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    It was completely dark.

    The heavy snow, as the body temperature in the arms gradually subsided, gradually became smaller, and there was no beginning to flutter, only sporadic snow foam floating in the air.

    The person who was still alive just now, hugged in his arms, has gradually been soaked in coolness by the falling snowflakes.

    Shi Nan didn't know how long he had been waiting in the snow.

    She still couldn't accept the cruel fact that she lost Fu Zhao again.

    The tightly clenched wrist has lost its vibrant pulse.

    The surrounding wind, the air, is cold.

    Her whole body was frozen, and she could no longer feel her limbs, as if the cold had penetrated into her internal organs.

    She stared blankly at Fu Zhao, who had lost all vitality, and bit her lips tightly and did not let go until a strong smell of blood came from her lips. She didn't realize that she was letting go, as if her chest was strangled by something.

    It hurts a lot.

    The only warmth that could be felt was the tears streaming down from the eyes and dripping down Fu Zhao's face.

    She hugged Fu Zhao with all her strength, and uncontrollable wailing poured out of her throat.

    Until can't stand it anymore.

    She just sat on the side of the road and cried bitterly.

    Desperate and broken.

    Until ripples appeared in the air in front of him, and a figure dressed in black slowly emerged.

    From being transparent to actually appearing in front of her eyes, it was just a matter of an instant, like a dream.

    If only it was a dream.

    Not really.

    It was the woman she bumped into before, in a black windbreaker, tall and slender, standing upright, looking down at her, her tea-black eyes glowed with a deserted light, clear and deep, and she seemed particularly unpredictable.

    That's right, how can she see through a person who can walk out of thin air like this?

    When Shi Nan realized this, a thought flashed in her heart, her tightly clenched lower lip suddenly loosened, the wound was infected by the cold, and there was a piercing pain, but she didn't care about it, and looked at the woman in front of her with tears in her eyes.people,

    "Can you... save her again... just one more time."

    The woman in black didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, and slowly took off the bouquet of peony flowers on her chest, and handed the bouquet of white unfinished flowers to her in front of her with shapely fingers.

    Shi Nan was stunned, and subconsciously took it.

    In the blink of an eye, the surrounding environment has changed, and the snow-filled sky has become a patchwork of wooden houses, which are spacious and bright, and the indoor lights are flickering.

    She and the woman in black were sitting face to face, on both sides of the wooden table.

    With just a blink of an eye, her arms became empty again, as if the person she was holding in her arms just now was just her illusion.

    Shi Nan was in a daze, and lowered her eyes to look at her clothes. Before, there were bloodstains, but she remembered that it was all... Fu Zhao's blood, but now it was clean, without any dust.

    Probably sensing what she was looking at, the woman in black lazily raised her eyes and explained,

    "I don't like blood, so I cleaned it up for you."

    No matter how flustered she was, she understood that the current situation was not something she could understand.

    She raised her eyes and looked at the woman in black in front of her. The bouquet of peonies that she was holding firmly in her hand just now was placed neatly in the breast pocket of the woman in black's coat.She lowered her eyelids, and when she raised her eyes again, she bit her lower lip tightly, trying to calm down her trembling voice,

    "You save her, and then save her."

    The woman in black glanced at her with calm eyes, and slowly picked up the boiling teapot on the table, took one out of the upside-down green teacups, and gently placed it on the table.

    "Shi Nan, this is the eleventh early summer of Nankey Island that you have experienced."

    "It's the first time I've experienced the winter of Nankey Island."

    The thin and cold tone seemed to be speaking of a fact that couldn't be calmer, but it was like a heavy stone falling into the water, causing ripples all over the pond, and also like a heavy hammer hitting her heart.

    Shi Nan was stunned, and his voice was dry, "What do you mean?"

    The woman in black didn't look at her, she concentrated on pouring the tea, and the tea was poured into the cup along the spout of the teapot, steaming hot.

    The clear and indifferent voice broke the silence of the room again, explaining an astonishing fact to her in a flat, word-for-word manner.

    "For the first time, you chose never to go to Nankey Island and never see Fu Zhao, but later you met again, and later you were targeted by Lu Jingmo, and Fu Zhao died alone in the icy sea because of saving you.It was an accident. This time you attempted suicide."

    "The second time, you went to Nankey Island, followed Fu Zhao silently, but didn't meet Fu Zhao. You were targeted by Lu Jingmo. Because Fu Zhao saved you, Fu Zhao died alone in the dark and hopeless forest. It was an accident..you attempted suicide"

    "The third time, you went to Nankey Island to divorce Fu Zhao. This time, it was Shen Caiwei, and Fu Zhao died at the foot of the mountain because of saving you. The body was left unattended. It was an accident. You attempted suicide."

    "..."

    "For the ninth time, you didn't divorce Fu Zhao, you fell in love with Fu Zhao, and you got rid of Shen Caiwei and Lu Jingmo. But then you went to the Omega Rescue Center as a volunteer and were targeted. Fu Zhao died in aOn a very remote planet, the corpse was taken away by wolves, and the murderer was the enemy of the omega rescue center you were in. You attempted suicide."

    "The tenth time, this time, as you can see, you did not divorce Fu Zhao, but reunited and fell in love with Fu Zhao. This time Fu Zhao died not because of saving you, but because of that Shen."

    "You don't remember the above things because your memory hasn't recovered yet. But you have begged her many times. Fu Zhao died eleven times, and you attempted suicide ten times—jumping into the sea, jumping off a building,Hanging yourself, repeating lessons,...everything, so she gave you another chance."

    "It can be seen that you love Fu Zhao very much."

    After talking, the tea was poured.

    The woman in black pushed the steaming teacup over, put her fingertips on the table, and looked at her quietly, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

    Shi Nan was stunned for a long time, staring at the teacup in front of him, opened his mouth but couldn't speak.

    It turned out that things were more complicated than she imagined.

    She thought that the chance to come back was just repeating the same mistakes again and again.

    a long time.

    She tidied up her thoughts, wiped away the tears from her face, and stared closely at the woman in black in front of her, as if she was looking for some answer, and said in a bitter voice, "Then, do I still have a chance?"

    "If it happens again, I can still save her."

    The woman in black didn't answer quickly, tapped her fingertips on the table, glanced at her, without a trace of waves, and her voice was without any emotion,

    "there is none left."

    Those three words trampled all of Shi Nan's hopes under his feet.

    Shi Nan's thinking faltered, she lowered her eyes, and the tears she held back finally fell down. She lay on the table, her shoulders trembling non-stop, and her sleeves were soaked with tears.

    "why are you crying?"

    A calm voice came from above, "Although there is no chance to stay here again, it's time for you two to return to reality."

    The crying stopped instantly.

    Shi Nan raised his head abruptly, the tears in his eyes were still rolling, and his fingertips were clenched white, "What do you mean?"

    The woman in black looked up at her, crossed her hands on the table, her gaze stayed on her,

    "If I said that there is a god in this world, would you believe it?"

    The clenched fingertips were loosened quickly, Shi Nan nodded lightly, "I've seen it with my own eyes, there's nothing I don't believe."

    When the woman in black heard this, she frowned and muttered softly, "Then why doesn't she believe it?"

    But in a blink of an eye, she became serious again, and gently opened her mouth to explain to the hopeful Shi Nan,

    "There are gods in this world, but not the two of us. We are just immortal, and we are not gods."

    After saying this, she let go of her frowning brows, stared at Shi Nan's eyes full of hope, with her head resting on the side of her head, her ink-like black hair hanging down from her shoulders, making her skin fairer and fairer, she said softlyto explain softly,

    "Among us who are immortal, there is one who specializes in dealing with regrets in the world. Regrets can be unspoken life and separation, or irreversible farewells. In short, those who meet her selection criteria can enter her.Create a state of regret and redeem your own regrets. Everyone has only one chance to enter the state of regret, if you don’t recover in the state of regret, you will not be able to recall the memory of the state of regret when you return to reality.”

    "You and Fu Zhao are both chosen by her. It just so happens that your regrets overlap. Therefore, Fu Zhao has also experienced everything you have experienced before."

    "And your real timeline is actually still at the moment when Fu Zhao was stabbed. After the two of you wake up, you will return to the place that belongs to you, that is, that moment."

    "Then when we return to reality, will we return to that moment, then Fu Zhao..." Shi Nan wanted to calm herself down, but she couldn't wait for the woman in black to finish speaking, so she asked anxiously, "Will she...will die?"

    The eyes of the woman in black did not move, she glanced at her lazily, "No."

    Shi Nan's breath fell from her chest, the amount of information was too much, she could only be forced to accept it, but she couldn't organize her thoughts clearly.

    Fortunately, the woman in black opened her mouth to explain again,

    "You have already entered the state of regret at that moment. What you thought happened after she was stabbed, including her death, the gift of property, and the death of Fu Wanqing later - all of this is not yetWhat happened, but the result that will happen according to the deduction."

    "She stopped your timeline at that moment and made you go through the 'should have ended' before you entered the regret zone, just to make you realize what your regrets are, nothing more. So, youAfter waking up, you will return to the original time node. And because this time you have successfully experienced the regret..."

    The woman in black frowned as she spoke, sighed calmly, and paused when she tapped on the wooden table with her fingertips, "As a true god's reward..."

    "Fu Zhao won't die after being stabbed, he will only bleed a little."

    This is really the best news Shi Nan has received recently.

    She couldn't describe how she felt after hearing all this, it was fear, joy, and loss.

    She should thank the "God of Regret", she raised her head as if waking up from a dream, and the tears in her eyes disappeared, "Thank you..."

    "You shouldn't thank me."

    The woman in black interrupted her, her eyes flickered, "I'm not that one."

    "Anyone has only one chance to experience regret, but you failed nine times and only succeeded the tenth time. Only after this complete experience did you face the regret that you most want to redeem in your heart."

    "The regret I want to redeem the most?" Shi Nan repeated these words, closing his eyes, "It means I don't want Fu Zhao to die because of me, Fu Zhao wants to muster up the courage to accept her identity and express her own identityFeelings?"

    "Um."

    The woman in black responded, and looked into the distance absently, "Come to your timeline, which should have been her reward, but because she gave you ten chances, it became a punishment."

    "Our timeline?" Shi Nan asked in a daze, "I thought you could travel through time and space freely?"

    The woman in black glanced at her, and finally there were ripples in her plain eyes, "No."

    "The timeline we are in is 30,000 years ago. She was able to come here this time because she was rewarded by God. Unexpectedly, the original reward has now become a punishment."

    "I came here this time to warn her not to continue. So, if you don't succeed this time, I will take her back too."

    "But fortunately..." Shi Nan moved her lips, and her eyelashes drooped, "We succeeded."

    "The tea is cold..." the woman in black said softly, then pulled a petal from the bouquet of peony buds on her chest, and threw it into the teacup.

    The petals floated on the tea, slowly sank, and finally dissipated in the tea, never to be seen again.

    "It's time, you should go back." The woman in black let go of her hand holding her cheek, looked up at her, "Drink this cup of tea.

    Shi Nan's eyes fell on the teacup, and she gently stroked it with her fingertips. Instead of rushing to drink, she asked first,

    "If I drink it, am I going to forget something?"

    The woman in black looked at her quietly, her eyes were deep, with fine streams of light flashing across her,

    "Don't worry, I won't forget your Fu Zhao."

    "What you should forget is that you have seen us. When you wake up, you will not know that we exist in this world. You will only feel that you have come back again, and you will recall all the previous memories, and thenVery fortunate... to return to that time node in reality."

    "Drink." The woman in black urged again in a low voice.

    Shi Nan picked up the teacup, and when he was about to bring it to his lips, he paused again, "The last question, can I ask you, who are you, and who is she?"

    "Since you are destined to forget..." The woman in black looked up at her, with ripples in her eyes, "Why do you still want to know?"

    Shi Nan put down the teacup, and the bottom of the cup hit the wooden table with a muffled sound.She pursed her lips, "At least I can know who the person who helped us both is."

    The woman in black looked at her in silence for a while, then moved her eyes out of the window, and answered casually,

    Lian Yuechu was born in Qinghe 673 and died in Qinghe 689."

    "Fu Yunqi was born in the 14th year of Jianyuan and died in the 31st year of Jianyuan."

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