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    Fu Zhao understands that the biggest effort she needs to do now is how to face Shi Nan who is sober and has a bad taste with a normal and friendly attitude.

    Under Shi Nan's gaze staring at her.

    Fu Zhao let go of his hand, stood up, tried to maintain his composure, and avoided going to the coffee table on the balcony with his hands and feet, poured a glass of warm water, and brought it over steadily.

    "Do you want some water?" Fu Zhao put the water glass on the bedside table, met Shi Nan's gaze on him, and clutched the corner of his clothes uncomfortably.

    Shi Nan didn't speak, but just stared at Fu Zhao quietly, propped himself up, as if he wanted to sit up from the bed.

    Fu Zhao hurried forward a few steps, trying to help Shi Nan put a pillow behind her back, but when she reached out her hand, she saw that Shi Nan had sat up safely.Standing like a log, the fingertips curled up and retracted the hand.

    "The water...is going to be cold."

    She must be looking for something to say. How could the water that was just poured out of the thermos bottle get cold so quickly?

    Shi Nan should have also found out that she had nothing to say, and her eyes fell lightly on her, innocent and pitiful, "Aren't you going to feed me?"

    Although Fu Zhao knew that Shi Nan's request came from bad taste.

    But after hearing these words, she subconsciously picked up the water glass on the bedside table, sat on the side of the bed, met Shi Nan's staring gaze at her, and moved the water glass with the straw to Shi Nan.In front of Nan, "The water temperature is forty degrees, you can try it first."

    She didn't know why she did it so subconsciously.

    Maybe it's because Shi Nan huddled under the quilt, looking thin and white, which really makes people feel distressed.

    Maybe it was because Shi Nan's voice was hoarse when she just spoke, which reminded her of the scene she saw when she rushed over last night.

    This was indeed her negligence, and she couldn't ignore it.

    "The doctor said that you have a faint smell of blood on your body, but you have no other trauma, so you may have bitten your tongue when you were anxious." Fu Zhao noticed Shi Nan's gaze staring at the straw of the water cup, so he had no choice but to open his mouth to explain.But after saying the phrase "bite your tongue", I can't say what to say next.

    She paused, and blurted out a tone of distress that she couldn't ignore, "...so I thought it might be more comfortable to drink with a straw."

    "But it's just me thinking so, and it doesn't necessarily hurt to drink with a straw. If you don't want to use a straw..."

    Before she finished her sentence, Shi Nan, who was still in a daze, bit the straw and drank water in small sips.

    Then, the person who was stunned became Fu Zhao.

    She stared blankly at Shi Nan's movement of drinking water carefully, watching Shi Nan staring at her while drinking water, watching the water in those tea-brown eyes gradually overflowing, watching Shi Nan's curled eyelashes gradually being moisturizedWet, watching Shi Nan's eyes gradually stained red.

    Fu Zhao stared blankly until the tears that had been swirling in Shi Nan's eye sockets, tears as big as beans, filled Shi Nan's eye sockets, one by one, like a thread, from the eye socketsfell down.

    It fell into the water glass she was holding, causing ripples in circles.

    It fell onto the back of her hand holding the water glass, the temperature was scorching hot, and then slid down from the back of her hand, drop by drop, onto the white quilt cover, leaving traces.

    It wasn't until she realized that Shi Nan was crying.

    Fu Zhao panicked and wanted to take the water glass away, but Shi Nan kept biting the straw. She didn't dare to use too much force, and could only follow Shi Nan's movements, daring not to move even while holding the water glass.

    Then he immediately looked away, and cast his eyes on the scenery outside the window, instead of looking at Shi Nan.

    When some people cry, they don't want others to see it.

    Perhaps Shi Nan would be such a person.

    After all, the person who jumps into the sea to seek death at the beginning cannot always smile at others like she usually sees, although the smile sometimes has a wicked taste.

    But she felt that Shi Nan should be a person who is good at hiding emotions.

    Therefore, Shi Nan probably wouldn't want to cry in front of others.

    Therefore, she should wait, wait until Shi Nan finishes crying and the glass of water in her hand is finished.

    At the beginning, there was no sound, only the sound of the air conditioner in the room running, and the sound of drinking water.

    But after a while, some distressed sobs emerged.

    It can be heard that it is trying to hold back, but it still comes out of the sound of drinking water, mixed with the sound of nose pumping, mixed with whimpering from the throat.

    The heat from the back of her hand continued, and large swaths of hot tears kept dripping on the back of her hand, and then continued to drip down from the side of her hand.

    Fu Zhao felt that these hot tears might have penetrated into her heart along the back of her hand.

    Otherwise, why would she feel as if her heart was soaked in tears, wrinkled and bitter?

    She stared at the scenery outside the window motionlessly, but her thoughts became uncontrollably chaotic. All her thoughts were unavoidably focused on Shi Nan.

    The heartache that surged like a tsunami made her chest begin to feel fine and dense pain.

    Unable to restrain, unable to calm down.

    She thought about it, fell silent for a while, and when Shi Nan's voice became quieter, she opened her mouth, "The prisoner has been caught, locked in, and will be escorted to the federal government. According to the federal law, he will be sentenced to life imprisonment,after……"

    She realized the dryness coming from her throat, paused, and continued, "On Nankey Island, you won't see him anywhere else."

    Fu Zhao pursed his lips, and added, "I promise."

    Accompanied by this sentence "I promise", Fu Zhao seemed to hear the sound of the straw falling into the cup again, and then the crying sound that entered the eardrum suddenly became much louder, as if he had let go of the breath he had been holding back before, and releasedvoice, weeping wantonly.

    Crying began to tear my heart.

    She put the empty water glass on the bedside table, and accidentally glanced at Shi Nan.

    The person who was biting the straw with all his strength just now hugged his knees and buried his whole face in it.

    Fu Zhao couldn't see Shi Nan's state, so he could only use his voice to judge whether Shi Nan's current state was any better.

    She sat a little closer, and wanted to reach out to pat Shi Nan's back, but in the end, when she reached out, she froze, stayed in the air, and didn't dare to pat down.

    She is not sure whether Shi Nan can accept other people's touch now.

    So she withdrew her hand in time, and put it in her pocket again, speaking softly, thinking about what she said, just to show that she was still here, "By the way, the doctor said, your glands/bodyThe condition is recovering very well, it should return to normal today and tomorrow, a little swelling is normal, and then you need to change your medicine twice a day, avoid spicy and greasy food, and don’t drink ice..."

    After she completely finished talking about Dr. Liu's instructions yesterday, Shi Nan's crying also subsided, and she was no longer as heart-piercing as before.

    The house fell silent again.

    It was so quiet that it seemed that there were only the sound of her breathing that was obviously held but accidentally let out, and Shi Nan's thick nasal voice that came out from time to time.

    Fu Zhao pursed his lips, thinking about what Dr. Liu said about the febrile period, after thinking about it, he still bite the bullet and opened his mouth, but his tone still seemed unnatural, "By the way, the doctor also said..."

    "Because your glands/body got some irritation..."

    "Maybe...maybe..."

    As she spoke, she was a little speechless, as if saying the three words "fever period" would burn her mouth.

    But maybe there was something wrong with her pause. Shi Nan, who had buried her head in her knees all this time, finally raised her head, wiped away the tears on her face, and just looked at her with red eyes.Thick, "What's wrong?"

    "...it's my glands, what's wrong?"

    "no!"

    Fu Zhao hastily denied it, no matter how difficult it was to say it now, he could only speak quickly, "It's just because you were a little stimulated before, so your next fever period may be earlier, nothing else, Iensure!"

    When Shi Nan heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his eyelashes, and said softly, "That's good."

    "It's just that, it's barely acceptable."

    Fu Zhao obviously felt Shi Nan's emotional recovery, and she also heaved a sigh of relief, quickly took out a few pieces of paper from the bedside table, handed them to Shi Nan, and asked hesitantly, "Do you want to wipe it?"

    Shi Nan paused, took Fu Zhao's tissues silently, and spread them out one by one, covering his face, his entire face, and his red and swollen eyes.

    Shi Nan didn't continue talking, probably because he was afraid that his voice would reveal the fact that he had just cried.

    Just like she is now spreading tissues on her face to cover up the traces of her crying just now.

    But even so, the tissue was still slightly soaked with tears.

    Fu Zhao knew this clearly. She looked at Shi Nan, and saw Shi Nan's clenched fingertips, and a thin white wrist protruding from the cuff.Knee motion lasts too long.She moved her lips, but after all, she didn't continue to say anything.

    She should give Shi Nan some time.

    If it was her, she wouldn't want to be seen by anyone in such a mess.

    a long time.

    When she was staring at the roses gently swaying by the wind outside the window, and when the thought of "going to water the flowers this afternoon" arose in her heart, Shi Nan suddenly had a movement.

    "Fu Zhao."

    Leng Buding was called out by name, Fu Zhao followed the call and looked towards the source of the sound, Shi Nan quickly removed the tissues, the moisture in the tea-brown eyes faded a lot, and the light returned to normal.

    Like petals rejuvenated after rain, and like soil exuding vitality in spring.

    "Since you have seen me cry."

    "Then it's not too much for me to want you to hug me now."

    Fu Zhao felt that he must have heard it wrong, or that Shi Nan began to look like the previous Shi Nan after returning to normal.

    But no, she couldn't help but look at Shi Nan's serious eyes, stare at Shi Nan's tightly clenched and whitish fingertips, look at Shi Nan's red wrist, and say somethingThe word "no".

    "Forget it... just pretend I didn't say it."

    Shi Nan didn't hear Fu Zhao's answer, but knew that according to Fu Zhao's temperament, he would only reject her.

    She felt that she didn't look like herself anymore, that she would feel wronged because she didn't want a hug, yes, it was wronged, and she found that when she met Fu Zhao, her "grievance" would happen more frequentlyup.

    Obviously, when he was chased by gangsters, he didn't feel wronged.

    When fighting with gangsters, when biting the tip of the tongue, the mouth is full of bloody smell, when running all the way forward but can't get to a safe place, even after being rescued, there is no grievance.

    But as soon as she met Fu Zhao, she began to feel wronged.

    When lying on Fu Zhao's back, she was not afraid at all, but felt a little wronged.

    When she woke up and saw Fu Zhao, she was very happy and thankful, but unexpectedly, she also felt a little wronged.

    She thought this grievance could be ignored, but when Fu Zhao said that she was afraid of her pain and changed to a straw, the grievances she thought were insignificant all gathered together.

    And these grievances can make her cry for so long.

    She is not used to it.

    I don't know where my grievances come from.

    It was an emotion she had never felt in front of anyone.

    But she couldn't deny it, and she began to feel wronged again when her solemn request was rejected.

    She turned her head and didn't look at Fu Zhao, but still couldn't help but said in a soft voice, "It's fine if you don't want to, but if you still look like this hesitant, just find an excuse, saying that you are not used to body parts."Touch, or say, you are shy, can't you?"

    She babbled a lot, but immediately realized that this was not what she should say, and immediately pursed her lips, as if to deny what she said before, because it didn't seem like something she would say, norLike the tone she would use.

    In short, he just didn't look at Fu Zhao, and he didn't talk to Fu Zhao.

    But in the next second, her wrist was grabbed and her body was pulled closer.

    The action is fast.

    Almost before he had time to see Fu Zhao's expression clearly, he was grabbed into his arms and his chin rested on the warm shoulder socket, and the breathing by his ear also eased a lot.

    It's not exactly a comfortable hug.

    After all, her knees were still stuck.

    Fu Zhao's upper body holding her was also as stiff as a piece of wood.

    She seemed to be pulled over by force, and her whole body was forced into Fu Zhao's arms, but Fu Zhao didn't look at her, and even held back his breathing, not daring to vent his anger.

    Very stiff.

    The first frontal hug was so stiff.

    But Shi Nan still felt happy, and the previous grievances dissipated in an instant.

    Maybe it was because she could see Fu Zhao's flushed ears and straight back from this angle.

    Maybe because she didn't speak, Fu Zhao felt embarrassed to let her go.

    Perhaps it was because when she put her hands on Fu Zhao's shoulders, Fu Zhao suddenly trembled, and his shoulders became much stiffer.

    She couldn't help but feel happy, and she also began to feel the sound of her own heartbeat that was slowly accelerating—bang bang, bang bang... After a while, it became steady and powerful, and gradually accelerated.

    Shi Nan felt a little strange, otherwise why would he feel his heart beating faster in such a stiff hug?

    She is so weird.

    She looked at the roses swaying in the wind outside the window, at the curtains that were gently blown up and rippling, and soothed herself until the hug ended.

    After Fu Zhao had finished hugging, the light in his eyes flickered slightly, watching her falter and say something,

    "Can."

    Shi Nan was stunned, and asked, "What can I do?"

    The temperature on Fu Zhao's face rose rapidly, and the redness on the base of his ears never disappeared, so he replied, "You can hug."

    Shi Nan blinked and realized, "Are you...cutting first and playing later?"

    "..." Fu Zhao pursed his lips, and after a long time, he finally choked out a word, "...um."

    Shi Nan looked at Fu Zhao's awkward expression, and felt that her heart seemed to be hit by something soft. She couldn't help it, she couldn't stand such a pure and lovely Fu Zhao.

    So, under Fu Zhao's surprised gaze, she grabbed Fu Zhao's hand, pulled him over again, and gently touched the warm and soft shoulder socket with her chin, smiling, and relaxed herselfbreathing, and said softly,

    "But I'm a person who likes everything to come in order."

    "So, since you said it, we have to hug again."

    The author has something to say:

    Just hug for the rest of your life and don't separate!!

    (Source of this book: Dragon Phoenix Internet)

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