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    Jealousy stems from his unspeakable feelings for Tang Xianxiao in his heart, and it breeds many emotions that cannot be controlled.

    Therefore, while he was punishing Tang Xianxiao, he was also punishing himself.

    Use a way of torturing each other to alleviate the guilt in your heart.

    Xie Shuci stared at Xie An, and it was indeed something he imagined, exactly the same as what he thought in his mind.

    "Now that we know about Xu Yi's demons, what should we do?" Xie Shuci asked.

    Si Kongxin pondered for a moment and said: "After Xu Yi retreated, we returned to the starting point. I guess Xu Yi has been repeatedly experiencing the love-hate entanglement with Senior Tang in the sea of ​​consciousness. In this case, other people in the sea of ​​consciousness should be his imagination. come."

    "I see, only Xu Yi is real?"

    "Well, go in and find him."

    Everyone entered the city again, as before, and came to the river by boat.

    Tang Xianxiao jumped out of the attic window and landed on their cabin, everything was exactly the same as before.

    However, when Tang Xianxiao was about to be tied up by Xu Yi with a whisk, Si Kongxin suddenly said: "Big Zhuang, cut her."

    Liu Dazhuang didn't know why, but he has always been a guy with strong limbs and a simple mind. He followed Si Kongxin's words and pulled out the ax from his waist, throwing it at Tang Xianxiao.

    Tang Xianxiao couldn't dodge it in time, and was hit straight by the axe, and his figure immediately disappeared into the air like sand.

    As Tang Xianxiao disappeared, everything around him suddenly became still. In this still space, there was only a whisk flying across the air, like an enlightened sword, stabbing towards them.

    Seeing this, Liu Dazhuang took a step forward and blocked the whisk with his axe. The two hit each other, and a huge wave of air broke out, almost capsizing the boat under their feet.

    On the eaves, a gray-robed Taoist stepped on the void and walked towards them without haste.

    Seeing this, Master Xu hurriedly knelt down on one knee, clasped his fists at the Taoist and said, "I, Xu Chong, have met Tai Zu."

    Xu Yi stood in the void, looking at them coldly.

    "This is Sikong Xin, I have met senior."

    "I'm Liu Yunhan, I've met senior."

    "... I am thanking you, I have met senior."

    "Xie An."

    Suddenly hearing the voice from the person beside him, Xie Shuci froze.

    He suddenly realized one thing, all the people in the Sea of ​​Consciousness were in a static state, why the Xie An he had imagined was not affected at all?

    Xu Yi glanced over the five of them, and finally landed on Si Kongxin.

    With a wave of his wide sleeve, the little snake that was coiled around Si Kongxin's wrist rose into the air and slowly flew into Xu Yi's palm.

    Zixi is different from them, they only enter here with their consciousness, but she has separated a strand of soul, if the soul is hurt, the body will also be seriously injured.

    Si Kongxin immediately knelt down, cupped his fists and said, "This is my contracted beast, Zixi. I really have a last resort to enter into my sea of ​​consciousness without senior's permission."

    The purple snake was floating in his palm, and it only took him a little force to pinch her to death.

    "What reason?" Xu Yi asked.

    Si Kongxin said: "Tang Xianxiao, Senior Tang is in Huai Zhou now, she wants to see you. If she doesn't see you in three days, she will kill you."

    Hearing this, Xu Yi's eyes froze, "She's already dead."

    "After the senior left, the Banxia water god in the fairy tomb protected her heart veins and helped her separate her soul and body to suppress her murderous nature. Now, she has returned to the cultivation world with the water god."

    Xu Yi was stunned.

    After a long time, he opened his mouth and said in silence, "Is... still alive?"

    Head Xu said: "Senior Tang has returned to the former fairy gate of the Tang family. She... wants to see you."

    "Alive...alive...she's still alive..."

    Xu Yi lowered his head and murmured.

    "Even after hundreds of years, I still haven't been able to ascend. How can I face her?"

    "Senior, what's the difference between you like this and back then? You dare not face her, you dare not face yourself.

    Such a catastrophe was caused by the evasive escape. Do you still want the tragedy to repeat itself now? "Xie Shuci said boldly.

    Xu Yi glanced at him coldly, Xie Shuci shrank his neck, and hid a little behind Xie An.

    "You, don't stare at me, what I said is the truth."

    "I didn't run away, and I didn't dare to face anyone." Xu Yi said.

    Xie Shuci twitched the corner of his mouth, and the damn prostitute was still stubborn.

    "Senior, she has been trapped in the Dragon Tooth Secret Realm for hundreds of years, and now there are not many people left in the Tang family. The only person she knows in this world is you. No matter what grievances you have with her, escaping is not the best way. Presumably, you don't want her to think that even in the past few hundred years, you are still the same as you were back then, and you dare not face up to your own heart."

    Si Kongxin's words were sharp, and he accurately hit Xu Yi's pain.

    "She's still alive... for hundreds of years, so why not meet?" Xu Yi seemed to be talking to himself.

    As soon as his voice fell, the figure and the surrounding images suddenly became blurred. Xie Shuci felt as if he was being pulled back by a hand, his body became distorted, and the space also became distorted. , he vaguely saw Xie An not far away, he tried to grab it with his hands, but only caught a phantom.

    With the sound of "咻", Xie Shuci's consciousness suddenly fell back into his body, and he suddenly felt a biting chill, which made him shiver unexpectedly.

    Slowly opening his eyes, a dazzling white light overflowed from his eyes, he subconsciously gathered his fingers together, and immediately grasped a warm hand.

    Xie Shuci suddenly remembered something, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked around, Xie An leaned on the stone platform, resting on his temple with one hand, closed his eyes, as if he felt Xie Shuci's movement, his long eyelashes twitched slightly Trembling, he opened his eyes immediately.

    "Back?" Xie An asked softly.

    Xie Shuci was startled, and stared at him suspiciously for a while, "Well, I'm back."

    Thinking of what happened in the Sea of ​​Consciousness, Xie Shuci asked inexplicably, "You have been here all this time, and you haven't gone anywhere?"

    Xie An seemed a little puzzled, raised his right hand, and shook his hand that was tightly held by Xie Shuci, meaning where can I go if you grab me.

    Sensing that there were other meanings in Xie Shuci's words, Xie An asked, "But what happened?"

    At this time, Liu Dazhuang and the others also woke up.

    As soon as he saw Xie An and heard this, Liu Dazhuang cheerfully leaned forward and said, "Brother Xie, you don't know, your elder brother is... well!"

    Before he finished his sentence, Xie Shuci rushed forward, covered Liu Dazhuang's mouth, and said to Xie An: "It's nothing, it's nothing, don't listen to his nonsense."

    Xie An raised his eyebrows indifferently, and didn't ask any more questions.

    Hearing this, Sikong Xin's eyes stayed on Xie An's face without a trace for a moment. It stands to reason that the influence of Xie Shuci's consciousness on the sea of ​​consciousness should not exist for so long. went in. Despite thinking about it, Sikong Xin didn't dare to expose it.

    When their consciousness came back, Miss Zixi's body went limp, and she fell into Si Kongxin's arms, and the black hair wrapped around them also retracted.

    "How is she?" Xie Shuci asked worriedly.

    Miss Zixi has lost consciousness and transformed into a little purple snake in Si Kongxin's arms. Si Kongxin put her in his sleeve and said: "She has consumed too much spiritual power, but her body is a little weaker. It can be recovered in half a day."

    Xie Shuci nodded: "That's good."

    While the few people were talking, Xu Yi who was in the ice coffin slowly opened his eyes.

    His eyes hadn't been in contact with the light for a long time, and just as he opened a gap, he was stabbed by the light and closed again, leaving a drop of physiological tears in the corner of his eyes.

    "Tai Zu, are you alright?" Headmaster Xu stepped forward and asked.

    Xu Yi slowed down for a moment, opened his eyes again, and sat up from the ice coffin. He picked up the fly whisk that was placed aside, and glanced at it quietly. There was some emotion in his eyes.

    "Take me to see her." Xu Yi said.

    He didn't have much spiritual power left in his body, his body was very weak, his face was as pale as paper, his limbs were extremely stiff, and he sat in meditation for a while before jumping out of the ice coffin.

    Master Xu said: "Tai Zu, Senior Tang is not kind to you, you are weak now, you should rest for a while before going."

    "No need."

    After living for so many years, he had already figured it out.

    Back then he always said that Tang Xianxiao was stubborn, but in fact he was the one who was really stubborn.

    Everything started because of him, and now that Tang Xianxiao is still alive, he naturally wants to make an end of it.

    Master Xu naturally couldn't stop Xu Yi, so he had to leave Xu's Xianmen with Xie Shuci and others, and headed for the small Immortal Mountain.

    At that time, the moonlight in the sky was hazy, and the moonlight sprinkled on the robe, outlining a net made of clear light, making everything seem so unreal.

    Xu Yi had not seen such a vivid moonlight for hundreds of years.

    On the way to meet Tang Xianxiao, Xu Yi felt very peaceful in his heart, all the great joy and sorrow seemed to have been wiped away by hundreds of years.

    All the way silent.

    When he came to the city and could see the small Immortal Mountain not far away, Xu Yi flew up to the roof with a dust whisk in his hand, facing the Immortal Mountain in the distance. At this moment, his calm heart finally stirred up a little turmoil.

    Over the centuries, little Immortal Mountain has completely changed.

    The town where Tang Xianxiao grew up and acted recklessly has also become so strange.

    It seemed that everything was reminding him that time had passed, but the mistakes he made and the remorse in his heart never faded away because of time.

    After he retreated, he didn't know about the crusade that the Tang family experienced more than ten years later. When he knew, everything was already powerless.

    He personally ruined Tang Xianxiao, ruined the Tang family, and implicated countless innocent disciples in Huai Zhou.

    Maybe Tang Xianxiao was right, because he was too cowardly. At that time, he left Longya Mystery Realm for retreat and just wanted to use ascension to prove that he was not what Tang Xianxiao said, he wanted to ascend, he had to ascend. But he ignored it, because the person he was implicated in the Dragon Tooth Secret Realm and Tang Xianxiao.

    A few hundred years is enough for him to think clearly.

    Wrong is wrong, so he punished himself to repeat his mistakes in the sea of ​​consciousness to remind himself and torture himself, even if he died.

    However, Tang Xianxiao was still alive, and she was actually still alive.

    Forced her to kill her own clansman with her own hands, and killed so many innocent monks, but he and Tang Xianxiao were still alive.

    Xu Yi took a deep breath and continued to approach the small Immortal Mountain.

    Along the way, Xie Shuci never spoke, he was always thoughtful, and looked at Xie An from time to time.

    Not long after, several people came to the foot of the small Immortal Mountain.

    The disciples stationed here immediately greeted Master Xu when they saw him.

    "The disciple has met the master, this is..."

    Before he finished speaking, Xu Yi walked into the mountain as if no one else was around.

    The disciple didn't know the truth, and when he was about to step forward to stop him, Master Xu raised his hand to signal them not to move, and then he, Xie Shuci and his group followed.

    When Xu Yi stepped into the mountain, there was a strong wind blowing all around, and the strong wind rolled up the dead branches all over the ground, using them as weapons, they all rushed towards Xu Yi.

    Xu Yi didn't dodge or evade, and he didn't make any defenses. His robe was scratched by leaves, and there were many marks on his skin. The blood quickly soaked his clothes.

    Xie Shuci and the others followed behind without saying a word, the strange strong wind in the air seemed to avoid the five people, and it only blew towards Xu Yi alone.

    he is naked. The exposed skin was scratched by the sharp leaves, dripping with blood, but after walking a few steps into the mountain, there was hardly an inch of intact skin on his body.

    Although those wounds were small in size, they were very deep, and blood flowed profusely with every step he took.

    Even so, Xu Yi didn't even blink his eyes, and continued to move forward.

    The star-studded sky was covered with a black cage at some point, swallowing the surrounding light, the wind wrapped the leaves, and gathered around Xu Yi, leaving wounds on his body non-stop, and the blood smeared all over his body. Yes, just like Tang Xianxiao who went mad in the fairy tomb back then.

    Time has passed, and the blood all over his body is as dazzling as it was back then.

    Xu Yi felt the familiar atmosphere all over the mountains and plains, the Tang family in the past, and Tang Xianxiao now, everything made him feel so familiar.

    the blood

    Dripping down the ground along his steps, the bright color seemed to leave an indelible mark on the ground.

    A young grass was soaked in blood, and immediately lost its vitality.

    As his footsteps gradually approached, the only light source suddenly appeared in the dark field of vision.

    It was the only sacred tree left after the Tang family was wiped out hundreds of years ago.

    The moonlight shines through the gaps in the leaves and hits the trunk.

    A branch hangs in the air, forming a sunken bridge, and two people are sitting on the bridge.

    One of them was a young man with a sluggish face and dull pupils, and he hugged the woman in red beside him in his arms.

    The woman leaned against his arms very intimately, his face was extremely pale and lifeless, his expression was empty and paradoxical, his dark eyes were wide open, and he stared blankly at the direction Xu Yi and the others had come from.

    "soup……"

    Through the dark leaves surrounding his body, Xu Yi looked up at the woman in red on the branch.

    But as soon as he opened his mouth, a sharp leaf scratched the corner of his mouth, cutting through the rest of his words.

    The woman's expression was dull, and between opening and closing her red lips, she spat out a few words: "What right do you have to call me by my name?"

    Her tone was extremely slow, and it seemed like a long time had elapsed between each word she said.

    Xu Yi didn't speak again, his approaching footsteps stopped in place.

    From a distance of several feet, looked at the woman on the branch, with loose black hair, pale skin, empty expression, and the clothes of Tang family disciples soaked in blood, and could no longer see a trace of the domineering and weird Tang The shadow of gossiping.

    But this face and her breath are too familiar.

    "You didn't ascend...you really didn't ascend..."

    The woman murmured, repeating this sentence.

    "Xu Yi, why on earth? Why didn't you ascend?" The woman was extremely puzzled. She sat up straight while supporting the man's shoulders, then tapped his toes. In front of Xu Yi.

    "We killed so many people, but I didn't die, and you didn't ascend, why?"

    The woman looked at Xu Yi, who was a few steps away, and asked suspiciously.

    "I'm waiting for an opportunity, what are you waiting for? Why don't you die?"

    "It was me who killed them."

    Compared with the pain in the body, it seems that the tingling in the heart is more intense.

    He was wrong, so wrong.

    "No, no." Tang Xianxiao took two steps back in a daze, and shook his head, "It's me, it's me. It's all my fault. It's me that disgusts you to such an extent. Didn't you say that you and I only Can you survive one? Come on, I won’t wait any longer, kill me, and continue your path of ascension.”

    Xu Yi lowered his head, "I can't kill you."

    "You can't kill me...you said you can't kill me?" Tang Xianxiao gradually laughed lowly, her laughter was dull but extremely piercing, "Xu Yi, you actually said you couldn't kill me?"

    Tang Xianxiao spread out her arms and spun around on the ground like a bloody butterfly. A branch from the sacred tree supported her.

    "You can't kill me...then why did I become like this?"

    "I'm stubborn, I've done anything wrong, my hands are covered with the blood of my fellow clansmen, Daoist, shouldn't you kill me to do justice for the heavens?"

    Xu Yi took a deep breath, his heart trembling with pain, he regretted and hated why it took him hundreds of years to realize such a simple truth.

    "You are not wrong, I was wrong." Xu Yi's voice trembled.

    "You're wrong? What did you do wrong?" Tang Xian asked with a puzzled smile.

    "I am devoted to cultivating the Tao, and I am stubborn, thinking that I can torture myself while torturing you."

    "Torment... torture..." Tang Xianxiao recited these two words silently, as if he didn't understand their meaning, "You did it, Xu Yi, you did it."

    "I was wrong."

    Tang Xianxiao looked at him, his expression suddenly became sad, "You are wrong...you are wrong? One sentence, you are wrong, can it change anything? The dead disciples of my Tang family, the monks who were implicated and died by you and me, can they Are they alive? They... even reincarnated

    Never had a chance... What did they do wrong? "

    Hearing this, Xie Shuci's heart twitched violently twice.

    They had no chance of reincarnation, but neither did Tang Xianxiao. Not only did she not have the chance, but she would disappear forever after death.

    Perhaps, from Tang Xianxiao's point of view, this is his own punishment.

    "They are not wrong, and you are not wrong. I am the one who is wrong, and I am alone." Xu Yi tremblingly said.

    The gentle wind in the air suddenly became fierce, and Tang Xian laughed sharply: "Yes, you were the one who was wrong! Back then you said that you and I could only live together. Today, we are still the same as before. You and I are still the same. Only one can live!"

    The branches and vines of the sacred tree seemed to sense her anger, and they wove into a tree net and rushed towards Xu Yi with thunderous force.

    But when they were about to get close to Xu Yi, they suddenly seemed to sense something frightening, and Zhi Man tried to move forward several times, but retreated before touching him.

    Seeing this scene, everyone present was stunned.

    Tang Xianxiao also froze, and a hint of disbelief flashed in his eyes.

    Master Xu burst into tears when he saw it, "Mrs. Ancestor...it's not like he can't ascend..."

    Si Kongxin looked at Xu Yi dumbly and shook his head helplessly.

    Xie Shuci is a little unclear.

    Xie An explained softly: "Xu Yi cultivated the Dao of Slaughter. Most creatures in the world are good, and the Dao of Slaughter is their natural enemy."

    After Xie Shuci heard this, his eyes widened in surprise, "He... has cultivated the way of killing?"

    Si Kongxin said in a deep voice: "Moreover, it's already done."

    After finishing speaking, he sighed again and said, "If I knew today, why bother?"

    "You have cultivated the Dao of Slaughter..." Tang Xianxiao looked dull, a tear slipped down his cheek and sank into the lapel of his shirt.

    Her voice gradually choked up, "You have cultivated the way of killing...how can you cultivate the way of killing?"

    Xu Yi tightened his lips and said nothing.

    "Didn't you want to ascend? You lied to me to cultivate the Dao of Slaughter...you forced me to go crazy...you made me kill the sect master and senior brother with my own hands. Don't you want merit? I did die in your hands back then, why didn't you Go to Ascension? Why don't you go to Ascension? Why don't you go to Ascension? Why do you cultivate the Dao of Slaughter? Why? Why?!"

    Tang Xiaoxiao's voice became hysterical.

    She made so many mistakes, and he forced her to make so many mistakes, just for the sake of ascension, but she died, and all her fellow disciples died, but he changed his path and practiced the way of killing that was absolutely impossible for ascension.

    Isn't this ridiculous? How ridiculous is that?

    What are the monks who died because of them? What is the innocent monk who died at the hands of Tang Xianxiao? What are the upper and lower disciples of the Tang family? What are the descendants of the Tang family who were expelled and changed their names and surnames and never practiced Taoism forever? What is her Tang Xianxiao?

    How can you trample them once and then trample them a second time?

    Why? Why? !

    "Xu Yi." Tang Xianxiao's face was dry with tears, and his black eyes were as bright as stars, "I have never regretted meeting you. It's my fault for liking you, and it's my fault for making you hate it. It's also my fault for not being able to tell right from wrong." It was my fault...but now I regret it."

    "I regret knowing you and liking you. You are not worthy of my liking. You have not changed from the beginning to the end. You were a coward back then, and you are still a coward now."

    Xu Yi's whole body shook, he covered his chest, and a mouthful of blood gushed out.

    "I must have been a complete lunatic in my previous life, only to meet you in this life."

    Her tone was very calm, but her words were like a sharp sword, piercing his heart time and time again.

    What makes people laugh and cry is that this picture is very similar to the time when Tang Xianxiao went mad in the fairy tomb.

    So ridiculous, so ridiculous!

    Xu Yi seemed to lose all strength, and half knelt down. He lowered his head, tears rolled down his cheeks, and were crushed by the sharp blades in mid-air, leaving nothing behind.

    He felt Tang Xianxiao's pain as he wished, but unfortunately, it was far less than one-thousandth of the pain Tang Xianxiao felt.

    What he feels now is just the tip of the iceberg that Tang Xianxiao had back then.

    But it was just the tip of the iceberg, but it was enough to urge his crumbling Taoist heart to fall apart.

    Perhaps, what happened in the fairy tomb back then will repeat itself.

    "Be careful, Xu Yi has gone mad!" Liu Dazhuang took a step forward, took off the ax from his waist, and blocked the others behind him.

    Seeing this scene, Tang Xianxiao smiled ironically.

    It was enough for her to live, and it was enough to die at his hands and torture him for the rest of her life.

    So, when Xu Yi's reason was gradually swallowed up, she jumped off the branch, stepped on the dead branches on the ground with her bare feet, and approached Xu Yi step by step.

    Xu Yi's eyes were scarlet, and he clenched the whisk tightly with one hand, and he could break Tang Xianxiao's soul with just a lift of his hand.

    Just like what he said at the beginning, he and Tang Xianxiao can only live as one.

    Driven by spiritual power, the blood-stained fly whisk suddenly flew into the air.

    "Wait!" Si Kongxin shouted.

    Tang Xianxiao couldn't die, they haven't found out the whereabouts of the water god yet.

    Before he yelled out, Xie Shuci didn't think much about it, and took out the magic weapon of Fu Long from his pouch, planning to use it to protect Tang Xianxiao.

    Xie Shuci didn't think too much, he just didn't want Tang Xianxiao to die like this.

    But at this critical moment, when Fuchen fell from the sky, Xu Yi half-kneeled on the ground, using the remaining spiritual power to roll up the leaves around him, forming a small whirlwind, piercing his chest.

    Blood spurted out immediately, and the warm liquid splashed onto Tang Xianxiao's face and clothes.

    The screen froze for a moment, and the movements of Xie Shuci and Si Kongxin froze.

    Tang Xianxiao's footsteps froze in place.

    The wind surrounding Xu Yi dissipated invisible, and the fluttering leaves returned to calm.

    The blood flowed down his arm like broken beads, splashing drop by drop on the grass.

    There was not a single piece of intact skin on his body, his cheeks were covered with blood and wounds, and two tears flowed clearly from the blood.

    At the same time, the whisk swept down from the sky.

    It tied Tang Xianxiao's ankles, pulled her up, and hung her upside down in the air.

    The landscape ink painting bumped into a touch of brilliance and publicity, and after clearing the clouds and seeing the fog, one can get a glimpse of its true face.

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