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    "Actually, you have really changed a lot, Xiao Mo."

    Chen Mo probably didn't expect She Yan to say that. Chen Mo was taken aback for a moment, and then asked with a smile, "Really? Has the change been so great that people can't recognize me?"

    Regarding this question, She Yan chose to remain silent. If asked to answer, he would probably say yes. Anyone who has known Chen Mo before knows how much he has changed. This kind of change is not a little bit, but the result of almost changing a person.

    Because of She Yu's silence, Chen Mo also knew the answer. He himself didn't realize how big the change was, but everyone around him knew that this Chen Mo was completely different from the Chen Mo when he was a child, and they had very little in common.

    As Mo Shengren said, when he was a child, Chen Mo had a round face, loved to smile, and had two dimples, the deep ones, which could hold a couple of glasses of wine. The face is because the baby fat has faded away, and now this face can still vaguely see the outline of childhood, but the dimples do not exist at all, and now Chen Mo doesn't like to smile.

    She Yan didn't know when the two dimples disappeared, and when he realized that Fa Xiao's smile became more and more strange, the dimples had also disappeared. As Chen Mo grew up, he knew a lot, and his smile was not as happy as when he was a child. She Yan's so-called strange smile is because Chen Mo often laughs but is not happy at all. That kind of smile is not distracted, as if he has completed a task, and he will smile when he thinks he should laugh now. And after his parents passed away, Chen Mo's laughter became even rarer, because he felt that there was nothing to make him smile.

    The only one who smiled a lot was basically She Yu. But Chen Mo's popularity is still very good, because of his habit, the corners of his mouth are always slightly upturned, as if he is smiling faintly, and he treats people gently, and many people are willing to make friends with him. In comparison, She Yan is a little more disgusted by others.

    People who are not familiar with Chen Mo certainly think he has a good temper and are willing to make friends with him, but those who are familiar with Chen Mo's previous personality, such as She Yan and Mo Shengren, can clearly feel the difference. The smile that could infect others to be happy with him is gone.

    But if Chen Mo is allowed to choose again, he will probably still make such changes, because sometimes, changes are necessary. He will not regret any change, besides, there is no regret medicine in the world.

    She Yan also didn't want to say anything about Chen Mo's changes, he could only say: "Xiao Mo, I still like the original you. You are alone now, why do you want to make yourself so unhappy?"

    "It's obvious that I'm unhappy?" Chen Mo discovered for the first time that She Yan didn't know everything, at least he would know about the people he cared about.

    She Yan didn't say whether it was obvious or not, but said: "Because I know how happy you were before, I know how unhappy you are now."

    Only with comparison can there be an answer, and only by understanding Chen Mo in the past can one know that he is hardly ever really happy now.

    Lu Louyu also asked She Yu, what happened to Chen Mo in the past few years, and there will be such a big change.

    She Yan also said that she was not very clear. He was not a person who was sensitive to emotions. If it wasn't for Chen Mo's performance being too obvious, he might not be able to see it.

    Therefore, if Lu Louyu wanted to ask anything from She Yu, it was basically impossible. He could only say one thing: "I don't know what happened to Xiao Mo, but his change didn't happen all at once, it took a long time in the middle. As he grows older, he completely changes himself."

    "As you know, I don't pay much attention to these things... Most of the time I'm afraid of exposing myself, and I may distance myself from the people around me. Xiao Mo posted it by herself."

    This Lu Louyu knew about it, and he posted it himself back then, because at a young age, She Yu had an air of aloofness that rejected people thousands of miles away, and if she wanted to hook him up, she had to be shameless first make up.

    "I was thinking at the time, your child is not cute at all, you have a dead face at such a young age. It's a waste to smile so pretty but don't like to smile."

    At that time, She Yan sat on the bed with her legs crossed, her chin resting on her hands, and asked Lu Louyu, "You think I'm not cute and you're here to provoke me?"

    "You are not cute if you don't smile, but you are cute when you smile."

    She Yan couldn't help but turned to Byakugan and snorted, but the topic was over like that.

    Of course, the conversation between She Yu and Lu Louyu is in the past tense. Let’s go back to the present, the scene of the conversation between Chen Mo and She Yu.

    Chen Mo should be conscious of his own changes, but he didn't feel his own changes too strongly, or he didn't feel that he had changed that much. In fact, his changes are indeed not too many, but he deliberately restrained his emotions, and in terms of emotions, it seems that he has changed a lot. If he still loves to laugh as much as before, probably no one would say that about him.

    But after getting used to such a mood and disguise, it is almost impossible for him to return to his previous state all at once. In addition, he was still young at that time, and now he is 20, how can he still be the same as when he was a child.

    She Yan also didn't ask Chen Mo to change back completely, he just hoped that Chen Mo could be happier.

    It's just that Chen Mo finally gave him this answer: "But Xiaoyazi, you have to know that I am used to the way I am now, and it is impossible for me to change immediately. How many years have I not laughed like I did when I was a child? Are you sure I don't know, and I don't know myself."

    Then there was silence, the two were relatively silent for 5 minutes, She Yan sighed, "I know, I just hope you can be happy."

    "I'm happy if you're fine."

    "Xiao Mo, I don't like it when you say that." She Yan frowned, he really didn't like this answer very much. The first reason is that the two of them were originally two individuals, not even related by blood. Chen Mo's words put a lot of pressure on She Yu. The second reason is because She Yu felt guilty. After all, he did not pay as much to Chen Mo as Chen Mo did to him, which seemed selfish.

    "Little Fangzi, I know the world is unfair, so I have never asked for anything in return. You don't need to feel guilty or anything, I think about you, because I treat you as my younger brother, and I think it's right for me to take care of you. I don't want you to be unhappy because of this."

    The conversation between the two ended here. As Chen Mo knew, She Yan was very stubborn, and his thoughts would not be easily changed, so she was not very willing to listen to what Chen Mo said, and he did not promise Chen Mo anything. .

    At the same time, Chen Mo is also very stubborn, and he will not change his behavior because of She Yu's thoughts, so during this conversation, She Yu only understood that Mo Shengren knew Chen Mo's identity, and Chen Mo knew that Mo Shengren had been looking for him. , everything that follows is almost unanswered.

    When the two came out of the room, there was Mo Shengren standing like a statue at the door, and Lu Louyu sitting on the sofa not far away.

    Mo Shengren grabbed Chen Mo and entered the room again, slammed the door shut and had another round of conversation. She Yan couldn't react, she didn't come back until the door was closed, she narrowed her eyes and made a note of Mo Shengren in her heart.

    Head Lu stepped forward to pull his little snake, and took the people to lunch. Let them settle the matter of the two of them by themselves.

    "I don't like Mo Shengren at all." She Yan was still complaining while eating her lunch. He felt that Mo Shengren was not good enough for his little Mo.

    "You don't have to like him, you just need to like me."

    "You said they would be together?"

    "I think it's quite strange, because Chen Mo doesn't seem to want to get involved with Ah Ren very much."

    She Yan curled her lips, "That's for sure. The person he was looking for was always by his side, but he didn't even notice it. This kind of person will never be a good partner."

    "Then what kind of person is a good partner?" Lu Louyu couldn't hold back for a moment and asked.

    But She Yan didn't answer Lu Louyu, and changed the subject instantly, "Xiao Mo said you're a scumbag."

    "Huh? Why?"

    "Because you said you wanted to marry me, but you ran away and forgot about me without any news for more than ten years." She Yanzai carefully counted Lu Louyu's crimes, but they were all truthful and not exaggerating. Lu Louyu was a little bit dumbfounded, but at the same time he was too helpless to refute.

    "He also said that if he had known you were that scumbag, he wouldn't have helped you."

    "Then I'd like to thank him for not recognizing me as that scumbag." Captain Lu said with a smile, "Then do you think I'm a scumbag?"

    "No way..."

    "So unsure?"

    "You are very kind to me..." She Yu paused, "But those ten years are also true."

    Lu Louyu doesn't mind being called a scumbag. When he was a child, he provoked She Yan and ran away by himself. He can't play tricks on this fact, so it is not wrong for Chen Mo to say that he is a scumbag, but that will only be the past. He will never be a scumbag in the future. So he looked at She Yan with his chin up, his eyes full of tenderness, "I won't refute what happened over the past ten years, so I think I should give you compensation."

    "What compensation?" She Yan tilted her head curiously.

    "Does being twice as good for you count?"

    "How do you treat me twice as well?"

    "I have to think about this."

    There were pink bubbles between She Yan and Lu Louyu. The other members of the team covered their faces and ran away when they saw the state of the two of them. They didn't see it. This was their cold, domineering, sullen and unreasonable boss. what? Are you sure it wasn't taken away by someone or had a fever?

    Of course, Lu Louyu is still the same Lu Louyu. It can only be said that when facing different people, there are always different attitudes. She Yan is the person he has decided to cherish for the rest of his life, and is his partner, so he wants to leave his most tender side to him. Others, of course, do not have this treatment.

    However, there are still a few people in the team who are not so gregarious. They also feel blind, but more of them are helpless. How the hell can they show their affection during a meal, so that people can eat well? Wouldn't it be nice to talk about love and go back to the room after eating!

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