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Chapter 19
This is a question that Fu Zhao has thought about countless times.
Ever since she became the owner of Nankey Island and Fu Zhao in this book, she has been thinking about the answer to this question.
If she is the original owner, has experienced everything the original owner has experienced, and finally faces the same situation as the original owner, even... one day she will have the same feelings as the original owner, and love Shi Nan as much as the original owner, will she?Make such a choice.
The answer is no.
But maybe it was because she had just finished watching the movie, and she hadn't recovered from the "love that the protagonist of the story is going to die", so she waited quietly for a while, waiting for the impulse in her heart to be suppressed, and when Shi NanThe moistened eyes were blown away by the wind, and the dampness dissipated, before he opened his mouth and spoke the answer that was recognized in the deepest part of his heart,
"No. Even if I really die, I still feel unwilling."
"How could this kind of thing be done willingly." She said this in a declarative sentence with a calm expression.
She clearly knew that she had always been a person with insufficient emotions. After all, she had grown up so much that until she came to this world, there was no one around her who could have an emotional connection with her.
The people contacted were only the dean, teachers, and classmates, and no friends, relatives, or lovers.
His personality seems gentle and temperless, and he has no sense of distance, but actually he just doesn't want to deal with complicated social and interpersonal relationships.She can smile at everyone and be friendly to everyone, but there will always be a veil in her heart, separating her emotions from her reason.
Therefore, she didn't meet anyone who could enrich her emotions.
No matter how many times you watch the movie, no matter how many times you listen to the story, you still can't understand what the original owner did.
After all, she is just a selfish and indifferent person.
She was silent for a while, staring at Shi Nan and added, "Unfortunately, I am far more selfish than you imagined, Iā"
"How could it be a pity?"
Shi Nan interrupted Fu Zhao's unfinished sentence, exhaled lightly, his drooping eyelashes trembled, looked up after a while, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "This is a very correct choice, no matter how correct it is.But that's all."
"Whether it's willing or unwilling." She paused and straightened her blown hair, "You are always the most important thing."
"You are right, no regrets."
After saying this, Shi Nan stood up from the chair, as if relieved, and smiled again, "Let's go, it's time to go back."
Fu Zhao froze on the spot for a while, watching Shi Nan's figure walking away slowly, and the corner of his clothes gently lifted by the wind, after all, he still didn't call him down to say anything.
She clearly felt something was wrong from the way Shi Nan looked at her and from what Shi Nan said.
But she still didn't want to figure out what was wrong and which link was wrong.
Was Shi Nan talking about movies, or was he talking about something else?
the next day.
Fu Zhao hadn't had time to figure out the answer to this question, and before he figured out what kind of relationship he and Shi Nan should maintain, Kong Weiyan dragged him into the rehearsal room, with a room full of musical instruments, and Jiang obediently came to rehearse after school.Wen Qing, Ye Er, and... Fu Wanqing, who was silently holding a glass of red wine and was also working on a bluetooth headset, looked at each other.
Before she could react, Kong Weiyan pushed her to sit on the drum bench behind the drum set by the excited and excited Kong Weiyan, and even subconsciously took and held the drumstick that Kong Weiyan handed over to her.
...
Fu Zhao looked around and glanced at the other people. It seemed that except her, they all made preparations early, and stood in their positions solemnly to perform their duties.She sighed softly, and looked at Fu Wanqing who was standing on her left side. She should have just come off work and was still wearing a formal suit. She was adjusting the keyboard with her eyebrows raised. Her movements were neat and smooth, and she didn't look like that during normal working hours at all.The meticulous, mature and prudent island owner is not like the gentle and gentle mother in Fu Zhao's impression.
"Okay!"
Kong Weiyan tossed his hair, clapped his hands to focus everyone's attention, and said in an expressive voice, "Everyone should have practiced the song I sent earlier at home these days, so let's combine it now."
"...What song?"
Fu Zhao asked, and Kong Weiyan was vague, "It's on the bracket in front of you, you listen first. Let others join in first."
So, before Fu Zhao asked her why she hadn't received the piece before, but everyone else had already practiced it, all he saw was Jiang Wenqing and Ye Er who were standing next to each other nodded and picked up their instruments,Fu Wanqing also smiled at her, then turned her head and put her hands on the keyboard.
The first note is pressed.
Then, Fu Zhao looked at the score in front of her in a daze. The drum score is not difficult. In addition, because of her interest, she also joined the school band club and played drums for several months.Understand.
But that didn't ease her doubts in the slightest.
With doubts circling in her mind, she listened to the whole song completely. The style of the song is more lyrical, the melody is slow and clear, melodious and melodious, not the rock style she thought.
Unexpectedly, Kong Weiyan, who watched the blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, the song he chose was pretty good.
And... the first time they got together, the effect was better than she had imagined.
"Great, great!!" Kong Weiyan clapped his palms enthusiastically, "I just said, this band formation is a new show, and there are still two weeks left, we can continue to practice and try to win another songsong."
"Finally!!" Jiang Wenqing put down the guitar, and the tense expression on her face just now finally relaxed. She didn't speak until the end of the song, because she was only thinking about not playing it wrong.She stuck out her tongue, "I hope I didn't hold you back."
Yer put down the bass, flipped through the sheet music in front of him, frowned and thought about the few notes he just played wrong.
Fu Wanqing came over and patted Yer and Jiang Wenqing on the head, smiling softly, "Great performance~ Thank you two kids for coming to help us prepare the show."
"After that, I may not come many times, but I will try to come a few more times and use the rest time to practice more. Thank you very much for your cooperation."
"Where is there~" Kong Weiyan smiled kindly and doglegly, "The island owner has a lot of business, and this time I insisted on arranging the band. You have already shown your sincerity by taking the time to arrange the show with us."
"Besides, Fu Zhao is here anyway. If you don't come, you can ask her to go back and tell you about the daily rehearsal."
"Hmm~" Fu Wanqing responded, looked at Fu Zhao, and blinked, "I can rest assured that Zhao Zhao is here."
"Isn't it? Zhao Zhao?"
Following Fu Wanqing's words, everyone in the room focused their attention on Fu Zhao.She paused, then pursed her lips helplessly, "It can be. But..."
She took a deep breath, "At least you should tell me what's going on now. For example, when did you come to practice, for example, when did you start practicing, why didn't you tell me?"
"Also... isn't the lead singer here?"
"Okay, okay, let me answer one by one." Kong Weiyan and Fu Wanqing glanced at each other, then cleared his throat with a light cough, "Before the closing ceremony, I basically have to practice every day, and the time is about the same as today.Just wait for Yer and Jiang Wenqing to finish school, or the afternoon on Saturday and Sunday."
"Before I sent the score to them, I thought that I could practice it at home first, and then I can combine it here."
"As for why I didn't send it to you, it's purely because... I forgot." Kong Weiyan was a little embarrassed as he spoke, and he froze for a while, looking at Fu Zhao with a dry smile, "But the others didn't advance too many days., you know how to play drums, you should be fine~~"
Fu Zhaoan folded his arms quietly, and when Kong Weiyan finished speaking, he didn't nod or respond, but asked, "What about the lead singer?"
"Lead singer..." Kong Weiyan frowned and looked at her watch, "She asked for leave for a while before, and said that a lot of couriers came to her family suddenly and she had to collect it first, but it's time to come..."
"Who is she? Do I know her?" Fu Zhao pursed her lips and couldn't help asking. Although she had seen some clues from the expressions of other people and had an idea in her heart, she still wanted to hear it.Go to Kong Weiyan's mouth and say the answer.
Kong Weiyan wasn't sure if the expression on Fu Zhao's face was good or bad, but he could only speak honestly,
"Not only do you know each other, but you are very familiar."
Fu Zhao had the answer in her heart, she closed her eyes, her tone was uncomfortable.
But still using the tone of a declarative sentence, before Kong Weiyan opened his mouth to say the name, he said it first,
"It's Shi Nan, right?"
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She felt that she was selfish and indifferent.
But she felt that she was the warmest person in the world.