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    Knowing that they are worried, but he can't say a lot of things

    That night, Su Jing slept very peacefully.

    He took a long hot bath, then walked out of the bathroom and lay on the bed in a daze, but he couldn't fall asleep. My mind is messed up and I don't know what to think.

    After an unknown period of time, he fell asleep.

    Su Jing was originally the kind of person who only fell asleep unless it was time or woken up by urination, otherwise he would not even have a dream, and the quality of sleep can be said to be very good.

    But tonight, he slept restlessly. He was half asleep and half awake, obviously asleep, but he could still feel the movement in the room, for example, Su Qianyi came over and gently covered him with the quilt.

    He could feel it, but he couldn't open his eyes.

    When he was in a daze, he saw everything that happened today again. The man who jumped off the building because of gambling, the tattooed hand kept dangling in front of his eyes, and he wanted to grab him and walk with him to the casino.

    He ran desperately, and finally escaped from the hand. When he was leaning against the wall and breathing heavily, an irrational person appeared in front of him due to the onset of gambling addiction... Then, that person knelt on the ground and desperately begged someone to give him a hand. The person who took a sip became his likeness.

    Su Jing panted in shock, opened his eyes and sat up. He grabbed the clothes on his chest and his eyes were full of horror.

    Su Qianyi, who hadn't slept all this time, brought a glass of warm water to his mouth and fed it to his mouth. Su Jing drank blankly. After a glass of water, his thumping heart calmed down a lot.

    Su Qianyi put the teacup aside, while he grabbed Su Jing's cold hand and said warmly, "It's all right."

    Su Jing saw his aggrieved eyes turn red, he firmly held Su Qianyi's hand and tremblingly said: "Why did you show me those, I hate you."

    Seeing his tears falling, Su Qianyi paused, thinking that he was still a child after all, so she reached out and pressed him to her heart: "If you are afraid, remember, don't be pulled in by others."

    Su Jing sobbed softly. It was the first time that he and Su Qianyi were so close since childhood.

    Although the sense of fear has not disappeared, Su Jing feels much better when he is next to Su Qianyi and feels his body temperature.

    After waiting for an unknown amount of time, Su Qianyi felt his shoulders go numb, he moved his body, and seeing that Su Jing hadn't moved, he gently put him down on the bed.

    Seeing that Su Jing's eyebrows were still furrowed, Su Qianyi sighed, but didn't take out his tightly held hand. Su Jingcheng was inseparable from his brutal methods, so it was also his responsibility to completely appease Su Jing's emotions.

    In the second half of the night, Su Jing's sleep quality was not as good as usual, but luckily he was not frightened and woke up again.

    Su Jing opened his eyes, it was already dawn, and before he did anything else, Su Qianyi pulled out his hand that had been held all night: "When you wake up, wash your face and brush your teeth, and I'll send someone to bring you some breakfast."

    Su Jing looked at his hands and muffled, he vaguely remembered that whenever he felt palpitations and wanted to open his eyes, someone would always comfort him softly. Feeling the residual temperature on the hand, maybe it is not a dream, but something that really happened.

    Su Jing quietly raised his eyes and glanced at Su Qianyi. He was on the phone, his side face seemed to be gilded under the sunlight, which looked extraordinarily beautiful. It's just that the expression on his face was too pale and cold, and he couldn't imagine that he would cover his eyes with his hands when the blood was coming.

    Su Jing washed up slowly, and after he took care of his personal hygiene, breakfast was delivered.

    The best hotel breakfast was originally very rich, but Su Qianyi only wanted some simple things.

    The two ate breakfast in silence. Su Jing was hungry, but he couldn't eat anything, so he bit the bullet and ate something to fill his stomach. Su Qianyi ate no more, no less, as usual.

    After breakfast, Su Jing looked at the calm Su Qianyi and couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you going to rest?"

    Su Qianyi stood up: "Call your parents back."

    It was only then that Su Jing thought of his cell phone that had no power. He walked into the room and saw the cell phone lying quietly on the bedside table. Reaching out to take it, I found that the phone was fully charged.

    With his toes, he could figure out that this was Su Qianyi's fault.

    Su Jing turned on the phone and found that there were a lot of missed calls and text messages, and there were also messages on the chat software that various videos were hung up by default.

    Seeing the names of Su Xian and Ji Yiqing, Su Jing's nose was sore, he called Ji Yiqing's number, and the phone was connected as soon as it rang. It is not difficult to imagine the situation on the other side.

    After all, Su Jing was young and had never experienced any setbacks. He couldn't control his emotions. He couldn't speak after calling his mother in a nasal voice. Ji Yiqing's extremely gentle voice came: "Xiao Jing, I bought you Do you like sneakers?"

    Su Jing said angrily, "No."

    "Don't you like it?" Ji Yiqing said again: "If you can't grab it, your dad has friends over there, you can..."

    "Mom, I just don't like it all of a sudden." Su Jing interrupted him, "I don't think foreign countries are good at all. I want to go home."

    "Then come back." Ji Yiqing said softly.

    Su Jing hummed, and his tone was as light as possible: "I just miss you and Dad."

    Ji Yiqing smiled: "We miss you too, just say it when you get on the plane, and we will pick you up at the airport."

    Su Jing responded, and when he hung up the phone, he snorted twice in his heart, he should have sued his parents, who asked Su Qianyi to take him to those places, but he never said those words.

    Su Jing never expected that Su Xian and Ji Yiqing knew everything long ago. Otherwise, he wouldn't have so many missed calls and text messages in his hand. Of course, Su Qianyi also has them on his phone.

    After all, the card was given by Su Xian, and Su Xian knew every sum of money that Su Qianyi swiped, so when he saw a large sum of money from the casino, Su Xian was startled and panicked.

    She was surprised that the money might have been spent by Su Qianyi and Su Jing, and panicked, what if it wasn't spent by them.

    So before Su Qianyi took the initiative to contact her, Su Xian's heart was always hanging.

    He didn't want Ji Yiqing to worry at first, but Ji Yiqing had to call Su Jing every day. Seeing that the phone couldn't get through, Ji Yiqing was very flustered, worried and regretful all over, what should she do if something happened to her child abroad.

    Seeing her like this, Su Xian talked about a large sum of money being swiped in the casino.

    The two made various guesses, and they didn't settle down until they received a call from Su Qianyi.

    After confirming that the two of them were fine, Su Xian hesitated and asked Su Qianyi if they lost their cards... In fact, this may not be the case at all. After all, the cards have passwords, and even if they are lost, they cannot be stolen.

    Su Qianyi did not lie, and said bluntly: "I used the money in the casino."

    "Are you going to gamble?" Su Xian's tone was incredible, while Ji Yiqing exclaimed, "What's going on?"

    "It's not gambling..." Su Qianyi hesitated for a while before telling Su Jing about the consequences of gambling and taking drugs.

    He knew that what he did would make people suspect that his purpose was not pure. After all, gambling and drugs are the things that can most destroy people's will. But he didn't know how to tell Su Xian and Ji Yiqing about the rebirth, he didn't even dare to speak easily.

    Now he doesn't know how many enemies there are in the dark, and he doesn't know if there are any by his side. What if something goes wrong and starts some waves that are not under his control, then what should we do.

    He lives again, not to lose.

    Moreover, Su Xian and Ji Yiqing don't necessarily believe what he said, because the Ji family is involved.

    Now they do have some estrangement with Ji's family, but they, especially Ji Yiqing, will never think of their family so badly. For some things, it is better to come up with intuitive evidence, otherwise relying on words alone is not convincing.

    After hearing what he said, Su Xian and Ji Yiqing didn't say anything for a long time.

    Finally Su Xian said: "Okay, I understand, you all pay attention to safety."

    Su Qianyi responded, and finally took a photo of Su Jing sleeping and sent it over.

    ——

    When Su Jing called, Su Qianyi had already packed her luggage.

    With these things happening, it is impossible for Su Jing to still have the desire to play, so it is necessary to go back.

    He waited in the room for a while, estimated the time before going out.

    Su Jing was squatting on the sofa playing games on his mobile phone, when he saw his suitcase froze, Su Qianyi said, "I've already booked the ticket back."

    Su Jing grunted and went to pack her things.

    After getting on the plane back home, Su Qianyi caught up on sleep on the plane, but Su Jing never fell asleep.

    He spent a long time looking at Su Qianyi, only to feel that he was very strange to this brother. He thought, how could an older brother in this world let his younger brother see those things, wouldn't he be afraid of leaving a shadow in his heart?

    He couldn't figure out why Su Qianyi did this, but he knew that Su Qianyi was doing it for his own good.

    Gambling and drugs, you can't touch it, you can't touch it, if you touch it, it will be ruined.

    Su Qianyi fell asleep on the plane, and when he woke up, the plane was landing.

    When they got out of the station, they immediately saw Su Xian and Ji Yiqing waiting at the exit.

    Su Jing ran over and hugged Ji Yiqing tightly, Su Xian also stroked his hair, and then looked at Su Qianyi.

    After getting into the car, the family was silent.

    The driver of the car also felt the weird atmosphere, and he drove the car at the fastest speed without making a sound.

    When he got home, Su Jing relaxed, and he was obviously a little attached to Ji Yiqing. Ji Yiqing originally asked Mama Zhang to prepare food, so it's fine if he doesn't want to eat.

    After a while, Su Jing yawned and went upstairs to sleep.

    In his own home, he could finally feel at ease.

    Su Xian called Su Qianyi to the study, and Ji Yiqing brought them tea and fruit juice.

    After the three fell down, Ji Yiqing finally couldn't help but said: "Qian Yi, why do you think about taking your brother to those places?"

    "A person I know, two years older than him, was lured into these two things by people close to him..." Su Qianyi lowered her eyes and said softly: "Our family is in this position, and there are inevitably people with ulterior motives around us." Well, Su Jing is still young and innocent, if someone around him really has such thoughts, he should be prepared."

    Ji Yiqing's delicate brows were tightly frowned: "Qian Yi, I'm not blaming you for taking him to that kind of place. I mean, you shouldn't go to those places."

    When she said these words, she looked cautious, afraid that she might not express herself clearly, or that Su Qianyi might misunderstand her meaning.

    Su Qianyi said: "I know, it's just this one time, it won't happen again in the future."

    Ji Yiqing wanted to say something else, Su Xian patted her hand, Ji Yiqing glanced at him, then got up and said to prepare food for them.

    When the door of the study was closed again, Su Xian looked at Su Qianyi and said, "You, you didn't discuss with us before doing these things."

    Su Qianyi: "Can we still make it after discussing it?"

    Su Xian: "..."

    Su Qianyi said again: "Dad, tell Mom, don't tell anyone about this, especially uncle and the others."

    Su Xian narrowed his eyes slightly: "What? Don't want your uncle to know?"

    Su Qianyi looked indifferently and half-truthfully said: "My mother has some opinions about my grandparents, but she treats my uncle the same. This is not a glorious thing. If she chats with my uncle and leaks something, maybe it will be passed on to the end. My brother and I have become gamblers in the outside world."

    Su Xian glanced at him, then nodded: "Don't worry, your mother and I won't talk about it. But only this time, if there is a next time, no matter what the reason, I will break your legs."

    Su Qianyi promised that there would be no next time, if there was a next time, Su Jing's leg would definitely be lost.

    In fact, he could see that Su Xian half-believed his words, but fortunately, most of them trusted him.

    Su Qianyi immediately confirmed the working time with Su Xian, and then he went out without anything else, ready to meet Xie Jingan.

    In the past few days, Xie Jingan has been sending him photos of Xie Grandpa, and it can be seen that Xie Grandpa's spirit is getting better every day.Now that he's back home, he should go and see it.

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