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    What is the last if?

    She didn't think about it for a while, or she didn't dare to let the last "if" form a clear idea.

    "It's so late, you don't have a good rest, what are you doing here?"

    In a daze, Fu Zhao asked such a question that he knew the answer to.

    But Shi Nan still answered her with a good temper, blinked her eyes, just looked at her and smiled, "Come on, I have bad eyesight, even though I have a pair of beautiful eyes, I still can't see me, and drinkThe soy milk will burn the tongue, and the fool will deliver the meal."

    come to see you.

    Let's see what you said, let me look forward to, what are the other ways to solve the problem.

    Let's see if you can meet my expectations.

    Shi Nan didn't say these words, but kept them in his heart. He glanced at Fu Zhao who was still in a daze and didn't speak. He sighed softly, took a mouthful of Steamed Egg Soup and brought it to Fu Zhao's lips, "I'll eat it laterSpray some medicine after dinner, don't make yourself uncomfortable."

    The delicious and warm Steamed Egg Soup came up, and Fu Zhao suddenly came back to his senses, and met Shi Nan's bright eyes again. She wanted to take the spoon in Shi Nan's hand in a panic, but couldn't help it.Immediately Shi Nan dodges away.

    She froze for a moment, pursed her lips, "I'll just do it myself."

    Shi Nan raised his eyebrows, "Just feed the first bite, and you can eat the rest yourself."

    "Why do you have to feed the first bite?" Fu Zhao really didn't understand what Shi Nan was thinking, she turned her eyes blankly, and her eyes fell on Shi Nan's face who was looking at her from the side.

    The warm yellow light shone on Shi Nan's face, and the slightly curly tails of her hair hung naturally on her shoulders, making her face smoother and more natural. A few strands of hair were pinned behind her ears, revealing her small and fair ears.

    Every move was automatically slowed down in front of her eyes, like a slow-moving scene in a movie.

    Shi Nan is very beautiful.

    Only then did Fu Zhao begin to re-examine this fact.

    "Because..." Shi Nan poked Fu Zhao's mouth with the spoon filled with Steamed Egg Soup, her expression was calm, but the light in her eyes couldn't help flickering a few times, sliding past some "expectation but somehow"Don't say it" look, "Of course I feed the first bite of the dishes I cook, and the process is relatively complete."

    Fu Zhao didn't quite understand Shi Nan's logic, but the spoon had almost touched her mouth, and Shi Nan's bright eyes looking at her almost drifted into her already chaotic mind.

    She stared blankly at the Steamed Egg Soup that was still swaying in front of her eyes, subconsciously opened her mouth, and squeezed the Steamed Egg Soup that "Shi Nan fed her".

    Sure enough, it tastes tender and smooth.

    Still fragrant.

    After a little sip, it melts in the mouth, slides down the throat automatically from the mouth, and swallows it into the stomach, leaving only the fresh fragrance in the mouth, which makes people feel unsatisfied.

    "...It's delicious."

    Fu Zhao didn't wait for Shi Nan to ask, and answered, because Shi Nan didn't need to speak, the question "Is it delicious?" was already asked in those bright eyes.

    So, Shi Nan raised his eyebrows, and the phrase "Of course it's delicious" came out of his confident expression.

    Fu Zhao wanted to laugh a little, probably because Shi Nan, who occasionally became childish, was so cute.

    cute?

    She realized that she started to use this word to describe Shi Nan, and quickly took Shi Nan to take another bite of the eggplant spoon, and swallowed the word that just popped up in her mind, along with the tender and delicious eggplant.

    How can it be cute?

    It can only be regarded as admiration, admiration that Shi Nan can cook so many dishes, although she only ate two, but unexpectedly, the taste of both dishes is good, not inferior to the dishes made by their housekeeping robot.

    "I didn't expect you to be so good at cooking." Fu Zhao mentioned this sentence appropriately, and diverted his thoughts that gradually began to show, "It's all delicious, and...it's more in line with our taste."

    "It's mainly to suit your taste."

    Shi Nan slightly raised the corners of her lips, and looked at Fu Zhao with her face propped up. Fu Zhao ate neither fast nor slow, not elegant, but he still liked to chew slowly, biting the soft boiled beans bit by bit.The mouth is stuffed a bit full, the cheeks are slightly bulging, like a cute little hamster.

    "I specifically asked Aunt Li at home, what kind of food and taste do you like to eat, and then searched for what is not suitable for eating after burning your tongue, and finally chose these few."

    "As long as you like it."

    Shi Nan said absently, then looked at "little hamster" for a moment, puffed up her cheeks, gave her a bright look, then chewed and swallowed the food in her mouth, her ears turned red, and lightlyJust said "Thank you."

    "You eat delicious~"

    Shi Nan couldn't help but say this, put his hands on his face, looked at Fu Zhao with a smile, and murmured deliberately, "It makes me want to eat."

    So, Fu Zhao kept the unswallowed Steamed Egg Soup in his mouth, and his eyes widened, like a little hamster caught stealing food.

    Shi Nan took advantage of the victory to pursue, and pointed to the small mouthful of Steamed Egg Soup left in Fu Zhao's bowl, "Can I have a bite?"

    Fu Zhao swallowed the Steamed Egg Soup before realizing what Shi Nan was talking about. She pursed her lips and looked at the Steamed Egg Soup in the lunch box with nostalgia. It wasn't that she was reluctant to give it to Shi Nan, butIt seems that there is only one set of tableware.

    But after all, it was Shi Nan's cooking, so it's not appropriate not to let Shi Nan eat it.

    She pushed the lunch box forward, but still held the spoon tightly in her hand, and said in a very low voice, "You eat."

    "How do I eat it?" Shi Nan blinked, "Do I grab it with my hands?"

    "There are no other tableware." Fu Zhao replied and blinked.

    "Then feed me." Shi Nan tilted his head to look at Fu Zhao, and smiled, "One person at a time, there is coming and going, isn't it?"

    "And... I made it myself. I haven't even eaten a bite. I'll eat it all for you." Shi Nan bit her lower lip lightly, the light in her eyes flickered slightly, with a little grievance deliberately released, "How can you do this?"

    Fu Zhao was stunned. Although she knew that Shi Nan was just trying to pretend to be pitiful, as Shi Nan said, she really couldn't be so cruel and wouldn't give Shi Nan a bite.

    And it's nothing.

    It is normal for girls to drink the same cup of milk tea and use the same spoon, no matter in the abo world or in her original world.

    But when Fu Zhao scooped up the last mouthful of Steamed Egg Soup, meeting Shi Nan's smiling eyes, his hands still began to tremble unconsciously, as if he wanted to take the last mouthful of Steamed Egg Soup.Soup shakes down.

    Until Shi Nan slightly opened his lips, and swallowed the wobbly Steamed Egg Soup.

    Fu Zhao's eyes couldn't help falling on Shi Nan's lips. The round and petite lips, the naturally upturned corners of the mouth, and the full lips are painted with a semi-matte and moist lipstick, like rose and lychee-flavored juiceThe fudge sticks to it, and it is energetic and attractive.

    He sipped it once, then closed it tightly, chewing the Steamed Egg Soup in small bites.

    It looks soft, sweet and fragrant.

    The same goes for eating.

    She was talking about the Steamed Egg Soup that she ate countless mouthfuls of today, not Shi Nan's lips.

    Even though Fu Zhao told himself so, it was inevitable that he remembered the artificial respiration when they first met.

    At that time, she was flustered and anxious, with no emotion or emotion, just mechanically repeating the first aid knowledge she had learned, without having time to feel anything.

    But now she suddenly remembered the touch at that time, and a thought suddenly popped up in her mind that she couldn't suppress:

    Will Shi Nan's lips be softer, sweeter and more fragrant than Steamed Egg Soup?

    "Well, it's quite soft, quite sweet, and very fragrant."

    Before Fu Zhao could get rid of this thought, a soft, lazy voice sounded in her ears unexpectedly. When she came back to her senses, the spoon in her hand was ripped away, and then the water bottle was stuffed into her palm.And with a little warmth.

    She was in a daze for a moment, watching Shi Nan slowly tidy up the tableware, and then realized that Shi Nan was talking about Steamed Egg Soup.

    Her question should have no answer.

    Fu Zhao silently followed Shi Nan to pack up her things, and the sound of tableware ping-pong-pong could temporarily suppress the thoughts related to Shi Nan that kept popping up in her mind.

    But she couldn't help thinking that Shi Nan could cook, so why did she still come to her house for dinner every day?

    She didn't dare to ask.

    Maybe it was because Shi Nan was lazy and didn't want to cook.

    But new problems emerged.

    Since Shi Nan is so lazy, why is he willing to cook for her?

    She didn't know why, because after cleaning up, Shi Nan said to practice with her again.

    Even though she said she didn't need it, Shi Nan still sat on the drum stool that the two of them usually shared, and looked at her with her back straight, with a smile in her clear eyes, as if she wouldn't leave if she didn't leave.Stance.

    Fu Zhao had a short mouth, sat down on the keyboard, put his hand on it, and played the first note.

    Shi Nan smiled, picked up the drumsticks, and entered the rhythm accurately.

    They didn't use tapes.

    Using only the keyboard and drum kit, Fu Zhao's song that could be considered "noisy" was completely combined.Fu Zhao knew how to play the piano, but now he looked at the score on the shelf, and he could play it down.

    The style of music is quite high-profile. At this time, there are only two instruments left: the keyboard and the drum set. Coupled with Fu Zhao's slow voice, the performance has a different kind of lazy taste.

    This is the first time since they rehearsed that they practiced almost face-to-face.

    Shi Nan is sitting on the drum stool. From this angle, you can see Fu Zhao's serious eyes looking at the music score while playing the piano; you can also see Fu Zhao's fair side neck, where there is a small brown mole dotted in the white skin.You can also clearly see Fu Zhao's slender eyelashes trembling slightly when he sang the chorus.

    The most important thing is that you can accurately catch Fu Zhao's eyes that can't help drifting over, and then see Fu Zhao holding the corner of his mouth in embarrassment, and then cast his gaze on the score.

    Fu Zhao, who didn't look at her, was earnest, with a charming charm on his body, which automatically glowed, attracting all her eyes.

    But looking at her, Fu Zhao would involuntarily shrink back the energy in his body, becoming cute and full of life.

    If Shi Nan was asked whether to choose Fu Zhao who looked at her or Fu Zhao who didn't look at her, she probably couldn't choose.

    Let it go.

    Shi Nan wanted to get up and change positions, but Fu Zhao didn't stand up. He flipped through a page of sheet music without changing his expression, played the beginning of another piece, and then nodded to her, with the hair on the side of his forehead nodding alongThe movement fluttered gently.

    The melody sounded, and playing with the keyboard alone became more gentle and leisurely.

    Shi Nan sat back on the drum stool, pulled the microphone away, and spoke softly.

    On the day before the official performance, the two of them, in the rehearsal room that originally belonged to five people, combined the two pieces over and over again, sitting in positions that they had never sat in rehearsals before, and performed the two pieces in a different way.same style.

    A style just for this evening.

    It felt less like a rehearsal than a date.

    Shi Nan thought about it until the electricity in the rehearsal room was cut off, all the lights in the room went dark, and all the musical instruments fell silent.

    "power cut."

    Fu Zhao opened his mouth softly, and took his hands off the keyboard. After she finished speaking, the room became quiet again. The moonlight from the window cast on her face, depicting her cold and jade-like eyebrows and beautiful eyes.Bright facial features.

    "It should be fine, it will be here in a while."

    Shi Nan nodded, stood up neatly, walked to Fu Zhao's side, sat down beside her, looked up at her, "Shall we go back?"

    "It's getting late..."

    Fu Zhao pursed his lips. They should go back, but maybe the atmosphere of the two of them rehearsing alone is too good, maybe tonight is the last night in the rehearsal room, maybe it's because after tomorrow night, she and Shi NanTwo people don't see each other every day.

    After watching the scenery on the island, the band performance is over.

    Where Shi Nan goes has nothing to do with her.

    Shi Nan does not need to be with her.

    There is no connection between them that necessarily binds the two of them together.

    And after she thought about this matter clearly, the first emotion she felt was reluctance.

    "Uh huh~" Shi Nan replied absent-mindedly, putting her hands on the stool, "So you want to go back?"

    going back.

    No matter how reluctant she is, she still has to go back.

    Fu Zhao bit the tip of her tongue hard to recover herself from this "reluctance" emotion. She took a deep breath, stood up from the stool with a "chuckle", and under Shi Nan's surprised gaze,Go and get the gift box in your bag.

    Then they sat side by side with Shi Nan, shoulder to shoulder, very close.

    When she was so close, Nan would hear her gradually tense and rapid breathing, and when she was so close, she was afraid that she would not be able to suppress her drumming heartbeat.

    She didn't look at Shi Nan, but stared straight at the lyrics on the music score, and passed the gift box over.

    "what is this?"

    "A gift to celebrate tomorrow's successful performance?"

    Shi Nan's tone was full of curiosity, and his voice filled the entire rehearsal room.

    In all directions, Fu Zhao couldn't avoid it.

    "no."

    She answered softly, not daring to make a sound, maybe because Shi Nan was shaking against her shoulder, which made her nervous.

    Then, the sound of the gift ribbon being untied, the sound of the gift box being opened, the sound of the packaging bag being opened... resounded throughout the room, affecting her held breath.

    "Are you sure you don't want to look at me?"

    Fu Zhao followed Shi Nan's words and looked over. Under the bright moonlight, the silver light was hazy. Shi Nan, who was sitting beside her, held the gift she gave, his eyelashes trembled, his breathing eased, and his voice also softened.Many, "Is this the other way you said besides yesterday's exception?"

    The gift was a small heart-shaped throw pillow, light pink, soft and furry.

    Other than that, it doesn't look like much.

    Fu Zhao closed his eyes and clenched the corners of his clothes with his fingertips. His tone was a little uncomfortable, and his breathing seemed a little abrupt in the quiet room, "Although I personally think it's a bit strange to give this gift, but...Kong Weiyan said,Since it is related to the beating of the pulse, it is more appropriate to use a heart-shaped shape."

    "But there is no other meaning, it's just the shape she recommended, and when I got it, she had already done it."

    "You know, she's always exaggerated."

    After explaining the shape of the gift, she pursed her lips, took out the smart watch from her pocket and put it on, and began to explain the real purpose of the gift, "It is a real-time simulator, which will record the pulse in real time according to the chip attached to the watch, to simulate beating."

    "I have debugged it many times before, and Kong Weiyan also helped me find a professional to do it, so that the simulator and the real pulse beat as much as possible, that is to say..."

    Fu Zhao put on the watch, pressed the switch, looked up at Shi Nan, tried to finish what she wanted to say without blushing,

    "Although I don't know what the sound of my pulse means to you, and I don't want to ask about it, you can tell me when you want to say it, and it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."

    "After all, it was because of me that you were kidnapped. So I don't want you to be trapped in this shadow in the future. I hope you can move forward and not hate Nankey Island because of what happened on Nankey Island.If you have any bad thoughts, don't be stuck in this matter all the time. But I also know that if I am with you all day, you will definitely have a burden. So I think about it, and I can only use this method, it can not only make you feel safe, but also allow me to do my own things in the future."

    "No matter where you are, as long as my switch is on."

    "In this way, I can... stay with you until you completely forget about it, until you are no longer afraid of it."

    "As long as I'm alive." She added.

    The author has something to say:

    Damn it, it's this kind of frankness that makes people's hearts flutter when they give gifts!!

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