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    Xie Shuci knew that he couldn't leave.

    This man's words shattered Xie Shuci's heart.

    He couldn't bear to let him be alone, he couldn't bear to talk to him in a pitiful tone, he couldn't bear to see him hurt, and he couldn't bear to see him bleed.

    Even if he is Xiao Xun, even if he is Xiao Xun, Xie Shuci is reluctant.

    Although his mind was in a mess, he didn't need to think too clearly.

    Look, Xie Shuci, what if you leave and he dies?

    Xie Shuci's chest felt as if it was about to be dug open, that kind of suffocating pain, Xie Shuci never wanted to experience it again in his life.

    Seeing Xie Shuci stop, the boy on the bed trembled his long eyelashes, and said hoarsely: "Xie Shuci, if you don't take it with you, I won't be able to find yours."

    Xie Shuci took a deep breath. At that moment, he didn't know where the courage came from.

    Ignoring the pain in his body, he strode to the table, grabbed the things on the table, returned to the couch, gritted his teeth expressionlessly, and threw the bell and peach branches on Xie An.

    But Xie An breathed a sigh of relief, couldn't help showing a triumphant smile, and said softly, "Be gentle, don't break it."

    Xie Shuci gritted his teeth tightly, as if he was biting Xie An's neck, his eyes were red with anger, pointed at Xie An and cursed: "You fucking know how to pretend to be pitiful, and when you are in trouble, you fucking die The duck's mouth is stiff, you idiot."

    Xie Shuci really wanted to swear all the swear words he had heard in his life, but seeing Xie An's weak appearance, he couldn't swear very much.

    Xie An didn't mind at all, he picked up a bunch of bells, stretched out his hand and pulled Xie Shuci towards him, but he didn't seem to be able to use much strength, he didn't pull it, Xie Shuci just stood still, Eyes looked at him without blinking.

    He didn't move, and Xie An made a gesture to sit up by himself. As soon as he moved, he couldn't help but coughed, clutching his chest.

    Cough you to death!

    Xie Shuci cursed in his heart, glared at Xie An viciously, and asked fiercely: "What do you want to do? Don't mess with me, I can't control so much now, at worst, we will die together!"

    Xie An looked up at him, "Come here."

    Xie Shuci reluctantly took half a step forward.

    Xie An still couldn't reach him, so he glanced at him, "Go a little further."

    Xie Shuci moved forward impatiently, and then Xie An tied the bell around his waist, "Does it not hurt? Come up to rest, I'll give you a pinch."

    Xie Shuci watched him carefully tie the bell for himself, his movements were careful and gentle, the tip of his nose couldn't help turning sour, and his voice became weaker, "Dirty."

    There was everything on the bed, tears, blood and **, Xie Shuci arched his nose.

    Perhaps his identity has been exposed, and there is nothing else to hide, Xie An waved his hand directly, using spiritual power to wash away the stains on the two people's bodies including the bedding, "Come up."

    "Can I change a room?" Xie Shuci was still a little reluctant to lie on the same bed with him, what if this person killed himself if he got upset?

    Xie An glanced at him, his eyes seemed to say "what do you think".

    After all, he was not the little blind man he knew, Xie Shuci was still a little scared of him, he still cherished his little life, so he could only lower the corners of his mouth, wipe away his tears, and reluctantly climbed onto the bed.

    "hiss……"

    Kneeling on the side of the bed, a burst of tearing pain came from behind, Xie Shuci couldn't help wrinkling his face, and gasped.

    Xie An put his hand on his waist, he was agitated, and immediately slapped his hand down. Xie An narrowed his eyes and looked at Xie Shuci dimly. Xie Shuci met his gaze, his eyes She flickered involuntarily, and said, "I, I stayed temporarily because I saw you were pitiful. You, don't scare me. If you scare me, I will leave."

    "Just your legs now?" Xie An's eyes wandered under his body.

    Xie Shuci's old face turned green, and he slapped him on the back of his hand, "Who the hell is this because of? I don't feel so hurt anymore, and it's all because of you..."

    Maybe it was because he regained some sanity, felt that Xie An was no different from before, and subconsciously spoke to him in the tone he used to face the little blind man.

    "Who made you angry with me?" Xie An said.

    "Who told you to scare me? Even if you are angry, you can't directly, directly say something to me, can you?"

    Xie An was not to be outdone: "Even if you are afraid of me, you shouldn't just walk away and say that kind of angry words."

    "Nonsense, I won't leave and wait to die! And what I said was not angry."

    "I won't kill you."

    "Remember what you said yourself, if I die in your hands, I will definitely become a ghost and hide in your bed every day to curse you if you don't move!"

    Xie Shuci turned Byakugan towards him, gritted his teeth and climbed onto the bed, lying on the quilt.

    Seeing him lying down, Xie An put his hands on his waist and gently kneaded him.

    "Hiss... Take it easy!"

    As expected, Xie An relaxed the strength in his hand.

    Xie Shuci buried his head in the quilt, thinking of something, and quietly glanced at Xie An's face, who knew that when he raised his head, he happened to meet the latter's deep eyes, how could he look at him without blinking? Thank you for your letter.

    At the beginning of Xie Shu's farewell, he asked in a muffled voice, "Aren't you going to treat the wound?"

    "No need." Xie An said.

    Xie Shuci didn't say a word, after a long time, he quietly glanced at Xie An again, only to find that this person was still looking at him motionless.

    "You are sick, why do you always look at me." Xie Shuci muttered.

    Xie An said lightly, "I'm afraid you will run away."

    Xie Shuci lowered his head, "Can I run away?"

    Xie An said: "I can't run away. I have already set up a barrier outside the door. If you didn't come back just now, I wouldn't let you leave. I will tie you up and bring you back to the Buddha Realm, and won't give you freedom."

    Xie Shuci's heart trembled, "Pervert."

    Having said that, Xie Shuci is still a little lucky, it's better to stay by his side than to be tied up by him, right?

    Xie Shuci didn't know what he was thinking or what he was going to do, but he was physically and mentally exhausted now, and he really didn't have the energy to run away. Don't care about him, anyway, it seems that he won't do anything to him for the time being. Let's just leave it like this for now, and wait for him to think it over clearly before discussing other things in the long run.

    "In the future..." Xie Shuci was silent for a long time, then suddenly said.

    "Huh?" Xie An responded lightly.

    Xie Shuci lowered his voice, "No matter what happens in the future, you can no longer threaten me with your life. If there is another time, I will really die with you."

    Xie An paused, and said, "Yes, I see."

    "Don't pretend to be pitiful anymore, you know I'm soft-hearted."

    "I didn't pretend, it hurts."

    Xie Shuci pursed his lips, and couldn't help asking: "Chu Wenfeng said what happened to your soul and body separation? Or you... what happened to your body?"

    Xie An didn't answer immediately, but lay down beside Xie Shuci.

    If it was before today, Xie Shuci would never have imagined that he would be lying on the same bed with Xiao Xun peacefully. This epic invincible murderer was still pinching his waist, but his movements Too familiar, Xie Shuci habitually didn't feel that there was anything wrong.

    Thinking about it the other way around, he would never have imagined that he would fall in love with the protagonist shou(bottom) in this book, and still do that kind of thing, let alone that Xiao Xun also has a normal side, occasionally playing petty temper , pretending in front of Xie Shuci.

    For a while, Xie Shuci's mood became very complicated.

    The little blind man he knew was completely different from the Xiao Xun he had seen in the book, but they had an equal sign between them, the little blind man was Xiao Xun, and Xiao Xun was the little blind man.

    What should do next?

    Xie Shuci couldn't help but sigh.

    He was still waiting to explain to him, but after a wandering mind, he suddenly found that the hand on his waist hadn't moved, Xie Shuci shook his waist, "Go on, it hurts."

    As a result, there was no response for a long time, Xie Shuci turned his head and took a look. Xie An was lying on his side, facing him, gently closed his eyes, breathed evenly, and seemed to have fallen asleep from exhaustion.

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    Can you still sleep at this time?

    Xie An was probably extremely exhausted, and a light blue color appeared in his eyes. Xie Shuci wanted to turn his body to look at him, but just as his body moved, the hands on his waist immediately tightened, and Xie An's originally closed eyes instantly opened , fixedly looked at Xie Shuci.

    Xie Shuci was taken aback, "Aren't you asleep?"

    "Fall asleep." Xie An said hoarsely.

    "Then you'll wake up when I move."

    Xie An didn't shy away, "I'm afraid you're leaving."

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    Looking at his listless appearance, his face was as white as a wall, his eyes almost couldn't be opened, and he still refused to close them, Xie Shuci really couldn't connect him with Xiao Xun in his imagination, he couldn't help but There was some distress.

    Is it possible that the current Xiao Xun has not turned into the one in the book? His current timeline is still before the beginning of this book, maybe Xiao Xun is not so psychologically gloomy?

    Xie Shuci saw that he was holding on to his energy, so he couldn't help but soften his voice, "Go to sleep, I won't leave."

    Xie An lowered his eyes slowly, and murmured a few words, "Don't go...don't go..."

    "Then you remove the barrier."

    "I won't withdraw, I won't let you go, you are mine." Xie An murmured.

    His voice gradually weakened.

    Xie Shuci looked at him with complicated expressions, he could feel Xie An's liking for him, but he did not forget Xie An's raging killing intent towards him buried deep in his heart.

    Xie Shuci pulled his hand on his waist, caressing his slender five fingers, the slight warmth stuck to his skin, Xie Shuci couldn't help but wonder, were his hands really covered with blood? Even after knowing his identity, looking at him close at hand, and holding his hand, Xie Shuci found that he was actually not that scared.

    Rather than fear, he is more reluctant to believe and a sense of crisis.

    In his subconscious mind, the boy in front of him was still his little blind man, who would never hurt him and could give him all the sense of security.

    Would a person who was afraid of him leaving even if he was exhausted to this extent really kill him in the end?

    Xie Shuci's heart became very confused.

    After tossing and tossing all night, he didn't know how many kilograms of tears he cried, and Xie Shuci was already tired. He closed his eyes after thinking about it, and his consciousness fell into chaos.

    Not long after, there were only two shallow breathing sounds in the room.

    Overnight, many things happened in this house, but finally it became as quiet as usual, which is really unimaginable.

    Perhaps it was because he was too tired, Xie Shuci slept very deeply this time, and he didn't have any dreams, so he fell asleep in a daze.

    When he woke up, the sky outside the window was already bright.

    He opened his eyes wide, staring at the curtains on the bed, basically unconscious from the waist down, his mind was in a daze, and it took him a long time to realize where he was.

    Sensing the faint breathing of the people around him, Xie Shuci turned his head in a daze, looking at Xie An who was still asleep.

    "Little blind man..." Xie Shuci murmured, and then he felt something was wrong, his face turned pale, "Xiao Xun?"

    Damn, it feels like a lot of things happened at once last night, and he can't remember clearly.

    Xie Shuci rolled his eyeballs, his eyes were sore and swollen, but he cried like a ghost last night, can he not be sore and swollen.

    I did that thing with the little blind man last night, only to find out his identity again, and made a fuss awkwardly, but after waking up, Xie Shuci didn't feel any sense of reality.

    He stared blankly at Xie An's sleepy eyes, little blind man? Xiao Xun? Xiao Xun? Little blind man?

    Speaking of which, the person he met was Xiao Xun. According to the development of the original book, Xiao Xun should have killed himself in the forest that day.

    On that day, Xie Shuci should have died.

    Why didn't Xiao Xun kill him then?

    What should do next?

    Xie Shuci let out a deep sigh,

    Gazes over the window, and suddenly sees a black head lying on the window looking in, Xie Shuci's whole body is shaken, his eyes widen, and he takes a closer look, there is a person lying on the window, as if talking about something, But Xie Shuci couldn't hear any sound, and he didn't turn his head yet, completely unaware of what he was talking about.

    The man pointed at him angrily, and looked at him as if he was scolding him.

    Xie Shuci frowned, and it took him a long time to realize that this person looked familiar, like that kid Chu Wenfeng.

    Xie Shuci looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he was doing dancing there.

    Standing outside the window, Chu Wenfeng's face was blue with anger. The elder brother asked him to come and see Xie Shuci and Xie An early in the morning, planning to go down the mountain early to attend the evening auction meeting, and take a look at the situation in the city by the way.

    As a result, he walked to the door and knocked on the door with a stick of incense, but no one responded. He tried to push the door but couldn't. Si Kongye sat on the branch and watched enough excitement, and said slowly: "Xie An has set up an enchantment here. , I can’t hear your voice inside, and you can’t get in.”

    Chu Wenfeng gave him a blank look, thinking that you hadn't said it earlier, and let him knock here for a long time.

    So Chu Wenfeng went around the window of the room again, and saw the two people lying on the bed and sound asleep. He shouted outside the window for a long time, but he couldn't hear it at all inside. In the end, they tried it, and even Si Kongye couldn't shake the barrier. Seeing that it was already past noon, and the two of them still hadn't woken up, Chu Wenfeng had no choice but to call them again.

    In the end, Xie Shuci finally woke up, his eyes rolling around like a fool.

    Realizing that the person outside the window was Chu Wenfeng, Xie Shuci's whole body trembled, and he quickly covered himself and Xie An's body with the quilt.

    Chu Wenfeng: "?"

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    The two looked at each other.

    Xie Shuci remembered that he and Xie An were almost fully dressed last night, there was nothing to see.

    So he gave Chu Wenfeng a dry smile.

    Chu Wenfeng cursed loudly, even though there was no sound this time, Xie Shuci could still see what he was cursing.

    "Xie Shuci, you bastard! Are you a pig? What time is it? Still sleeping?"

    Xie Shuci's movement woke Xie An up, he frowned slightly and opened his eyes, looking out the window as if aware of it. Seeing Chu Wenfeng standing outside the window, he waved his hand directly, and the window slammed shut with a "bang".

    Before the window was closed, Xie Shuci saw Chu Wenfeng's blackened face.

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    After closing the window, he looked back at Xie Shuci.

    Xie Shuci's mind was confused, he didn't know what expression to use to face Xie An... Oh no, it was Xiao Xun.

    But it seems that after a night of sleep, the mood is not so heavy.

    Xie An stared at him for a few seconds, "Are you still in pain..."

    However, before he finished speaking, Xie Shuci solemnly interrupted, "Wait."

    Xie An: "?"

    "Let me ask you a few things first."

    Xie An looked lazily, "Ask."

    "You are Xiao Xun?"

    "Um."

    "Will you hurt me?"

    "Won't."

    "Would you hurt someone else?"

    "Unless necessary."

    "Then...do you like Si Kongye?"

    Xie An didn't change his face: "I like you."

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    "Don't answer anything other than my question."

    Xie An raised his brows, "Yes."

    Xie Shuci thought for a while and asked hesitantly, "Do you like me?"

    Xie An: "..."

    "En." Xie An responded, "Are you done asking?"

    "No." Xie Shuci stared at him suspiciously for a moment, and said, "If I ask you next, you must answer me truthfully, otherwise I will draw a circle and curse you!"

    "what?"

    "Don't interrupt!" Xie Shuci glared at him.

    Xie An raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything.

    Seeing him so obedient, Xie Shuci couldn't help being a little complacent, what kind of murderous pervert, isn't he very obedient in front of him.

    Xie Shuci straightened his expression and asked, "Is it true that your eyes can't see?"

    Hearing this, Xie An hesitated for a moment.

    "Don't hesitate, tell me the truth." Xie Shuci pointed at him.

    Xie An was silent, "I'm telling the truth, you can't be angry."

    Xie Shuci immediately said: "Isn't it rare for you to make me angry? I'm not angry."

    "real?"

    "Really, I'm not that kind of person. If I say I'm not angry, I will never be angry."

    Xie An looked at his head suspiciously, but finally shook his head, "No."

    Xie Shuci narrowed his eyes and looked at Xie An quietly.

    "You can see." Xie Shuci's eyes showed a little resentment.

    Xie An was silent for a while, "You said that you won't be angry."

    "You can see." When he said this, Xie Shuci had already gritted his teeth, "From the beginning?"

    Xie An looked at him, a little hesitant.

    "Tell the truth." Xie Shuci said.

    Xie An could only nod his head, "En."

    From the beginning……

    Xie Shuci closed his eyes, recalled the scene after scene of his past, gasped, this guy can see... this guy is not blind at all... he can see clearly what he did before!

    He used to wonder how Xie An, a little trash, could listen to voices and argue so well, he was just like a normal person. It turned out that he could see all the time, and he didn't miss any of the stupid things he did before.

    Xie Shuci took a deep breath and asked, "Can you hear me too?"

    "……Um."

    Xie Shuci really wanted to kick him off the bed.

    He tried to calm himself down, thinking that this person is Xiao Xun, a pervert who could easily kill him, he must be calm, not angry, not as knowledgeable as him, but the anger in Xie Shuci's heart was overwhelming, and he could not control it at all. Can't live.

    Last night, last night, in just two hours, Xie Shuci did something countless times more embarrassing than when he was in Secondary School! Step by step, inch by inch, teach him how to be happy with himself. Love, at that time he was holding a little luck, thinking that he couldn't see it anyway, so where could he be ashamed? But! Now! He knew that this man could see!

    He saw what he had done, his eyes were hot and deep, Xie Shuci dared not think about it, if time could turn back Xie Shuci wanted to go back and dig a hole to bury him!

    "You last night..." Xie Shuci almost squeezed out a few words between his teeth.

    Xie An glanced at his face, "I know it, I don't need you to teach me in the future."

    "..."

    Xie Shuci almost didn't come back in one breath, and almost roared: "No future! You murderous pervert! Who will have a future with you? Pooh!"

    "Don't talk nonsense." Xie An frowned displeased.

    "Nonsense? I scold you lightly! Look at what stupid things you have done..."

    Before Xie Shuci finished speaking, Xie An interrupted him: "You can scold me, but we have a future."

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    Damn, forgot, this person cultivates the Dao of Slaughter, are you afraid that people will scold him?

    "Shameless, you're still happy to scold you, aren't you?" Xie Shuci gave him a blank look.

    "I can't say, I scolded pretty well last night."

    Xie Shuci: "..."

    No wonder the more Xie Shuci scolded last night, the stronger he was, shit! mental disorder ah!

    "Xiao Xun, it turns out that you are a mental disorder and a sex maniac. I misread you."

    Xie An laughed, "Aren't you afraid of me?"

    Xie Shuci gave up on himself and said, "So what if I'm afraid? Will you let me go? If you dare, you will kill me. Eighteen years later, I will be a good man again."

    Xie An stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, and said with a smile, "I won't kill you, if I really wanted to kill you, would I let you live till now?"

    Xie Shuci leaned his arms against his chest, curled his lips and said, "Do I still have to thank you for not killing me?"

    "That's not necessary."

    Leaning in his arms for a while, Xie Shuci realized that his heart was really big, and he just accepted Xie An as Xiao Xun's setting. He was so scared last night, but today he can feel at ease today. Lying in his arms?

    In the final analysis, the image of him as a blind man was deeply ingrained in Xie Shuci's heart.

    Xie Shuci was too flustered last night, and he didn't want to think about it at all. In fact, he didn't believe that Xie An would hurt himself. After being with him for so many days, Xie An had never hurt anyone else. In his heart, if Xie An was Xiao Xun, then Xiao Xun was more like Xie An than he imagined.

    Xie Shuci lay on his stomach and thought for a while, then suddenly raised his head from Xie An, "I want to make a contract with you for four chapters."

    Xie An said: "I only know three chapters of the agreement."

    Xie Shuci glared at him, "First of all, don't hurt me."

    Xie An nodded, "Yes."

    "Don't hurt anyone."

    "Um."

    "Don't threaten me with yourself."

    "Um."

    "Don't lie to me again."

    "Um."

    "No..."

    "Five chapters."

    "Don't interrupt! Don't lie to me."

    "Um."

    "Don't frighten me, and don't frighten my friends."

    "Six chapters, seven chapters."

    "..."

    Xie Shuci stared at him for a long time, and asked, "Why do you want to kill me? Also, what happened to your body? Why did the people from Free & Unfettered Sect chase you down? What did you do to outrageous things?"

    Xie An thought for a moment and said, "I don't want to kill you, but the rules want me to kill you."

    Xie Shuci frowned, "What do you mean?"

    "You know, I practice the way of killing, and I use killing to prove the way. After I met you, I have almost never killed anyone." Xie An didn't want to tell Xie Shuci that his Taoism had been damaged.

    Xie Shuci nodded with a vague understanding, "I seem to understand, just like a vampire, you will get hungry if you don't kill people for too long."

    Xie An, who had no idea what he was talking about, was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Almost."

    Speaking of this, Xie Shuci asked cautiously: "Have you killed many people before?"

    Xie An lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, "Well, a lot."

    Xie Shuci's mood suddenly became heavy, "Then, in the future, can you not kill people?"

    Xie An raised his eyes, looked at Xie Shuci seriously, and said, "Unless necessary, I will not kill anyone."

    Xie Shuci also looked at him, he knew that in the world of cultivating immortals, everyone had some blood on their hands more or less, it would be too far-fetched for Xiao Xun, who proved his way by killing, not to kill people, but he It's a good thing to change.

    But, will he really change because of himself?

    In the plot of the original book, he fought back and forth with Sikong Ye, causing turmoil in Kyushu, implicating countless immortal families, and countless people died in his hands. Xie Shuci is not sure, but he can really make Has Xiao Xun changed?

    "Xie An, after the auction is over, can you come with me? Let's take the king to a small place, can we live a good life?"

    Xie Shuci looked at him with some trepidation. Before knowing his identity, Xie Shuci was absolutely sure that Xie An would agree to him, but the person in front of him was not just a blind man, but Xiao Xun, the young master of one of the four great immortal sects.

    Although he is expelled from the house now, Xie Shuci knows that he will be recognized in the near future. He can own the entire fairy gate, so why should he and Xie Shuci quit a small place to spend the rest of his life?

    Xie Shuci was right. Under his uneasy gaze, Xie An slowly shook his head.

    Xie Shuci's heart sank suddenly.

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