Fu Zhao didn't react, and just looked at Shi Nan in a daze.

Shi Nan also looked over, gently bending his eyebrows, his eyes flickered slightly, the tea brown eyes were dazzled by the sunlight slanting from outside the window, adding a layer of exquisite glass texture.

a long time.

Fu Zhao felt that his palm seemed to be lightly pinched, and then heard Shi Nan speak softly, "I want to drink water~~"

"Oh... well..."

She responded subconsciously, then quickly pulled her hand out of Shi Nan's palm, poured a glass of water and handed it to Shi Nan, "It's warm, don't drink it too fast."

"I didn't sleep well." Shi Nan didn't take the water glass, stared at Fu Zhao quietly, and said such a sentence.

Fu Zhao was stunned for a few seconds, and it took a while to realize that when Nan just heard what she said, she rubbed her fingertips on the transparent glass water glass a few times, and moved the glass closer first, with a somewhat uncomfortable tone,"When did you wake up?"

Shi Nan followed Fu Zhao's water feeding action and drank water, her already ruddy lips became more moist with some water, after drinking a few sips of water, she took Fu Zhao's other arm over, palm lightly.Gently put it on the wrist, then clenched tightly,

"I don't know either..." She raised her eyebrows, rubbing her palm and fingertips on Fu Zhao's wrist, "I just heard someone whispering in my ear, complaining that I left without saying goodbye,You also blamed me for leaving without an engagement present, and for crying and crying, I was so disturbed that I could only work hard and wake up."

That's all heard.

Fu Zhao realized this, and paused when he put the water glass on the table next to him. His eyes fell on Shi Nan's fingertips, and he felt more and more the warm body temperature on his wrist began to spread. She thought ofWith the words I just said, the temperature on my face rose rapidly, "You just woke up, I'll call the doctor to show you..."

As she said that, she turned around and wanted to go out, but the strength on her wrist tightened in the next second, and she was pulled back quickly, and then she met the eyes of the person lying on the hospital bed.

Shi Nan lay on his back on the bed, his eyes became clear again, there was a circle of charming light in them, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his shoulders under the hospital gown were thin, and the blue hospital gown was so empty that it protruded from the cuffsThe wrist was white and thin, "I want to stay with you for a while first."

"I haven't seen you for so long... I also have a lot to say to you."

A soft voice resounded in the quiet ward, like ripples in the air, the tone was gentle and soft like a whisper.

Fu Zhao's tense strength relaxed in an instant, and Shi Nan's subconsciously stiff wrist was relieved by Shi Nan's light words, and Shi Nan held it in his palm honestly.

"If you have anything to say, just say it..." She pursed her lips and lowered her eyes, "I'll call the doctor when I'm done talking, and then tell other people that they are also very worried about you."

"Stupid~~"

Shi Nan raised the corners of his mouth, a smile rippling on his lips, "I have a lot to say to you, the point is not that I have to finish those words, but that I want to be alone with you for a while first, I can't even listen to you."Do you understand?"

Fu Zhao heard Shi Nan's words "I want to stay with you for a while first", but she really didn't understand what Shi Nan meant. She moved her lips, opened her mouth in a stumbling manner, and finally only choked out a "Oh"The word came out.

"Puchi—"

Shi Nan laughed softly, the smile in his eyes was so strong that he couldn't melt it, "Then what do you want to hear from me first?"

"I want you to check your body quickly and make sure there is nothing wrong."

Fu Zhao replied like this, she has such a temperament, when Shi Nan is not awake, she can say anything, she does not hide it, but when Shi Nan wakes up, she looks at it with those gentle and charming tea-brown eyes.When she was talking to her, she felt awkward and wanted to take back what she said before.

In short, she is not used to expressing her feelings directly.

Shi Nan knew this clearly. She pinched Fu Zhao's wrist and said softly, "Then I'll make a long story short."

Fu Zhao lowered his eyes and said softly, "Yes."

"sorry."

Fu Zhao didn't expect that what Shi Nan wanted to say the most was this sentence. She raised her eyes and looked over with surprise in her eyes, but immediately realized what Shi Nan was talking about, she pursed her lips and said softly, "It's nothing, II forgive you."

Regarding the matter of Shi Nan leaving without saying goodbye and not yet taking the pillow away, it was as early as the moment when she heard that Shi Nan had an accident, or... the moment Shi Nan left the letter, the moment she read all the contents, forgive Shi Nan.

"It's different..." Shi Nan closed his eyelids lightly, and looked at Fu Zhao frankly, "You forgive me and I apologize are two different things, I can't take advantage of your...feelings for me, just do some harmyour business."

Fu Zhao was stunned, feeling that the words Shi Nan used were a bit serious, she said awkwardly, "It's not hurting, you have something to do, I can never stop you, and, II didn't feel that I was using my feelings, and I don't have any special feelings for you..."

After she finished saying this, her gaze shifted unconsciously to Shi Nan's face, but she quickly shrank back after meeting the light flickering in the other's eyes, cleared her throat, and continued to speak,

"I mean, just...at least we are still fiancee, if you want to leave, at least say goodbye to me—"

"I know."

Shi Nan interrupted Fu Zhao, fixedly looking at Fu Zhao, "So I'm sorry about this, I'm sorry, Fu Zhao, you can blame me for leaving without saying goodbye, you can blame me for not taking the gift away, you can blame me for sleeping for so longYou haven't woken up for a long time... Blame me for biting you that day—"

"I don't blame you." Fu Zhao didn't let Shi Nan finish the rest of the sentence, remembering that day when Shi Nan pressed her on the bed and bit her, she clenched the corner of her clothes again, "Except for leaving without saying goodbye and presents, everything elseI can't blame you for everything, I know you don't want to."

"As for the culprit of this matter, we already know that it is Lu Jingmo. She will get the punishment she deserves this time. The interstellar court should open in two days. If you want to see her locked up by then, we willYou can go to the interstellar court together, my mother told me, let me be a witness as a representative of Nankey Island."

Shi Nan squeezed Fu Zhao's fingertips, and gave a soft "hmm". She didn't really want to hear the name now, so she changed the subject again, and her eyes fell on the several layers of silver barrier that was tightly attached to the back of Fu Zhao's neck.Put it on, eyes stained with confusion, "You said before that you differentiated into an alpha because I bit—"

"no!"

Fu Zhao quickly denied it, and noticed Shi Nan's gaze drifting over. Even though there was a barrier sticker on it, she still raised her hand unnaturally to cover the glands in her neck. Even though there were several layers of barrier stickers, she could stillFeeling the soft touch of the raised soft flesh made her a little unaccustomed to it, so she said with a complicated mood, "I don't blame you."

"Dr. Liu said that I hadn't been detected before, but it was predicted that the differentiation period would be 28 years old... This time it was just earlier."

"It's nothing." She smiled casually, "It's just that the differentiation period has been advanced by six years. The earlier I differentiate, the earlier I can get used to it. It's thanks to you this time, otherwise if you really differentiate at the age of 28,That’s when it got even more hectic.”

"Fu Zhao..."

Shi Nan called her, his eyes fluttered slightly, he loosened the palm holding her, and then turned to the palm, clasping his fingertips together, using the same gesture as the fingers interlocking just now, "It's okay,You can blame me, you can also be afraid, no one stipulates that the small island owner of Nankey Island suddenly split into an alpha, so you can’t be afraid, I know you have a lot of unfamiliar places now, and you will feel uncomfortable in your heart."

"You don't have to..." She paused, her gaze swiveled on Fu Zhao, and the light in those beautiful and transparent amber eyes also swirled around, and some faint signs of moisture emerged, and she felt a little distressed, deliberately lowered his voice, "I am afraid that I will blame myself, so I choose to bear this alone."

"I said, I will be responsible for you."

In the ABO world, you can often hear this sentence - "I will be responsible for you", which usually appears after the alpha marks the omega, and it is rare for the omega to say it to the alpha like them.

Fu Zhao raised his eyes and looked at Shi Nan, the eyes were a little wet, but he felt a little awkward in his heart, not because this sentence was said by omega to alpha, but because after this sentence, there was a layer ofMeaning, she and Shi Nan became omega and alpha.

She was silent for a while, her tone lowered,

"I don't need you to be responsible for me, Shi Nan, this is what I'm most afraid of, because I have differentiated into an alpha, and the relationship between the people around me and me has changed, as if I am no longer Fu Zhao, butJust an alpha..."

"Do you understand?" She was a little sad, "I don't want us to become a relationship easily affected by pheromones."

"I don't hope that you will treat me well in the future, and you will talk to me with this kind of empty apology, and I don't hope that the relationship between us in the future will be due to the influence of pheromones, not because of emotionsand reason..."

Fu Zhao became more and more uncomfortable as he spoke, his voice became muffled, and he was unhappy, as if the most uncomfortable thorn buried deep in his heart had been pulled out a little bit, but he didn't fully heal, neither up nor down, but even more uncomfortable.

"Stupid~~"

The call from the ear was soft and lingering, and the fingertips that were clasped were suddenly pinched, followed by a soothing scratch.

The fingertips with warm body temperature covered the corners of her eyes, and gently wiped away the teardrops that fell from the corners of her eyes. She raised her eyes and looked over in a daze, and met the light flickering in Shi Nan's eyes.

"I understand what you're worried about, but it doesn't stop me from thinking you're an idiot." Shi Nan pinched Fu Zhao's cheek, snorted out his nose, "These things didn't happen, did they?"

"Xiao Qing and Yer are the best examples. After they split, don't you just regard them as alpha and omega when you look at them? No, in your eyes, they are still Jiang Wenqing and Yer. To youAs far as Jiang Wenqing is concerned, it's just that Jiang Wenqing has become an alpha, so she needs to memorize and abide by the ten standards of A's morality, and Yer has only become an omega, and he can still do what he wants to do..."

Fu Zhao listened silently, Shi Nan was right, she didn't feel anything when these things happened to others, but once it happened to her, she was easy to get into trouble.

She would not change her mind about Jiang Wenqing and Yer because of their gender, and logically speaking, neither would others.One of the simplest examples is Kong Weiyan, obviously she has become an alpha, pheromones and Kong Weiyan repel each other, but Kong Weiyan still stays with her during the few days when she has not learned to control pheromones, even though Kong WeiyanBeing uncomfortable with her pheromones didn't alienate her.

When Kong Weiyan faced her, it was emotion, not pheromone, that determined his attitude towards getting along with her.

It is obviously a truth that should have been understood a long time ago, but only when Shi Nan said it outright, did she understand it.

As if aware of her distraction, her palm was pinched again.

She was forced to return to her senses, and continued to listen to Shi Nan's soft voice,

"It's to me, and it's to you, too."

"Whether you are an alpha, or a beta, or even if you suddenly become an omega one day, I will not define you by gender. You are still that Fu Zhao, and I am still that Shi Nan."

"Even if we are a fiancee, even if we become a real wife one day, I will not regard you as my alpha, and I believe you will not regard me as your omega..."

Shi Nan looked at Fu Zhao with an expression that seemed to understand, gently raised the corners of his lips, gently frowned, and said word by word, "As for the influence of pheromones, I don't think you need to care about these..."

"After all, our relationship has never been determined by pheromones. I am confident that our relationship will not change because of substances like pheromones in the future."

"Even if one day, the pheromone really has an irreparable impact on our relationship..." She paused, and looked at Fu Zhao, making sure that the other party understood what she was talking about, such as "marking"After the incident, he continued to speak, "That's definitely not because of the pheromone itself..."

"It's because of my uncontrollable emotions for you."

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She's stroking her eh woo woo