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    Fu Zhao spent her twenty-fifth birthday peacefully.

    They didn't encounter any emergencies, they just finished making the weird-shaped cup together at home, and spent this peaceful twelve o'clock together.

    After 23:59, the hour hand number becomes 0, and everything can be restarted.

    What Shi Nan had been worrying about for a long time finally came to an end.

    However, she still did not let Fu Zhao leave.Even though this incident has completely passed, she still keeps the habit of wanting Fu Zhao to exist in her field of vision every minute and every second.

    She wanted to spend the night with Fu Zhao.

    But because the little alpha felt very flustered by this behavior, and was also very at a loss.

    So they were like at the beginning, she was lying on the bed, and Fu Zhao was lying on the sofa bed on the other side.

    There is some distance between the two beds, but they can touch each other after reaching out.

    Shi Nan was a little dissatisfied with this distance, after all, before Fu Zhao split, the distance between these two beds was much closer.

    So, she looked at Fu Zhao who was about to sleep with her eyelids closed, feeling a little out of breath for a while, stretched out her leg and lightly kicked Fu Zhao's waist, the force was not strong, but the place where it touched was surprisingly soft.

    Then Fu Zhao slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, and the ripples in his eyes swayed slightly with the moonlight outside the window, "Don't you want to sleep? I'm leaving in a few hours."

    "Can't sleep." Shi Nan closed his eyelids, and said in a casual tone, "I thought about it, but you should not come see me off tomorrow."

    "Really?" The voice came softly, with a hint of sleepiness, and the sound of making the quilt carefully, "Then I won't go, actually..."

    Shi Nan didn't want to listen any more, so he simply turned around and turned his back to Fu Zhao, wishing to make the sound of turning the quilt upside down, so as not to listen to these annoying words.

    The movement behind him stopped for a while, and then deliberately let out a low voice to enter the eardrums, "I haven't finished talking yet?"

    "I'm sleepy." Shi Nan pursed her lips and lowered her eyes.

    "Didn't you say you couldn't sleep just now..." Fu Zhao's voice became softer, accompanied by warm breathing, "Then you sleep—"

    Before Fu Zhao finished speaking, Shi Nan turned around again, stared straight at Fu Zhao for a long time, met those pure and clear eyes like a puppy, and sighed softly as if half admitting defeat, "Actually what?"

    "Ah?" Fu Zhao didn't realize it for a while, and turned his eyes in a daze, his eyelashes curled up.

    Shi Nan's eyes fell on Fu Zhao's torn collar, a large area of fair and transparent skin was exposed, the collarbone line was straight, and the skinny feeling was obvious, sexy and charming.

    But after only one glance, he was quickly covered by the prepared quilt.

    Only a small head was exposed, looking at her with those ignorant eyes.

    Shi Nan looked away silently, looked into Fu Zhao's eyes, and regained his composure after a slight flash of light in his eyes, "You just said you wouldn't send me off, what is it?"

    "Oh, it's this." Fu Zhao remembered this, his eyes became clearer, and his soft and soft voice sounded in the quiet room,

    "I don't like parting very much."

    "Although I know that we may meet in the near future, and I know that you will not come back again, but I always feel that I don't like the atmosphere of parting. Maybe I will get used to it in a few hours or a few days., but before that..."

    "To experience a farewell, to experience a farewell, I have to tell you many things, and you have to tell me many things."

    "Then I stood where I was, watching your back slowly shrink...and finally disappear."

    "Actually..." Fu Zhao pursed his lips, and then tightened his quilt tightly, his whole body seemed to be curled up in it. "Compared to not liking it, I hate it more."

    She let go of her tightly biting lower lip in frustration, her lips turned pale, "I hate parting, and I hate seeing you off."

    "Maybe it's because I'm so willful..."

    "No." Shi Nan quickly denied Fu Zhao's statement, fixedly staring at her, his eyes trembling slightly, "It's not capricious."

    "It's not self-willed to be able to say it so openly, without holding back in your heart."

    Fu Zhaoneng said it so openly, which made Shi Nan inevitably think of her previous life. Every time she left, she never looked back, and Fu Zhao always stayed in the same place as the person watching her back.

    It would not be easy for her to watch Fu Zhao leave every time now.

    She could understand Fu Zhao and empathize with him.

    Shi Nan stared at those wet eyes, couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed Fu Zhao's head, his voice subconsciously softened a lot, "Then let's not send it back and forth, and don't say goodbye, no matter what.Is it because I left Nankey Island, or... something else."

    "You don't want to send me off to each other. Is it okay to make such an agreement?"

    Fu Zhao stared at her blankly for a while, then moved his lips, "Then if I don't go see you off, will you be sad..."

    "No." Shi Nan gently raised her eyebrows and retracted her hands, "If you explain things clearly, I won't be sad, and I won't get into a corner."

    "Because I understand all your thoughts."

    Fu Zhao finally relaxed a little now, his lips curled up, and he nodded slightly, "Yes, I see."

    "But you also have to understand me." Shi Nan looked at Fu Zhao for a while, his eyes flickered slightly, and said such a sentence absent-mindedly.

    Fu Zhao was stunned for a few seconds, his eyes filled with confusion, "What do you understand?"

    The puppy blinked its innocent and harmless eyes, stretched out its paws a few times, and finally jumped obediently into the pit prepared by the hunter.

    Shi Nan raised the corners of her lips, met Fu Zhao's staring gaze, quickly lifted off the quilt and got out of bed, squeezed onto Fu Zhao's sofa bed, and brazenly hugged her waist, without hesitation.He put his head on Fu Zhao's shoulder scrupulously and rubbed it.

    Heat surrounded the whole body, and the breath lingered around.

    Shi Nan closed her eyes comfortably, and lowered her voice,

    "Understanding that I need to cuddle my girlfriend to sleep well."

    The hug she was leaning on froze almost instantly, and the tension came along with her soft and warm breathing.

    "Relax." Shi Nan closed her eyes and said lightly.

    "I...I..." Fu Zhao stumbled, unable to speak, and the heat on his body rose rapidly.

    "Stop talking." Shi Nan opened her eyes, and put her index finger between Fu Zhao's lips, feeling soft to the touch. Her eyes fell on it unconsciously, and her voice was soft and lazy, "I'm going to sleep, I'm really sleepy.".”

    Fu Zhao fell silent for a while, and only looked at her with those clear eyes.

    There was some mist faintly in the eyes, moving like the stars flowing slightly in the night, quiet like the clear gurgling pool water on the top of the mountain, brilliant and soft, bright and clean.

    Shi Nan couldn't stand the look, so she moved closer and closed her eyes.

    She released her index finger, and instead, her lips covered it.

    It was as soft as ever, and the teeth and lips touched, and there was some itchiness in the softness.

    The breath is soft and entangled.

    Other places are also soft and hot, unconsciously hugging the palm on her waist, slowly climbing to the palm on her cheek...

    a long time.

    Shi Nan took the initiative to distance himself, and when Fu Zhao opened those hazy and blurred eyes, he closed them with a smile, buried his head in the socket of his shoulders, and rubbed comfortably,

    "Okay, I'm asleep."

    "You sleep too."

    Two light words interrupted the gradually rising room temperature.

    The breath on the top of the head was short of breath, and it took a while to slow down, and he asked tentatively, "Are you sure you want to sleep on the same bed?"

    "Hmm..." Shi Nan held back her smile, "What's wrong?"

    Fu Zhao paused, hesitatingly spoke, and moved his hands and feet unnaturally, "I'm an alpha now..."

    "What's wrong with alpha?" Shi Nan blinked innocently, "You are not those other alphas."

    "After all..." She stretched out her index finger, and circled Fu Zhao's collarbone softly a few times, her voice was lazy and tired,

    "Aren't you very tolerant?" She said so confidently.

    Fu Zhao was speechless, and gave up in silence for a while, his disordered breathing slowed down, he adjusted his posture slightly, adjusted the quilt, and the voice that came out was much quieter.

    "Then go to bed."

    Then, cautiously, let out a breath of foul air.

    Shi Nan sighed softly, hooked Fu Zhao's fingers soothingly,

    "I'm just afraid that you will disappear when you open your eyes tomorrow morning."

    "So, just tonight, how about sleeping in your arms?"

    As soon as the words fell, the shoulders she was leaning on got closer, and then warm and soft hands hugged her, and a soft voice came down from the top of her head along with the warm breath,

    "it is good."

    Shi Nan was actually reluctant to fall asleep, as she said, as long as she fell asleep and opened her eyes, Fu Zhao might have disappeared, and they would live in two places.

    But she still couldn't hold on and fell asleep.

    When opened eyes the next day, it was sunny, and the golden morning light slanted into the room along the open curtains, bright and dazzling.

    The snow outside the window had already melted a lot, and the warm yellow morning light reflected on the thin ice made it look even more radiant.

    There was still some heat on the side of the bed, as if it had just left.

    Shi Nan pursed her lips and got up from the bed, only to realize that she was lying on the big bed again, and the quilt on the sofa bed next to her had been folded squarely.

    She stared at it for a while, sighed softly, and walked out.

    After washing up, came down, and there were meals prepared by the housekeeping robot on the table.

    Tasteless, like chewing wax.

    However, maybe she just doesn't have a good appetite.

    After eating, it was time to leave.

    They agreed not to see them off, nor to say anything before they left, so Shi Nan resisted the urge to go to Fu Zhao again, and treated this matter with a normal heart.

    She packed up all her clothes and locked the door.

    She didn't leave anything behind, just be normal, she told herself.

    It's not that won't be able to contact you in the future, what should be said can still be said.

    Between her and Fu Zhao, she always had to get used to this kind of normality.

    Shi Nan persisted in this idea, carrying his own luggage, when he went out, he bumped into a person before getting into the car.

    There was a sense of impact on her shoulder, but the force quickly diminished, and then the sense of impact disappeared, and a gentle force came from her arm to stabilize her balance, and then she raised her eyes to see the person she hit.

    Her long, shiny black hair was tied into a low ponytail and placed behind her head, with a few strands of black hair hanging down her forehead, fluttering gently with the wind.

    The eyes are narrow and long, the soft black eyes are calm and gentle, and there is a small red tear mole at the end of the eye, which is eye-catching and bright.The bridge of the nose is straight, and the thin lips are slightly pursed.

    In the black windbreaker, there is a bouquet of unopened peony flowers in the chest pocket. The light pink and white petals are made into small flower buds, which are a little more translucent and hazy under the early morning light.

    Red tear mole, pink bouquet.

    It was originally a bright and bright dress, but on this woman in black, it looked cold and lonely, cold and distant.

    Shi Nan took a look, looked away calmly, and said with a smile, "Sorry, I didn't look at the road just now—"

    The woman nodded slightly before she finished speaking, and turned around without saying anything else.

    The corners of the black windbreaker were gently lifted by the wind.

    Shi Nan's eyes lingered on the woman in black for a while, and then she looked back thoughtfully when she disappeared around the corner. It was a bit strange, but couldn't say why it was so strange.

    It may have been due to such a large collision just now, but the bouquet of peony flowers on the chest of the woman in black seemed to be motionless.

    It may also be the soft force coming from her arm after she was about to lose her balance.

    Is she wrong?

    How did she feel that the woman in black obviously didn't have any physical contact with her.

    "Miss Time."

    The driver drove over, got out of the car and carried her luggage into the trunk, and opened the car door for her, "The island owner asked me to take you to the shipyard."

    When Shi Nan came back to her senses, she didn't take this episode to heart, and smiled at the driver, "Yes, thank you."

    The shipyard at this time is very lively, with people coming and going, crowded with each other.

    However, the driver arranged by Fu Zhao still arranged all the boarding procedures for Shi Nan. He was thoughtful and decent, which made the parting a little more satisfactory.

    No crying, no hugging and refusing to leave, no endless talking.

    There is only tacit understanding and silence, doing their own things with peace of mind.

    all is well.

    Apart from……

    Shi Nan leaned back, folded her arms and sank into the soft seat, a voice always came out of her head:

    It would be great if could take another look at Fu Zhao before she left.

    Say nothing, do nothing, just look.

    Another voice came out the next second: No, if we meet again, the parting emotion will definitely increase.

    This is even more uncomfortable.

    Thinking of this, Shi Nan sighed lightly, and simply closed her eyelids and leaned back on the seat to rest. Maybe when she opened her eyes, she would have arrived at planet RT, so there was no need to hesitate so much.

    With such thoughts in mind, Shi Nan gradually let go of his consciousness.

    Until the person in the seat next to him sat down and made a rustling sound, as if he was packing his luggage.

    The sound was not too loud, but Shi Nan himself was more sensitive.

    She unconsciously frowned, and pursed her lips just as she was about to say something, when a vaguely familiar scent floated over, lingering at the tip of her nose, reminding her who the person next to her was.

    how could be?

    She emphasized that she should not have expectations, because if there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment.

    But despite this, she couldn't help but opened her eyes with the hope in her heart, and in front of her was a woman wearing a black peaked cap, who was turning her head and whispering something to the service personnel on the ship.

    Then the service staff nodded slightly and brought over two blankets.

    The woman took the blanket, said thank you softly, turned her head, the light in her amber eyes trembled abruptly, and her movements paused for a few seconds.

    After a long time, after realizing it, he covered Shi Nan with the blanket in his hand, raised his hand and took off his peaked cap, the soft and fluffy black hair poured down, and naturally fell on his shoulders, making his smooth face fairer and fairer.

    The bright eyes flickered, and the slender and bony fingertips protruded from the cuffs, and pushed the ugly cup on the table over, with red nose and blue eyes - Shi Nan had never made such a special cup.

    A clear and pleasant voice sounded, with a hint of caution and pitifulness,

    "You forgot to bring this... If you don't send it out, then my birthday present will not be considered as a delivery."

    The white fingertips tapped on it, and the light in his eyes flickered slightly, with a hint of dodge in it,

    "I originally planned to wait until the flying ship took off before confessing. But now that you have found out, I can only say..."

    "You forgot to take me with you."

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