. thing.

    Tangfei erased all memories related to himself, including Liqi's own, and all those who had interactions with Tangfei.

    No one in this world will know that Tangfei ever existed, nor will they know that Tangfei has completely disappeared from this world. Even Liqi will completely forget this person and will no longer feel sad for him.

    This is the last thing he can do for Liqi.

    Liqi listened in a daze, with tears streaming down her face as if she hadn't noticed.

    "So, the Tong Ling I added is also fake?"

    "You were in college for four years, and you had a girlfriend. People thought that you didn't know how to coax people. I broke up with you. I comfort you. On the other hand, you said that it was strange that I didn't have a girlfriend in college. I also feel that my situation is very strange. Strange, in order to make myself more human, I found a girl in the university and put a little trick on her to make her feel that she was a classmate of the same school as me, thinking that I was chasing her, I will tell you again, I dare not confess , let you do me a favor." Tangfei sighed, "In order to make you not feel that my existence is too thin, I can only use the blindfold method again and again to conceal the lie and make people's settings complete."

    Liqi: "Then why, after so long, you suddenly appeared again to visit the crew?"

    The memories he had long since forgotten, the moment he saw Tangfei, he seemed to press a switch, thinking of this long-lost old friend, he forgot Tangfei's death, forgot the blank space, and was full of only the joy of reuniting after a long absence. I watched Tangfei around, but didn't notice if the crew could also see Tangfei.

    In other words, Tangfei still used a trick to make Liqi forget the past accident and ignore the reactions of the people around him.

    "Because you were possessed by a ghost." Tangfei said lightly, "My primordial spirit is getting weaker and weaker, but I have been following you around, watching you being possessed by a female ghost, although these two adults later took action Help, there is no danger, I am still a little worried, I will use the last bit of strength to show up, I want you to take you around, I will check the abnormality, help you eliminate the danger, I did not expect to encounter a huge danger , Fortunately, they are there, otherwise, with my ability at the time, I would not be able to help you at all."

    Liqi shook his head, wiping tears with the back of his hands.

    "I remember it now. Your blindfold is useless. I clearly remember that on the day of the graduation ceremony, you came to me. I just wanted to talk to you about our plans after graduation. I know you like gardening. I also saved a sum of money during college. We can go to the suburbs to contract a farm. Isn’t it popular for college students to start businesses in rural areas? ..."

    With his words, Tangfei's breath seemed to become softer and his voice more helpless.

    "I know, you once told me with great interest that you could start your own business by saving money, I already guessed it, but I don't know how long I can keep it a secret."

    If there hadn't been that car accident, his blindness might have lasted for a while, but it's a pity that if things didn't happen in the world, Tangfei accompanied him in order to repay his kindness, so naturally he would not hesitate to protect Liqi with his body.

    "sorry……"

    Liqi knelt down, hugging her head and crying.

    He didn't even dare to look up at the blurry figure again.

    Because the combination of reality and memory will make the heart feel like a knife, and it will be more cruel.

    "It was I who killed you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have died at all!"

    "It has nothing to do with you, Liqi."

    Vaguely, Liqi felt a hand resting on her hair, stroking gently.

    "At first it was to repay your kindness, but later on, I have long regarded you as the only family member in the world. Even if we are a ghost like us, even if we are lucky enough to take shape, we are still alone, with no relatives and no reason. It is you who let me know what love is. What is warmth. I like this experience, I like growing up with you, I should thank you."

    Liqi raised her head with tears in her eyes, and reached out to hold the other's hand, but it was no surprise.

    "Liqi, don't feel sorry for me. Human beings are mortal, and all creatures are no exception. I am not special either. From now on, just live a good life."

    "Don't go!"

    Liqi's face changed, and he subconsciously reached out to grab it.

    But it was empty, only grasping the coolness with one hand, very like the night wind at my grandma's house in the countryside in summer, blowing over the willow tree at the door, bringing the coolness of slightly drunk water vapor.

    A touch of sweetness, refreshing.

    Little Liqi was rolling around on the mat. Grandma took out the watermelon in the well and cut it into several pieces, and told him not to eat too much. While fanning him with a cattail fan to drive away mosquitoes, she told him Folktales passed down orally from the countryside.

    "It is said that a long time ago, a dragon lived in a well in our village..."

    "Grandma! Grandma!"

    Little Liqi interrupted, he didn't want to hear the story of the dragon, he had heard it many times, his eyes rolled around, looking at the willow leaves blown up by the wind outside the door.

    "I want to hear the story of the willow tree. The willow tree came back to life. Will he also become a person?"

    "Silly boy……"

    Liqi regrets and hates.

    He thought to himself, if he knew this earlier, he couldn't drag Tangfei to that restaurant or cross that road anyway.

    But everything was doomed long before he saved the willow tree.

    Even if there was no car accident, Tangfei's cover-up was too much, and the soul was exhausted, and the consequences were similar.

    In the dark, the ending has already been written.

    But Liqi hated herself even more.

    Even if Tangfei used cover-ups, he shouldn't forget the other party.

    That used to be one of the most important people in his life!

    "Don't go..."

    His pain turned into murmurs, and tears rolled down uncontrollably.

    "he has gone."

    It was He Shu who answered him.

    This "going" is the real disappearance.

    A ray of primordial spirit completely dissipated, the heaven and the earth were no longer visible, and there would be no more Tangfei.

    There are tens of thousands of willow trees in the world, but there will never be that one again.

    In order to help Liqi find out the danger, Tangfei gave up the last chance to practice again.

    He seeks benevolence and has no regrets, but he left Liqi with endless regrets.

    He Shu looked at Liqi and remembered the time when he almost missed the timer.

    Although it was fake at the time, the sense of reality was still unforgettable. As long as he recalled that he was the only one in the world who remembered Guanghan, he would shudder. It was at that time that he really realized the importance of Guanghan.

    Some people are often around, and in daily life, people have long been used to the existence of each other, and sometimes even feel inconvenient, but when they are really lost, many people will understand that this person has long become a person for them. part of life.

    Thinking of this, He Shu couldn't help but glance at Guang Han.

    The other party seemed to feel something, and just happened to look over.

    Their eyes met, somehow, at that moment He Shu suddenly forgot all the usual embarrassment and discomfort, and couldn't help but stare at Guang Han several times, for fear that he, like Tangfei, would end up in a dream.

    Guang Han smiled, reached out and squeezed his hand, as if to comfort and promise.

    He Shu reacted, the old man blushed, and turned his head to focus on Liqi again.

    Liqi is still immersed in grief and cannot extricate himself.

    But how long can this grief last?

    He Shu couldn't help thinking that some people's love can last a lifetime, but there are many temptations in the world, and most people can't cherish and commemorate for a lifetime, often after a few years or even a few months, then This kind of sad feeling will gradually fade, and finally when mentioning a certain old, will only say one sentence in a sudden tone: It's him!

    He Shu can't control other people's temperament, and he doesn't intend to interfere with Liqi's life. All he can do is——

    Cherish the people in front of you.

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