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    "Before I tell you about Qingniang, I will first explain why you came back to the inn."

    Mrs. He let go of her warm embrace, and when she let go, she accidentally rubbed against Zhang Fanyu's body who was very close to Xiang Ya, her eyes flashed in astonishment, it was the temperature of a living person, and she could feel it.

    But in her eyes, she only saw Xiao Ya Ya standing in an environment surrounded by dense fog, and only Mrs. He could clearly see the inn behind her.

    This is Mei Qingniang's setting to make Xiang Ya have to cross these dead fogs before returning to Rumeng Inn.

    However, the stagnant miasma gradually began to swim like running water, and Youdao's tall and unfamiliar figure gradually became clear, guarding Xiang Ya's side.

    At this moment, she suddenly understood the reason why Xiang Ya couldn't come back in this life.

    Mrs. He raised her cloudy eyes, as if looking at Xiang Ya, but she was actually looking at Zhang Fanyu, whose white eyes moved slightly.

    She grinned silently, and said speciously: "There is not much time, you have to remember what I say next."

    Zhang Fanyu, who was opposite Mrs. He, also noticed that someone accidentally touched his body. Soon, in his original vision of white mist, he suddenly saw a blurry variegated thread ball similar to a person.

    Most of the thread balls of this silhouette are mainly black, but there are also some cyan, red and other thread balls entangled with it.

    Now these balls of thread are completely messed up, as if they were deliberately kneaded together.

    The messy thread balls give people a very gentle atmosphere, giving people a very friendly feeling.

    The noisy ghost voice that had been whispering in the ear suddenly weakened, and a kind female voice came out from the shadow thread, the voice was very small, like the kind of whisper covered by a quilt.

    But no matter how quiet the voice was, Zhang Fanyu's attention was still focused on the voice.

    For the first time, he felt a feeling of helplessness.

    Just like what he blurted out before, people, demons and ghosts cannot be mixed together, because the line of cause and effect will be blurred, and the ball of human shadow thread that pops up in front of you is an example of the line of cause and effect being completely blurred.

    Zhang Fanyu's subconscious mind was already telling him the answer.

    He still couldn't see Xiang Ya beside him, but he knew that the figure had also spotted him, and what Mrs. He said just now was to him.

    The other party wanted him to hear it too.

    'Listen for Xiangya. ’ Zhang Fanyu sighed inwardly.

    ...

    Mrs. He spoke slowly, clearly speaking the long-sealed secret: "Little Ya Ya, your real identity is actually a cloud of gas."

    "Every person and thing is entangled with cause and effect. Because of cause and effect, there is capital to exist in the world."

    "But there is no 'Qi', especially the 'Qi' that is about to be annihilated in the long river of time. All karma will pass through the body of 'Qi', and if it cannot be held, it will naturally not exist."

    Mrs. He didn't seem to know how terrible things she was talking about.

    At this moment, magnificent red and golden fire patterns began to appear in the sky above, whether it was the sky or the boundary of space.

    The curved rippling flames quickly devoured from one corner, vowing to burn all the souls who leaked and learned the secret.

    The sudden sharp pain in Xiang Ya's head was more painful than the pain of excessive use of resentment power, as if the soul was being dragged out forcefully.

    Pain does not come from the body, but from the Ling Chi of the soul.

    Zhang Fanyu tightly supported Xiang Ya, who was so painful that his body was almost unable to support him, and the sadness in his heart became heavier and heavier.

    Mrs. He didn't expect that Xiang Ya, who was not in a ghost state after death, would be so miserable after hearing the truth. She didn't dare to say what she originally wanted to say, she was afraid that Xiang Ya would suffer.

    Can't help persuading: "Forget it, Ya Ya, you can go back to the inn, Qingniang will protect you, so that you don't have to suffer such pain."

    "Or I'm only talking about Mother Qing, don't listen to your past."

    Xiang Ya was panting heavily, and when she heard Mrs. He's words, she squeezed out her voice with difficulty: "No, A-Niang, you continue to talk about me, I want to listen!"

    As she asked, she tried her best to engrave the words "I am a group of qi" in her mind repeatedly, but her memory was like an eraser. Gotta be clean.

    The memory clearing effect is too strong.

    No matter how hard Xiangya's soul tried to remember, the next second was cleared.

    She even had a retching reaction, but she tried her best to suppress her desire to vomit. She was afraid that she would accidentally forget what Mrs. He said.

    When Mrs. He heard this, her hands trembled, and she quickly lifted Xiang Ya with tears in her eyes.

    Mrs. He's voice was choked, she raised her head and stared at Zhang Fanyu's phantom, her eyes begging: "Please help us write down these words, don't let Ya Ya suffer in vain."

    "Auntie..." Xiang Ya's voice broke, urging her to continue.

    Wiping away her tears with her wrinkled hands, He Niangzi spoke more quickly: "When others do one thing, they can be entangled with the cause and effect of that event, and this is the foundation of all things in the world—number The unclear lines of cause and effect meet and separate again..."

    "Cause and effect cross all things, and all things have the capital to reincarnate in the next life."

    "But these things can't happen to you, and all the people and things that have intersection with you can't be linked to cause and effect in your soul."

    "Every death of your life may be the last death, because for you, your soul can hardly leave traces of causal existence."

    "It can be said that there is only you in the world, and there is no afterlife."

    Hearing this, Xiang Ya, with a deadly pale face, bit her lip completely, blood slid down her chin along her wound, and the emotions of unwillingness, bitterness, grief and anger echoed in her chest.

    She growled in pain.

    No wonder Xiangya cannot exist in every parallel universe, because she is destined to not live long, whether it is causal reincarnation or time and space cycle, only she cannot participate in the end.

    She will be abandoned by the universe at the beginning of fate, or halfway through.

    "So God doesn't love me." Xiang Ya said almost desperately.

    ——I am the outcast of the gods, an ant that cannot exist in the universe.

    Zhang Fanyu hugged the thin body that was trembling constantly. He did not hesitate to use the [Contact Paper Figure] in the prop space. When the paper figure was burning, he just heard Xiang Ya say this desperate words in his heart.

    He couldn't help looking up at the sky where the fire was spreading rapidly.

    The rose-colored fireworks in the sky not far away burned more and more vigorously, in the shape of a triangle, expanding the scope of the burning.

    After the white thick death fog was burned, it made a shrill scream, and those screams were mixed with human voices, animal sounds, and wind noises.

    The dream gradually collapsed, and the mysterious force wanted to punish the person who told the secret, and the soul who heard the secret.

    At this moment, Zhang Fanyu's emotions were angry because of Xiang Ya's despair, and the divine light, which he could not get on, was forcibly attached to his back again by him.

    Zhang Fanyu's anger gave birth to a fascinating aura. He raised his head and squinted to stare at his eyes, which were not golden red, but thick black flames.

    The white fog burned by the black fire revealed the existences inside, which were countless variegated thread clusters that had existed for hundreds of years and were intentionally collected by people. They were the same as the shadow thread clusters in front of them. The boundaries of different types of causal lines were all blurred. The chromophore is nearly rotten.

    It seems to fall apart with a twist.

    Zhang Fanyu guessed that the owner of the dream may have deliberately blurred the causal line of all things, intending to completely fuse the lines, so that the causal line can be completely disrupted.

    But the thick black flame will burn down the chaotic line of cause and effect.

    Zhang Fanyu finally understood why he said that after the causal line is blurred, the end will be terrible, because the chaotic causal line will be burned by the black fire, and the traces of these people and things in the world will be wiped clean.

    No one remembers that they existed, they have no past life and no future life.

    Understanding the danger, Zhang Fanyu lowered his head, and the light on his back shone more clearly.

    The black fire will burn the causal line, so he uses the light of the god to resist the flames.

    'Ya Ya, don't be afraid, I won't abandon you. ’ he said softly in his heart.

    ——If there is no god who loves you, then let me incarnate as a god and become the only god who perishes for you.

    Xiang Ya's mood was extremely unstable, and the mysterious power was frantically erasing the memory of the words she heard, and she was already convulsed with pain.

    Zhang Fanyu bent his arms and tightly covered Xiangya's ears with his palms.

    He said in his heart: 'Don't listen when you feel uncomfortable, I will bear the painful things for you. '

    Zhang Fanyu looked up at the ball of thread in the figure, and said, "Please continue to speak, I will engrave these words in my heart."

    Mrs. He nodded in agreement, her voice choked up, and continued: "But Xiaoyaya really wants to be a human being, and wants to fight for a future for herself..."

    "All these things about Ya Ya just now were told by Qingniang. She is a thousand-year-old demon fox and knows more than us. When we adopted Ya Ya when she saw her, she actually warned us to throw Ya Ya away."

    "Qingniang said that Yaya's vitality is too weak and she won't live long. After Ya Ya disappeared for the first time, Qingniang stopped us from searching, saying that if we stay with people without karma for a long time, the karma in us will be swallowed by Yaya. "

    "In this way, our next life will also be affected."

    "The first time we disappeared, we didn't look for Ya Ya, but one night a few years later, we found her dead soul came back to the inn, which shocked me and my husband. After death, Ya Ya's soul remained. Memories with us."

    "We were scared and distressed, Qingniang asked how she could come back..."

    When Mrs. He said this, she couldn't help looking at Xiang Ya, whose emotions were slowly regaining calm, but her expression was still sad, and her body began to slowly become unreal because of talking about things related to Mei Qingniang.

    The space power constructed by Qingniang is too domineering, and she and her husband have to accept punishment if they break their oath.

    Now her fate is inevitable.

    Mrs. He seized the time and said: "At that time, Xiao Ya Ya said that before she died, she made an oath to herself, ordering herself to come back to Rumeng Inn every life after death."

    "She said that because she was like a boat without roots, she wanted to set an anchor for herself so that she would not lose her way and die."

    "She didn't expect this oath to be successfully made. After she died that time, her soul really returned to the inn."

    "After this happened, Qingniang didn't stop Ya Ya from staying at the inn."

    "She told us in private that because Ya Ya wanted to live so much, we are probably the best people she has ever met in her life. She is greedy for this warmth and wants to give her future self a chance to live. "

    "So just swear to come back like this."

    "From then on, every few years, Ya Ya's soul will start again, go to the world to fight for a chance of survival for herself, and return to the inn if she fails."

    "For her, Rumeng Inn is actually a shelter from the wind and respite."

    The author says:

    Friends birthday, go out to celebrate, and update it tonight~

    (Go home and correct the typo~)

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