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    Waiting for a snow in June

    On May 1st, catkins are flying all over Yongxiang Street.

    Su Qianyi was slammed into the flying man by the speeding car and fell heavily to the ground, her internal organs seemed to be displaced, and her body hurt so much that it made people cry. But he didn't pay attention to the injuries on his body, he just looked blankly at the catkins flying in the sky.

    He thought these were snow, he wanted to catch the snow and wait for Xie Jingan to come back.

    When Xie Jingan was thirty-eight years old, he told Su Qianyi that he was going on a business trip far away and would be away for a long time, so it was not convenient to take him with him, and he could not answer his phone calls.

    Fortunately, the people around have taken care of it, so that Su Qianyi won't be hungry or cold, so he asked Su Qianyi to wait for him to come back at home.

    Su Qianyi asked unhappily: "Then when will you come back?"

    Xie Jingan looked at him and smiled gently as before, then he looked out the window and whispered: "When it snows in June, I will be back."

    Su Qianyi's face was very unhappy, he didn't want Xie Jingan to leave. Xie Jingan gently said "be obedient", then he will be obedient.

    He waited obediently and obediently for two years, feeling aggrieved and impatient, but he could only wait, because he couldn't find Xie Jingan and didn't know where to look for it, and no one would ever answer his calls to Xie Jingan.

    After finally waiting until June, he ran to the street and waited from morning to night, waiting for a snowy day.

    He was looking forward to snow every day in June, but two Junes have passed, and there has been no snow.

    In winter, he would hate to think, why can't he come back in winter, there is a lot of snow in winter.

    This year is the third year that Su Qianyi has been waiting for Xie Jingan, and catkins suddenly floated over the city today.

    Although it just entered May, Su Qianyi was very happy. He looked at the white things floating in the sky and stubbornly believed that they were snow.

    It's snowing, Xie Jingan should be back.

    He happily ran after catkins, and happily said that it was snowing. Then he was hit by a car that was driving wildly.

    Xu is at the final stage of his life, but Su Qianyi, who is over forty years old but has always had the same IQ as a child, suddenly wakes up, and the past flashes before his eyes.

    On Yongxiang Street, everyone who knew him and Xie Jingan knew that they were brothers, cousins ​​who were closer than brothers. In fact, they are not brothers at all, and they are not even related to each other by blood.

    When Su Qianyi was twenty-one years old, someone smashed his head and oppressed his nerves. From then on, he looked like a child of four or five years old.

    From then on, Xie Jingan brought him by his side until they were thirty-eight years old. When Xie Jingan was seriously ill, he even made a promise that could never be fulfilled, just to keep him from being sad.

    Speaking of which, he and Xie Jingan only met a few times in high school.

    Xie Jingan, who has no parents, has been living with his grandfather. But he was very motivated and good at studying, so he was poached by the school leaders directly after the high school entrance examination. For Xie Jingan, the school has a living allowance every year. He is a talent that the teachers value and is also a role model for the school to enroll.

    Su Qianyi is a good student, so if she works hard, she should be able to get into a good school.

    His family is well-off, and he has a small company and his own factory. His life plan is to join the company after graduating from the last university, or to study abroad, wander around abroad and return to China before joining the company to manage the industry.

    Su Qianyi's and Xie Jingan's social circles are different, and there would not be any deep intersection, but every school has the kind of students who like to bully others, and their school is no exception.

    Xie Jingan's grades are very good, basically in the top three of the grade, and he is highly valued by the teachers. It’s just that his family’s conditions are not good, and he studies with his head down every day. He has been wearing a school uniform all the time. After a long time, the color of the school uniform is a little gray.

    Some students from wealthy families and poor academics could not understand him. They felt that such a person had no right to oppress them, so they wanted to bully him.

    Although the teacher valued Xie Jingan, there were always times when he couldn't take care of it.

    Su Qianyi happened to see Xie Jingan being besieged by several people, so he helped him casually and sent him to the infirmary.

    Su Qianyi looks good, her family background is good, her studies are not bad, she can be regarded as a man of the school.Given his attitude towards Xie Jingan, Xie Jingan's life is much easier.

    Except for a few times of helping, neither of them said a few words.

    One month before the college entrance examination that year, a roommate of Xie Jingan ran to the classroom with his notebook locked in the cabinet.

    The man put the notebook in front of Su Qianyi's desk and shouted loudly: "Su Qianyi, this is Xie Jingan's notebook, take a look, everything written in it is related to you..." After the words, it was full of ambiguity and gloating.

    The name of Su Qianyi was written on the opened notebook, which was the secret thoughts of the taciturn Xie Jingan.

    Anyone who saw this knew what it represented. Xie Jingan, who was sitting in the classroom and gnawed at the question, suddenly stood up under the eyes of everyone who looked at him in different ways.

    He probably never thought that his secret thoughts would be exposed under everyone's noses and become a topic of discussion, so there was no way to hide the expression on his face.

    Su Qianyi raised her eyes, and what she saw was Xie Jingan's trembling hands clutching the hems of his trousers, Xie Jingan's pale face without a trace of blood, and his desperate eyes.

    People panic to the extreme, and they are also extremely pitiful.

    Su Qianyi is actually a very indifferent person, he doesn't have much sympathy for others, and he doesn't talk to others easily.

    But at that moment, under the eyes of everyone watching the play, he thanked Xie Jingan.

    When everyone was dumbfounded, he looked straight at Xie Jingan and said, "In another month, after the college entrance examination is over, I can fall in love."

    Amidst whistles, cheers and some discordant voices, Su Qianyi gently closed the notebook.Both he and Xie Jingan understood that those words were just helping one person out of a siege.

    The people around may or may not know, but they are not too excited to watch, they are all commenting that Su Qianyi said this to Xie Jingan.

    Xie Jingan's feelings for Su Qianyi represent a small number of people, and if it is suddenly exposed, some people will feel disgusted, some will feel disgusted, and some will attack him with this matter.

    Maybe in just one month, he will be destroyed by various rumors.

    The two-way relationship will always resonate, and some people may say some nasty things if they don't like it, but in the end, we must take Su Qianyi's face into consideration and not go too far.

    Things have come out, gossip is necessary, and it must be controlled within an acceptable range.

    Su Qianyi didn't have any special feelings for Xie Jingan, he just said these words because he felt that there was no need to ruin a person who was running hard.Besides, he is used to being frivolous, and he doesn't take those pointing points to heart.

    As time goes by, the college entrance examination will come soon.

    Su Qianyi performed well and was admitted to Jin City University, majoring in finance.He didn't deliberately avoid or inquire about Xie Jingan's grades, but Xie Jingan did well in the exam and was admitted to the computer department of Capital University.

    The two never saw each other again.

    When Su Qianyi was 20 years old, his family's company was broken down due to unfavorable investment in real estate. At the same time, the family's factory building caught fire for no reason, all the goods were burned, and many people were burned. He needed to pay a large sum of money.

    It wasn't long before Su's father went out to collect debts and had a car accident, and his mother fell into a trance and died after being stimulated.

    Only Su Qianyi and his younger brother Su Jing, who just entered high school, were left in the Su family. The company and factory were divided up by relatives and outsiders, leaving them with nothing but debts.

    From then on, Su Qianyi began to take care of himself and Su Jing's life.

    When Su Qianyi was 21 years old, Su Jing was lured to take drugs. Because he had no money to buy drugs, he knelt on the ground and begged others to take a sip for him.

    The uncle's cousin, Ji Wensi, stood aside with some playboys, videoed and laughed, and then sent the video to Su Qianyi's mobile phone.

    When Su Qianyi arrived, Su Jing was kneeling and licking the drugs off Ji Wensi's shoes...

    Su Qianyi took the wine bottle on the table and threw it straight at Ji Wensi's head. During the fight, Su Qianyi who was alone was pinned to the ground, and countless things fell on him with punches and kicks.

    Ji Wensi hit him hard on the head with a thick chair, when the blood flowed into his eyes and turned black, Su Qianyi saw Su Jing stabbing Ji Wensi's stomach with a knife.

    When he woke up again, the matter had been clarified, Ji Wensi was dead, and his younger brother was killed in the fight.However, Su Qianyi, an adult, has become a person with an IQ of only a few years old because of a nerve injury in his head.

    Uncle and aunt hated him because of his son's death, so naturally they didn't want to talk to him.

    Seeing that Su Qianyi was homeless and didn't even have a place to live, Xie Jingan appeared and took him as a burden by his side.

    This area is from twenty-one to thirty-eight years old.

    These years Su Qianyi's mind has been like a child, but Xie Jingan is very patient with him.Xie Jing'an was just a student who hadn't graduated back then, and he suffered a lot for Su Qianyi.

    He eats the cheapest food by himself, but gives Su Qianyi the best food within his ability.

    He works day and night, hoping to pay next month's rent.

    After graduating and working, the situation is slightly better.

    Xie Jingan is very capable, and it is easy to find a job with a good salary.

    It's a pity that with Su Qianyi by his side, he gave up many opportunities.

    In good conscience, if Xie Jingan gave up on Su Qianyi, he would have a pretty good future both in terms of money and relationships.It's just that Su Qianyi became his stumbling block, and it was also a stumbling block that he took the initiative to take with him.

    Xie Jingan has taken good care of Su Qianyi these years, even if many people call Su Qianyi a fool, he is still a clean, beautiful and likable fool.

    These years, Xie Jingan worked hard to earn and save money, just because he was afraid that one day if he passed away first, Su Qianyi would be left on the street because of no one to take care of him.

    It's just that he never thought that this day would come so soon.

    Xie Jingan brought Su Qianyi to live in Yongxiang Street. This place is not the center of the city, but a suburb, not very prosperous, and far away from his work place, but Xie Jingan likes it here.

    Aunt Zhang who is straightforward upstairs, Uncle Wang who loves to chatter about playing chess downstairs, and even Aunt Liu who is opposite each other, they all have some obvious shortcomings, but they have the most important advantage of Xie Jingan, that is, human touch.

    On weekdays, Xie Jingan deliberately dealt with these humane neighbors, helping them with small favors from time to time, he brought Su Qianyi to get acquainted in front of them.

    After Xie Jingan knew that he was seriously ill and would die soon, he entrusted Su Qianyi to these people with money.He has already taught Su Qianyi how to use the bank card and how to withdraw money, and he has also bound WeChat to pay directly, but he is worried that Su Qianyi will not be able to keep the money.

    He also didn't dare to send Su Qianyi to the nursing home alone, he had already secretly investigated that people who hadn't been taken care of for a long time sometimes lived worse than beggars outside in the nursing home.

    Worried that these neighbors would be too troublesome and afraid of being gossiped about, Xie Jingan specially hired a lawyer to do a notarization. As long as they take care of Su Qianyi, the money will be theirs.

    Xie Jingan knows that people's hearts are unpredictable, but he can't protect Su Qianyi anymore. He has considered all aspects, and even left some money for Su Qianyi's self-defense.

    His requirements are not high, and he hopes that for the sake of money, the humane neighbors will take care of Su Qianyi and prevent him from starving and freezing.

    Before he died, Xie Jingan was still telling everyone that Su Qianyi was very obedient and clean, and would not cause them too much trouble. If Su Qianyi got angry, hope everyone would not care about him because of his lack of intelligence.

    Su Qianyi, who was getting more and more difficult to breathe, was crying from the pain all over her body.

    My body hurts, and my heart hurts too.

    He thought, if you say he is stupid, Xie Jingan is the real fool.

    If he wasn't really stupid, how could he guard a demented person for so many years.Throwing him into a nursing home, and visiting him by chance will not lead to such an early death.

    He felt sorry for a fool, how could that fool know who he really was.

    ——

    On the street of Yongxiang, someone yelled that the little fool had a car accident, and many people gathered around him.

    The racing man wanted to escape, but he was held down severely, and someone spat at him and said, "Damn it, drag racing here..."

    Someone pushed aside the crowd and squatted beside Su Qianyi and shouted, "Little fool, little fool..."

    Su Qianyi looked at the unfamiliar and familiar people around him, the panic and uneasiness remained on their faces, he opened his mouth to speak, but his voice was a little low, and no one could hear what he was saying amidst the noise .

    There was a woman over fifty squatting beside him, seeing this scene she hurriedly lowered her head, only to hear Su Qianyi calling Xie Jingan's name intermittently and clearly.

    Aunt Zhang looked at the bloody man on the ground and wiped her tears. She looked at Su Qianyi's bright eyes that were different from the usual dull eyes and couldn't help but said: "Little fool, are you not stupid anymore? Do you miss your brother, he is coming back soon. "

    Su Qianyi smiled, he wanted to say that he was not stupid anymore, he remembered who Xie Jingan was, and knew that he would not come back, but the pain all over his body made him unable to speak out anymore.

    When plunged into darkness, Su Qianyi looked at the catkins floating in the sky, and some of them were slowly falling towards him. He thought in a daze that the catkins were fake snow. That's good too, he can look for Xie Jingan before he comes back.

    He was afraid that Xie Jingan would be dead-headed when he got down there, and would always stand at Naihe Bridge waiting for him, thus delaying his reincarnation.

    ——

    In this season of catkins flying, the little fool known to everyone on the streets of Yongxiang died, and his neighbors buried his ashes with Xie Jingan's.

    They bought a cheap cemetery for the two, with their names engraved on the tombstone.

    Later, someone on the streets of Yongxiang said that they had no willow trees here and hadn't seen catkins for many years, and that the catkins that floated in that scene were because Xie Jingan was worried about Su Qianyi, afraid that he would be wronged, so he took him away.

    ——

    Su Qianyi woke up with palpitations, uneasy and dripping with cold sweat, he sat up suddenly and panted, the pain from the impact seemed to still remain on his body, his thoughts were still immersed in the memory of the intersection between Xie Jingan and himself just before he died, and he felt uncomfortable. He is not a person who talks emotionally, but at the moment there are still salty tears hanging from the eye sockets and the corners of his mouth.

    It hurts so much!

    Taking a deep breath, Su Qianyi slowed down for a long time, and finally recovered, looking up at the surrounding environment with strange eyes. He was a little dazed, this was the room he used to live in, and the house was auctioned off later, a place he never lived in again.

    Thinking of some possibility, Su Qianyi twisted his thigh hard. When the pain spread to his brain, his eyes lit up, and everything was real.

    Su Qianyi hurriedly picked up the phone on the table, opened it and saw the time on it, his eyes suddenly widened. The time shows that the college entrance examination has just ended, and he has just turned eighteen.

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