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    "Knock knock knock."

    The wooden door rang three times, the small sound woke up Xie Jin who had just fallen asleep from the sofa, and at the same time dispelled the nightmare that had haunted him for a long time.

    Not long after he finished the broadcast, it was quite painful for him to repeat the story of Badong Village with the camera.

    Xie Jin felt so tired, his physical and mental exhaustion made him want to find a place to hide, but he was at home now, and even home could not be a hiding place, so he hid in his dream.

    But he forgot that what he was escaping was the inner demon. Even if he went to the dream, the inner demon would still seep into the dream like a shadow. Xie Jin felt like a solitary boat in the raging deep sea. He would get out of that boat at any time. Fell into the sea, was submerged by huge waves and rolled into the bottom of the sea.

    He saw many old people in his dream, either alive or dead, but this time there was no voice of reproach from those familiar faces, they just stared at Xie Jin indifferently.

    Those sights one after another made Xie Jin feel like a light on his back, the whole world was too quiet, so quiet that he couldn't even hear his own heartbeat.

    Why don't you talk? Why don't everyone talk to him? Whether it is blame or hatred, can you not leave him to sink here alone, he is afraid of this infinite loneliness and anxiety, which is no different from a chronic poison.

    Xie Jin wanted to call for help, but looking at those familiar faces, he couldn't call for help. From the beginning to the end, he believed that their deaths were related to him.

    Whether it was Ji Xiangye or He Nian who died alone on the sacrificial altar, Xie Jin couldn't breathe due to the overwhelming sense of guilt. He grabbed his collar, his eyes were dry and he could no longer shed tears. He seemed to be acting in a silent movie. roared like a play.

    I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xie Jin repeated his apology frantically, he couldn't help thinking of Ji Duan, these apologies were also telling that young man.

    He wondered more than once whether he was doing everything correctly. Mingming Ji Duan had returned to his body and stayed away from these bizarre things, but he still wanted to pull that young man back into the world he was in.

    is it right? Is this fair to Ji Duan? Doesn't this seem too selfish?

    Xie Jin, Xie Jin, shouldn't you let him live a normal life? Why do you still pester him like a bitter woman and refuse to let go? Obviously Ji Duan has no memory of being with you, shouldn't he wish him happiness for the rest of his life, and then draw a line to be the most familiar stranger?

    A familiar voice came from his ear, it was Xie Jin's own voice, he whispered in Xie Jin's ear like a demon, repeatedly attacking Xie Jin's fragile mental bottom line that was close to collapse.

    But at this moment, Xie Jin was awakened from his sleep by a knock on the door that was not loud. He opened his eyes suddenly, panting like a person who was about to drown.

    Cold sweat drenched his entire back. Xie Jin thought he was hallucinating. He looked in the direction of the door with confused eyes until there was another knock on the door.

    "Knock knock knock."

    There were still three beeps. The people outside the door seemed to be a little stuck, so they waited for a long time after the first trial before making the second trial, as if to determine whether anyone was in the house.

    Is it gentle? It sounds like the inner wooden door is ringing, but the old anti-theft door outside is open. Did you not wear the key when you went out just now?

    It seemed that the temperature outside had dropped, and Xie Jin suddenly felt a little chilly. He shrank his neck and put the blanket he had just slept on over his shoulders, and then responded to the door: "...here we are."

    He dragged his shoes and walked over slowly, and reached out to pull the wooden door. To his surprise, the inner wooden door was not locked, or it was simply a decoration. If the latch was not pulled from the inside, the wooden door would not be locked. will be locked.

    It's impossible for Wen Liang not to know that you can come in by pushing the door. Who is the person outside the door...?

    Although he was thinking about this problem, his body reacted one step faster than his brain. He only heard the "creak" sound of the wooden door, and Xie Jin squinted his eyes subconsciously due to the cold wind blowing in from outside.

    But he quickly opened his eyes wide again, Xie Jin's pupils shrank suddenly, and he saw clearly the face of the man outside the door. The man's forehead was marked with veins, and his lips that were so pale that they lost their blood were trembling slightly. Xie Jin couldn't even call out the man The name he thought about day and night was hugged into a cold embrace.

    The thin blanket hanging on his shoulders slipped off, Xie Jin seemed to stay where he was, and let the man hug him tightly, his nose was full of the pleasant smell of woody fragrance bath liquid on the other party.

    "...Ji, Ji Duan?" The wooden door was wide open, and the cold wind outside the room made Xie Jin wake up. He subconsciously hugged the young man in front of him, only to realize that the other party was only wearing a thin silk pajamas, no wonder he hugged him It feels like a lump of ice.

    Xie Jin was so shocked that he didn't know where to start asking. He simply didn't ask anything, and exclaimed directly in the other's ear, "Why do you wear so little! You... um!"

    Responding to him was a cold but very warm kiss, Ji Duan freed one from the hand clasped tightly around Xie Jin's waist, and pressed it on the back of Xie Jin's head, leaving him nowhere to escape.

    Ji Duan didn't give Xie Jin any chance to speak, he kissed the lips that were warm to him, the tip of his tongue pried open Xie Jin's teeth, entangled Xie Jin like a flexible snake and danced in his mouth.

    The two stumbled towards the sofa, and neither of them had time to notice that the door that kept blowing cold air into the house was closed, and the black cat lying on the sofa just now was missing.

    Xie Jin also locked Ji Duan in his arms with the same strength, just like this young man was actually his lost treasure, and he never wanted Ji Duan to leave him again.

    "Ji, ha...Wait!" When Xie Jin got into his clothes with that cold palm, he was shocked by the coolness that penetrated into his skin and got into his bones. He grabbed Ji Duan's hand to explore downwards. , gasping for breath and asking, "What's the matter, what's going on, do you think... have you woken up?"

    The young man pressing on Xie Jin stopped all his movements. He suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard. The sound of that sound made Xie Jin stunned.

    "No, I didn't remember everything." Ji Duan spit out his first words since he entered the door. His arrogant face was replaced by guilt at this time. He pursed his thin lips that were cold and lost their blood, and looked at Xie Jin tremblingly. , "But I just want to see you."

    Ji Duan slapped himself again under Xie Jin's staring blankly, this time on the right side of the face, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forgotten about you, obviously I shouldn't..."

    The face, which was frozen to the point of losing its blood, became red and swollen at a speed visible to the naked eye, but Ji Duan didn't make a light hand because he was pumping himself.

    Xie Jin didn't know what to say for a while, he saw the young man fanning himself masochistically, and hurriedly grabbed the hand to stop it: "It's okay! It's okay, I said I will wait, don't feel sorry, that's who it is. Nothing can be done.”

    "...Besides, haven't you already come back? You said just now that you didn't remember all of it, which means you remembered some fragments."

    Xie Jin felt that his vision was a little blurry, and the warm liquid flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably. He stretched out his hand on Ji Duan's chest, and felt the strong heartbeat under the flesh and bones with his palm, "...the head still hurts. ?"

    "It won't hurt to see you." Ji Duan leaned over and stuck to Xie Jin, he kissed the big bean teardrop that kept rolling from the corner of the man's eyes, and whispered in the other's ear, "Don't cry, Uncle Xie, don't cry. ."

    Ji Duan's neck was suddenly hugged tightly, Xie Jin buried his face in it, silently shed tears without making a sound, he bit Ji Duan's trapezius muscle, his teeth stuck in this gradually warming body, he was there Leave your mark on it.

    Realizing that Xie Jin didn't use much force, Ji Duan kissed his earlobe lightly: "Even though I bite hard, I wish I would leave a scar now, so no matter where I go, or one day I forget it, looking at this bite mark makes me I can remember you."

    "Don't talk nonsense, it will be unlucky." Xie Jin opened his mouth and wanted to see him, but Ji Duan, who had been waiting for a long time, caught him again. He slightly raised his chin to meet the dense raindrops kiss, and his eyes gradually sank.

    Ji Duan seemed to be much more at ease, and he even said nonsense when Xie Jin was kissed until he couldn't breathe and had to stop.

    "If you leave traces, there will be evidence. Maybe I can find you all over the world with bite marks on my shoulders like the prince in Cinderella looked for Cinderella with a crystal slipper."

    Xie Jin was amused, he stroked the light teeth marks left on Ji Duan's left shoulder: "Then how many people do you have to find to bite the shoulder, doesn't it hurt?"

    "It doesn't hurt." Ji Duan's face suddenly came closer, so close that Xie Jin could count how many eyelashes he had. He kissed Xie Jin's soft lips again, "because that would remind me of you."

    The two were so close that they almost touched the tip of their noses. No matter how slow Xie Jin was, he could feel the atmosphere heating up and the air was filled with ambiguity. He faintly felt that something was rubbing against him through the fabric of his pajamas.

    "Uncle Xie, I..." Ji Duan rubbed between Xie Jin's neck like a large dog. Even though his memory didn't seem to be fully recovered, his coquettish behavior was as good as before.

    Xie Jin understood what he wanted to do. The small house was broken in the cold night, the lonely man and the widow were reunited again, and the kiss was so dense that it seemed to make up for the missed period of time. As long as a normal man with a healthy body would respond.

    "But, the door is unlocked! Wenliang hasn't...!" The next words that he didn't say were blocked in his throat by the kiss that followed immediately. Looking at Xie Jin, who was gasping for breath under him, Ji Duan licked the corner of his mouth, which was meaningful. He said, "According to effective information, he probably won't be back tonight."

    What? And what is that information? Wenliang won't come back to live tonight?

    Xie Jin hadn't figured out the answers to these questions yet. He felt that his hand was gently pinching the soft flesh around his waist. Xie Jin was almost instantly overcome by the numbness that spread up his tailbone. He hummed softly, completely unaware of Ji Duan's hotter body.

    "Ah sneeze!"

    Just when Xie Jin was stripped of only the last pair of bottoms, Ji Duan, who was lying on top of him, sneezed loudly that could be heard downstairs. Xie Jin blinked his eyes and put his palm on the young man's forehead.

    After a while, he turned over in shock: "It's so hot! You have a fever! How long have you been standing at the door in that pajamas!"

    Xie Jin patted off the hand that was still groping around his waist. He was very strict in dealing with illness. He quickly got up and put on a thin blanket and rummaged through boxes to find antipyretics. However, Ji Duan, who was starting to feel weak, didn't think so.

    After being wrapped in a thick quilt by Xie Jin into live dumplings, Ji Duan began to regret some of his actions today. He knew that he would freeze until he fell ill, so he would not wear so little.

    ...otherwise, it wouldn't end up at the point where someone wouldn't say anything and wouldn't continue.

    Half a month later, Tanjiang Municipal Hospital.

    "...I have to say that although this method has great risks, it does restore memory quickly to a certain extent."

    The attending doctor pushed his glasses, and he tried his best to ignore the clasped hands in front of him. He put the examination report and brain CT film in a bag, and handed them to the young man in front of him, "Congratulations, Mr. Ji , according to the test results, your previously vague memory has been fully awakened."

    "Thank you." Ji Duan took the big bag and politely thanked his attending doctor, "I'm sorry to trouble you during this time, Dr. Chen."

    "You don't have to be polite, it's my duty to save people and treat diseases." Dr. Chen pushed his glasses again, his eyes had drifted elsewhere, because Ji Duan stood up at this time, and the two interlocking hands were completely exposed to him.

    As a doctor, the patient's sexual orientation has never been in the scope of his involvement. Dr. Chen simply pretended to ignore it. After all, because he is the boss of a group that has a cooperative project with the hospital, smart people never talk too much to cause trouble for themselves.

    "Then let's go." However, Mr. Ji didn't mean to avoid suspicion at all. He smiled brightly at the man beside him, and when he looked at Dr. Chen again, he resumed his polite smile, "Goodbye." , Doctor Chen."

    "Goodbye." Dr. Chen looked at the backs of the two who pushed the door away, and responded with a faint smile.

    When they came out, the sky was covered by dense dark clouds and looked a bit gloomy, but this did not affect the good mood of the two of them. They walked hand in hand in the garden of the hospital, never feeling anxious because of time.

    In fact, at the beginning Xie Jin was not very used to walking with Ji Duan in front of others. He was born in a traditional family, and even after he realized his orientation, he always hid himself and didn't dare to put this kind of The love that is not accepted by most of the world is on the surface.

    But Ji Duan never thought so. Every time he walked with Xie Jin, he wished that everyone could see how close they were before. He even wanted to announce to the world that Xie Jin was his partner.

    Half a month ago, after that night of fever, Xie Jin moved out of the small dilapidated house where Ji Duan had lived for two years and moved into Ji Duan's penthouse in the city center under Ji Duan's every kind of softness and coquettishness.

    According to Ji Duan's words, living together can make him recall the past better under the pretense. Facts have proved that this is indeed effective, but Xie Jin's old waist that has been tossed to the point of soreness also pays the price. .

    The two walked in the garden unhurriedly. At that slow speed, the old man on crutches who was recovering next to him ran faster than them, but they didn't need to recover and were not in a hurry. Enjoy the world of two together. The wind shuttled through the hair, and the two walked forward hand in hand, but it was not cold at all.

    During this period of time, Xie Jin did not conduct any live broadcasts, and the company did not trouble him, because Ji Duan had acquired the entertainment company that started with M long before that.

    When Ji Duan told Xie Jin the news, Xie Jin was shocked. He stared blankly at his handsome and wealthy boyfriend, and whispered in his heart that he underestimated the evil capital world that he didn't understand.

    But he really wants to be with Ji Duan during this period of time, and when the feeling of worrying about gains and losses is a little better, go out to work again.

    The cold wind in late autumn lifted the hem of the coats of the two of them, and there were almost no one else in the park except them. Ji Duan squeezed Xie Jin's hand into his warm palm.

    "Is it cold?" He asked Xie Jin with a smile, "The outdoor temperature is less than ten degrees today, so it's not wrong to ask you to wear more clothes."

    Before going out to the hospital in the afternoon, he told Xie Jin to put on the brand new bright red thermal underwear, because this year is Xie Jin's birth year, and this year is about to end.

    "Sometimes you are really like my dad." Xie Jin smiled and opened his coat, and put Ji Duan's hand on his lower abdomen, "But my own dad never cared about me like you... touch Look, isn't it warm?"

    Ji Duan laughed when he heard this, and took the opportunity to pinch the soft flesh on Xie Jin's waist: "Then I picked up a son who was older than me for nothing? It's not appropriate, and I have to warm my bed at night..."

    His mouth was immediately covered by Xie Jin, "Poor mouth, what do you want to eat tonight? I have to ask Secretary Liu to take us to the supermarket to buy..."

    Listening to Xie Jin reporting the names of the dishes to himself, Ji Duan's eyes lit up, he leaned to the side, and gently kissed the man's red ear.

    "As long as it's made by you, it's delicious."

    He smiled and dodged Xie Jin's fist that came down in shame and anger, but his other hand was tightly clasped with the man. At this time, when the garden came to the end, through the small wrought iron gate, he could see the car that Secretary Liu was driving. The car is waiting there.

    For Xie Jin, Ji Duan pulled up the high-necked bottoming shirt that covered his neck. It was cold in late autumn, but it warmed people's hearts.

    【End of text】

    Hello everyone, I’m Yu Wan~ It’s finally over after such a long time (tears), Ji Liu Yongjin has achieved a positive result after going through so much, and the next thing is Wen Liang’s story, but because Wen Liang’s story involves too many things, I need to have It has been buffered for a period of time, so the next file is a short short story titled "The Fall of Cyan", I hope everyone can support it a lot

    In addition, there is also an extravaganza. I am still considering what to write in the extra episode. You can leave a message in the comment area and tell me what you want to see~ I will choose the most popular episode to write first.

    To be honest, set the word count at 40W at the beginning. didn’t expect to accidentally write more than hhh after adding new characters other than the outline plan. In short, hope everyone can like this story, thank you for your support along the way, thank you!Urgent notice: Danmei Novel Network has replaced the new domain name m.dmwx.org.Please re-add to the collection, the original cached page needs to be refreshed repeatedly!

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