Lin Ranran obeyed her brother's instructions and did not call for a doctor. Since then, Ji Duan's memory tortured to madness has almost become a routine, and he has even reached a state of numbness.

In this short week, Ji Duan stayed on the live broadcast platform on time every day, listening to Xie Jin narrate the past in his gentle voice, and then fell into the pain that stimulated the brain again, and pieced together those scattered memory fragments over and over again.

He repeated it over and over again, and in Lin Ranran's eyes, it was like a hopeless self-redemption.

Because Ji Duan was unwilling to forget those important memories, and at the same time he felt powerless to himself now, so he abused himself over and over again. This was his punishment for himself.

Since when? Perhaps looking at the face that is clearly familiar but cannot be found in the blank brain, a nameless fire will surge in his heart, Ji Duan is very clear that he has no reason to hate anyone, he can only choose to hate himself.

But it is undeniable that this almost self-abuse-like behavior did have a certain degree of effect. Although all of it was an unrealistic wish, Ji Duan remembered some fragments in just a week.

As if in a dream, in Xie Jin's soft voice, Ji Duan saw himself walking in an old city that he had never stepped into before, wearing a sleeveless old shirt and leaning on the second-floor railing of a dilapidated rental house on a hot and sweaty night. Before eating an old popsicle that cost fifty cents a piece, someone listened to him complaining, and his eyes were shining.

The memory that never existed in his mind, these days, accompanied by a flood of pain that stings the brain, Ji Duan has been on the verge of collapse many times to hold back.

He proposed more than once that he wanted to meet Xie Jin, but was dissuaded by Lin Ranran politely. She said that now is not the time, and seeing Xie Jin now will be a big blow to both of them, and it will take time, and so on.

So Ji Duan continued to endure the torment. Even though the desire in his heart became stronger for the man named Xie Jin, he still restrained himself from being dragged into the seabed by the whirlpool of memory.

These days, Ji Duan is like an excellent employee who checks in regularly every day. He watches Xie Jin's live broadcast on time and on time. He is sure that he has never been so active in his student days.

Also on time is Xie Jin. He will appear on the live broadcast platform every day, and then tell the stories they used to share together in that faint voice, as if detailing these bizarre stories to the point of not letting go of any details is something he never tires of. .

The two were separated by the Internet and the screen, one told and the other listened. don't know when Ji Duan even ignored the headache that bothered him. All he saw was the man on the screen who spoke slowly.

I want to see him, I want to see him.

The thoughts in my heart became stronger and stronger, and there was a voice in my heart screaming wildly, that voice even overshadowed Xie Jin, making Ji Duan unable to calm down for a long time.

But the time is not ripe, at least that's what Lin Ranran told him. Ji Duan once asked when the so-called time is ripe, and Lin Ranran shrugged at him, saying at least until he saw that Xie Jin would not be full of faces. Just hold your head and cry, otherwise you will be so embarrassed.

So Ji Duan really calmed down and waited. He asked someone to buy a very thick book and copied Xie Jin's words during the live broadcast on it. He read it repeatedly every day, and insisted on reading it when he saw a splitting headache. .

During this time, Ji Duan never received any sedative injections.

Today he opened the live broadcast room as usual, and Xie Jin's story has already reached the end of Badong Village.

After hearing that the man stepped into the paradise and the more dangerous hospital by himself again for the young man who was unconscious due to the curse, Ji Duan felt that his chest was very stuffy, and his heart seemed to be clenched by an invisible hand. Hold, it hurts like you're going to be squeezed out with bright blood.

He buried his face in the soft silk pillow and sobbed silently, his shoulders twitched with his movements, Ji Duan never hated himself more than now.

His eyes were completely stained with blood because of strong emotional fluctuations. He heard Xie Jin say slowly after a brief silence: "...But he doesn't remember me, I really miss him and want to touch his warm Body, hold him tight and tell him personally, but I can't help it."

There was another silence, Ji Duan raised his head and looked at the screen, just in time to see Xie Jin turned his face back from outside the camera, and there were still residual tears in the corners of his eyes that were not completely wiped away.

Fuck the timing!

Ji Duan felt that something hot was injected into his brain. He dropped the tablet and got up from the bed, dragging his shoes and rushing straight out of the ward.

His red eyes were like those of soldiers who had just fought bloody battles on the battlefield to kill red-eyed soldiers. He opened door after door until he met Lin Ranran who happened to arrive on the floor at the elevator entrance.

"Brother?! What are you doing?" Lin Ranran exclaimed. She was still carrying the corn rib soup made by her aunt who was cooking at home. Before she could deliver it to the ward, she ran into Ji Duan as soon as she got out of the elevator.

Her brother was blocking the elevator door in silk pajamas that served as hospital gowns, looking like a mad cow going mad.

His mobile phone was still making real-time sounds, it was Xie Jin speaking, and Lin Ranran instantly realized the reason why Ji Duan would rush out regardless of his image.

"Don't stop me, I'm going to see him."

The muscles on Ji Duan's face twitched like spasms. It could be seen that he was actively suppressing certain emotions in his heart. Now even if Lin Ranran stood in front of him, he would resolutely go to see that person.

"Get out of the way, Ran Ran, I don't want to treat you..." His words were interrupted by Lin Ranran's throwing motion, and the little thing that was not as big as a palm drew an arc in the air and landed firmly in Ji Duan's hand.

"Can I still stop you? If you didn't remember it for a long time, would I be here as a nurse for you?" Lin Ranran turned over Byakugan angrily, and what she threw to Ji Duan was her car key.

"You must not forget my license plate number." She stuck out her tongue at Ji Duan, and then pointed to the pajamas on him, "I don't want tomorrow's headline to be about you running wildly in the street in your pajamas, and you have to I'll wipe my ass... By the way, do you still know the way?"

The so-called road she meant was of course the address of Xie Jin's house.

Ji Duan was a little hesitant. To be honest, the address of the rental house in the old city was not deep in his memory, and Ji Duan could only guarantee that he could find the approximate direction.

His expression seemed to be fixed on his face, and the atmosphere was awkward for a moment. Lin Ranran felt his embarrassment, and sighed helplessly: "I have a blue notebook in my car, and there is something written on the first page."

Then she took the bucket of corn rib soup and walked towards the ward unhurriedly, the moment the elevator door closed, Ji Duan heard her say, "It's a pity that such a good soup, I will eat it for you? "

No one responded, the elevator door had already closed, Lin Ranran looked back at the constantly changing numbers, took out her mobile phone and dialed a number: "My brother is going to your place."

"It's just in time, I'm out for a walk, and Xie Jin broadcasts the live broadcast at home." Wen Liang pushed the sunglasses between the bridge of his nose boredly, he didn't want to act as a high-wattage light bulb at this time, "Old Ji remembered it.?"

"It doesn't look like it. He can't even remember the address." Lin Ranran opened the combination lock and slipped into the reception room humming a little tune. piece.

She carried potato chips and sat on the soft leather sofa beside the bed. It was getting dark outside, and the setting sun dyed the clouds in the sky into rose gold. Lin Ranran let out a long sigh of relief.

"I hope Brother Xie Jin won't be frightened by the 'surprise' delivered to the door, otherwise the surprise will turn into fright, and it won't be fun."

Ji Duan found Lin Ranran's low-key white Volkswagen in the underground parking garage. His thin pajamas made him unable to resist the coldness of the underground garage. The blue notebook Ran Ran was talking about.

"No. 23, Zhenbei Road, Tan Jiang City...the second floor of Meimei Barber Shop?" Ji Duan subconsciously read out that crooked word that looked like a dog's paw. If he wasn't Lin Ranran's brother, he might not even know what was written on it. .

In the future, Lin Ranran must let that girl practice her handwriting well. This handwriting is so ugly that there is no lower limit. Ji Duan suddenly had such an idea in his mind, but now is not the time to talk about it.

After locating the destination, he started the car and left the underground parking garage. The setting sun coated the white body with a layer of gold. Xie Jin's live broadcast on his mobile phone had ended, and the car was so quiet that only Ji Duan's own heartbeat could be heard.

See you soon.

Ji Duan didn't know whether it was right for him to rush over so hastily, but he knew very well in his heart that if he didn't go to see that person, he might regret it for the rest of his life.

Doesn't it mean that people are always making choices in their lives, and sometimes if they miss it, there may really be no room for retention in their life.

Ji Duan didn't want to miss Xie Jin. Although he didn't remember it completely, there was always a physical reaction more honest than memory that prompted him to drive this car to the old city to meet the person engraved in the deepest part of his heart.

The white Volkswagen slowly turned one after another narrow fork in the old city according to the navigation instructions. Ji Duan parked the car at the entrance of Meimei Barbershop. He stood there looking at the brightly lit room on the second floor.

The sky was almost completely dark, and the night wind made him feel goosebumps all over his body, but the dim yellow light emitted by the cheapest light bulb was like magic, which made Ji Duan feel relieved when he saw it. Gained strength.

He remembered here, in those memory fragments, he and Xie Jin lived here, and of course the Taoist priest who moved in arbitrarily later.

Ji Duan took a deep breath and walked into the darkness without lights alone. He walked through the intricate corridors, stepped on the rusty iron ladder to the second floor, and finally stood in front of the lighted door.

He held his breath and concentrated, and there was not much movement in the room, which may have something to do with Xie Jin's character of not making much movement.

The cold wind blew cold on his skin, which made Ji Duan more energetic than ever. Finally, after half a minute of silence at the door, he raised his hand and knocked on the wooden door.

The text will end tomorrow, thank you UUs for your support all the way