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    Obviously, Shen Caiwei is the most terrifying person.

    It was even said that Sheng Yun was the one who was invited.Perhaps Shen Caiwei also used some method, reached some kind of deal with Sheng Yun, so that Sheng Yun appeared at this place at this time.

    And this time, this place.

    Shen Caiwei originally envisioned the time and place of Fu Zhao's "killing".

    As one of Shi Nan's most fanatical suitors, Sheng Yun has motives and is present, so he is naturally the most suspicious person.

    Shen Caiwei, who is married, had already got rid of the suspicion when she first fought with Lu Jingmo. She was a reasonable and reasonable witness, and she could have escaped perfectly.

    But didn't expect Fu Zhaoneng to resist while being drugged, and took her out, and there was a team of bodyguards arranged by Shi Nan squatting outside.

    So Shen Caiwei broke the boat and died with her.

    Because Shen Caiwei knew that after this incident was exposed, she would go to jail with Lu Jingmo.

    Fu Zhao figured out the ins and outs of the matter, but everything has been settled, and there is no room for redemption.

    She didn't know what the drug Shen Caiwei injected her with, she only knew that her whole body was swollen with pain, as if soaked in salt water with countless invisible wounds, the pain reached the nerves and bone marrow.

    Especially the back of the neck gland/body is still burning hot, and the liquid keeps gushing out of it, and then flows down the neck and drips on the ground.

    Drop by drop, bright red dripping.

    She no longer had the strength she had at the beginning, she couldn't even take a step, so she could only sit down on the side of the road, using all her strength to support her blind eyelids, watching the people and cars coming and going.

    Sit by a tree by the side of the road, counting on people passing by or cars.

    There is her Shi Nan.

    The sky was much darker than it was at the beginning, but she didn't know if it was because of her gradually losing senses that she felt that it was getting dark.

    very cold.

    The cold wind was blowing on her face, completely different from the last time she died.

    It was not so cold last time.

    This time it should be snowing.

    The icy and cold crushed snow was blowing in the wind, blowing down round and round, floating down, and falling on her face and body, bringing a biting chill.

    Everything in front of her eyes was covered by white snow with a hazy white veil. People kept stopping and looked at her with terrified expressions, but the next second they passed by her expressionlessly and walked away.

    These people are kind of weird.But she has no mind to think about these things.

    I just hope, wait, that her Shi Nan will come soon.

    She still has a lot to say.

    With such hopes, she held on to the last of her strength, and waited for a car that had stopped abruptly on the side of the road.

    Blurred vision, eyes full of white, but also large areas of black.

    A stumbling figure got out of the car and ran towards her, carrying snowflakes that kept falling and all her expectations.

    Almost at the moment when the figure appeared, the tension in her chest suddenly relaxed.

    So somehow, in an instant, a salty liquid with a rusty taste gushed out of his throat.

    The red blood splattered on the ice and snow in front of him, intertwined with the flying snowflakes, and rolled down to the ground together.

    Uncontrollable coughing, mixed with the spurts of blood.

    Breathing became heavy, exhaling and inhaling became more and more difficult.

    Fortunately, she didn't have to wait long.

    The cold palm covered her cheek, but the fingertips trembled uncontrollably, holding her face in a panic.

    Warm breath also sprayed over, choked with sobs, intermittent, a little out of breath.

    "It's okay...it's okay."

    The soft and soft voice in the past was soaked in crying, crying, and couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

    Enduring the pain in the back of his neck, Fu Zhao took a breath, raised the corners of his lips with some strength, and stretched out his hand again, trying to wipe away Shi Nan's tears.

    But no matter how much she stretched out her hand, she couldn't touch the face that was so close.

    The tea-brown eyes were instantly filled with tears, and the eye sockets were red again and again, and the teardrops fell out of the eye sockets that were already full of tears like broken pearls.

    One by one, it dripped on the back of her hand, which she couldn't lift no matter what.

    It was so hot that her eye sockets also became hot.

    The heat made her body swell even more.

    Fu Zhao looked at Shi Nan, and dropped his hand weakly, "You...were crying."

    "Stop talking." Shi Nan held her head and let her lean into her arms, her every word was filled with tears, "I...I have already called the emergency call, let's hold on for a while, just hold on for a while."

    "It's all right, it's going to be all right."

    Shi Nan kept repeating this sentence, and tears kept falling, mixing with the blood on Fu Zhao's body, dyeing the snow under him into a large swath of red.

    "Um."

    Fu Zhao smiled with all his strength, closed his eyelids lightly and opened them again, "I actually wanted to say something to make you happy."

    "But..." Her voice became softer and softer, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes, "I really have no strength."

    "Don't talk if you don't have the strength." Shi Nan's voice rose unconsciously, but immediately softened after realizing it, and hugged her shoulders tightly, as if he wanted to rub her in his arms, "Wait a little longerJust a little while, just a little longer."

    His vision began to blur, and the pain all over his body gradually dissipated.

    Fu Zhao really wanted to wait with Shi Nan for a while, but no matter how she thought about it, she knew that this time there was really no chance.

    Trembling, she took out the small cloth pocket from her pocket, but she didn't have the strength to open it.

    "You...you open it for me."

    After panting heavily, she couldn't help coughing, and another surge of blood gushed out of her throat, blocking her remaining words.

    "No." Shi Nan shook his head, holding back his tears, his lips turned white, "Later, when you're better, open it yourself. I won't help you, don't even think about it."

    This is really an embarrassing sentence.

    Fu Zhao stared at Shi Nan for a long time, with tears in his eyes, "I'm afraid... there is no chance."

    Shi Nan looked over, with stubborn and firm eyes, and broke the defense after not holding on for long, and tears still fell down.She lowered her eyes and didn't say a word. She just took out the contents of the small cloth pocket and put them in Fu Zhao's open palm.

    A pair of rings were quietly placed in the palm of his hand.

    Fu Zhao looked at it for a while, then smiled, "So you know?"

    "Yeah." Shi Nan responded softly, holding her tighter and tighter, "So if you ask for marriage, wait until you're done, now...now..."

    She couldn't continue speaking, tears welled up in her eyes, her fingertips began to tremble, and her body began to tremble unconsciously, her voice raised a lot, "Damn it, why hasn't the ambulance come yet."

    "Shi Nan...listen to me."

    Fu Zhao raised his eyelids reluctantly, suppressing the coughing in his throat, "If I die—"

    As soon as the word "death" was uttered, her lips were blocked in the next second, and the soft palm carried a biting chill and a strong smell of blood.

    "No, don't say that word." Shi Nan gritted his teeth, shook his head and refused to let her continue, the voice piercing his ears, "I will never lose you again, absolutely not."

    Fu Zhao couldn't help coughing, and the surging liquid sprayed into Shi Nan's palm, the strength in his palm dissipated instantly, and he held her face in panic,

    "Why don't you come?"

    Shi Nan broke down in tears, lowered his head, and his blood-stained hair fell on Fu Zhao's face, with snow falling on his hair, with a chill, "Why don't you come, why?"

    "I've been thinking about it for a long time..."

    Fu Zhao felt a little sore and swollen, "Why did I start over...and meet you again after...the first time I died."

    "I always... always thought that it was God's pity, because it pityed me for losing everything..." She spoke intermittently, facing Shi Nan's trance-like eyes, her breathing became heavier and heavier, and she saidIt became extremely difficult to speak, "But it's not."

    "Maybe it's because I... I was too unwilling last time, and there are still many... many things I haven't done, many... many things I haven't said."

    "If...my comeback is because I am unwilling, then next time there should be no...no chance to do it all over again."

    "fair enough……"

    Another mouthful of blood gushed out, and she almost didn't finish the sentence.

    The sound of the wind in my ear is getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of breathing is getting slower and slower.

    Fu Zhao slowed down, grabbed Shi Nan's wrist, faced Shi Nan's teary face, and said with all his strength, "If... If you do it again, let me go through this again.Death, let you go through this life and death again..."

    "I'd rather stay in this moment than do it all over again."

    "I don't want you to stay with me forever, staying in this gear that can only turn and not move forward. You should...should have a future that continues to move forward. Your ending should not stop...stop here."

    "Maybe... maybe I will blame... the rainy day when we met for the first time, the rain that hit our faces was very painful and cold... I will also blame us... The timing of that encounter was not right, I am very sorryEmbarrassed."

    "But I won't blame you, and I won't blame myself for being just a beta...not worthy to be with you."

    "Because... because being able to relive this wonderful period of time is already... the most satisfactory... ending in my opinion."

    After speaking this long paragraph, Fu Zhao almost used up all the strength in his body, and could no longer utter a word.

    He could only barely open his eyes, wanting to look at Shi Nan a few more times.

    All senses are gradually dissipating, vision is becoming more and more blurred, and the strength of holding his hands is getting looser.

    Except for the voice, she could hardly feel Shi Nan's presence.

    "Um... well, I know... I know."

    "I've been... lucky enough."

    The voice that came to the eardrum was choked up, word by word, "I am lucky... to meet you again, and to be with you is the most worthwhile thing I have ever done in my life."

    "I love you, Fu Zhao."

    "I really love you very much, you really don't know...you don't know how much I love you."

    "Because no matter what you think, I will always... love you more than you can imagine."

    The sound became softer and softer, so soft that it was almost inaudible.

    Fu Zhao got a reassuring answer, couldn't hold it anymore, closed his eyes, endured the surging liquid in his throat, and responded to Shi Nan for the last time,

    "I... love you too, always more than you."

    After she said this, the regret in her heart dissipated, leaving only reluctance.But no matter how reluctant he was, the piercing pain in his ears became more and more distant.

    It is obviously the breath that is close at hand, but it also seems to be the end of the world.

    The touch on the face also gradually began to dissipate until he could no longer feel the existence of the warmth in his arms.

    The two rings in his palm could no longer be held, and with the arms hanging down, they seemed to have fallen to the ground.

    There was a crisp sound of "ding".

    It seemed to remind her that the beauty that started that summer came to an abrupt end again. It seemed that she had tried her best, but she couldn't have the best ending.

    But that early summer, the waves were loud and the cicadas were singing loudly.

    It's a wonderful time for them to meet again.

    She will no longer blame Shi Nan, she will no longer blame herself for not being brave enough, and she will no longer have regrets.

    Because this time, she was already willing.

    Even if it stopped abruptly, she felt lucky enough.

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