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    "Why did you suddenly wake up?"

    Fu Zhao looked at Shi Nan who seemed to be awakened from a nightmare, and pursed his lips, "Do you want some water?"

    After she said this, she looked at Shi Nan who was staring at her without speaking, and seeing the panic hidden in Shi Nan's eyes, she couldn't help feeling a little panicked in her heart, she stood up and wanted to pour a glass of water for Shi NanCome over, but the next second her wrist was tightened, and a strong force came, and she had to be forced to bend down.

    Then, the hot and sweaty embrace stuck to her.

    A rich and sweet fragrance rushed to the tip of her nose. The smell was not heavy, but faint, lingering around her, not so strong that it would make her dizzy, but the moment she rushed over, the thoughts in her mind instantly went blank.

    Is it hair fragrance, perfume, or shower gel fragrance?

    She didn't draw any conclusions, because she could feel Shi Nan buried in her shoulder, short of breath, and the warm breath sprayed on her neck, and slipped in along the gap of the collar, like those little butterfliesBe active again.

    But just as the little butterfly spread its wings, before it could fly, it sank down again in an instant.

    Because Shi Nan cried.

    He just hugged her neck so tightly, and it just happened to be stuck in the hollow of her shoulder. He hardly made any sound, just hugged her quietly like this.

    The only thing that wasn't quiet was Shi Nan's unsteady breathing, Shi Nan's slightly agitated chest rising and falling.

    It was a scalding liquid that dripped onto Fu Zhao's shoulder socket.

    One by one, falling on it, it was scorching and piercing.

    She was hugged tightly by Shi Nan, and there was no space between her and Shi Nan, and even her breathing could not keep calm, and it began to become chaotic.

    The person in his arms also seemed to be hot and a little scary.

    Breaking out in a cold sweat, it should be uncomfortable.

    Hearing Shi Nan's suppressed sobs, Fu Zhao opened her lips and wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, she raised her right hand and placed her palm on Shi Nan's back to comfort her.They clapped sexually.

    Shi Nan is now obviously afraid after having a nightmare.

    What should she say to relieve Shi Nan's fear after having a nightmare.

    Probably because of the shadow of the last incident, even though Shi Nan didn't want to show it in front of anyone, she pretended nothing happened during the day.

    "If you have a nightmare..." Fu Zhao said softly, and carefully organized his words, "It may be because you have been under too much pressure recently, or it may be because what you have experienced before has had a certain impact on you."

    As she spoke, she paused again, because she seemed to have no other way to relieve Shi Nan's trauma after being kidnapped except to be with Shi Nan.

    She is not Shi Nan, even if she can really feel what Sim Nan is feeling, she can't bear the pain for Shi Nan.

    But if she could bear the pain for Shi Nan, would she be willing?

    Fu Zhao asked himself this way, and the conclusion he came to was unexpected.

    She seems to be willing.

    This answer made her feel very surprised, but the surprise was quickly suppressed. Shi Nan's current situation did not allow her to think too much, and the pain in her heart could not be ignored.

    Perhaps it was because Shi Nan would suffer this kidnapping.

    It is also related to their Fu family.

    This is what she should have suffered, but now Shi Nan has suffered it for her.

    She will feel guilty, and she should.

    It is reasonable for her to feel distressed and want to bear the pain for Shi Nan.

    Because guilt is at work.At least in this matter, it was their family who was sorry for Shi Nan.

    "But it doesn't matter, I will always be with you until you no longer have nightmares, until you forget that thing, until you are no longer afraid." After Fu Zhao said this, he let out a soft breath, "I am not a professional, and I’m not very good at comforting people, but if you want tomorrow, we can go to a doctor and have a good chat, maybe we will feel better.”

    "I can call the doctor to my home. If you...have resistance to this matter and don't want to say it, we can also take it slowly..."

    "It's going to be all right, everything will be all right."

    Fu Zhao spoke in a soft voice, his warm voice was extraordinarily gentle and gentle in the quiet night.

    Shi Nan hugged Fu Zhao's neck tightly, but Fu Zhao didn't make any move to resist. He just patted her on the back lightly and comforted her softly.

    She had thought that, after experiencing the kidnapping, her nightmares would at least be about kidnapping.

    But no, whether it was yesterday or now, her nightmare was still about Fu Zhao.

    The same nightmare repeated itself many nights.

    It made her almost breathless.

    Nightmares are usually related to the things that a person fears the most and thinks about the most.

    Obviously, compared with the kidnapping incident, what she was more afraid of was that Fu Zhao died again, and it was Fu Zhao's pulse that dissipated in her palm again.

    Fortunately, after waking up, she felt Fu Zhao's presence immediately.

    It's real, it's alive.

    Let her almost use the fastest speed to recover from the nightmare.

    Fu Zhao said that she was not very good at comforting others, but Shi Nan felt that Fu Zhao should be the one who could comfort her the most. Fu Zhao's breathing, Fu Zhao's pat on her palm, Fu Zhao's steady beatingThe pulse is a sharp weapon to comfort her.

    "Everything will be fine" was what Fu Zhao said to her the day she jumped into the sea.

    This is really the driest sentence when comforting people, but she heard it twice in total, and both times she felt that it was the most useful sentence.

    The last time she heard this sentence, she admitted that she was Shi Nan to Fu Zhao who didn't know her.

    Then this time...

    Shi Nan held his breath, so that Fu Zhao's breathing could be heard more clearly when he was attached to the side of his neck.She hugged Fu Zhao tightly, stroked the fingertips holding Fu Zhao's wrist a few times, and said softly,

    "Who said you're not good at comforting people?"

    "Do you know that your patience is more effective than all the doctors in this world."

    Your existence is already the greatest comfort to me.

    Fu Zhao didn't say anything later, maybe she didn't know what to say anymore, to respond to Shi Nan who said this sentence so sincerely.

    In short, that night, they seemed to hug each other for a long time.

    Longer than any hug.

    After that night, their way of getting along seemed to have changed a lot.

    At least, Fu Zhao felt that there was no need for her to hide from Shi Nan anymore, not to mention that there was an upcoming closing ceremony performance waiting for her, and she couldn't affect their band's rehearsal because of her personal feelings.

    And...it seems because this matter is the goal they are facing together.

    The conflicts between her and Shi Nan, such as the marriage contract, such as the ending that Fu Zhao has always kept in mind, they can put it down and put it after the band performance.

    They can completely ignore those things and concentrate on preparing for the band performance.

    They are like the most ordinary two good friends, keeping a friendly and mutual help distance.

    It is no longer like before, needing to be strangers looking far away from each other.

    They would eat breakfast together at Fu Zhao's house, sometimes it was the nanny's sumptuous table, and Kong Weiyan would come to eat; sometimes it was Fu Zhao who cooked the seafood noodles himself, and she and Shi Nan were quiet.Sit quietly and finish eating.

    During the day, Fu Zhao would deal with some complicated basic matters on the island, while Shi Nan would stay at home and make handmade pottery. Occasionally, some small things would be brought to Fu Zhao’s house for storage. For example, Fu Zhao now uses them for drinkingWater cups with "a disdainful face", such as the "whole house model" in Fu Zhao's room.

    By the end of the night, it's time to rehearse.

    If the weather is sunny, Fu Zhao will ride a small electric donkey and take Shi Nan to enjoy the wind on the island, and then go to the rehearsal; or after the rehearsal, he will go to the open-air theater to watch the movie that is played repeatedly every day.

    On rainy days, they can only take the family car, but there are very few rainy days on Nankey Island, and even if it rains, it is often just showers, so they are still used to waiting for the rain to stop before taking a slow walk back.

    Such days are not rich, but they are not boring either.

    Maybe it's because she has temporarily forgotten the things that hurt her heart; maybe it's because the two of them rehearse together, and they always laugh more than others; maybe it's because her relationship with Shi Nan is no longer what it used to be.Instead, they chose to be honest with each other.

    In short, during these days of rehearsal, Fu Zhao was very happy.

    Apart from……

    Kong Weiyan, who occasionally came to watch their rehearsal after work, would say something that made her throat and eyes hurt from time to time.

    For example, now, Kong Weiyan stared at her curiously for a while, his face was almost close to hers, and after a while he yelled in an exaggerated tone, "Damn it! Fu Zhao, your dark circles and bags under your eyes are getting worse.It fell to the ground, what happened?"

    "Let me tell you, the closing ceremony will be the day after tomorrow." Kong Weiyan was at a loss for words for a moment, her eyes turned around, turned to Shi Nan who was standing there, and then turned back lightly. She coughed lightly and covered her handsHe pursed his mouth, looked surprised, and then lowered his voice earnestly, "You have to be more restrained at night, you can't go on stage with dark circles under your eyes, the media and the islanders will all be watching!!"

    Fu Zhao pushed Kong Weiyan away expressionlessly, glanced at Shi Nan who was looking over there curiously, and Jiang Wenqing and Yer who were waiting for Kong Weiyan while holding schoolbags and eating lollipops. She took a deep breath.Try your best not to lose your temper in front of the children, "Understood, don't talk nonsense."

    "Am I talking nonsense?"

    Kong Weiyan asked back, with a strange expression after a while, "You don't know, sleep with Shi Nan every day, and go back to sleep when Shi Nan falls asleep, right?"

    "If that's the case..." Kong Weiyan raised his thumbs up in admiration, "Then I really have to call you Daqingzhong."

    What Kong Weiyan said was indeed correct, she was really worried about Shi Nan's situation, after all, she had suffered on her behalf, a person who was kidnapped because of her, had nightmares every night, she couldn't help but ignore it.

    So in the past few days, after Shi Nan fell asleep, she would stay with Shi Nan for a while, not long ago, only about an hour.

    Although Shi Nan forced her to sleep together every time, she was still not used to sharing the same bed with someone, not because this person was Shi Nan, but because she was not used to it even with anyone.That's all.

    Although Shi Nan said after that time that she should go back and have a good rest, she still insisted.

    It was because Shi Nan woke up from a nightmare that day, and she felt the horror of that night just by looking at it. She couldn't ignore the condition of Shi Nan's gland/body when Dr. Liu checked it.

    very scary.Although Shi Nan didn't blame her and never mentioned it to her, she had no choice but to fall asleep peacefully before confirming that Shi Nan was asleep.

    It's also because she doesn't sleep much.

    But it was only an hour, and she couldn't sleep at home so early.

    So, Shi Nan put a soft sofa bed in her bedroom, so that Fu Zhao could lie down more comfortably when she was with her.

    But Fu Zhao still insisted on going back to sleep every day.

    When she had those dreams about the memory of the original owner, she couldn't be sure that she would do or say something.

    Shi Nan couldn't resist her, but one day he silently changed the bedtime to before ten o'clock, so that Fu Zhaoneng could relax and go back to sleep quickly.

    Looking around, it didn't delay her anything.

    "I didn't sleep well at first." Fu Zhao explained to Kong Weiyan, then looked at Shi Nan who was drooping and not speaking, pursed his lips, and said softly, "It's none of her business."

    After she finished speaking, she pushed Kong Weiyan away, grabbed Shi Nan's wrist, and pulled Shi Nan out, repeating the phrase "it's none of her business" to Kong Weiyan who was still behind him in a strange manner.regardless of.

    It was still raining lightly outside, and the ground was wet, but it relieved a lot of the summer heat.

    Fu Zhao hurriedly took a step and stepped on the water. The water droplets splashed on his trouser legs, and he fainted and became dizzy.

    Her feet retracted again, and the hand holding Shi Nan's wrist loosened, took out the umbrella in her backpack, opened it, and then leaned towards Shi Nan, "Let's go."

    "Hmm..." Shi Nan responded softly, glanced at the umbrella that was leaning towards her, and pursed her lips into a tight line, "Let me open the umbrella."

    "Well, no need." Fu Zhao didn't care, and just replied in a relaxed tone, "I'm taller than you, so it's suitable for holding an umbrella."

    "Then don't let me go on purpose." Shi Nan frowned, took Fu Zhao's hand and pushed the handle of the umbrella towards Fu Zhao, and then relaxed, "This is the best, don't let yourselfDrenched all the rain."

    Umbrellas are never big enough.

    If it doesn't lean toward Shi Nan, if it's only placed in the middle of them, there will be raindrops wafting in and splashing on the shoulders of the two of them.

    Weiliang's palm was pressed to it and then immediately loosened. Fu Zhao felt a little lost, and paused before asking, "Do you like to be in the rain?"

    "No..." Shi Nan succinctly denied, then An An quietly looked over and looked at her with a smile, "It's just that instead of letting you soak up all the rain alone, I hope that the two of us share it together."

    This sentence is a bit strange.

    Fu Zhao could only take it literally, and she also smiled, her tone was relaxed, as if she was joking, "Well, so I think actually, neither of us need to get in the rain."

    "There is always another way, Shi Nan, we don't have to get wet in the rain."

    "Maybe we can go back in the car on a rainy day..."

    "Or, simply change to a bigger umbrella."

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