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    ◎The end of the small world◎

    Huzi has come back once in these years. In addition, the communication with Yu Gesang and the others is through letters separated by several months.

    It’s not that Yu Lanxiang is not worried, but it’s useless for her to worry about her child’s future and doing things for the country. She can only send some food and clothing to Huzi from time to time., Everything must be sent.

    She also doesn't urge Huzi to get married, because he can't see each other once, and only meets once in six or seven years, and he will marry a wife for him outside, making him a widow?Secondly, the organization also said that it would take the matter of Hu Zi's marriage to heart, and recommend it to Hu Zi if there is a suitable one, so that Yu Lanxiang should not worry.

    What else can tulle do?

    Not to mention that there is a little girl by her side, she has been worrying about finding a partner many times over the years, but in the end she failed. Seeing that the good men of the Corps are getting married one after another, and her own daughter is still leisurely, looking like everything is going by chance,Is she in a hurry?In a hurry.But it's useless?

    If the daughter doesn't like it, can she press her head to force her?

    Yu Lanxiang also stopped thinking about finding a partner for them, and there is nothing she can do if she doesn't stop. The Corps is so big, where else can find it?

    Fortunately, there is no unparalleled road, and Yu Gesang was actually transferred to the capital, so maybe he can find a good relationship by then.

    Yu Gesang didn't know what Yu Lanxiang was thinking, she was packing her luggage right now.

    The affairs on the Corps' side have basically been finished, and a novel has been written, so it's time to set off.

    To be honest, when Yu Gesang first came here, she thought that she would not stay here for a long time. Among other things, she felt that she hadn't fully adapted to the climate here, especially in winter, which was uncomfortable.

    In terms of water, it is not so convenient.

    Moreover, this place is really too backward, and once made people feel isolated from the world.

    Although after years of hard work, the place is not so barren, and the economic crops studied have also developed the economy here, which is much better than when he came here, but Yu Gesang still wants to leave if he can leave.

    It's just that when it's time to leave, feel reluctant.

    After all, she has lived and worked here for six or seven years, and she has left too many memories here, some good and some bad. After all, there are more happiness than sadness. Who can really be unemotional?

    But Yu Gesang also understands that she will not stay here forever, she still has to leave, leave here, and go to a new place.

    Even if no one came from the capital to transfer her away, she would still leave one day.

    Yu Gesang is not someone who can stay in one place for a long time, staying too long will only make her feel more empty in the dead of night.

    She didn't understand where this feeling of emptiness came from, and she didn't know when and what to fill it with.

    Perhaps, in the final analysis, she has no bond, or her bond is too shallow.

    Three lives, counting this life, Yu Gesang has lived three lives. Except for the difficult start in this life, Yu Gesang's life can be said to be smooth and smooth. Even if there are occasional setbacks, they can be overcome, and she will notBeaten.

    A life that was too smooth gradually made Yu Gesang somewhat lost.

    It may be embarrassing to say this, but when Yu Gesang stops being busy, she will indeed have this feeling of being at a loss in her heart, which forces Yu Gesang to find other things and know other people to fill her in..

    Gradually realizing this, Yu Gesang suddenly felt that her destiny in this life was to wander without a fixed place until she could find her deep bond.

    Yu Gesang thought about getting married and having children, so maybe she wouldn't feel so at a loss.

    However, so far no one has given Yu Gesang the idea of marrying him and having children.

    Therefore, Yu Gesang still has to leave, to go.

    Her sadness and reluctance for Bingtuan is real, but it's not enough to keep her.

    Before the winter of the Corps was approaching, Yu Gesang and Yu Lanxiang still boarded the train to the capital, bid farewell to the group of people who came to see them off, and wished them a better life in the future.

    They wrote a letter to inform Huzi when they left this time, but don't know how the experiment is going on with Huzi. When this letter reaches him, they may have already settled down in the capital.

    And leaving with them, there is also a little baby girl who is not yet one year old.

    This is an abandoned baby who was abandoned on the way, suffering from congenital heart disease. Yu Lanxiang found it on the way back from shopping in the city, and was crying for only one breath.Sent to the hospital, the doctor said that the child had a heart attack, and if he could be rescued, it would be fatal.

    Yu Lanxiang couldn't help but think of the child in the orphanage who was born with heart disease. She didn't live past the age of twelve, and died suddenly in the middle of the night.

    She was a very well-behaved and sensible child. Yu Lanxiang liked her very much, and she was very sad about it for a long time.

    And this time I saw a baby girl who also suffered from heart disease, and I picked it up by myself, so I couldn't help empathizing.

    She was about to leave the Corps, and Yu Lanxiang was reluctant to part with the children in the orphanage, and she was even more worried about the little girl. She asked Yu Gesang for advice, "There is a big hospital in the capital, maybe there is a good doctor who can treat her? Let's take her away."Well, she is good and easy to feed."

    Yu Lanxiang contradicted herself, but Yu Gesang didn't argue.

    It's just that Yu Gesang didn't want to agree in his heart. It wasn't that she couldn't bear to pay for the child's medicine and treatment. She really didn't lack the money. What she cared about was making Yu Lanxiang sad.To put it cruelly, she was not sure if the child would grow up safely, if one day... how sad Yu Lanxiang would be.

    Just like when the girl in the orphanage died, Yu Lanxiang fell ill. At that time, Yu Gesang didn't want Yu Lanxiang to work in the orphanage again.

    It's not that she is cruel, but that she is selfish. Yu Lanxiang is her most important and important family member, and she can't see her being bad.

    The more emotionally invested, the more painful the loss will be.

    Yu Gesang didn't dare to bet, she would rather spend money to treat the child than Yu Lanxiang to raise it herself.

    But Yu Lanxiang obviously thought about it for a long time and understood these concerns, but who can guarantee that she can really raise her children well?Every parent, isn't he trembling with fear and working hard at the same time?Otherwise, there would be no such old adage like "raising a child for a hundred years, worrying about ninety-nine years".

    Yu Lanxiang also knows that there are many poor children in this world, and she is not the only one who has been lost, and she has no way to raise them all by herself, but this little girl has already arrived in front of her eyes, and she has picked it up with her own hands, closing her eyes.Because of fate, she wanted to try hard.

    Just like raising Yu Gesang, that little child who was often sick, can Yu Lanxiang guarantee that she can take care of her?

    She still gritted her teeth while trying her best to care for her.

    "I can't find out who lost this child. She is so young and has the disease. She is placed in an orphanage. Several people take care of so many children. I'm afraid they can't take care of them. Let's take them back. She looks soGood boy, I'm sure you'll be considerate when you grow up."

    In the end, Yu Gesang couldn't win over Yu Lanxiang, and he really couldn't calm down, so this child just left with them.

    At this time, Yu Gesang did not expect that the girl who was taken away by them and named An An would later replace her and become the spiritual pillar of the middle-aged bereaved daughter Yu Lanxiang.

    At the age of thirty-four, when Yu Gesang went out, the train passed through a tunnel and encountered a landslide. Yu Gesang was buried in the mud and rubble, ending her short but wonderful life.

    "Ding, the writing counterattack life system has been fully charged, it has ended dormancy, and is restarting."

    "Restart progress 20%"

    "60%"

    "100%"

    "Ding! The writing counterattack life system restarted successfully! Number 001 is at your service."

    It was at that moment that Yu Gesang remembered that she had died young in Hua Zhaoguo in her previous life.

    because

    Her system is still in hibernation.

    The author has something to say:

    The second short story has extras!Wait for me to explain tomorrow~ Good night, thank you for the little angels who voted for me during 2021-04-18 16:51:19~2021-04-19 01:38:55~

    Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of ice leaf;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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