Xie Shuci stared blankly at the young man beside the couch, his lips trembled slightly, and tears rolled down his cheeks.

The cold chains wrapped around Xie Shuci's body, and his eyes were full of panic and bewilderment.

"You...you..." Xie Shuci muttered something in his mouth, but he still couldn't say a complete sentence.

Mental and physical discomfort made Xie Shuci tremble uncontrollably, cold sweat rolled down his cheeks, fear was like maggots attached to the bone, what should we do? What should I do? He will kill himself, he will definitely kill himself...

The young man looked at him quietly, his deep black eyes were like a bottomless pool filled with a cold atmosphere, being watched by these eyes, Xie Shuci couldn't help thinking of the picture he felt when he communicated with his spiritual consciousness, he don't know if it's because of sadness or fear, but finally couldn't restrain the sob in throat, and wept softly.

He turned his head away, closed his eyes tightly, and didn't want to look at the boy on the couch again.

He lied to him, everything lied to him! The side effects of the elixir, Free & Unfettered Sect, the blindness, the blind man, and his likes are all lying to him, he can see clearly, and he obviously wants to kill himself!

"You liar...you are a liar..."

"Aren't you going to kill me? Come and kill me!"

"Liar! Liar!"

Xie An pursed his lips, raised his hand hanging by his side, and hooked his fingers towards Xie Shuci. Xie Shuci felt the chains on his body tightened instantly. He whimpered, and his limbs became uncontrollable , like a puppet on a string, being led step by step to Xie An.

During this process, Xie An didn't speak or take any other actions, but just stared at Xie Shuci quietly. Those strange eyes with mixed emotions made Xie Shuci's scalp troubled, and his tears were even more uncontrollable. At this time, the fear of him in my heart was overshadowed by anger and grievance.

Xie Shuci wanted to curse, but he was a little afraid that he would really hurt himself. He regretted his life. He hadn't lived enough, so he cursed in a low voice with tears in his eyes: "Liar! Liar! Liar! fraud!"

"You can clearly see...you can clearly see..."

"I, I tell you, I'm not afraid of you, I'll die at your hands at worst, I'll still be a good man eighteen years later! A liar!"

The body was drawn to walk in front of Xie An, no matter how much he cursed, Xie An never showed any emotion on his face.

Xie Shuci's eyes inevitably fell on that familiar face, and he burst into tears after cursing, "You don't like me at all, you liar! You want to kill me! You and Si Kongye are the same Yes, you are both liars, big liars!"

Xie An's deep eyes could not see any emotions clearly, but he finally said the first sentence, "What about you?"

"I...you fuck me while disgusting me. Bed, you still ask me?"

Xie An tightened his lips, and with a wave of his hand, he removed the chains on Xie Shuci, and Xie Shuci stepped down. His body was already in unbearable pain, his legs couldn't stand at all, he fell directly into Xie An's arms, and was firmly caught by his arms.

But now, sticking to this familiar body, Xie Shuci could only feel a bone-piercing chill. He almost reflexively wanted to break free from his embrace, but Xie An pressed his waist with one hand, and Xie Shuci hissed. With a sound, he gasped in pain and had to calm down temporarily.

"You once said that you don't care about my identity or my past." Xie An rested his chin on his shoulder, carefully feeling the warmth of Xie Shuci's body. He had already said that even if Xie Shuci was afraid of him, he couldn't leave him.

He will not let Xie Shuci leave, no matter what.

No matter whether he is afraid of "I found a protagonist shou(bottom) after passing through the book", remember the URL: m.1. Don't be afraid, whether you want to leave, Xie An will never let go.

He naturally hoped that Xie Shuci would be willing to stay by his side. If Xie Shuci was unwilling, even if he used strong means, he would not let Xie Shuci escape from him.

"But I don't know that you are Xiao Xun!" Xie Shuci choked up and cursed.

Xie An lowered his eyes and asked, "Do you not know, or do you not want to know?"

"I..." Xie Shuci's throat choked up, but he couldn't speak.

Xie An didn't force him to say anything, maybe because he felt Xie Shuci's stiff body in his arms, his hand on Xie Shuci's waist was much lighter, and he slowly rubbed his back twice. , asked in a gentle voice, "Does your waist hurt anymore?"

His gentle tone is the same as that of being seductive in bed affairs, and the tip of Xie Shuci's nose is full of sourness. Apart from the fear of Xiao Xun in his heart, he also relies on Xie An, listening to him talking to himself as usual , Xie Shuci pursed his mouth and cursed: "Bastard! Beast! What do you think?"

"Then why are you running?"

Xie An put his slender fingers on his waist, kneading it from top to bottom, trying to make Xie Shuci more comfortable.

"You are fucking Xiao Xun, you still want to kill me, can I not run away? Can I not run and wait to die?" Xie Shuci cried, "You still tricked me into not being able to see, let me teach you everything ,shameless!"

"You are a liar! You are a murderer! Sooner or later, I will die in my hands, absolutely! Absolutely!"

Xie An listened to his complaint in silence.

Xie Shuci saw that scolding didn't work, Xie An didn't say a word at all, he just kneaded his waist and abdomen over and over again, and the crying gradually subsided.

He didn't know what Xie An wanted to do, what he wanted to do by his side, what he wanted to do with his own life, and why he did these things with himself. After his killing intent, he didn't even understand what Xie An was going to do at this moment.

He thought, maybe the current Xie An didn't want to kill him yet.

Xie Shuci raised his head from his arms, raised his head with tears in his eyes, looked at his silent face, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Xun, can you let me go? You see, we spend so much time together and share the same bed. For God's sake, can you let me go? I'm just an ordinary person. I don't have anything you need in me. I can guarantee that I will never appear in front of you in my life. No one will know what happened last night. Si Kongye won't know either...you let me go..."

When the truth was completely presented in front of Xie Shuci, his little courage almost collapsed. He didn't have time to figure out whether he was more afraid or sad after knowing the truth. His mind was in a mess, and he needed time. To figure it out, he has to distance himself from Xiao Xun, he just wants to leave now, go to a safe place and slowly think through all this.

Although when he said these words, looking at the boy's brows that gradually cooled down, his heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of arrows, and the pain made it difficult for him to breathe.

In the end, his voice couldn't help but weakened, even with a hint of pleading.

The boy's movements of kneading his waist and abdomen froze, his dark eyes lowered, fixed on Xie Shuci's face with teardrops hanging, and he could clearly see the fear and helplessness written in his eyes.

The anger surging in his body almost burned his rationality, and the severe pain from his heart seemed to tear his body into pieces.

But he can't lose his mind, even in his sleep, he needs to suppress his killing nature, let alone in front of Xie Shuci, how can he lose control?

But Xie Shuci wanted to leave, he was afraid of himself and begged himself to let him go, he wanted to leave him forever?

How could he allow this to happen?

Since he failed to sacrifice Xie Shuci in Longya Secret Realm, he has already decided that Xie Shuci can only be his and can only be kept by his side. How could he let this person go?

Impossible, he won't do it.

Even though he told himself so in his heart, he couldn't ignore the panic caused by Xie Shuci's words.

What if he does go? What if he really never shows up in this life?

Even though he knew it was impossible, Xie Shuci would never leave, but he couldn't control himself to think in the worst direction.

A blood-red scarlet light flashed in his eyes, Xie Shuci held his breath nervously as if he saw something terrible, and stepped back a little unconsciously.

But as soon as Xie Shuci moved, his chin was firmly held, Xie Shuci frowned, and felt that the hand on his chin seemed to crush his bones alive, and he struggled in pain , but the young man pressed even harder, his fingers clasped on Xie Shuci's skin, and his fingertips turned white.

His eyes were fixed on Xie Shuci's face, as if he was a beast that was impatient with hunger. Seeing Xie Shuci was terrified. He didn't want to face Xie An like this, so he turned his head in panic, "let go , Let me go...don't do this..."

"Let go?" the young man murmured, his fingers suddenly tightened, and he pinched Xie Shuci's chin and raised it upwards, so that he had to meet his eyes, "Don't you like me? Don't you care about my past? Don't you want to be with me forever?"

Some bloodshot eyes gradually appeared in his pupils, like a ghost, he looked at Xie Shuci viciously, as if he was about to open his bloody mouth to swallow Xie Shuci in the next moment.

Xie Shuci was stunned, he had never seen Xie An like this before, like a wild beast on the verge of rage, tears rolled down uncontrollably, he pushed hard against the boy's chest, and murmured: " You are not Xie An...not my little blind man...you are Xiao Xun...you are not Xie An..."

"I am." The young man grabbed the hand that was resting on his body, and emphasized his tone, "I am Xie An, and I am also Xiao Xun. Don't you want to know, aren't you curious, now you know, what's the matter? Seeing my real appearance, are you starting to be afraid?"

"Do not……"

Xie Shuci pursed his lips, tears wet the boy's fingertips, "You are not Xie An...you are not Xie An! You are a devil! Give him back to me!"

The young man looked at him, and suddenly smiled lowly, but there was no smile in that smile, it was full of anger, "Okay, I'll give him back to you."

After speaking, he bowed down. He came forward and bit hard on Xie Shuci's trembling lips.

"Woo!" Xie Shuci whimpered, the young man wrapped his long arms around his waist, and leaned over to press him into the bed.

This kiss was different from every other one in the past, it hit Xie Shuci like a storm, without giving him any room to breathe.

Xie Shuci's body suddenly fell into the bed, the tingling pain from below made his lips and teeth tightly closed instantly, his teeth bit on the soft softness that the young man drove straight into, blood instantly spread in his mouth, with a strong bloody smell Added a touch of death to this crazy kiss.

"Well……"

Xie Shuci struggled to say something, but the young man seemed to feel no pain, and deepened the kiss infinitely, to the extreme.

Xie Shuci couldn't bear his anger a little bit, tears mixed with blood slid down his cheeks, and rolled all the way down the front of his clothes.

Xie Shuci let out a low whimper, but he couldn't stop the young man's crazy behavior. His clothes were scattered on the ground, and the pills rolled around. trembling.

"Hmm!" Xie Shuci suddenly snorted, his face turned pale, he bit the corner of the quilt hard, trying to bite the piercing pain into his stomach.

He beat the young man's shoulder vigorously, but the young man remained unmoved at all, tore off the quilt he was biting in his mouth, and bit on it again.

"I was wrong... I was wrong... Please let me go..." Xie Shuci begged intermittently, looking at the faint skylight outside the window, his nerves instantly stretched into a straight line, "They will hear !"

"No, I won't let anyone hear your voice."

Xie Shuci choked, "I'm in so much pain! I'm in so much pain!"

The young man put his hands on both sides of his head and looked down at him, his face was paler than Xie Shuci's, but there was an air of domineering, "Remember this feeling, if you want to leave me, next time I will let you You hurt more."

"Woo..."

Xie Shuci sobbed uncontrollably. He didn't have much strength left in his arms, but he still wanted to push the boy away, "You're not Xie An! You're Xiao Xun! You're going to kill me! I don't want to die... woo... I don't want to die..."

The boy's movements stopped.

Hearing Xie Shuci's desperate cry, he couldn't help putting his hand on his cheek, caressing his skin soothingly, and asked hoarsely, "Xie Shuci, have I ever hurt you?"

"Do you see me the same as you imagined?"

Xie Shuci shook his head vigorously, he was different, he was completely different from Xiao Xun in Xie Shuci's imagination, because of this, he never believed that Xie An would be that pervert, but when the facts were presented to him , when he knew that Xie An buried his killing intent in his heart, he suddenly realized that maybe he had never seen his real appearance, and he just used his appearance to deceive Xie Shuci.

Xie An looked at his sweaty temples, and gently wiped off his sweat with his hand, "Is your liking... a fake?"

Xie Shuci's eyes became hot, he raised his hand and slapped Xie An on the face, his clear voice rang out in the quiet room.

When the numb pain came from his fingers, Xie Shuci froze for a moment. He saw a trace of blood overflowing from the corner of Xie An's mouth, and it slid down his chin. Xie Shuci felt a sharp pain in his heart, and his expression became flustered, "You... ..."

Xie An's eyes were calm, and he watched Xie Shuci closely, but Xie Shuci didn't dare to look at him, as if he felt that his eyes and the blood at the corner of his mouth were extremely dazzling.

Xie An looked at him silently for a moment, then pulled away and sat up from him.

Xie Shuci breathed a sigh of relief, but before he could stand up, he felt a cold dagger being stuffed into his hand.

"What are you doing?!" Xie Shuci was startled, and wanted to throw the dagger out of his palm.

Xie An wrapped his five fingers and pulled him up from the bed.

Xie An held his hand, pressed the tip of the knife against his chest, and looked at Xie Shuci silently.

The sharp point of the knife cut his skin, and blood slid down instantly.

Xie Shuci's arm trembled uncontrollably, trying to pull his hand back, "What are you doing? Let me go."

Xie An just looked at him without moving, his eyes were calm and deep, like a bottomless lake.

"Xie Shuci, I will give you a chance. You have two choices today, kill me and get out of here, or don't kill me, accept me."

Xie Shuci looked into his firm eyes, his arms trembled even more, "Are you crazy? Are you crazy?"

Xie An laughed, "Aren't you very clear about whether I'm crazy?"

Xie Shuci looked into his red eyes and shook his head violently, "Let go! Let me go!"

The palm of his hand holding the handle of the knife was soaked in cold sweat, and his eyes touched the blood oozing from Xie An's chest, like a needle piercing his heart.

Xie Shuci didn't dare to look into his eyes, his whole body was weak, he couldn't face the eyes that seemed to be able to nail him into the bone, he just wanted to leave, leave immediately, escape from under those eyes .

Xie An, however, refused to let him go, wrapped his big hand around the back of his hand, and stabbed hard into his chest, only to hear a "噗嗤", the sharp point of the knife pierced into his chest, and blood flowed down the blade into Xie Shuci's chest. Between the fingers.

Xie Shuci opened his eyes wide in horror, the thick blood made him suffocate as if he fell into the water, "No..."

Xie Shuci's eyes were filled with panic and bewilderment, "Let me go..."

Xie An seemed to feel no pain, he stared at Xie Shuci, his eyes were bloodshot, his tongue was bitten by Xie Shuci, and the blood stained his lips and teeth, in stark contrast to his pale cheeks.

"Do you want me to choose for you?" He tempted Xie Shuci like a ghost.

"No! Let go!"

Xie Shuci could feel that Xie An pressed against the back of his hand, and then pushed the tip of the knife a little bit. Looking at the bloody wound, Xie Shuci's heart seemed to be ripped apart alive, "No, let go I do not want!"

"You're bleeding...you're going to die!" Xie Shuci almost cried.

"Do you care about my life or death?" Xie An just looked at him without blinking, the deep and complex emotions in his eyes made Xie Shuci's scalp tingle.

"Can I fucking not care?" Xie Shuci cried and scolded, completely broken down, "You fucking told me who you are earlier, if I knew you were Xiao Xun, I would have already run away to care if you died or not Live? You clearly know that I don't want to part with it, but you still force me to choose! What should I choose...you bastard!"

Xie Shuci was crying out of breath, his body was hurting, and his heart was uncomfortable. All his emotions were piled up on him, making him unable to think at all. Let yourself kill him, is this something a human can do?

"What did I do wrong, why did you treat me like this..."

Xie Shuci burst into tears, the tears on his face almost made Xie An suffocate.

He looked at Xie Shuci in silence, and after a while, he closed his eyes tightly, took a deep breath, and let go of Xie Shuci's hand.

Xie Shuci immediately threw out the dagger in his hand, sat on the bed while wiping tears while getting dressed, and had to endure the pain in his body.

Xie An propped himself on the bed with one hand, and covered his chest with the other, as overwhelming pain surged over him. His face was unbearably pale, and he leaned gently on the head of the bed, without looking at Xie Shuci again.

Blood gushed from his mouth and ran down his chin.

He probably had no extra strength, leaning against the head of the bed motionless, barely breathing.

Xie Shuci hurriedly put on his clothes, and when he wanted to get out of bed, he found that the corners of his clothes were held in Xie An's palm. He pulled it out of his hand.

Xiao Xun will kill him... Xiao Xun is lying to him... The person he likes should be Si Kongye instead of himself...

Xie Shuci sniffed, he was afraid that Xiao Xun would repent, and he was also afraid that Xiao Xun would kill him in a fit of anger, he stepped down from the bed enduring the pain, before he had time to put on his shoes, he staggered forward for two minutes step.

There was almost no breath behind him, like dense needles, making him unable to move at all. He couldn't help but look back. Xie An was as pale as paper, and blood kept gushing out of his mouth. shocking.

Xie Shuci's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly remembered the devastating pain he felt when he communicated with his spiritual consciousness. By some coincidence, Xie Shuci became unable to control his body.

He couldn't take another step forward, as if if he took another step forward, the people behind him would die like this.

"You, what's wrong with you?"

Xie Shuci gritted his teeth, turned around, and looked at him from a few steps away.

The person on the couch slowly opened his eyes, looking at Xie Shuci with a confused expression, he wanted to raise his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, but he couldn't do it anyway. Xie Shuci has never seen him so fragile, and it is even more impossible to imagine that the person in front of him who can't even lift his arms is the perverted protagonist shou(bottom) written in the book.

Xie An looked at him quietly for a long time, as if he wanted to see something through Xie Shuci's expression, and he didn't know if he saw anything in the end. He suddenly coughed up, and the blood soaked the bedding, which made Xie Shuci's heart hurt. a tight.

Xie An supported the side of the bed and wanted to sit up, but he couldn't use the strength after trying three or five times. Xie Shuci clenched his fists hanging by his side, and restrained himself from going forward to help him.

"Aren't you going?" Xie An gave up and just looked at Xie Shuci motionlessly.

"I..." Xie Shuci murmured, but couldn't say anything.

"Why don't you leave while I have no strength?" Xie An said flatly.

"Aren't you afraid that I will hurt you? Are you not afraid that I will lie to you? I have done so many bad things, you don't like it, you are afraid of me, you say I lie to you, if I don't lie to you, will you like me?"

His eyes were fixed on Xie Shuci, not allowing Xie Shuci to escape.

"You go, maybe one day I will kill you, kill that dog, and kill the people around you."

Xie Shuci felt stuck in his throat, unable to speak a word.

Since I've known Xie An for so long, he's never hurt me, maybe he helped me when I didn't know it.

Just like in the Dragon Tooth Secret Realm, he got the Universe Mirror but didn't have the strength to move it. In the end, maybe Xie An activated the Universe Mirror and saved all of them. He could have left with the Qiankun Mirror, but he didn't. He saved Xie Shuci, the king, and everyone around Xie Shuci.

If he wanted to kill them, why did he save them in the first place?

Xie Shuci couldn't figure it out, but he clearly felt in Xie An's heart that he had a strong killing intent towards him, or it was the destructive arrogance in his heart.

Xie An looked at the hesitant Xie Shuci, and even for a moment, he wanted to tell Xie Shuci all about his madness and why he had murderous intentions towards him, and use them to keep Xie Shuci.

But he can't do that, he has his pride, he is Xiao Xun, he can't allow himself to use such a humble way to keep Xie Shuci.

So he's betting.

Bet that Xie Shuci's liking for him will outweigh his fear.

But there was no sound in the room for a long time, Xie Shuci stood where he was, crying over and over again.

"It's almost dawn, let's go."

Xie Shuci took a deep breath, as if waking up from a dream, took a deep look at Xie An, turned around and walked towards the door.

Xie An looked at his back, his eyes unconsciously shrouded in a haze of despair.

"Aren't you going to take the bell away?" He stared fixedly at Xie Shuci's thin back, his voice was so weak that it seemed to be inaudible.

Xie Shuci was shocked, for some reason, he seemed to understand the meaning of Xie An's words.

What he wanted to talk about was not the bell, but himself.

What he wanted Xie Shuci to take away was not Bell, but himself.

He kept his figure low, almost begging.

Xie Shuci turned his head to the side, looking at the two strings of bells and a branch of peach blossom quietly placed on the table with tears in his eyes.

His heart was pulled hard.