Fu Zhao never thought that he would hear the name Shi Nan from Fu Wanqing.

She thought that in the entire Nankey Island, she was the only one who would know Shi Nan, and bear everything about Shi Nan and her alone.

Therefore, when Fu Wanqing uttered this name, she still felt a little unbelievable, and when this name was connected with the identity of "her fiancée", she felt even more unbelievable.

It was also raining that day, maybe because of the location, the drizzle was hazy, the shadows of the trees were mottled, but the sun was still hiding behind the mountain with half a round of golden light, and it came out quietly. The golden light was like a flame dancing quietly, reflecting on the tombstone in front of us, casting a blur of light and shadow.

Fu Zhao knelt in front of the tombstone, was drenched by the sudden rain, her clothes were slowly wet by the drizzle, and she felt a little uncomfortable sticking to her body, but her greatest discomfort came from the fact that she was kneeling on the ground already stiff.A knee so numb that you can't feel the pain.

She could feel the strength in her whole body was losing, and her body temperature was dropping.

But at that time, she was also stubborn, and she didn't understand why her mother, who had always loved her so much, refused to agree to the divorce. She couldn't figure out why, so she could only use her naive way to resist.

Except for the dead Gu Shubai, she has no way to negotiate with Fu Wanqing.

The rain didn't drench her for a long time before it stopped.

She looked up and found that it wasn't the rain that had stopped, but that there was an extra black umbrella on top of her head. Fu Wanqing, who was wearing a black shirt, was standing next to her, staring at the photo of Gu Shubai smiling cheerfully when he was young on the tombstone.no waves,

"This is the first time you've come to Shubai's place since you turned eighteen, and it's actually because of the divorce?"

Fu Zhao closed her eyelids and let the rain come in from under the umbrella. She was a little dizzy, but she still managed to hold on, "Yes, mother, I need to divorce."

Fu Zhao, who has not differentiated for a long time after the age of eighteen, knows that the fact that he can only be a beta for the rest of his life has been settled, so he has never been to the cemetery again, and he has never dared to see Gu Shubai again.

"Since returning to Nankey Island at the age of fourteen..." Fu Wanqing shifted her gaze to Fu Zhao, lowering her eyes to look at her, "You have almost never objected to the things I arranged..."

"That's because..." Fu Zhao interrupted Fu Wanqing, a little excited, his figure unconsciously swayed a few times, and it took a long time before he calmed down and continued, "Mother's other arrangements are all good things for me..”

"Only this one is not."

"How do you know?" Fu Wanqing sighed softly, and moved the umbrella a little more towards Fu Zhao, "I'll ask you again, do you have someone you like?"

"if so"

"No." Fu Zhao quickly interrupted Fu Wanqing again, his fingertips were clenched white, and his lips were also tightly pursed, "I don't have anyone I like... It's just a matter of marriage, it's impossible to be with someoneWith people I don't know at all."

"Don't know?" Fu Wanqing asked back, her eyes fluctuated as she looked over, "As far as I know, you and Shi's daughter are classmates in junior high school, don't you know each other?"

It was as if a thunder had exploded above his head, blasting Fu Zhao's mind into a blank.

She didn't care about her stiff knees, and subconsciously wanted to stand up, but her sore and painful knees prevented her from standing up. Instead, she staggered and fell to her knees on the ground again, causing a heart-pounding pain in her knees again.

"The daughter of the Shi family you are talking about, which Shi family is it?" There was a tremor in her voice.

His vision began to blur, his ears became louder and louder, and there was liquid flowing down his brow bone between his forehead, which was cool and moist, not just sweat or rain.

Vaguely, she saw the anxious expression on Fu Wanqing's face, walking up to her and wrapping her arms around her shoulders.

The last bit of her strength also began to dissipate, and the hazy drizzle mixed with golden light floated in her field of vision, as if adding a layer of golden mist filter to everything she saw, she tried to open her eyes, clutching Fu WanqingShe refused to let go of her arm, and said word by word, "Her...what's her name?"

Fu Wanqing seemed to sigh, and said the name to her,

"The daughter of the Shi Group, Shi Nan."

The round of golden light that seemed to be hiding on the top of the mountain splashed towards her, and it also seemed to float over softly like rain drenched on the face, bringing with it the moist breeze of the evening in the mountains.

That day, she heard the name from Fu Wanqing, and even wondered if Fu Wanqing knew the name Shi Nan from somewhere, and then tricked her out of the cemetery.

But it's real.

Shi Nan is really her fiancée.

Everything that happened afterwards made her realize this sense of reality.

That day, she felt that she was probably the luckiest person in the world.

But every day after Shi Nan uttered the word "retirement", she felt that it was probably the most regrettable thing in the world to gain and lose again.

No, her idea should be wrong.

Because she never got it.

Gained and lost again... Lost and recovered, these two situations have never happened to her.

Another nightmare.

Fu Zhao opened her eyes suddenly, and her rapid breathing beat in her ears. Because the memories that came up in her dreams were so real, her heart beat unreasonably fast every time she woke up, and it took a while to calm down.

These days, as long as she closes her eyes, some old memories will always flash in her mind.

Sometimes it comes out of nowhere, sometimes in the form of a nightmare.

Like the dreams at the time of differentiation, these dreams and memories are extremely real, she is no longer a bystander, but a personal experience in the memory.

Fu Zhao stared at the quietly swaying chandelier on the ceiling in a daze. With the recovery of these memories, she felt that her previous memory of being a college student village official became unreal.

As if in a lifetime, she gradually became the Fu Zhao in this story.

She almost thought that she was that Fu Zhao, and that the ordinary life before was the dream that she had had for a long time.

"woke up?"

A soft voice came from the ear, and then a soft silk handkerchief was stroked on the forehead, and the cold sweat that kept coming out while dreaming was gently wiped away.

"Having a nightmare? Drink some cold water."

Fu Zhao came back to his senses, and followed these words to see that Fu Wanqing was sitting beside her bed, his face was a little tired, but he still pressed the back of his hand against her forehead, as if he was testing the temperature.

Fu Zhao quickly propped himself up and sat up, took the water that Fu Wanqing wanted to feed her, and took a big gulp of it.Dry tongue.

"I'm fine." She looked at Fu Wanqing who was looking at her in front of her, but she was still in a daze. After all, she suddenly woke up and saw the person in her dream standing in front of her, which made her a little confused about the current situation.Is it a dream or reality, "Am I... dreaming?"

"puff"

A loud laugh came from next to his ear, Fu Zhao followed the laughter and looked over, and sure enough, he saw three people sitting in a row on the sofa in the ward—Yer Duan was sitting upright at the very edge, and Jiang Wenqing next to him was a few steps awayYuan, looking at the book in his hand with a bitter face, followed by Kong Weiyan, who was sitting sprawled on the farthest edge, slumped on the sofa and brushed the tablet boredly.

Kong Weiyan didn't raise his head, "In the past few days, every time you wake up and ask this question, your ears can hear calluses."

"Fu Zhao, you're really not dreaming, all of this is real. But..." She trailed off, with a leisurely tone, "Compared to this, I think you should care more about one thing, the moment you open your eyesSeeing all four of us here, don't you feel something coming out?"

Jiang Wenqing threw the book in his hand to Yer, "For example, why is Yer here?"

Yer took the opportunity and looked over quietly, the light in his eyes flickered slightly, the meaning he wanted to express was self-evident.

Fu Wanqing patted her head lightly and smiled.

Fu Zhao was stunned, looking around the four of them, and finally circled around Yer and Fu Wanqing, in a trance, and asked in disbelief what he wanted to do the most recently,

"I, can I go see Shi Nan?"

"A few more layers."

Fu Zhao felt the tightness of the soft flesh on the back of his neck, looked at the impatient Kong Weiyan, but still couldn't help asking a few more words, "In case I don't control it well——"

"No." Kong Weiyan put the last barrier sticker on Fu Zhao's neck, turned over a big Byakugan, "I've given you three layers of barrier stickers, and Dr. Liu has already checked you to make sure that you haveYou will be allowed to come out of the ward only if you have the ability to control the retraction and release of pheromones, and Shi Nan's pheromones have stabilized for a few days, don't worry, if this still happens, I will eat the barrier stickers immediately."

"I can assure you."

"Okay, okay, go in quickly."

As soon as the words fell, a strong force came from behind, and then the door in front of her was opened. Before she could react, she was pushed in, facing the person lying quietly on the hospital bed in front of her.

"Boom—"

The door behind her was closed with a loud noise, waking her up from a trance.

The curtains of the French windows on the outside were lifted, and outside the window were the shadows of trees floating, and the mottled sunlight slipped in through the gaps in the leaves, and the golden beams of light shone directly into the ward.

The person on the hospital bed was too beautiful to be real, lying quietly on the bed with his eyes lightly closed.

She was wearing the same hospital gown as she was, and her whole body was neat and tidy. Her long hair, which was originally shoulder-length, had grown a little, and it was laid softly on her shoulders and scattered beside the pillow. It could be seen that she had been carefully tidied up.

After lying in bed for more than ten days, her skin seemed to be a little fairer again, translucent and fair, her lips were naturally moisturized, her face was ruddy, and her eyebrows were beautiful. She didn't look like a person who had been lying in a hospital bed for many days.

Shi Nan hadn't woken up yet.

Obviously, have checked it several times and said it is all right, but still haven't woken up.

Fu Zhao stared at him blankly. He hadn't seen her for more than ten days, and felt that Shi Nan in front of her was a little strange. She had appeared countless times in her dreams and memories these days, but she hadn't seen him for the first time in more than ten days.When we meet real people, it feels like a world away.

There were so many things accumulated in her mind that she was at a loss when she saw Shi Nan in front of her for a while.

She walked over, sat down on the chair beside the bed, and tucked the corner of the quilt for Shi Nan, and happened to see the medical wristband on Shi Nan's wrist, probably to distinguish each gender, the one Shi Nan was wearingThe wristband is pink.

What is marked above are the characters of the abnormal fever period.

The wrist in the wristband seems to be much thinner, and the cuffs appear to be empty.

Fu Zhao looked a little uncomfortable, and her eyes even started to feel hot. She lowered her eyes to hide the moisture in her eyes, thought about it, and said the first thing she said to Shi Nan in a long time,

"I heard from the doctor that when people are in a coma, they will respond to familiar voices, and they may wake up faster. I know that my aunt must have told you a lot these days, but maybe it's just such a coincidence, saidMaybe my voice is familiar to you, maybe it just happened that I came to see you, and you woke up..."

Shi Nan didn't respond, lying on the bed breathing lightly, quietly like the Sleeping Beauty in a fairy tale she had heard.

Fu Zhao took a deep breath and continued, "Actually, I've been thinking about seeing you since I woke up. Although they said I can't go out, I still can't help but think in my heart, when I see you, I want to be with you."What did you say..."

"Should I blame you for leaving without saying goodbye first? Or should I promise you to turn that sculpture into an engagement gift first?"

"Should I be glad that nothing happened to you, or should I be glad that I kept you again..."

She couldn't help lowering her head and laughing when she said this, "Maybe I should blame you first... I blame you for leaving in such a hurry that you didn't even take the gift I gave you. Didn't you say that you can't hear my pulse?"Sound, can't you sleep well?"

The dry voice was choked with sobs, and there was a faint cry, and the heat in his eyes became more and more intense, and he couldn't even hide it anymore, "You liar, you obviously haven't heard my pulse these days,I have been sleeping for more than ten days now, and I still sleep so soundly, I...I talk to you, but you still ignore me..."

Fu Zhao couldn't bear it any longer as she said, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Shi Nan's wrist, a teardrop rolled from her eyes fell into Shi Nan's palm, "But before I say this, maybe I should talk to youSay something that may not be very good for me..."

"I have differentiated into an alpha, Shi Nan."

In all fairness, this was the thing that disturbed her the most these days.

She has become a gender she never thought of before, her strength has become much stronger, and the glands in her neck are still hot from time to time, reminding her of this most important fact, and one day will comeEven during the susceptibility period, she felt restless, and even began to be unable to think day by day or sleep at night.

She's starting to miss the time when she was able to comfortably be a beta, which was the best thing for her.

But now, she has a lot of things that she can't control, alpha's innate energy, and the emotional instability that has just completed the differentiation period, so that she can sit and think about these things all day long, so that she can spend a secondIt's completely different from the mood in the next second.

It's all strange and scary.

"Actually, I still can't accept the fact that I have become an alpha, but I dare not tell other people that they are already busy enough. How can I have time to control me, a 22-year-old who only differentiated?"

She looked at the hospital bed and listened quietly to the person she was complaining about, her eyelashes curled up slightly, her face soft, she watched silently, and said what she was most afraid of these days, her tone became more and more choked, "If... if I can be wrongJust be an alpha, I really don't want to be an alpha, I'm afraid of the feeling of being out of control, and I can't imagine that I will become like that..."

Just after she said this, it seemed like she finally had a response to her soliloquy, like finally someone could understand her recent depressed mood and the panic buried deep in her heart, the clenched wrist in her palm movedShe moved, and then a soft touch came with gentle strength, and her white fingertips held her palm.

Interlocking fingers.

She raised her head in a daze, a pair of beautiful tea-brown eyes greeted her, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and the soft light flickered inside, the quiet person suddenly came to life, and the warm touch of her palm reminded her of this within reach.fact.

Shi Nan really woke up.

Then, the person in front of him looked at her silently for a while, then raised the corner of his mouth and gave a comforting smile, spoke softly, his voice softened a lot, and exerted some strength on the palms interlocking his fingers, as if to comfort her,

"I will take responsibility for you, Fu Zhao."

The author has something to say:

Woohoo, she's so gentle