Unfortunately, Shi Nan doesn't quite remember the first time she and Fu Zhao met, exactly which time it was.

Before this reunion, most of Shi Nan's memories of Fu Zhao stayed in the previous life after the divorce on Nankey Island.

She doesn't remember very clearly what happened in junior high school.

He only vaguely remembered that there was such a person in his class, and also vaguely remembered that she lent Fu Zhao an umbrella once.

That's all.

So after Fu Zhao asked about this sentence, she was a little sad. She was sad for why she couldn't remember these things clearly, and felt sorry for one more thing that only Fu Zhao could remember clearly.

"It seems you don't remember..."

The sudden soft voice interrupted Shi Nan's thoughts. She bit her lower lip lightly, stared at the past, and met Fu Zhao's eyes with a slight smile. She opened her lips, thinkingHe said something, but when the words came to his lips, he only choked out one sentence,

"hug"

"You don't have to feel sorry." Fu Zhao interrupted her, and his gaze fell into her eyes, which flickered slightly, as if he didn't regret it at all, "Because for me at that time, being able to meetAt that time, you were considered a lucky thing.”

Although Fu Zhao's tone was relaxed, Shi Nan still felt sad, her heart seemed to be soaked in the sea water in front of her eyes, it was salty and swollen, her eyelashes trembled, her throat was a little dry,

"When was that? Did I do something?"

"You have done a lot, a lot of things that I am grateful for now." Fu Zhao pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled lightly. He stopped looking at her, and his eyes moved to the waves that were just splashing over. The side face was covered by the shadow of the moonThe reflection is a bit hazy, and the sound is a bit muted by the splashing waves,

"It was a rainy day. I didn't bring an umbrella. I was pushed into a puddle and got a little injury. You just happened to pass by, washed my wound, and left the umbrella for me."

Fu Zhaoan spoke quietly, with a relaxed tone, and the "just right" in her words seemed to be just a little joke she deliberately added. If it weren't for Shi Nan's "just right", it wouldn't be as easy as Fu Zhao said.

It turned out that the first time they met was when they borrowed an umbrella.

A gust of noisy sea breeze blew over, blowing off Shi Nan's hair that was originally pinned behind her ears, covering most of her side face and the eyes that drooped after hearing this sentence.

She brushed her side hair away silently, raised her eyes slightly, "and then?"

"Then……"

Fu Zhao moved his fingertips around his knees, his eyes swayed slightly, and the regret in his eyes came to the surface at this time, "It's a pity that I got into a dead end at that time. Those people said that beta can never compare with alpha, so I really believed it."After that, I didn’t dare to take the initiative to ask you to return the umbrella.”

"Otherwise, you might remember borrowing the umbrella now."

"I remember." Shi Nan bit her lower lip and replied, "I just don't remember that this is our first meeting."

"It doesn't matter, we have to allow it. There are things in this world that only one person remembers." Fu Zhao looked sideways, with a slight smile on his lips, "For example, I gave up my qualifications for the scholarship that time.But just one day after the selection, A-level alpha Liu Shan was reported for gender bullying and was disqualified from the selection by the school, and I was selected for the scholarship."

Scholarships and Reporting.

After the key words were extracted, the memories that had been forgotten in his mind also had a faint urge to emerge. Shi Nan remembered that Liu Shan was a well-known school bully in their grade at the time. With his unique family background, he raised a group of young people.Well, after they finished the differentiation pre-test, they intensified, stopping some betas and omega on the road, doing some things she couldn't understand.

At that time, she established a student rights center in the school, collected a lot of evidence of bullying students, and reported all the students who bullied others, including Liu Shan.

When Shi Nan thought of this, her thoughts gradually became clear. She took a breath and waited for Fu Zhao to continue.

Fu Zhao exhaled lightly, and slowed down his breathing that became a little disordered when he thought of those things, "The one who was bullied by Liu Shan and snatched the quota, and because Liu Shan was reported, got the quota againMan, it's me."

"And the person who reported Liu Shan was the daughter of the Shi Group at that time, Shi Nan."

"Because of you, the unfair treatment I received was reversed."

As if the tensioned string in her mind was broken, Shi Nan seemed to be able to feel a "ding" in her ear, reminding her of the fact that she deliberately ignored.

She was stunned for a few seconds before she realized that she couldn't help asking, "Did you hear what my mother just said to me."

Fu Zhao didn't answer Shi Nan's question right away, but let go of his hands holding his knees, propped them behind his back, and said softly as if chatting casually, "I was very envious of you at that time, and thought you could be with these people.The power of things against."

"And I'm just the tiniest speck of dust at the bottom of the pyramid. I don't have the power to fight against the status quo. Whether it's in terms of physical structure or family background, I'm a very useless person."

She was a little sad when she said this, and she was silent for a while before she eased her emotions and said, "But now it seems that the biggest problem for me at that time was that I didn't have the courage to fight against all of this."

"Even I look down on myself and cannot accept myself."

"It's not so much that I don't have the strength to resist all of this, it's better to say that I..." The more she spoke, the more sad she became. Although she didn't want to admit what she was about to say, she still closed her eyes and tried to suppress the regret, "I never thoughtFight in the past."

"Even, apart from powerlessness, there is only recognition of this status quo."

After she recovered those memories, she thought about it and only found the word "identity" to describe her cowardice and timidity at that time.

Even if she became the small island owner of Nankey Island after a long time, with the power to change, she just despised herself and couldn't accept that she was just a beta.

The saddest thing is that she was deeply hurt by it, but she never wanted to change the past.

Until she lost her memory and went to a world without abo, when she jumped out of Gu Shubai's expectant gaze, when these inequalities happened to others, when she saw others suffering from unequal discrimination, she feltI can jump out of that sad mood and have the idea of wanting to change.

It wasn't until she returned to Nankey Island from that world, back to her world, that she had more power to change everything, the feeling of powerlessness that surged from the bottom of her heart was relieved a lot.

It turns out that many things can only get better if they are done.

Shi Nan next to her didn't make a sound, just looked at her so quietly, and after listening to her finish all this, she looked over, the light in her brown eyes flickered slightly, "But you've done a lot now,At least Nankey Island has changed a lot."

"But it's not enough, we still need to work hard."

Fu Zhao paused after saying this, closed his eyelids and quickly suppressed his troubled emotions, smiled at Shi Nan, and then answered Shi Nan's first question, "Yes, I heard it."

"President Shi said that he hoped that you would take advantage of this opportunity to go to court to return to Planet RT's company and take over the project."

Shi Nan's eyes trembled slightly, "Then you...do you want me to go?"

Fu Zhaotan looked over frankly, his brows and eyes curled up, and he said softly, "You've made your decision a long time ago, haven't you?"

"I'm telling you this tonight, just to share some of Shi Nan I saw before, and I don't hope that I will be the one who influences you to do what you want to do."

"No matter what the future holds, no matter what you're worried about..."

"I don't even hope that I will become an obstacle on your way to realize your ideal." She lowered her voice, "For me, it will be stressful; for you, you will also be unwilling."

"And it's not a big deal."

Fu Zhao smiled relaxedly, "Now that the interstellar traffic is so developed, the distance between Planet RT and Nankey Island is not very far, and the distance between the flying ship and back is only four hours."

"I'll go see you... Yours, Jiang Wenqing and Yer, aren't they going to planet RT? It's just right for the three of you to be there together, so we can take care of each other."

"Future journalists, scientists, and entrepreneurs sound like a good combination. Maybe you will all become invincible figures in the future."

"What about you." Shi Nan pursed her lips and looked over, "Only you and Kong Weiyan are left here."

"Who said it's just me and her." Fu Zhao said with a smile, loosened his hands, stopped in the air, feeling the sea breeze blowing over his face, "I still have so many islanders, and my mother, I have a whole Nankey Island."

"Not afraid."

"Okay, I'm not afraid." Shi Nan replied softly, the decision in his heart was confirmed, and his tone became more relaxed, "I'm just afraid, I will miss you."

"I'm just afraid that without my fiancée staring at you, you'll start letting yourself go again."

"I'm just afraid that the connection between us has finally come into being..." Shi Nan stared at Fu Zhao's hand in the air, gently reached out to touch it, grabbed Fu Zhao's wrist, held it in the palm of his hand, and gentlyHe said, "I managed to catch up with you a little bit, and when I leave, all previous efforts will be wasted."

"I'm even more afraid that I will lose you again."

Fu Zhaojue felt that among Shi Nan's "fears", only the last sentence was serious, and she automatically ignored the word "chasing" in the words. After thinking about it,Still answered Shi Nan's last "fear" seriously,

"You won't lose me again, I promise."

Shi Nan's fingertips holding Fu Zhao's wrist moved, just like that day when Fu Zhao and her promised that the fireworks at Nankey Island would be beautiful, just like that time when Fu Zhao and her promised that they would never see the fugitive again on Nankey Island.

Fu Zhao's assurances have always worked.

She nodded slightly, her eyes flickering, "You promised, you can't break your promise."

The time when Fu Zhao rescued her to die in her previous life was three years after she came to Nankey Island to reunite with Fu Zhao.

But this time the incident line has completely changed, many things have changed, and even the murderer has been caught, so she has reason to believe that Fu Zhao can protect herself and nothing will happen.

Fu Zhao's eyes fell on Shi Nan's slightly swaying eyes, and he said "yes" softly.

After getting the answer and making a decision, Shi Nan seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, his whole body relaxed visibly with the naked eye, a smile finally appeared on his lips, and he even started to chat with Fu Zhao about the past.

The night is soaked in the moonlight, but it is silent but dyed with dots of light, mixed with the pleasant ambient sound of the seaside.

Shi Nan talked about her other mother.

"She passed away before I entered junior high school. At that time, she was still the founder of the Omega Rescue Center. Although she was opposed by everyone around her, she still chose to do it until she was in a remote area.When the planet was rescued, it encountered a natural disaster and died."

Fu Zhao wanted to say something to comfort Shi Nan, but he couldn't find a suitable word. He opened and closed his mouth and only said, "My other mother also passed away after I graduated from junior high school."

Shi Nan looked over and was silent.

Fu Zhao was also silent.

After a long time, she spoke again, "Then now, do you still miss your mother?"

"I thought about it." Shi Nan hugged her knees with both hands, pressed her face against it, her eyes were drooping, her hair was blown into a mess, "It's just that no matter how I think about it, those memories are hard to be as clear as before. It's been too long, plusIn fact, she doesn't like to take pictures, sometimes I don't quite remember what she was doing in those memory fragments, what was the expression on her face..."

"I only remember her voice." Fu Zhao continued, the light in his eyes flickering, "I am the same. Sometimes when I go to the cemetery, I feel that the person in the photo on the tombstone is a little strange."

"Sometimes when I think of the memories of getting along with her, the most familiar thing is actually her voice."

"I heard that when you really forget someone, you have to start by forgetting their voice..." Shi Nan said softly, "So, we are still very lucky to remember their voices so clearly."

"When I miss her, at least there is still a voice in my memory."

"She is very busy all year round. She always comes back in winter and loves to drive her broken car. The wind in winter is very noisy, like ghosts and wolves howling in her ears, and the sound of her broken car starting is also very loud.Noisy, rumbling..."

"She would be downstairs, calling my name loudly. At that time, she was still very young, her voice was very energetic, like a lark, clear and loud, and her voice was very cheerful when she laughed. It was the most unlike I have ever seen.The omega of the omega has always been my role model."

Fu Zhao knew that Shi Nan must be thinking about her mother again, she was a little envious, envious of Shi Nan growing up surrounded by love, envious of Shi Nan's other mother, who was Shi Nan's role model.

Because Gu Shubai is not a role model to her, but a negative example.

Just to remind her not to become someone like Gu Shubai.

But she doesn't hate Gu Shubai, nor does she hate Gu Shubai, but she just feels a little regretful, a little pity, a pity that Gu Shubai fell into a swamp because he couldn't think clearly.

Shi Nan didn't cry, but lowered her eyes and hugged her knees.

But this time Fu Zhao still patted Shi Nan on the back with a gentle force, and when someone looked over with misty eyes, he smiled again and answered Shi Nan's first question ""Fear",

"Then you went to planet RT, if you miss me, will you also think of my voice first?"

Shi Nan tilted his head over, moved his eyelashes, and bit his lower lip lightly, "Yes, but I should call you, a video projection phone...and let you turn on that watch..."

As she was talking, she lost her voice, because Fu Zhao suddenly came close, so close that she could feel the fragrance lingering from the tip of her nose, and she could see the faint blue color on Fu Zhao's neck.Blood vessels, I can hear the heartbeat in the chest that leans against me at this moment.

Slowly accelerating, very steady.

Then something cold was stuffed into one of her ears, and the slightly warm fingertips covering it even helped her tidy up the hair around the ear.

Soon, the distance was widened again.

The sound of the surrounding waves began to surge up.

Shi Nan was startled, and just about to speak, her slightly warm fingertips pressed against her lips again, between her lips.

Fu Zhao blinked, and said softly, "Shh~~"

The fingertips loosened quickly, and the slightly hot touch was quickly blown away by the sea breeze. Shi Nan was stunned, and could only quietly watch Fu Zhao's movements, watching Fu Zhao raise his wrist and put his fingertips on the watchClick it.

It is very quiet in the ears.

Fu Zhao was smiling, and the smile in his amber eyes was made even clearer by the moonlight.

The corners of the lips rippling in a pleasant arc.

Her hair was disheveled by the sea breeze, covering her cheeks and swaying with the wind.

The corners of the white shirt fluttered slightly, the neckline was slightly open, the cuffs were rolled up on the forearms, and the white and thin wrists protruded out, right in front of her eyes.

In the next second, there was the sound of a slowly beating pulse coming from my ear, thump, thump, pulsation.

It was exceptionally clear, surpassing all the noisy voices in her ears.

On one side, there are the sound of turbulent waves rolling, the roaring sea wind, the creaking sound of Shuoshi being washed up by the waves, and the sound of her heartbeat being carried in her chest, which is very rich.

On the other side, there was the sound of Fu Zhao's beating pulse in its entirety.

Two completely different voices are mixed together, but it makes the person in front of you look extremely real, and the voice next to your ear is also more real.

It is quiet yet rich.

Fu Zhao just looked at her like this, and pointed to his ear, which was wearing a blue object, which should look the same as her ear.

Fu Zhao's eyes reflected the bright moonlight, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his voice was soft, like gurgling water, refreshing, and like the wind blowing on the coast, warm and warm,

"This is a custom-made smart phonogram, which is linked to the watch. It was made a little later than the pillow, so I'm giving it to you now. I thought it was too late, and I couldn't find a good time to send it... But now I think, maybeIt's a good time."

"You said that when you think of your mother, all you think of is her voice, the winter wind, the rumbling of her broken car... It reminds me that this gift is appropriate, at least tonight."

"It allows me to create sounds that remind you of me when you think of me."

"But also, I'm missing your voice."

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This time have a good farewell, don't worry, after the separation, time will also unfold, swish swish swish - it will pass soon.