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Chapter 111 Donor, I see that your seal hall is black, which is a great omen
Cheng Mengyun looked at the old scholar in front of him, and didn't speak for a long time.
It would be hard for any good, hard-working citizen to be suddenly told that within a month he would become a heartless murderer.
Because the old pedant had repeated orders not to disturb him during the period before starting the psychological consultation, so Yinhua and the others were full of questions, so it was not easy to intervene.
The old pedant pushed his glasses, his eyes were very sharp, and he opened his mouth and said, "What did you see just now, you'd better tell me exactly what you saw. You can still try to save you."
He looked back at the other people in the room who were obstructing his eyes, and asked Cheng Mengyun, "It's fine if you don't want others to be present."
Cheng Mengyun glanced at his teammates who were all nervous. They followed the middle-aged man after hearing the words, and they closed the door and left consciously.
There were only two people left in the large and somewhat empty room.
Cheng Mengyun has seen a psychiatrist, many of them are soft-spoken, none of them are as serious and sharp as the old pedant.
It's about his own life, Cheng Mengyun didn't dare to be vague, and immediately described the blood-red world just now.
As she spoke, the old pedant frowned.
The old pedant wiped away the blood on the ground. After thinking for a while, he didn't rush to explain, but asked directly: "Your ability is 'immortality', so what are the sequelae of your ability?"
Cheng Mengyun looked outside the door anxiously.
"When resurrected, the body will still have the memory of death," Cheng Mengyun said slowly, adding, "It hurts every time."
Old scholar: "Can you give me a few examples?"
Cheng Mengyun thought for a while, and said that when she was torn apart and thrown into the pile of zombies, she could still feel the pain of being devoured all over her body after resurrection; when she was pierced by the alienated minions of the mutant species, her abdomen still hurt after resurrection Unbearable...
With her eyes lowered, Cheng Mengyun mingled her hands anxiously. She had never told her relatives and friends about these things. She also thought that this was just a trivial matter. Since she could be resurrected, the price of those pains was not too great.
After listening to Cheng Mengyun's example, the old pedant didn't seem to expect that the young girl in front of him had such a bloody past: "It means that your sequelae are mental phantom pains, not sexual pains. Suffering. Usually the ability of the ability user is limited, and if you use too much, you will run out of money and enter a state of exhaustion. Your ability also has a similar 'critical point'?"
Cheng Mengyun nodded. She hesitated for a long time. She didn't know whether she should confess, but seeing the old scholar's posture, she really wanted to grab her. Just now the other party was vomiting blood because of her own reasons, so she said: "Yes, every day You can only be resurrected twice at most. When you are resurrected for the second time, the sequelae at that time will be superimposed on the pain of many previous deaths. Every time I feel this pain, I will immediately cultivate. I think that once the critical point is passed At this point, I will not be resurrected, but will face real death."
The old pedant laughed a few times, but turned to ask: "In addition to the instructions given by Fangchu, have you been manipulated by other psychic powers in your head?"
Cheng Mengyun opened her eyes slightly. She knew that many psychiatrists have studied micro-expressions. Maybe the old pedant had already seen it through her performance. Fortunately, she no longer concealed it: "Yes. That person gave me a hint ,Call......
"Forget the pain."
The old pedant took a sip of his tea and said, "That person's hint is very subtle, right? I guess it took you a long time to realize it."
Cheng Mengyun was convinced, she didn't expect the other party to be able to analyze this: "You are right, the hint she gave at the time was a bit childish 'Painful Feifei', sometimes I don't think of it very well care."
"That's it," the old pedant cleared his throat, and said coldly, "That person is going to kill you! Your sequelae are linked to pain. To put it bluntly, your feeling is an 'alarm clock' that will wake you up. Give you timely feedback when you canβt stand it, telling you to rest. But that hint makes you ignore the pain, if that hint succeeds, what do you think will happen to you?β
The old pedant didn't cheat, and said bluntly: "I suspect that your ability has passed the critical point. You are not facing death, but you are entering a state of rioting where the ability is out of control, just like Fangchu. The hint is that you will not receive the spirit. Feedback of collapse, thus crossing the tipping point. Add to that your mental illness, and at that point you're a mindless, murderous murderer. And you don't fear any pain or death."
Cheng Mengyun clenched her hands unconsciously, trying to calm down the anger in her heart. She hadn't fully understood the root cause of the hint given to her by the little girl in black before. When the old pedant explained it clearly, she couldn't restrain the desire to kill, and the world in her eyes seemed to be plunged into scarlet again. .
The old pedant coughed a few times, trying to keep her from falling into anger: "Little girl, have you provoked someone? The other party's method is simple and vicious, and it's not something ordinary people can think of."
That's a gang. Cheng Mengyun still didn't tell some tricks about the base in K City. Although she didn't say it, she also felt that the other party had guessed a lot.
"I'll pay it back, is there any help?" Cheng Mengyun looked at the old scholar with some trepidation.
The old pedant rubbed his chin and didn't speak for a long time.
Cheng Mengyun was afraid that he would say "I'm sorry, I'm hopeless, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm waiting to die", and my whole heart was shaking.
She noticed that the old pedant looked back at the floor-to-ceiling windows, it was the city of D at dusk, and occasionally people could be seen flowing.
The old pedant finally made up his mind: "If you leave it alone, your powers will get out of control and become a scourge like Fangchu, and we can't get rid of you. We will find a way to treat you, but the treatment process will be more painful, you have patience. The pain should be bearable."
Cheng Mengyun breathed a sigh of relief, she felt like a terminally ill patient met a master Hua Tuo, and she was filled with various emotions when he came back from a desperate situation.
She just said a few words of thanks, and the old pedant quickly waved her hands, obviously not taking this kind of "polite words".
"I think you didn't ask about your mental illness because you know it all too well?" the old pedant asked back.
Cheng Mengyun stopped talking, she wondered if the other party had a special ability called [Mind Reading], how could she guess right?
The old pedant smiled, got up and fiddled with his desk, and took out a small cake box.
He put the cake box on the cabinet next to Cheng Mengyun's recliner, opened it carefully, and a small piece of cream cake inside was revealed.
A creamy sweet aroma wafts through the room.
Is this person going to eat and broadcast live? Cheng Mengyun was thinking wildly, and then saw the old scholar pushing the cake towards him: "Little girl, try it."
Cheng Mengyun:?
After confirming that the other party was serious, Cheng Mengyun picked up a fork and scooped up a small piece, then put down the fork. She hasn't eaten this kind of dessert for a long time, and it's possible that she can eat this delicate dessert here once.
"Say all your thoughts about eating the cake," said the old pedant.
Cheng Mengyun froze, and said, "It's delicious."
The old pedant smiled and shook his head: "What else?"
Cheng Mengyun said uncertainly: "The cake is delicious, maybe you can only eat it here once, maybe you won't be able to eat it in the future...?"
Then the old pedant asked: "Do you feel happy with your friends?"
Cheng Mengyun smiled and nodded, but when she thought that Zhao Qinghan almost died because of her decision to live in Longevity Village, Huazi and Qiaoqiao's bodies might deteriorate into zombies at any time, she suddenly felt an unspeakable panic.
The joy that surged up was overwhelmed by more worries and anxieties. Although she kept telling herself to cherish the present, her courage began to crumble again when she thought of the terrible future she might face.
After listening to Cheng Mengyun's self-report, the old scholar nodded and said, "You have this kind of mentality before the end of the world, right? Little girl, has there been any big change in your family?"
Cheng Mengyun's closed heart door was opened, and she tried to say: "Yes, my mother and a very amiable aunt, they..."
Although many years had passed, she still couldn't suppress her sadness when she thought of it, and she almost choked up and said: "They left us a few years ago, on the day we received the university admission letter."
As soon as this topic came up, she muttered incoherently: "I, I don't understand. I got this kind of tragedy when I thought life would be better. Later, I thought life was on the right track, but I didn't expect The end times happened..."
The old pedant sighed, he found the crux.
Passing the tissue to her, the old pedant said: "I think I understand. A few years ago, little girl, your mother and important relatives died unexpectedly, which brought a huge turning point in your life. It happened that you just graduated from high school, and you The Three Views of the Three Kingdoms have not yet been fully formed. Coupled with a series of things after that, each time the peak turns sharply down, you begin to believe that happiness and security are short-lived, and pain will come at any time. So you have all the good things. There is a sense of panic."
Knowing that simple words of comfort cannot cure such a tormented person, the old pedant said instead: "It shouldn't be long before City D's brochure will be updated. The new content includes how the infected can remain stable, and how to deal with them during the deterioration." Suppress zombification."
Sure enough, the patient's eyes lit up, and it seemed that the words came to his heart.
"City D is very free. If you feel uncomfortable, you can leave. If you think this place is good, you can come back at any time. We never stop the citizens." The old scholar continued.
After seeing the patient relax, instead of hiding his vigilance, the old pedant rarely became a little curious, what kind of "hoho" did he have to be before, to be so insecure?
"Treatment can't be done overnight. Fangchu's instructions and hints are not terrible things, but they take advantage of your psychological loopholes. If your mental illness doesn't improve much this month, they will be like a time bomb, slowly Transform your will and turn you into a monster." The old pedant was afraid that the patient, who apparently had an escape mentality, would not cooperate with the treatment, and began to "alarmist".
After arranging the time for the consultation, the old pedant sees off the guest. He was forcibly stuffed with a second-order crystal nucleus by the patient, saying it was a reward.
As for what Cheng Mengyun saw when he was asleep, the old scholar said that he had not fully understood the meaning and could not give a complete answer for the time being.
Cheng Mengyun stood at the door hesitantly, holding the piece of white cake that the old pedantic gave as a friendly gift, she asked, "Is the treatment that simple? Is there anything else?"
The old pedant has already started to pack up the materials and prepare to get off work. He waved his hand: "It's simple, you can do it all. As for the other..."
The old pedant pushed up his glasses: "I wish you a good time in City D! Today is 'Meat Vegetable Day', and there will be activities in various suburbs, you can go and see."
Outside the door, Cheng Mengyun saw the restless teammates. The middle-aged man left first because he had something to do.
"Fuck, my sister, are you alright? What did the uncle say to be so scary? He cursed people to death." Jian Tianyi put the ring back in place.
"Is there a solution?" Yinhua asked nervously.
Zhao Qinghan put her hand on her cheek, she looked very sleepy, but she cheered up: "Are you alright?"
Seeing how his teammates cared about him, Cheng Mengyun couldn't help feeling warm: "I can still save me."
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, because these involved privacy, and they did not break the casserole to ask to the end. Everyone went out and chatted.
Seeing Yinhua's nervous appearance, Cheng Mengyun couldn't help but feel the anger in his heart, and whispered to him: "Actually, I lied to you just now, the doctor said that I was not saved, I only have the last month to live, Remember to be a cow and a horse for me."
Cheng Mengyun immediately regretted seeing Yinhua's face change drastically. She was about to say something to make up for it when she heard a hoarse voice from Yinhua beside her:
"I have something to tell you later."