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    You don't have to choose one or the other.

    It's not that Fu Zhao needs to sacrifice sleep if she has to sleep, nor does it mean that she can't sleep well if Fu Zhao doesn't sacrifice sleep to accompany her.

    There is always another way.

    But Fu Zhao seems to have really found a way to let both of them sleep well without being "drenched in the rain".

    Shi Nan used the metaphor of "drenched in the rain" to ask Fu Zhao not to "drain the rain" for her, and to ask Fu Zhao not to sleep badly because he needs to take care of her.

    Fu Zhao responded with "the theory of getting in the rain", saying that besides getting both of them in the rain, she had other ways to make both of them sleep well.

    Fu Zhao didn't ask her why she had to listen to the sound of her pulse beating to fall asleep, nor did she ask why she insisted on bringing up the topic of "whether it's raining or not".

    But even if Fu Zhao didn't know everything she knew, he still gave her an extremely firm answer.

    They all don't need to "get caught in the rain".

    They can all live a good life, she should have confidence, maybe this time there is really another way.

    Maybe this time Fu Zhao can change everything.

    Maybe she should trust Fu Zhao.

    Shi Nan couldn't help having such thoughts.

    And began to have unknowing expectations for the "other methods" that Fu Zhao said.

    She listened to the amplified real-time pulse sound in the room, lay on the small bed that Fu Zhao would have been lying on before, and fell asleep with such anticipation that she had never had before.

    It seems that he had a pretty amazing dream.

    Even compared to when Fu Zhao slept with her here, the dream he had was even more beautiful.

    She is very clear that the sense of security this time does not only come from Fu Zhao's own existence.

    More came from Fu Zhao's affirmative response.

    It's about the present, it's also about the future.

    Fu Zhao was in a daze all day today.

    When got up for a run in the morning, the earphones fell off and didn't find it.

    When eating buns, chewed thirty-four mouthfuls without thinking of swallowing them.

    When drinking soy milk, didn't pay attention to whether it was cooled or not, so drank it in one gulp, and it burned mouth and tongue.

    So, she didn't speak much that day.

    Until the end of today's rehearsal, she was always in a trance, watching... don't know why she was in a daze, in short, she didn't say much.

    This made Jiang Wenqing, who has always been a chatterbox, a little uncomfortable. Kong Weiyan was away, Fu Zhao was in a trance, and Yer had a deserted "dead face". She could only find a few people who seemed to be in the best moodOkay, Shi Nan, talk to Fu Wanqing.

    But she is an alpha after all, and she didn't dare to get too close to Shi Nan.

    In addition, when she got closer, Fu Zhao, who was walking and staring at the drum score, somehow sensed her movements and stared at her intently.

    Maybe Fu Zhao did have a "Shi Nan Detector" installed on him.

    As long as there is any trouble in the 100 meters around Shi Nan, Fu Zhao will always be the first to spot it.

    After eleven trials, Jiang Wenqing came to this conclusion.

    She curled her lips, then backed away, "I wanted to say that before the official performance tomorrow, I would invite everyone to my house for a good meal, but now it seems that even if you go, Fu Zhao, you will only poke your chopsticks into your noseHere, absent-minded."

    "And Sister Kong is not here..."

    "The little island owner is just a little nervous, don't talk nonsense." Yer explained a few words for Fu Zhao based on the principle of standing side by side with the little island owner, "Sister Kong has so many programs to manage, how can I talk to you every day?"Let's play together."

    "Well, Xiao Ye is right." Fu Wanqing nodded in agreement, and patted Jiang Wenqing and Yer's heads, "As for the dinner party at Xiao Qing's house, maybe it's better to come back after the official performance tomorrow."

    "It's more suitable to go to my house today, what do you want to eat, I invite."

    "Yeah! Pizza Coke Burger!! My mother doesn't let me eat these, so I'm not afraid of the island owner's treat!!" Jiang Wenqing was not polite at all, looking at Fu Wanqing with bright eyes, and urged Yer to clean upSomething, "Hurry up, let's go to the island owner's house to eat!!"

    Yer had no choice but to silently speed up his tidying up.

    "Nan Nan, Zhao Zhao, what do you want to eat?" Fu Wanqing watched the interaction between the two children, laughed for a while, and then remembered her two "big friends" and asked along the way.

    Hearing her name, Fu Zhao recovered from her trance. She followed Fu Wanqing's words and looked at Shi Nan, shaking her head gently, "I don't need it, you guys go back first."

    "When I was just practicing... I was a little distracted, and I wanted to familiarize myself with the drums and rhythm."

    "Mother, remember to send Shi Nan...and Jiang Wenqing and Yer back later." At first, she only blurted out "Shi Nan", but later realized something was wrong with her, and added "Jiang Wenqing"and "Yer" two names.

    Maybe it's just her tongue being burned so didn't want to add those two names.

    "Aren't you going back with us? Fu Zhao, don't you take a good rest—"

    Jiang Wenqing closed his mouth while he was talking, motioning for Yer to add.

    Yer paused, and cut the long story short, "Little island owner, it's better to combine work and rest."

    Fu Zhao was amused by the words of the two little adults, and the tension in his heart suddenly relaxed, and he relaxed a lot.She nodded slightly, "Well, okay, I see."

    After she finished speaking, she looked at Shi Nan again, thinking about what to say, but she still pursed her lips and said nothing.

    Shi Nan looked over, the light in his eyes flickered, and he regained his composure, as if he was waiting for her to say something, so he just looked at her quietly.

    But Fu Zhao still didn't say anything, just lowered his eyelashes silently.

    "Then I'm leaving." When Shi Nan said this, it didn't sound emotional.

    Fu Zhao opened and closed his mouth, and finally choked out the word "um" from his throat.

    So, Shi Nan raised his eyebrows thoughtfully, looked away from Fu Zhao, smiled at the others, and frowned, "Then let's go have a big meal and leave her alone~~"

    The ending was still dragging on for a long time, as if Fu Zhao might not be able to hear this sentence.

    Fu Wanqing looked up at the two of them, folded his arms, curled the corners of his mouth, and didn't intend to care about the "pushing and pulling between the young lovers", just cleared his throat, "Then Zhao Zhao, shall we go back first?"

    Fu Zhao hummed again.

    Jiang Wenqing wanted to say something more with a puzzled expression, but was quickly pulled away by Yer.

    As a result, the originally lively rehearsal room fell silent, only Fu Zhao was left alone, and the campanula, orange-red flowers swaying gently outside the window, hanging on the thin branches, swaying gracefully.

    The light fragrance of flowers floated in from the window along with the slight wind blowing at night, which relieved a lot of her trance today and woke up her lack of concentration.

    Fu Zhao glanced at the bag he carried, it was bulging, and it contained the "culprit" that made her distracted today.She sighed softly, walked over and took out the things in the bag.

    It was an orange-red gift box with a golden silk ribbon design, and pinned to it was a wind chime that she had just picked today.

    Suitable for sending out as a gift.

    This was originally a gift, a gift that she wasn't ready to give yet.

    Maybe it's because she knows that once this gift is given out, the connection between her and that person, and the relationship with that person, can't return to the position she wanted to stay in the first place.

    But what exactly is the place she wants to stay.She hasn't figured it out yet.

    It's like after tomorrow, after the most important band show...

    The matter of retiring the engagement and the matter of leaving the island seemed to have no other excuses to escape, to stop her, hold her back, and make her stop thinking about these two things.

    Even if you can ignore the ending in the original book, even if you can use other methods to solve it...

    One code can be returned to one code.

    She didn't seem to want the band's performance to end so soon, nor did she want Shi Nan to leave the island so soon.

    This should have been just a parting gift.

    She told herself so, warned herself so.

    Two songs, one she is the lead singer, one she is the drummer.

    Shi Nan is the drummer for one song, and Shi Nan is the lead singer for the other song.

    Fu Zhao was practicing one song after another in the rehearsal room. They had recorded tapes before, and they could practice alone for people in different positions without other people present.

    Both tunes are well chosen.

    A brisk melody matched Shi Nan's soft voice.

    A song with a restless melody, suitable for heating up the atmosphere of the scene, but this song should be sung by Fu Zhao, who is usually not too noisy.

    For some reason, Kong Weiyan wanted to choose such a song for her.

    She was a little out of control.

    During the previous practice, also thought about letting other people sing, but Kong Weiyan said that it was not suitable, and must let the island owner sing a song in person, so as to show the excitement of the repertoire.

    Fu Zhao frowned and practiced two songs of different styles, feeling that the tip of his tongue that was scalded this morning was getting more and more painful.

    It wasn't until she had practiced countless times that she had some confidence, so she stopped for a while and planned to rest for a while.

    As soon as it stopped, the restless music and drumming disappeared.

    The rehearsal room became quiet again, rehearsing alone, after all, it seemed a little empty in the heart.

    It's just that I'm not used to it, not hypocritical.

    She thought so, comforting herself like this.

    But as soon as he was free, the complicated thoughts in his heart seemed to have found some rare opportunity, and they all came out of his head.

    Come together into one idea at the end.

    An unreliable and not quite correct idea.

    Fu Zhao shook his head, got up and took a sip from the water bottle. The temperature of the water was right, and he drank it in one gulp, which relieved a lot of restlessness from the tip of his tongue and the roof of his mouth.

    But the restlessness in my heart was not alleviated.

    She took a few more sips and put the water bottle back on the table, only to find that there was a square box on the empty table.

    The dark brown lid with a light brown base has a ceramic texture, and a cute brown bear is painted on it.

    Looks like a lunch box.

    It's so late, how come there is a lunch box here suddenly.

    Could it be that others didn't bring it back?

    Fu Zhao felt strange, and carefully scanned the other tables, but did not see any other things that he did not bring back.

    She glanced at the lunch box on the table and the water bottle beside it.

    By the way, something is not quite right.

    It's mineral water, but it's warm when you drink it, and the air conditioner is turned on in the room...

    Before she could figure it out, there was a sound at her feet, and then it seemed to be hit lightly by something, and then rolled down to her feet.

    familiar operation.

    Fu Zhao blinked and looked around. With just one glance, he caught sight of a person standing quietly behind him, leaning against the door, wearing a white knitted sweater with a creamy purple floral pattern inside.The long skirt, canvas shoes and white stockings wrapped one-third of the calf, and the legs were straight and smooth.

    The dim door light suddenly turned on, illuminating the person standing at the door, adding a soft halo to the whole person.

    The long hair in the shawl was softly and loosely draped over the shoulders, gently blowing around the cheeks in the wind.

    Slightly upturned eyes, tea-brown pupils, which reflect a circle of gentle light.

    It's night, it's the lights, it's the thought that don't know where it came from, which makes Shi Nan look very beautiful now.

    "Idiot~"

    Shi Nan parted her red lips and said something in a soft tone, then let go of her crossed arms on her chest, walked slowly step by step, opened the lunch box and tableware, "I'm all hereYou've been standing there for fifteen minutes, and you haven't seen me?"

    "The food is cold, and I didn't see it."

    While talking, Shi Nan laughed again, his eyelashes curled up, his eyes were shining like stars, his smile was bright and his teeth were bright, and he looked over with a smile in his eyes, "I don't know if it's the morningIf you burn your tongue, you burn your eyes too, and you can’t see anything.”

    Fu Zhao blinked in a trance, and then realized why she drank warm water just now—Shi Nan knew that she had burned her tongue in the morning, so she replaced the mineral water she drank on the table with warm water.

    When Shi Nan finished her meal, she even brought her a meal.

    Shi Nan is really careful.

    That abnormal thought that never dissipated became stronger and stronger in her mind.

    Just like Shi Nan in front of her, every move, bent eyes, eyelashes drooping and then raised, fair skin with pink, every strand of hair fluttering, the faint fragrance on her body...…

    attracted her full attention.

    That abnormal and unreliable thought magnified infinitely in her mind, impacting all her reason and emotions.

    Then she told her that the deepest thoughts in her heart could no longer be hidden, and had emerged from every look she looked at Shi Nan.

    It would be great if the gift she prepared was not a parting gift.

    It would be great if Shi Nan didn't leave Nankey Island.

    if……

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