A very, very long dream.

So long that Fu Zhao thought that she was going to die, and this was looking back on her life.

But everything she dreamed about should not be her whole life, but all the experiences of the original owner.

The dream is a first-person perspective. Unlike the previous times when Fu Zhao's voice lingered in her ears, she could clearly experience everything Fu Zhao had experienced before.

Immersive.

Fragments of memory fragments poured into the dream all at once.

The memory of being taken off the island by Gu Shubai in childhood is lifeless and unhappy.

Fragments flash by.

There is a floor-to-ceiling window in front of me, and the moonlight floats in through the curtains. It is bright and transparent. A black-haired woman in a white shirt is sitting in front of the window. The moonlight falls on the side of her face. She is thin and haggard.

"Xiao Zhao, come here~~"

A soft call made Fu Zhao feel deep sadness in his heart.

"Mother……"

She yelled involuntarily, and the schoolbag she was carrying on her shoulder was thrown on the ground. She walked over gently and stood still in front of Gu Shubai.

Gu Shubai gently bent his eyebrows, raised his hand and rubbed her head lightly, with a light force, and looked over with expectation, with hope, "Xiao Zhao has grown taller again..."

"We, Xiao Zhao, need to quickly differentiate into alpha..."

After the woman in front of her finished speaking, she sighed softly, took a big gulp from her wine glass, leaned against the window, and didn't say anything more.

But Fu Zhao seemed to be fixed in place by this light and fluffy words, a chill came up from the soles of his feet, and an unspeakable sorrow was choked in his heart, and his heart ached.

In my memory, Gu Shubai was not bad to Fu Zhao, but he spent his days drinking almost every day, or he was away from home all day for work.

On the few nights that the mother and daughter spent together, Gu Shubai would also gently pat Fu Zhao on the back and coax her to sleep. This was when Fu Zhao felt the happiest when he was a child.

But every time when she was about to fall asleep in a daze, there would be sighs and sighs from behind, and then repeated it over and over again, in a sad tone, with a choked sound, and said softlyif,

"It would be great if my mother could see Xiao Zhao differentiate into an alpha one day."

"Xiao Zhao, you must be an alpha in order not to be bullied."

"Beta without pheromone will be eliminated in the future sooner or later."

Before Fu Zhao was fourteen years old, these words lingered in every corner of her life. Every time Gu Shubai said it, a seed would be left in Fu Zhao's heart until it grew into a towering tree.

But among those memory fragments, there were also some fragments that made Fu Zhao feel lucky.

For example, the white hand stretched out when someone in the grade pushed into the puddle and fell down.

The screen then flashed.

The cold wind hits the face, and the rain patters.

It's a rainy day, with chills and chills, no wind, only light rain, and there are many puddles on the road. Almost everyone passing by is walking with their trousers in their hands, for fear of stepping on the puddles and splashing a little mud.

Before she could react, she was pushed by a strong force and fell backwards.

The palms were bleeding from rubbing against the rough gravel ground, and the rain and muddy water seeping in from the wound made her whole hand hurt like a piercing pain, waking up her who was still in a trance.

The rain splashed down in front of her eyes blurred her vision, and she couldn't see the current situation clearly. She only knew that her clothes were soaked, but she didn't have the strength to stand up.

Looking up was a short-haired boy with a sharp face, with a sneer at the corner of his mouth, he dumped all the things in her schoolbag into the puddle, the books, diary and the pendant that Gu Shubai gave her to carry with her were all submerged in the water, drenched.

"Sure enough, it is destined to be beta that cannot be differentiated, and it will fall down with a slight push."

"I heard that you are going to compete with Liu Shan for the scholarship?"

"Just like you, I advise you to return the quota to Liu Shan as soon as possible, he is destined to be differentiated into an A-level alpha..."

"You don't deserve to be his competitor."

"Do you understand?"

Who is Liu Shan?

She was dizzy from the splashing rain, shook her head, and the rain dripping from her hair hit her face, hurting her, and finally remembered what was going on.

At that time, Fu Zhao was gloomy, fragile, and had a very low sense of existence. She was supposed to be peaceful and unnoticed, but somehow, on the way home from school that day, she met a group of arrogant school bullies.

The leader was Wei Zhen, a well-known gangster in their grade, who came to question her about the scholarship.

She hadn't differentiated at that time, but the school organized a general physical examination, and according to the results, there was a 99% chance that she would never be differentiated in this life, and could only become a mediocre beta.

She hasn't dared to tell Gu Shubai about the result yet, and she still holds a glimmer of hope, hoping that she can have a 1% possibility of becoming the alpha that Gu Shubai thinks about making her become.

As for whether she wants to become an alpha, it doesn't seem to be an important thing.

A group of people were mighty, left cruel words, pushed her into the puddle, looked down at her,

"You have to remember that any resources in this world must be given priority to alpha, and alpha is the most superior gender in this world."

These words echoed in my ears for a long time.

There was a chill from the clothes that were close to the skin, and the water falling down from the top of her head made her feel cold, and the pain in the palm of her hand was still coming, which was humiliation, embarrassment and anger.

But for some reason, no matter how angry she was in her heart, she seemed unable to move. She just listened silently without saying a word. When the group of people left, she was still sitting on the ground, soaked and icy cold.The rain poured down from the top of the head, and the vision was washed out and blurred.

She twisted her palm, the heart-pounding pain made her gasp, and brought her back to her senses. The rain washed the wound, and the blood slid across the side of the palm, dripping into the puddle, withBloody ripples.

Until the rain on the top of her head seemed to stop, and no more rain fell on her one by one.

She just raised her head, and there were drops of water dripping from her eyelashes, and the person in front of her eyes also became hazy because of the dripping water droplets in her vision.

A tall and tall girl stood in front of her, wearing a dark blue school uniform of the same style as her, the suit jacket was ironed docilely, the light blue shirt inside was buttoned up meticulously, the short skirt wrapped her fair and slender legs, tied inThe low ponytail at the back of the head was raised in a beautiful arc by the wind, and the hair on the forehead fluttered slightly.

The skin is very fair, and the facial features are immature like a girl who has not yet grown up, but from the pair of beautiful tea-brown eyes, you can vaguely see the stunning future.

But for Fu Zhao at that time, it was already amazing enough.

The umbrella cast some shadows on the girl's face, and her cool eyes still shone brightly even on rainy days.At that glance, she still saw a thin layer of soft light fainting from the girl's side.

His white and creamy wrists protruded from the cuffs, and he held a long-handled umbrella in his palm, with the umbrella tilted towards her.

The sound of pattering rain hit the umbrella surface, making a crackling sound, the cold wind was a bit slanted, so some rain drifted in obliquely, and the girl in front of her seemed to be aware of this, so she put the umbrella surface towards her again.The sides are tilted a bit.

Accompanied by the incomparably real experience in front of her, the girl standing in front of her frowned, looked down at her, and there was a clear and bright light in her eyes, and other fragmentary memories were combined, swaying in her mind,Let her fully understand what day it is.

That day should have been an extremely painful memory for Fu Zhao, she was trampled on like dirt.

But because of Shi Nan's appearance, it became a lucky memory.

Frankly speaking, Fu Zhao was angry at that time, but her cowardly and inferior character made her used to hiding her anger in her heart and not expressing it, so she just clasped her bruised palm with her fingertips, and used violent gestures.In pain to relieve the anger that has nowhere to vent in the bottom of my heart.

Fu Zhao knew who the person in front of her was. This was the most popular school belle in her school, the daughter of the Shi Group in the catering chain industry, and the only S-level omega tested in the school's physical examination, Shi Nan.

A series of prefixes, at first glance, she is not the same as a person who should have been in the rain and fell into the mud.

She wiped the rainwater off her face, pursed her lips and said "thank you", and didn't continue talking, just picked up the soaked schoolbag from the water, picked up the books, diaries and pendants one by one, and put them in thein the schoolbag.

Then he stood up on the ground with the injured palm.

At that time, she was malnourished, underdeveloped, and habitually stooped, and she only reached Shi Nan's chin when she stood up.

"You take it."

The soft and pleasant voice rang in my ears, mixed with the sound of the drizzle, floating in the rain and wind that day, it was very pleasant to hear.

Fu Zhao was stunned, and subconsciously reached out to receive the handle that was handed over from that white and clean hand, but the next second Shi Nan's hand shrank back, frowning and staring down at her palm, and said softly, "Another."

Fu Zhao didn't speak, just took the handle of the umbrella with the other hand in silence. Her hand rested on the spot that Shi Nan just held, and she didn't dare to grab it too far, fearing that she would return the umbrella when she was next.When gave it to others, also dirty their hands.

When Shi Nan saw that she was obediently holding the umbrella handle, she slightly pulled the corner of her mouth and smiled, then took out water and a handkerchief from her bag, and washed her the mud and sand near the wound.

The cool, clean water was rushing towards the wound, with little momentum, it was thousands of times better than the rain that hit the wound.

Holding a clean and soft handkerchief with her white fingertips, she gently wiped the wound washed by the water, and then dried the blood on it.

"I don't have any medicine on me right now, remember to take it when you go back later, so you don't get infected."

Fu Zhao just looked at it like this, and probably forgot how to blink at that time.

They were under an umbrella, and of course they were very close.

She needs to raise her head slightly to see Shi Nan's face. When she looks up, she can clearly see Shi Nan's eyelashes drooping and trembling slightly, she can feel Shi Nan's slightly hot breath, and she can smell Shi Nan's face.The fragrance of fragrance wafting from Nan's body faintly.

So close at hand, as long as she takes one step further, she can almost hear Shi Nan's heartbeat.

But even if she didn't take that step, she could still hear her own heartbeat.

She held the handle of the umbrella carefully, and her whole body was drenched. Her clothes, hands, and feet were all covered with wet mud. With rain, she slipped from the corner of her clothes and fell to the ground.

Shi Nan was clean, standing under the umbrella, even the hair curled up by the wind was perfectly curved, beautiful and perfect, and the light in his eyes flickered.

Even if they are standing under the same umbrella at this moment, they will not go in the same direction.

Fu Zhao lives in a slum on Planet RT and goes to school on a scholarship.

Shi Nan lived in the wealthy area of Planet RT, picked up by a luxury car, equipped with a driver, and loved all the time.

Although the public school brings these two completely different types of people together, in the final analysis, these two types of people will never have any intersection in the future, just like two intersecting lines, there is only one point of intersection,Once past that point of intersection, the distance will only get farther and farther away, and they will never intersect again.

She will not be differentiated, will never get superior resources, will only be a mediocre beta in this life, and may not be able to escape the slums in her entire life.

Shi Nan will become a one-in-a-million S-level omega, and her family is rich enough to support her to do whatever she wants. She should meet and fall in love with the one-in-a-lifetime alpha in this world.

That moment was both lucky and sad.

Fu Zhao met Shi Nan for the first time, and also felt the sadness of Gu Shubai for the first time.

Shi Nan left the umbrella and handkerchief to Fu Zhao, gave her a beautiful smile, and ran a few steps back to the limousine over there in the rain.

The door closed, and the moment of luck was taken back.

From that day on, Shi Nan was different and special in Fu Zhao's place.

As long as Fu Zhao is at school, there is only Shi Nan left in his sight and eyes.

On the training ground, Shi Nan was wearing training clothes, her ponytail was tied up in a beautiful arc, her slender neck was like jade, and she was dazzled in the sun, and the light in her eyes was shining round and round.

In the classroom, Shi Nan wore the same school uniform as everyone else, but it seemed to have a soft light filter, his skin was transparent and fair, the smile on the corner of his mouth was soft, and his eyebrows and eyes were curved and joking with others.

At the graduation ceremony, Shi Nan spoke on stage as an outstanding graduate representative. She was full of energy and confidence, her school uniform collar was neat, and her voice was soft. Every look and every word seemed to be stepping on her heart with great precision..

Boom... Boom.

The story should have ended here. Shi Nan went to a noble high school on planet RT, and she could only stay in the public school.

But unexpectedly, Gu Shubai died after she graduated from junior high school. Because of the pendant that was poured out, she was taken to Nankey Island by Fu Wanqing and became the small island owner of Nankey Island. She and Shi Nan had the same capital.

Except gender.

Fu Zhao cared about this very much, but she didn't change the fact that she was born to be doomed, so she could only stay on the island, silently watching everything about Shi Nan through the star network.

Seeing that Shi Nan finished high school and went to the best business university in the entire galaxy, she was pursued by Shen Caiwei, the most A goddess in the universe, Lu Jingmo, the winner of the Interstellar Achievement Representative Award, and Sheng Yun, the heir of Shengshi Group.

Seeing that Shi Nan graduated from the best business university, he did not immediately inherit the family company, but chose to dedicate his most energetic two years to public welfare, turned around and joined the Omega Charity Relief Center, wandering on countless planets in the interstellar worldFor two years, I participated in the omega rescue cause.

Some people say that when you are in adversity, you meet someone who is too amazing, and then you can no longer hold anyone in your eyes.

Fu Zhao is like this.

That's why she heard that after she heard that she was engaged, she knelt in the cemetery for three days and three nights, without eating or drinking, and begged Fu Wanqing to divorce her. Later, when she learned that her fiancée was Shi Nan, she thought that Fu WanqingWan Qing was lying to her.

It wasn't until Shi Nan landed on the island that she had that sense of reality.

The scattered memory fragments formed a complete memory line, which was staged in her dream frame by frame, and this time she was not a bystander, but a person who experienced it personally.

The memory of the island is good. Under the management of Fu Wanqing, Nankey Island abandoned the previous gender hierarchy, and gender discrimination has also improved. Compared with Planet RT, Fu Zhao is happy and joyful on the islandof.

The picture in front of her turned around, and the feeling of being down-to-earth caused her to be shaken again.

Towering buildings with a sense of technology stood in front of her, and the raging crowd passed by her, with splashing raindrops, and the ground was flat, without puddles or puddles.

The drizzle was slanting and the wind was blowing, but the warm sunshine was shining on everyone, and there was a hazy circle of light in the air. The sound of the rain, the noise of the crowd, and the sound of the mechanical radio all poured into the eardrums.

With the wind and noise blowing, she couldn't help raising her hand to cover her eyes, but there was still a golden sun with hot sunlight slipping in through her fingers, shaking in front of her eyes.

It turned out to be sun rain.

Fu Zhao was sobered up by this look, realized this, and also felt that he seemed to be holding something in his hand, which was long and thin, and his fingertips were caressing it.

She looked sideways and saw that it was the handle of the umbrella. It turned out that she was the one holding the umbrella this time. It seemed to be the same umbrella with a long curved handle and a dark gray surface. It was the umbrella Shi Nan left for her.

After all this time, the umbrella seems to be new and it looks like it has been well kept.

She looked around and herself, only to find that she was dressed cleanly, the white shirt was not wrinkled, and it was spotless, as if she had dressed up to meet someone specially.

The other memories popping up in her mind from time to time made her always in a trance, even if she was dragged into the real memory, she still couldn't react.

Until the gate of the building in the distance, a tall and slender figure came out, wearing a white shirt on the upper body, the neckline was not as regular as before, but slightly opened, revealing a beautiful and delicate collarbone, black hair naturally hanging down on the shoulders,The length to the shoulders is just right to outline the excellent shoulder and neck lines.

The few strands of hair around the ears were gently blown by the wind, and the fair skin glowed transparently under the sun. Just standing there, the whole person had already attracted all of her attention.

It should be because he didn't bring an umbrella, Shi Nan hesitated after walking out the door, and didn't continue to go out.

Fu Zhao walked over with light steps, and accompanied by her beating heartbeat, she got closer and closer until she could clearly see Shi Nan who appeared in front of her again.

The first thing you see is the eyes, which are clear and bright, with narrow and long eyelashes, slender and thick eyelashes, and the edges of the tea-brown pupils glow with a clear and shallow light, soft and flowing.

Next is the delicate and straight bridge of the nose, the lips that are neither thick nor thin, and the corners of the lips are naturally slightly raised, with a smile that seems to be there.

Fu Zhao greeted such a pair of beautiful eyes, even though she felt that the top of her head was going to be steamed, but she still moved her umbrella over bravely, and the corners of her mouth curled up what she thought was the most perfect arc,

"Shi Nan, hello, I'm Fu Zhao."

"Your junior high school classmate, I don't know if you still remember me." She introduced herself as a junior high school classmate, not her fiancee.

But Shi Nan obviously didn't remember who she was, and didn't remember the umbrella in her hand, so she just licked the corner of her mouth politely, walked side by side with her under the umbrella, and walked towards the parked car.

Fu Zhao was nervous, even a little afraid that his heart would beat too fast and explode.

She originally thought that she would never have the chance to stand under the same umbrella with Shi Nan, but she didn't expect that she not only had this opportunity, but even became Shi Nan's fiancée, even though Shi Nan didn't remember her, even though Shi Nan seemed to beI came to Nankey Island with the idea of retiring the engagement.

She was still happy about it.

He even felt his heart beating faster because of the shoulder that he and Shi Nan accidentally bumped into.

She didn't dare to speak, because the two words she said in greeting just now were her limit, she had better calm down her heartbeat and hold her breath now, so as not to scare Shi Nan who was so close to her.

Shi Nan didn't speak, and walked side by side with her in silence.

This section of the road was very short, so short that before she could react, she had already sat side by side with Shi Nan in the back seat of the car.

The umbrella was put away and put on the car, soaking the expensive carpet on the car, but she didn't care, she just paid attention to Shi Nan who was sitting beside her.

"Fu Zhao..."

Shi Nan's voice rang in his ears, calling her name with a softer tone, as if he was whispering to his lover.

She clutched the corner of her clothes, turned her head in a panic, and said in a stuttering voice, "What... what's wrong?"

Shi Nan looked over, her beautiful tea-brown eyes were rippling, flickering indistinctly under the light golden halo that floated in from the window, "You know, I came here specially to divorce you, right?"

It was as if a basin of ice water had been poured on a burning hot iron stone.

A word that already knew the result was like thunder in her ears, and the reaction caused by landslides, tsunamis, and raging waves.

Knowing this fact, she felt different from hearing Shi Nan say it with her own ears.

The turbulent and continuous pain flooded from her heart, as if her heart was soaked in sea water, which was salty, astringent, sour and swollen.

But she still endured the soreness, clutched the corner of her white shirt that was wet when she put away the umbrella just now, nodded lightly, smiled at Shi Nan, and told the fact that she didn't want to admit the most,

"Well, I know."

"It's okay, I can take you around the island, didn't you just come back from Planet UT, you can take a good rest..."

Shi Nan hummed lightly, and didn't look at her again, her eyes fell on the passing scenery outside the window, her side face was blocked by the hanging hair, so she couldn't see her expression clearly.

Fu Zhao couldn't finish these words, but closed his eyelids lightly, let out a long breath, and said softly,

"The matter of retiring the engagement... can be discussed at any time."

"I actually don't know about the engagement. It all happened so suddenly. Frankly speaking, I don't understand why there is an engagement between the two of us..."

"I said too much, sorry."

"Anyway..." She paused, calming down the soreness in her heart, and said again, "I think the same as you, but if you need to use our marriage contract to deal with someone, I can also cooperate.”

Shi Nan was silent for a while, leaned against the car window, closed his eyes gently,

"Well, since that's the case, I'm relieved."

"None of us need feel sorry for anyone, do we?"

Fu Zhao's eyes lingered on Shi Nan's tired expression for a while, although he was reluctant to let go, he moved away, and said softly,

"Um."

Even if the story ends here, it is a good ending for Fu Zhao.

But no.

Fu Zhao hid his likes and chose to accompany Shi Nan as a friend, guarding the size and distance of friends.

Obviously she is someone who will be moved by just looking at her, but her footsteps will always stop at the moment when Shi Nan and Shen Caiwei are alone, and when Shi Nan is looking at Shen Caiwei, she will look back in time, and her words will never be sincere.

She will not often appear in Shi Nan's life, but only when Shi Nan is in need. She uses her friendship as a shield, and has been participating in Shi Nan's life as a bystander, enduring this relationship alone.Likes that only she knows.

The most recent physical contact with Shi Nan was the moment when she died in Shi Nan's arms.

This long dream was about to end, and she returned to that moment of unwillingness and regret.

The pain in every part of the body is extremely real, the breathing is as heavy as a whistling sound, and the pain in the body becomes heavier after taking a breath.

Vision is blurred, ears are noisy.

She couldn't see Shi Nan's face clearly, but she felt very clearly that the heat in her body was dissipating, and she felt that the arm holding her tightly was getting stronger and stronger.

"Fu Zhao...Fu Zhao..."

It was the sound of calling, with a crying voice, heart-piercing, which made her want to cry.

She still couldn't speak out.

Before her consciousness completely dissipated, she realized that it was very difficult to willingly die for others like in the story. Even though she loved Shi Nan deeply, at that moment, she still felt unwilling, she still feels pity, pity.

After reading so many stories, when the story happened to her, she realized that even if she died for the one she loved, she would not die without regrets.

There are many things she is not reconciled to, and scenes are staged in front of her eyes.

She shouldn't stop here.

Perhaps, she should be more active and work harder.

If she summons up the courage to tell Shi Nan her name when Shi Nan holds an umbrella for her;

If she is on the Nankey Island where the sun and rain are falling, discuss the divorce with Shi Nan again;

If she looked at her frankly when Shi Nan looked at her frankly... If she could be more honest, tell Shi Nan that there is Fu Zhao in this world, she is a beta, but she still loves herif……

There are many thoughts, but there is no way to change the fact that she is about to die.

She couldn't open her eyes, and her eyes fell into darkness.

In the end, hot teardrops fell down and hit her face, accompanied by heart-piercing cries that continued to come from her ears, ending her absurd and ridiculous dream.

Gradually regaining consciousness, the voices in her ears gradually became noisy. There was someone chattering in her ears, a little noisy... It seemed that there was also music, which was very familiar. It seemed to be a song she had heard before, accompanied by music.It was still a clear and sweet voice, somewhat familiar.

It seemed to be Shi Nan's voice.

She realized this, and tried to open her eyes, the darkness in front of her eyes was slowly divided by a white line, and gradually replaced by the things in front of her.

What caught her eyes was the pure white ceiling, and the chandelier hanging from the ceiling with halos of light, which made her eyes hurt a little.

The strength of the whole body began to recover.

She was in a trance, and moved her fingers tentatively, her headache was splitting, and the pain from being pierced seemed to still stay on her body.

It wasn't until Kong Weiyan's noisy voice sounded, talking like a gate open, that she woke up from the trance, and her eyes stayed on a group of people in white coats rushing in, staring blankly at them.Turning around and doing some movements in accordance with their requirements, I remembered who I was.

The dream was too real and too long, which made her very tired just dreaming, and even began to be confused whether it was the original owner's memory or her own memory.

So real that she felt that she was the Fu Zhao who died in Shi Nan's arms.

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