This sentence expresses Fu Zhao's current thoughts.

Just like the ending between them, Fu Zhao always has an idea recently, she and Shi Nan don't have to die, and it doesn't have to be you and me, you block the knife for me and I live for you.

They are not enemies of life and death.

More importantly, rather than being an "enemy" or a "scared stranger" with Shi Nan, she seems to hope that she and Shi Nan can become good friends who can share and help each other.

Since many things have changed since she came here, the original ending in that book may not necessarily happen, and their current life trajectory does not completely coincide with the records in the original book.

She and Shi Nan didn't necessarily have to become strangers without any relationship because of this ending.

Maybe there are other ways.

It's like she can change to a bigger umbrella on a rainy day, like she can ask her family driver to pick it up.

There will always be other ways to escape, not necessarily staying away from Shi Nan.

Moreover, if she stayed away from Shi Nan and didn't remind Shi Nan, if Shi Nan...became the one who died unexpectedly because of this incident, she might have new regrets and new unwillingness.

That is, she clearly knew that this incident would happen someday in the future, but she didn't remind Shi Nan.

Because of her own selfishness and her own fear, Shi Nan encountered this incident unknowingly.Compared with her who was prepared, Shi Nan was more likely to be unprepared when encountering this incident, and the possibility of accidents was also greater.

So, she can think of other ways.

They can never go to that place, or arrest the robbery and murderer in advance.

Anyway, Fu Zhao in the book died after leaving the island. As long as she does not leave the island, as long as she is prepared to face all this, she and Shi Nan will be fine.

They can all escape that ending.

Fu Zhao thought so optimistically.

"That's what you said..." Shi Nan said softly, his eyes trembled as he watched her, and he was silent for a long time before speaking, his voice was mixed with the sound of pattering rain, which seemed a little faint,

"It's best if you can stay out of the rain, but sometimes other methods are useless." She paused for a few seconds, and the emotion in her voice was a little more regretful, "For example, come to pick us up.The car was late or couldn't arrive due to other reasons; for example, if you change to a bigger umbrella, the rain will become heavier, and it will drift in obliquely..."

When they reached the zebra crossing, the red light happened to turn on.

The 90-second red light starts the countdown.

Fu Zhaomai's left foot was taken back again. The canvas shoes were soaked by the rain, making it uncomfortable. She couldn't help but linger on Shi Nan's sneakers for a few seconds.She is much better now.

Shi Nan's walking habits are much better than hers, at least he won't fly water everywhere like her.

Fu Zhao also found it funny when he thought about it, and the umbrella in his hand quietly turned to Shi Nan's side again, and after Shi Nan finished speaking, he answered in time, "The car can't arrive. I have other cars, and the rain is oblique.If I float in, I can change to an umbrella that covers us all. The above-mentioned problems you mentioned are not insurmountable problems, let alone..."

She couldn't help laughing at what she hadn't said yet, but she held back, looked over at Shi Nan, and raised her eyebrows, "I'm still the owner of Nankey Island, and solving these things is a trivial matter."pile."

After Fu Zhao finished speaking, she was a little dazed. This seemed to be the first time she used her identity as the "little island owner" to emphasize something.

Although at the moment, she doesn't know why she and Shi Nan started discussing this matter of whether to hold an umbrella or get out of the rain, and it also involved her identity as the owner of the small island.

Moreover, even if it is necessary to get wet in the rain, it is much better for one person to get wet than for two people to get wet.

What's more, she has a way to keep both of them from getting caught in the rain.

Shi Nan didn't say anything more, and he didn't push the umbrella to Fu Zhao's side any more stubbornly. He just lowered his head and drooped his eyelashes, as if he was going to follow Fu Zhao's wishes, or as if he was too lazy to argue with Fu Zhao on this issue..

Until 90 seconds the red light returns to 0, until the green light starts to light up.

Fu Zhao stepped forward to cross the road, but in the next second, Shi Nan grabbed the corner of her clothes again. She retracted the leg she stepped out and stopped beside Shi Nan. The umbrella also came back and leaned towards Shi Nan.tilted.

"What's wrong?"

She glanced around at the pedestrians coming and going across the road, as well as the swaying rain lines in the air, and her eyes finally stopped on Shi Nan who was pursing her lips.

"Fu Zhao, do you have something you should tell me?" Shi Nan used declarative sentences with a very determined expression, as if he was waiting for her to say something.

Fu Zhao was stunned, staring at Shi Nan's frank and straight eyes, and turned his eyes blankly, unable to realize what Shi Nan wanted her to say.

But Shi Nan just stared at her without blinking, his eyes seemed to be fixed on her face, his eyes burning.

Fu Zhao took a deep breath, eyes filled with confusion, and tentatively said, "That's right..."

She thought of one thing, but she was not too comfortable to say it, her cheeks started to heat up, and her eyes couldn't help shaking, looking at the rain, the leaves, the flowers, but not at Shi Nan.

"Has your... fever period passed?"

After she finished speaking, she felt as if her tongue had been scalded, and immediately added, "I mean, because Dr. Liu said it would be earlier, I was worried about you... No, I was worried that the show would not go smoothly."

"No." Shi Nan answered bluntly, folded her arms, glanced at Fu Zhao's ears that were slowly staining red again, smiled, and raised her eyebrows thoughtfully, "But don't worry,I have a sense of proportion and will not affect the performance of the closing ceremony."

"That's good."

Fu Zhao breathed a sigh of relief quietly, and nodded without changing his face, "Then let's go."

But still before he could take a step, he was grabbed, but this time, it was his wrist that was grabbed suddenly.

The slightly cool palm is attached to the pulse, and the touch is familiar. After all, it is held every night, and it is already quite familiar with the touch and shape of the skin.

"I mean……"

Shi Nan gently felt the beating of Fu Zhao's pulse, and wrote down the frequency and rhythm of the beating with nostalgia. Her slender eyelashes drooped, and she breathed a sigh of relief, "From now on, you don't have to stay with me."

Fu Zhao was stunned for a while, and understood Shi Nan's meaning. She blinked, feeling a little lost in her heart for some reason, and subconsciously blurted out, "Oh, that's right, if you are worried——"

"no."

Shi Nan shook his head gently, suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and said something insincere, "It's not just that I'm worried that you won't sleep well because of this, but more importantly, I can't always let you stay with me all the time.”

"The rain that should be poured on me is better to let me do it myself."

"I can't let you keep drenching the rain on my side."

When Shi Nan said this metaphor, he directly grabbed Fu Zhao's wrist and moved it towards Fu Zhao's side. After lightly rubbing his fingertips a few times, he let go of his hand and put it in his pocket, still holding it tightly.The hollow of the wrist.

The feeling of holding the air is not as good as the actual wrist with a steady pulse.

And, most importantly, the steady pulse transmitted from the palm.

Shi Nan secretly sighed in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, he just finished the sentence calmly, looked at the green light flashing back on the other side of the road, and took a step forward.

Fu Zhao didn't say anything, but followed silently.

Even along the way, they didn't discuss this topic any more. They only talked about the band's performance, whether the costumes fit well, and where the rhythm needed to be adjusted.

Like two business partners.

Suddenly, neither of them was in the mood to talk about anything else.

After the relationship of "□□sense" was gone, in an instant, they seemed to be separated again.

Frankly speaking, Shi Nan was not used to it.

But she couldn't say anything, because she was afraid that when she opened her mouth, she would say something that wanted Fu Zhao to sleep with her.From her mouth.

Until Fu Zhao held her umbrella and sent her home.

Shi Nan glanced at Fu Zhao's shoulder that was still wet, as well as the completely soaked canvas shoes, and the jeans leg that was mostly splashed with water, "Do you want to change clothes first."

"I also have..."

"No need." Fu Zhao refused in a low voice, and smiled at her again, as if returning to the polite and distant relationship they had before, and only had to call "Miss Shi" in standard Mandarin.

"I still need to find Kong Weiyan, you go in first."

"You're getting wet too, go change your clothes first."

After saying these two sentences, Fu Zhao left, and didn't even tell her to sleep well tonight, as if she never cared whether she would sleep well without her.

Although Shi Nan knew that Fu Zhao was not such a person.

After all, because he had nightmares at night, he simply slept with him for so many days, how could he not care if she slept well?

But just in case...

What if she spoke so calmly just now that Fu Zhao believed that she could sleep well without her, so Fu Zhao simply agreed to her request.

So Fu Zhao left without looking back.

So Fu Zhao didn't worry about her, and went directly to Kong Weiyan.

So Fu Zhao didn't tell her.

How could Fu Zhao be so cruel?

After Shi Nan took a shower, he lay down on the bed with this thought still in his mind.

The small bed that Fu Zhao used to rest hadn't been lifted away, and a layer of air-conditioning quilt was neatly stacked on it.

She was lying sideways on her big bed, and couldn't help stretching out her hand. It seemed that there was still a layer of residual heat on it, as well as the faint fragrance of tea that enveloped her, and the fragrance was strong.

The posture of reaching out, the shape of holding it, just enough to hold such a thin wrist inside.

The room is very quiet, the sound is not loud, just missing 75 beats per minute, a slight pulsating pulse.

Shi Nan sighed softly, forced himself to close his eyes, and stopped having those messy thoughts, and asked Xiaoan to find a few simulated pulse sounds at a frequency of 75 beats per minute, and broadcast them.

Neither sound good.

It all sounds annoying.

Finally, she simply turned it off again.

It wasn't until late at night that he fell asleep in a daze.

During the days when Fu Zhao was not around, she almost had to go through such a process of falling asleep, and then was awakened by a dream.

During the days when Fu Zhao slept with her, the number of nightmares she had had indeed decreased.

So, on the first day Fu Zhao left her.

She had a nightmare again without warning, a large amount of blood, a face that lost its color, a white shirt that was stained red, and a pulse of vitality that slowly lost its vitality.

She opened her eyes suddenly, cold sweat dripping down her back again.

No matter how many degrees the air conditioner is turned on, always wake up in a cold sweat.

But at this time, the room always made her feel hot and dry, and it was almost impossible for her to stay there for a second longer.

She knew that the chance of seeing Fu Zhao outside the courtyard wall was very small. It was so late, Fu Zhao should have a good sleep today, and she had no street lamps to repair, and no alarms to continue installing.

In the previous 13 times was awakened by a nightmare and went outside to look at the moon and stars.

There are only 3 nights when the moon and stars are at the same time, and there is only 1 night when the moon, stars and Fu Zhao are at the same time.

But on the 14th time, she not only saw the bright crescent moon and the brilliant and dense stars, but also felt the cool wind that relieved the heat.

I saw a person wearing a black striped silk pajamas set, and saw Fu Zhao's long hair pulled up casually.

Most importantly, that person is Fu Zhao.

The white socks were clean, and they wore a pair of black slippers. They walked two steps and took two steps back, as if hesitating whether to do something or not.

First of all, Fu Zhao has no habit of sleepwalking.

Secondly, it is eleven o'clock in the evening, so it is impossible for Mr. Fu Zhao to come here for a walk.

Shi Nan stared at Fu Zhao who was lingering in front of her house, and ruled out two impossible answers in his mind, leaving only the last choice - Fu Zhao came here because he was worried about her.

Thinking of this, Shi Nan felt that his heart was hit by something soft, and mixed emotions of touch, joy, joy and distress rushed over like a tsunami.

She looked at it for a while, and her eyes became a little hot.

At night, she becomes much more emotional.

She lowered her eyes and threw a stone at Fu Zhao's feet. The man who was thinking with his head down immediately stopped in his tracks. His gaze began to look around, sweeping back and forth, but he just didn't look up at her.

Fool.

Shi Nan threw another piece in the past, this time Fu Zhao finally noticed the source of the stone, looked up and saw her, her beautiful amber eyes lit up in the night, much brighter than the stars in the sky and the hanging moon.

Fu Zhao opened his mouth and made a mouth shape, "Why did you wake up, did you have a nightmare?"

It was too quiet at night for them to shout.

As he spoke, Fu Zhao frowned.

Fu Zhao frowned, looking very serious. A person who is usually gentle and bright looks particularly fierce with an expressionless face.

But for some reason, Shi Nan felt that Fu Zhao's expression, at this moment, looked particularly pleasing to the eye.

She waved her hand and mouthed back, "I'm fine, go back to sleep!"

Fu Zhao didn't seem to understand what she said, and his eyes were stained with confusion. Then, as if he remembered something, he took out the mobile phone from his pocket, pointed with bright eyes.

Shi Nan nodded.

Fu Zhao's phone call came.

Fu Zhao's voice came over with the sound of electric current and the sound of wind rustling around, "...I just stopped by to have a look, and wanted to go out and throw out the trash."

Such a lame reason can only be made up by Fu Zhao.

But Shi Nan still followed Fu Zhao's words and took it with a smile, "Well, I know, I know you didn't specially set the alarm clock at 11 o'clock to come to see me. I also know that you don't know me at all.Every time I have a nightmare, I wake up around this time."

How could she not know?

The alarm clock in Fu Zhao's mobile phone, every time he wakes up, Fu Zhao happens to be next to her.

She knows it all.

This made her suddenly have an impulse, and also made her flustered heartbeat miss a beat when she met those beautiful amber eyes at the moment of waking up from many nightmares.

She should be... moved by Fu Zhao like this.

She seems to have come to a conclusion.

"..."

The voice from the receiver became much quieter, only Fu Zhao's quiet breathing remained.

After a while, the other side spoke in a very soft voice, "You should go back to sleep, you shouldn't have nightmares anymore."

Strangely, Shi Nan, who was haunted by nightmares, would only do it once a night, and then he would sleep peacefully. This is why Fu Zhao would go back after having nightmares every time Shi Nan fell asleep.

"Ok, I know."

Shi Nan replied, but still didn't move, staring straight at Fu Zhao who was standing on the road, the moonlight traced the lines on his face with superior and smooth lines, and his exquisite and beautiful face seemed to be covered with a hazy moonlight filter.

very beautiful.

When Shi Nan thought about it, she was unwilling to take her gaze back.

Until Fu Zhao, who was standing below, was stunned for a while, and then said softly, "I'm going back."

Then Fu Zhao turned around.

Shi Nan was still standing there, looking at Fu Zhao's back, and softly replied, "Okay."

But she didn't hang up or turn around.

I just want to hear Fu Zhao's voice again, and see Fu Zhao's straight back, so that she can confirm whether the jumping up in her heart and the accelerated heartbeat at this moment are because of Fu Zhao.

Is it right?

Soon, Shi Nan got the answer with incomparable accuracy.

She originally thought that she could watch Fu Zhao's back completely disappear before her eyes, just like Fu Zhao who always looked at her back before.

But Fu Zhao stopped after walking only a few steps.

The sound of the wind in my ears was also much quieter.

But vaguely, there was a familiar pulsating sound, coming from the earpiece attached to the ear.

When she saw Fu Zhao standing far away, she had already taken off her phone and stuck it to her wrist.

After a while, the sound of the pulse became louder, although it was not as clear as the direct feeling of holding it in the hand, and it was even mixed with some wind noise, which was a little weak.

But it is still stable, and the frequency is still 75 times per minute.

Then, Fu Zhao's wind-blown voice came from the receiver, accompanied by the soft pulse beating from his ear,

"I got a sound booster in my hand, but it still shouldn't be clear enough."

"At least this is in real time. You can just listen to it tonight. If it still doesn't work, you can call me anytime."

"Today is an exception. After today, there will be new ways to solve this matter. There will be ways to make you feel safe and I can sleep well."

"I said we don't need to get in the rain, Shi Nan."

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Who doesn't get confused after reading this, the little island owner is really too warm