standing in the light

When Su Qianyi received Xie Jingan's call, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but before he had time to speak, a strange voice came from the other end of the phone, saying that Xie Jingan was unconscious and admitted to the hospital.

Su Qianyi's head went blank when he heard this, and he didn't know what to say for a while. He bit the tip of his tongue and quickly controlled his emotions, then calmly asked what happened while checking the fastest flight.

When the person on the phone said that the patient fainted inexplicably and was already undergoing an examination, Su Qianyi said solemnly: "Please take good care of him, I will rush over as soon as possible."

After hanging up the phone, Su Qianyi immediately went to the high-speed rail station, because the fastest flight is three hours, and the high-speed rail leaves in an hour.

Since his rebirth, Su Qianyi has never regretted it as much as he does now. If he and Xie Jingan had gone to school in the same city, such a thing would not have happened today. The lover had an accident and couldn't arrive at the first time, which was really very uncomfortable.

The distance will not be shortened because of people's anxiety, and it may even make people feel long and unbearable. Fortunately, no matter how long the distance is, it will be reached. After leaving the station, Su Qianyi took a taxi to the hospital, and when he arrived, Xie Jingan had already finished the examination but hadn't woken up yet.

The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with the examination, and the syncope should have been stimulated by something.

Before entering the ward, Su Qianyi was blocked by several people.

He was shocked when he saw the people in front of him. These people in front of him were none other than the people living on the streets of Yongxiang, Aunt Zhang, Uncle Wang and so on. When Xie Jingan took him to live in Yongxiang, it was only a few years later, their appearance at that time was not much different from now. To these people, they are strangers who have never met, and to Su Qianyi, they are just a dream that he closed and opened his eyes.

The people and things in the dream have never been forgotten.

Su Qianyi still remembered that when he regained his senses after a car accident, Aunt Zhang wiped her tears and asked him if he missed Xie Jingan, and lied to him that Xie Jingan would be back soon.

The past floated in my mind like a fleeting image, and it was inevitable that she would lose her composure if she was as restrained as Su Qianyi.

Aunt Zhang originally wanted to say that the people in the ward fainted themselves, and it had nothing to do with them. They sent people to the hospital out of kindness, and hoped that they would not encounter Pengci. But the very handsome young man with clear eyebrows and eyes looked a little sad when he looked at her, and his mouth was as sharp as hers, which was rare when he couldn't speak.

Su Qianyi quickly calmed down, and he talked to Aunt Zhang calmly and restrainedly, asking what was going on.

Aunt Zhang regained her senses, and cracklingly told what happened.

After hearing that Xie Jingan inexplicably appeared in Yongxiang and fainted inexplicably, Su Qianyi's heart skipped a beat, a little startled and a little uneasy.

Seeing people like Aunt Zhang and Uncle Wang, he should have thought that maybe Xie Jingan fainted when he met them.

Su Qianyi thanked them sincerely, and Aunt Zhang waved her hand, saying that they should leave if they are fine.

Walking to the corner, Aunt Zhang looked back at Su Qianyi who was standing in the corridor, and Wang Bo said, "What are you looking at?"

Aunt Zhang shook her head and couldn't tell why she turned her head.

Su Qianyi and others left before going to the ward.

In the ward, Xie Jingan's complexion was pale and he was in a deep sleep, Su Qianyi stroked his frowning brows.

He didn't know if Xie Jingan became like this because he met Aunt Zhang and the others.

Sitting in the ward at this moment, Su Qianyi was a little stunned, he was thinking if Xie Jingan had memories of his previous life. After thinking about it carefully, he actually didn't want Xie Jingan to remember those things.

The life in his previous life was too hard, he just needs to remember it by himself, Xie Jingan, Xie Jingan just needs to live this life well.

It's a good thing for the two of them to remember together, but he was a bit reluctant.

I don't know how long stayed in the ward, but the nurse came to change two bottles of water halfway. During this period, Xie Jingan's brows kept frowning, no matter how much he touched him, he couldn't help it.

When Su Qianyi grabbed Xie Jingan's Weiliang hand again, his breathing suddenly became heavy. Su Qianyi leaned over and saw that Xie Jingan seemed to be having a nightmare, his eyes were tightly closed, his face was full of uneasiness, and he was still speaking inexplicable words.

Su Qianyi held onto his hand tightly and kept calling his name in a low voice.

Xie Jingan opened his eyes suddenly, he was gasping for breath, his eyes were full of sadness, he was at a loss, he seemed to be awake when he woke up, just so dazed that he didn't know what was going on.

Su Qianyi paused slightly, and all the words she wanted to shout got stuck in her throat.

Xie Jingan blinked, and Su Qianyi's face finally fell into his eyes that had nothing. He opened his eyes slightly, and the sound of breathing that had slowly subsided suddenly became rapid again. He wanted to raise his hand to confirm whether the person in front of him really existed, but just as he moved his hand, he discovered the imprisoned power.

Xie Jingan lowered his eyes and saw the two hands clasping each other.

The ten fingers are warm and tightly clasped.

Su Qianyi's shallow breathing was right next to his ears, Xie Jingan didn't raise his head, his eye circles were slightly hot, but he couldn't say a word.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Qianyi pressed the call button on the bedside and called the nurse to pull out the needle.

The pain from the needle pulled out of the blood vessel made Xie Jingan confirm once again that everything in front of him was real. After the nurse left, Su Qianyi called her name, and he finally raised his head.

Su Qianyi was sitting by the bed, the two were very close, Xie Jingan's mind was in a mess, the picture in his mind was the present and the past when he had a splitting headache.

Seeing his appearance, Su Qianyi reached out to hug him, and he called Xie Jingan's name.

Xie Jingan slowly stretched out his hand to hug him back, he opened his mouth, and after a few times, he said in a hoarse voice: "Su Qianyi, I don't want to stay here." The hospital is a sad place for him, it is easy for him to think of the past .

Su Qianyi stepped back a little and looked at him and asked warmly, "Does your head still hurt?"

Xie Jingan shook his head, the headache before coma had completely disappeared, everything was like a hallucination. But the extra memory in his mind clearly reminded him that it was not an illusion.

Seeing that he was fine, Su Qianyi went to the doctor to explain the situation. To tell the truth, he didn't like hospitals either.

The doctor did not find out the reason for Xie Jingan's coma, and only said that it might be some kind of stimulation, so he should pay more attention in the future. Su Qianyi carefully wrote down the matters ordered by the doctor, discharged Xie Jingan from the hospital, and then took him to the hotel.

In this situation, he was not at all worried that Xie Jingan would go back to school.

Until reaching the hotel room, Su Qianyi remained calm and calm.

The two sat on the sofa, Su Qianyi asked if he wanted to take a bath, Xie Jingan shook his head, he looked at Su Qianyi, moved his lips, and said softly: "Su Qianyi, I just had a very long and sad dream... "

In fact, he was very sure in his heart that it was not a dream. He was just wondering if Su Qianyi also knew about that, so people who had never met before would suddenly appear in front of him, so it would be so easy for them to fall in love...

"I once had a dream too." The face of the extremely calm person finally showed a rippling, Su Qianyi pressed Xie Jingan into his arms, and said, "Let me tell you about that dream first, okay..."

It seemed to be a question, but he didn't give anyone a chance to deny it, and started talking directly.

He has recalled those past events countless times, and every bit of the dream is firmly remembered in his heart. He has never said these words before, and now he speaks very calmly.

Xie Jingan's body trembled unconsciously with his whispering, what Su Qianyi was talking about was the extra memory in his mind. The memory that really happened and was recalled by them one after another.

He hugged Su Qianyi harder and harder, as if he wanted to rub him into his body like this.

He is not afraid of death, but his death is not safe, he is worried about Su Qianyi who knows nothing. He was afraid that this person would have a bad life and that he would be bullied.

In the last days of his life, he secretly looked at Su Qianyi several times.

When he saw Su Qianyi squatting seriously waiting for him at the intersection, he even had bad thoughts. He felt that he should take Su Qianyi away. Take it with you, whether it is life or death, it is fine.

But in the end, he chose to leave this person alone in Liuxiang. Before he closed his eyes, he didn't know whether his decision was right or wrong.

He made all the arrangements within his ability, but people's hearts are the last thing that can be calculated. He doesn't know how long those people in Liuxiang can tolerate Su Qianyi, and he doesn't know if people who are like childish people will be punished after their hearts change. There is no place for people to live.

Su Qianyi's story was told very quickly, and at the end he said casually that more than a year after Xie Jingan left, he also got sick, and he left after a short time.

Xie Jingan closed his eyes when he heard this, the liquid in his eyes fell uncontrollably. He knew that Su Qianyi was lying, and he didn't want to make himself sad, so he beautified some things.

But Su Qianyi didn't know that his memory of his previous life didn't just stop at closing his eyes.

There really are souls in this world, at least for him. He has been wandering in Liuxiang since his death, and he knows what kind of life Su Qianyi lives. The person he held in his hands, after he left, just lived a full life. The neighbors are kind-hearted, but they can't take care of Su Qianyi like him. How can an ignorant child know how to enjoy life? .

He followed Su Qianyi, heard him whisper his name countless times, and would only call his name when he was wronged. Su Qianyi likes to go to the street and wait for the heavy snow to fall.

It's as if they have been talking about it for a long time, and they will really meet again on a snowy day.

He naturally also knew that Su Qianyi mistook Liu Xu for heavy snow and had a car accident while chasing Liu Xu, and he was beside him at that time. He called for help but no one heard him. He wanted to cover Su Qianyi's bleeding wound, but his hands could only pass through Su Qianyi's body countless times.

There was nothing he could do, not even the right to cry.

He kept reaching out to pull Su Qianyi up, doing useless work again and again, tirelessly.

For a moment, infinite hatred rose from the bottom of his heart. He hated himself for leaving Su Qianyi alone. He knew that he would also be afraid and worried.

His surroundings were pitch black, his sight was blood red, and he couldn't see anything else except the blood on Su Qianyi's body.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard someone calling his name, he was slightly stunned, the voice was very familiar, like Su Qianyi.

He raised his head, and in the inexplicable darkness followed the sound, a faint light lit up, and he couldn't help but follow the sound.

When he missed his foot, he was startled. He opened his eyes and found that he was in the hospital, and the person he cared about was holding his hand with worried eyes.

Memories of the past and the present surged across, washing over his soul.

For a moment, Xie Jingan couldn't tell what time and space he was in.

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Feeling the wetness on his chest, Su Qianyi backed away, and he reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of Xie Jingan's eyes.

The tears were warm but inexplicably hot, the sadness in Xie Jingan's eyes almost overwhelmed him.

Su Qianyi planted a kiss on the corner of his eye, and then he said, "You didn't break your promise, I'll wait until you come back."

Xie Jingan sniffed, it was ugly when people were crying, but he couldn't control himself.

Su Qianyi said again: "Actually, I don't want you to think of those."

Xie Jingan was puzzled, Su Qianyi: "What if you go into a corner and think that I am with you just to thank you?"

Xie Jingan was slightly stunned, then shook his head, he opened his mouth to talk about life, he would not think too much, too many things happened between them, it is difficult to use a single word to describe the relationship between them.

The things that happen between them are inevitable, whether it changes from family affection to love, or from affection to liking, the final result is always liking each other.

"After waking up, I often think, if all that hadn't happened, I would have met you again, had contact with you, and I would still have fallen in love with you."

"Everything that happened can't be changed, only my own behavior can be changed." Su Qianyi looked into Xie Jingan's eyes and said word by word: "I know that I will love you in the future, so I approached you and pursued you. We fell in love, Hug, and witness each other's feelings deepening bit by bit. So, don't dream about it."

Having said that, Su Qianyi showed a trace of uneasiness on his face.

Xie Jingan hurriedly shook his head.

The sadness is still there, but it's a lot lighter because of these words.

Su Qianyi kissed his beautiful eyes again.

For him, the meaning of a new life, apart from changing his sad fate, is that he knows that Xie Jingan is waiting for him in the light of the future, and he enjoys the miracle brought by fate.It is like ordinary people, approaching the light step by step.

He will not deny that love needs an opportunity, even if the opportunity between them is different.

But even if he has one more life, he knows some things well, but their love path is no different from that of ordinary people.

In the future, when Xie Jingan recalled the road of love between the two, he would only think that they also walked slowly.