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Chapter 18
"After all, this is a special situation, isn't it?"
Shi Nan added this sentence very thoughtfully, alleviating Fu Zhao's embarrassment that gradually filled his chest.
She tightened the handlebars tightly, took her gaze away from Shi Nan's face in the rearview mirror, and started riding the bike intently, trying not to "accidentally" look at Shi Nan's side.
The Nankey Island in the evening is splendid, the seaside beach is beautiful, the crowds are scattered all over the street, and the lights of thousands of houses outline a beautiful and glorious evening scene.
Fu Zhao has seen this kind of scenery many times.
But this time, something is different.
Maybe it's because Shi Nan, who is sitting behind her now, has the aura of the protagonist, which makes the scenery she is used to seeing a little different.
In the evening wind blowing in from all directions, there seemed to be a slightly sweeter smell, which can't be understood or explained, but she guessed that it should be Shi Nan's perfume, or the scent of hair.
Behind the originally empty and light back seat, there was one more person, and the heavy weight gave him a feeling of peace.
In order to make the roadside scenery stay longer in Shi Nan's eyes, the speed was much slower than her usual riding speed, and she actually slowly felt the difference of these scenery.
The rocks on the beach, the surging waves, the double-decker tourist bus driving leisurely on the road, all kinds of tourists lying on the chairs leisurely on it, the lighthouse shining on the sea level, the cave-style check-inresort...
Everything oncoming, including the wind and the setting sun, seemed to be more beautiful than what she usually saw alone.
She can only attribute all this to the deliberate slowing down of the speed.
Sometimes, slow down and everything seems romantic.
There is also Shi Nan who occasionally sighs a few words behind her, shouting loudly in fear of too much wind, and sharing everything she sees in a cheerful and enthusiastic tone next to her ear.
People who see the side of the road will also happily say hello.
You will also exclaim when you encounter large waves hitting the beach.
When encountering a beautiful and special scenery, he would pat her on the shoulder lightly and ask her to stop to take a few photos.
This is different from the Shi Nan she saw in the book, the Shi Nan she saw in the original owner's monologue, and the "Miss Shi" she saw a few days ago who wanted to jump into the sea.
But she didn't worry too much, after all... She felt that even she herself became a little different under the setting sun.Otherwise, how could he unconsciously raise the corners of his mouth and subconsciously share interesting stories about the island with Shi Nan when he clearly knew that Shi Nan was sitting behind him?
It's all different.Just this evening.
That's all.
Fu Zhao rode a bicycle with Shi Nan around every corner of the island for a few hours until the sun had completely set and the city was brightly lit.
She parked the car here at an open-air theater near the West Islands.
Due to Saturday's holiday, there were a lot of people in the open-air theater, so she and Shi Nan managed to find two seats in the back row.
Fu Zhao originally thought that it was impossible for him and Shi Nan to sit down and watch the same movie calmly, but just like the flower throwing ceremony that day, in fact, there was not so much difference between her and Shi Nan.They can get along well with each other, or they can sit down and talk about other unimportant things like all old classmates who have a good relationship.
Like the movie now.
This is a classic movie in her original world. didn’t expect that in the world of Nankey Island, there are also movies like her world. It is said that it is a classic work from a long time ago. At that time, human beings had not yet differentiated.There are only two genders, male and female.
However, maybe the author of the original book liked this movie very much.
Who knows?Much of Nankey Island is similar to the world she was in before.
The movie was very exciting. When they came, it was showing the scene where the hero and heroine met. There were many people in the open-air theater, but it didn't seem noisy. People were all leisurely leaning on their chairs, fascinated by it.
Even this movie has been played repeatedly in this open-air theater many times, and it is almost a must-screen work every evening.
Fu Zhao thought, it should be that the owner of this theater likes this movie very much.
"It seems that when I passed by here before, this open-air theater was also showing this movie."
The sound that was close at hand floated to the ears.
Fu Zhao came to her senses, and what caught her eyes was Shi Nan, who had been magnified countless times in her field of vision. Under the sea breeze at night, she was breathtakingly beautiful.
She blinked, and dragged her chair away a bit, so as to calm down her disturbed breathing from being frightened, "Maybe the owner of this theater likes it very much, so he plays it over and over again."
"Hmm~"
Shi Nan responded, and didn't mind Fu Zhao's actions similar to "disgusting" her. He was only silent for a moment, and seemed to think for a while before talking, "I like it very much, just like those who came here to see it before."The same people over and over again.”
She lowered her voice, probably so as not to disturb other moviegoers.
It was an open-air cinema again, and the wind blown it away a lot as soon as I said it, and only the word "like" remained in Fu Zhao's ears. She was stunned, thinking that Shi Nan might be talking about movies, so sheAfter thinking about it, I collected my thoughts and answered, "I don't like it."
"do not like……"
Shi Nan was stunned, repeated these words, raised his hand to stroke his hair messed up by the sea breeze, and raised his eyebrows at Fu Zhao, "Is it because it's be?"
"no."
Fu Zhao shook his head slightly, and lowered his voice, "I don't like it, but I can't say I hate it. I just can't understand the way of sacrificing myself for others. Even if that person is my lover, no matter how vigorous it is, I don't thinkA way to empathize."
"What's more, they have only known each other for a short time, so how could they love so deeply?"
"Maybe, I don't understand their unforgettable love."
Fu Zhao's answer was serious, but it was also mixed with selfishness, just like she didn't understand what the original owner did. Obviously, she and Shi Nan were not lovers, and she never even said her love for Shi Nan, nor did she get any response.
But the original owner still lost his life and property for Shi Nan.
Like those affectionate female supporting roles in idol dramas, they are also affectionate cannon fodder in novels.
She didn't understand that even if she was in the world of novels, even if this Shi Nan in front of her still encountered that unavoidable danger one day, she would never sacrifice herself.
"Well, you're right..." Shi Nanan quietly listened to Fu Zhao's words, and after a moment of silence, she turned her head and stared at the screen directly in front of her.But he was very serious, "Actually, I couldn't understand the practice of sacrificing my life for love. I even felt that this practice was very stupid. It would make the other party who stayed alone bear the result and responsibility alone. It is obviously very possible that the one who survivedIt is also difficult for people to accept this result and responsibility, and it is even difficult to get out of the moment of parting from life and death."
Fu Zhao listened, and suddenly realized that she had never thought about this matter from Shi Nan's point of view before. She only thought that the original owner sacrificed herself for nothing, but she didn't expect the result, leaving Shi Nan with guilt.No less regret than the original owner before his death.
But she keenly grasped another meaning in Shi Nan's words, and asked back, "Originally?"
Shi Nan paused for a moment, looked at Fu Zhao and smiled again, his lips curled up, "You know again, originally."
"Yeah...just my original thought."
"Now, I really like this movie." She moved her lips and added, "Maybe it's because after watching too much, I can naturally understand and feel more, so I like it."
After Shi Nan finished speaking, he became quiet, didn't say anything more, just silently stared at the screen in front of him seriously, the light in his eyes flickering and flickering.
Fu Zhao opened and closed his mouth, wanting to ask something more, but he didn't ask anything. He could only vent the doubts in his chest, pursed his lips tightly, and cast his eyes firmly on the screen.
Can you really understand after seeing a lot?
She only watched it once or twice, maybe because she didn't see enough.
At the end of the movie, the hero gave up the chance of survival to the heroine, and stayed in the dark sea forever.
It is the ending that has been staged countless times in this open-air theater, but there are still people who cry and hold their friends in pain after watching it, shed tears of true emotion, and are covered by the noisy crowd.
After watching the last scene, Fu Zhao sat quietly on the chair for a while, while Shi Nan next to him didn't make a sound, the hair hanging down his shoulders, covering his expression.
It was already past ten o'clock in the evening, and more than half of the people who were still sitting and chatting in the chairs were reduced. The chairs neatly placed in the open space seemed empty, very much like the ending of those dramas that ended immediately after the excitement.
"Let's go?"
Fu Zhao packed up her things, but she didn't hear Shi Nan following up. She stopped, looked at Shi Nan who was still sitting on the chair, and asked in doubt, "What's wrong?"
"Fu Zhao..."
Shi Nan yelled softly, turned his head and looked over, his hair was blown away, and the hair that was blown by the wind swayed gently in front of his cheeks, a little more lazy and casual under the warm street lamp, the light in his eyesShaking, it was moist, and the eyelashes drooped, and there seemed to be teardrops on the eyelashes,
"If one day, like in the movie, you also have someone you love very much, and you are faced with such a situation..."
"Will you die willingly for her?"
The author has something to say:
Regarding this issue, Shi Nan and Fu Zhao actually thought about it many, many times in their hearts. Please don't rush to blame Shi Nan, because she was also a victim in that incident, and the incident came out of nowhere for her.
Including the "rebirth" you see now, she didn't know why, but suddenly came back here. She has a lot of things to consider, and she doesn't want Fu Zhao to die for her, of course.But the first person she saw after coming here was Fu Zhao who rescued her from the sea. Later, the Fu Zhao she saw was different from what she remembered, including the contact these days, she was actuallySome are moved without knowing it, so natural emotion has become an important factor affecting every decision she makes.Now that she has done it all over again, she also hopes to make up for the previous regrets and get to know Fu Zhao in front of her again.And now that everything is different, she feels that she also has the opportunity to change the outcome in the future.This is her current thinking.There is also the matter of not checking the reason that everyone said, and I will write why "no need to check" later, so don't worry.
Still the same sentence: I always think that to look at one thing completely, you need to start from different perspectives, and any single perspective may be superficial.