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    The surrounding space changes rapidly.

    The silent and dim wooden house faded away in an instant.

    The eyes became wide open, the sky was dark, the howling hot wind blew past my ears, and the heat rushed straight to the door, just like the early summer on Nankey Island.

    Shi Nan suddenly recovered from the trance.

    Into the eyes, it is the green trees on both sides of the road, and the bustling crowd. The expressions on everyone's faces are panic and bewilderment.

    The sense of hearing began to recover, and the noisy human voice poured into the eardrum along with the warm wind.

    It was so hot that she felt a little hot all over.

    "Ma'am, may I ask... do you need help?"

    "This omega lady, this... what happened, God, she... is she okay?"

    Words like these spread into the eardrums, and she was in a trance. She lowered her head as if waking up from a dream, her eyes were full of red, and the mottled spots dripping on the ground were shocking.

    The person in his arms closed his eyes tightly, his ink-like black hair fell on his shoulders, and fell on his pale skin stained with a large amount of blood. There was still a sharp knife stuck in his chest. His body, hands, and face were allIt was blood, which made the normally fair skin paler. It was a kind of sickly whiteness caused by excessive blood loss.

    But it was different from what he remembered, there was no blood gushing from his throat.

    Fu Zhao just closed his eyes quietly, as if he just fell asleep.

    The heat from both arms and the faint rise and fall of the chest of the person in his arms reminded her.

    Her Fu Zhao is still alive.

    All right, lying in her arms.

    Shi Nan hugged Fu Zhao tightly, and put his palm lightly on Fu Zhao's wrist. It was silent at first, but when he calmed down, he could feel the slight pulse beating and weak from deep under the skin.

    But it is full of infinite vitality.

    Her Fu Zhao is still alive.

    Shi Nan realized this again, and lowered her head. The memories of the past that she couldn't grasp would be recalled in her mind, but it seemed like it happened in an instant. The tears on her face hadn't dried yet.It was continuously flowing down, with scalding heat, falling down the cheeks and falling to the bottom of the body.

    An unstoppable sob came from his throat.

    She is back to square one.

    Back to her most regrettable moment.

    Fortunately, this time she succeeded.

    She can confirm that her Fu Zhao has really returned.

    Vibrant and full of vigor, she returned to her side.

    I do not know how long it has been.

    Shi Nan was in a trance, watching the ambulance coming to them, watching the doctors and nurses get off the car, and hurriedly lifted Fu Zhao from her hand and onto the stretcher.

    Dizzy, she followed the ambulance into the hospital.

    Looking at the red light of "Operation" on, his fingertips turned white, and he stared straight ahead in a daze, his lips pursed into a tight line.

    As if waking up from a dream, the fingertips are still trembling.

    My whole body was weak, and couldn't lift any strength.

    Shi Nan looked at it for a while, covered his face with his trembling hands, hot tears came out of his eyes, and fell down from between his fingers.

    She cried silently.

    But it seems to be crying more fiercely than anyone else.

    When Fu Wanqing arrived, he saw Shi Nan like this, covering his face with his hands, his thin back was still trembling faintly, his long hair was hanging down from his shoulders, soaked and wet with blood.

    The long white dress she was wearing was almost half red with blood.

    shocking.

    Fu Wanqing even felt that maybe it wasn't Fu Zhao's blood, but Shi Nan's own blood.

    Otherwise, why would Shi Nan look so painful?

    So much so that Fu Wanqing originally came here with the intention of tearing face off with the Shi family, but now seeing Shi Nan like this, the anger in his heart quickly vented a lot.

    It seems that the situation is not as she imagined.

    It wasn't just that she was on Nankey Island, as she had heard.

    Fu Wanqing's footsteps were a bit heavy, after all, she just sighed softly, sat down beside Shi Nan, held back her anger, and spoke as calmly as possible,

    "Fu Zhao...how is she?"

    The familiar and gentle voice came to the eardrums, carrying some sullenness and coldness that were different from before.

    Shi Nan's fingers trembled abruptly, then loosened weakly, and fell down to rest on her knees. For her, it happened eight or nine times. It was a constant repetition and experience.Constantly gain and lose again.

    But for Fu Wanqing who is still at this point in time, only a few hours have passed.

    Except for her and Fu Zhao, the others are still at this moment.

    In fact, Fu Zhao is still at this moment.

    She was afraid to face Fu Wanqing like this.

    "The doctor said..." Shi Nan stared straight ahead, trying to calm himself down, and wiped away tears, but there were still tears in his eyes, and his shoulders were still trembling uncontrollably, "It's nothing serious, the location of the woundIt's not dangerous, no vital organs are injured, and after surgery and sutures, you can recover after a while of rest."

    She didn't dare to look at Fu Wanqing until she finished saying this.

    After all, it is reasonable for Fu Wanqing to treat her now.

    It was her who killed Fu Zhao.

    Fu Wanqing didn't say anything more.

    Shi Nan lowered his head, letting his hair hang down, sticking to his cheeks, with a strong smell of blood.

    This is Fu Zhao's blood.

    Realizing this, her eyelids began to heat up unconsciously again.

    Dizziness, dryness and pain in the throat and chest as if on fire.

    Even though it was early summer, his limbs were as heavy and stiff as if he had been lying in the snow all night.

    Vision begins to blur.

    The feeling of being out of breath came again.

    Until the seat next to him heard a "bang", it seemed that Fu Wanqing was completely relieved and leaned back on the seat.

    Then there was a warm palm attached to her back, patting her lightly one after another, following her extremely rapid breathing,

    "The doctor said everything is fine..." Wen Wan's voice softened a lot, as if comforting her gently, "Why are you still so sad... so sad that Fu Zhao is about to die?"

    "You are not, are you lying to me?"

    "No!!" Shi Nan subconsciously blurted out denial, looked sideways at Fu Wanqing, but met Fu Wanqing's calm expression.

    Just looking at each other, she knew that Fu Wanqing was not blaming her for anything.

    It could even be regarded as comforting her.

    When Shi Nan thought about this, the heat in his eyes became hotter, and soon his vision began to be blurred by tears.

    She took a slow breath, her throat was dry and sore, and it was still difficult to speak,

    "She won't die, I didn't...I didn't lie to you."

    "I won't...not lose her again. Absolutely not this time, I promise."

    She spoke word by word, her eyes full of seriousness.

    Fu Wanqing's calm expression also fluctuated a bit, and his eyes fell on Shi Nan's face who was already crying so badly, he couldn't help but sighed softly, took out a handkerchief and gently wiped the blood on Shi Nan's body.

    On the face, ears, and hands of the person in front of you.

    It's all Fu Zhao's blood, it's the blood of her family Zhao Zhao who watched her grow from a thin child to a mature youth little by little.

    She blames Shi Nan.

    Why is it not Shi Nan who is sitting outside now, but her Zhao Zhao.

    Fu Wanqing thought about it, but seeing Shi Nan's appearance, she could only say that Shi Nan was not safe.She suddenly thought of Gu Shubai again...

    Maybe, at this very moment, this person sitting outside.

    Nor was it any more comfortable than the man lying in it.

    The anger in Fu Wanqing's heart subsided a lot, and his voice became softer, and he only asked, "We'll wait until Zhao Zhao wakes up. Regarding whether you can withdraw from the engagement, I think... maybe the current situation is different.Something changed that I don't know about."

    "I will discuss with your mother again."

    "Wait until Zhao Zhao wakes up."

    After Shi Nan listened to Fu Wanqing's words in a daze, there was a gentle touch on his hand, some of the dried blood was wiped away by a neat handkerchief, and his stiff fingertips seemed to have the strength to move.

    Compared with blame and anger, what she can't bear now is Fu Wanqing's magnanimity.

    Tears welled up in his eyes, and then fell down his cheeks.

    She couldn't bear it anymore, hugged her knees, and burst into tears.

    Crying so hard that it felt like something was about to tear her chest apart.

    It hurts a lot.

    Then a soft sigh came from her ear, and then a soft and warm embrace wrapped her around her, and there was a gentle force on her back, patting her back one after another.

    "There's... a lot of blood on my body..." She cried out of breath.

    Fu Wanqing was silent for a long time, and said, "It's the blood of my family Zhao Zhao, I don't dislike it."

    Shi Nan froze, unable to control her trembling body anymore, her heart trembling with pain, "I...I would rather, this is my own blood."

    "I know." Fu Wanqing's tone was much lighter, as if he was whispering, as if he was talking to her again, "Every time I go to the cemetery to read a book, I would rather that the one lying down is me."

    "But I also know that living with these guilt and regrets is the most important thing I should do now."

    "You too."

    "What's more, Zhao Zhao will wake up in a few days, she's fine. No matter what you've been through before, it's the luckiest thing that you still have the chance to redeem these regrets."

    Fu Wanqing whispered in her ear, as if comforting her and himself.

    This is the most obvious truth.

    Shi Nan clearly understood this.

    She couldn't help hugging Fu Wanqing, trying to get some sense of security from Fu Wanqing's arms, and also trying to give some comfort to Fu Wanqing who was falling into guilt at this moment.

    After all, it is not common to find something lost.

    And she was fortunate to have achieved this time after gaining and losing again and again.

    It couldn't have been more fortunate.

    Fu Zhao's operation was very successful, and there was basically no delay.

    However, due to excessive blood loss, he fell into a coma, which would last for about two or three days.

    Shi Nan got this answer from the doctor, but she still couldn't completely relax.

    Therefore, during the past few days when Fu Zhao was in a coma, she took care of Fu Zhao almost every step of the way.

    I didn't close eyes, and couldn't eat anything.

    Even when Shi Xinglan and Fu Wanqing came to persuade her in turn, she never left Fu Zhao's ward and insisted on waiting until Fu Zhao woke up.

    She had to know this fact the first moment Fu Zhao woke up.

    It must also be that the first person Fu Zhao sees when he opens his eyes is her.

    If Fu Zhao is like her and still remembers those things before, it is naturally the best situation.

    If Fu Zhao doesn't remember, then she will work with Fu Zhao to create new memories, exclusive to their future memories.

    It doesn't matter.

    As long as Fu Zhao will be fine and alive in the future, that's fine.

    She can work hard on other things.

    "Squeak—"

    The door behind him was opened, and the sound of steady and powerful footsteps interrupted Shi Nan's thoughts.

    Then there was the sound of a lunch box being placed on the table.

    Then there was a sigh that couldn't be softer.

    "Why didn't you eat much?"

    Shi Nan didn't turn his head, stared straight at the pale and deep sleeper on the hospital bed, and said softly, "I can't eat."

    "If you can't eat it, don't you eat it?"

    Shi Xinglan walked up to her, frowned and glanced at Fu Zhao on the hospital bed, then shifted his gaze to Shi Nan's haggard face, and moved his lips, "The doctor said it will be fine, and it will also recover."Well done. If it's just because of guilt, you don't need to torture yourself like this-"

    "no."

    Shi Nan quickly interrupted Shi Xinglan, and finally raised his eyes to look at Shi Xinglan, with a serious tone, "It's not because of guilt, you know, if it was just guilt, I wouldn't do this."

    "I didn't think about it clearly before, but now I understand that the reason why I did this was because I was afraid of losing her."

    "Because I love her, more than I imagined."

    These three words were said without any hesitation, Shi Xinglan was stunned for a few seconds before she could react, she didn't quite understand that Shi Nan, who was talking about retiring the engagement a few days ago, would fall in love so desperately again.

    But... that's what love is all about.

    Love without knowing it has always been the normal state of love at the beginning.

    At least the love she saw was like this.

    She was in a complicated mood, and she couldn't help but sigh, "I remember at the very beginning, you still put the knife around your neck, saying that you would die and refuse to fulfill the marriage contract, but now you love so much that you want to die?"

    Shi Nan quietly turned his head halfway, his eyes returned to Fu Zhao's face, he stretched out his hand to gently stroke the hair of the sleeping man, and spoke softly,

    "That was a long time ago."

    "Now that I've thought it through, I will definitely not call off the engagement."

    Shi Xinglan looked at Shi Nan for a while, then looked at Fu Zhao who was on the hospital bed, and said without changing his face, "But what if she wants to divorce? Maybe she will become disheartened towards you after this incident,What do you do if you insist on retiring?"

    Shi Nan was silent for a while, straightened the quilt for Fu Zhao, and said lightly,

    "Then I'll chase her back, then I'll stalk her to death. In short, I won't give up."

    "And... I'm sure she won't."

    Her Fu Zhao, who has experienced so many things with her, watched the sunrise with her, walked so many winds by the seaside, and said that he loves her more than her forever, how could he forget these things?What?

    Shi Xinglan seemed to be stunned for a while, and then she was silent for a long time before opening her mouth.

    "This time, you seem to be determined?"

    "Yeah." Shi Nan responded softly, suddenly remembered something, and returned to Shi Xinglan, and put forward his thoughts kindly, "Mother, I have a few things... I want to ask youhelp."

    "What's up?"

    Shi Xinglan was stunned for a few seconds. After Ah Yan died, Shi Nan didn't seem to have spoken to her in this tone. He just talked about what she was going to do and never discussed it with her. Now there is something going on."Beg" her.

    It seems to be because of this person lying on the hospital bed.

    She rubbed Shi Nan's head, and softened her tone, "If there's anything else, just say it."

    Shi Nan lowered her eyelashes, and spoke in a calm tone, "Help me collect evidence about Lu Jingmo's illegal research on pheromones and Shen Caiwei's illegal persecution of Alpha."

    "There's also Shengyun, check for me too, whether he has committed any crimes and can be arrested."

    "There is also a robbery and murderer named Li Qiang."

    Shi Xinglan paused, raised his eyebrows thoughtfully, looked at Shi Nan, and squinted his eyes, "As far as I know, the first three are your suitors, and they are also prominent figures in the entire galaxy.It might be difficult..."

    "I know."

    Shi Nan raised his eyes to look at Shi Xinglan, his eyes trembled slightly, he clenched his fingertips, took a deep breath and calmed down, "After Fu Zhao wakes up... I will do these things myself."

    "But now...I need to wait here for Fu Zhao to wake up."

    "So I can only ask you to check it first. There are a lot of these things, and it will definitely take some time. I will search for relevant evidence by myself later."

    "Go check it yourself?" Shi Xinglan's eyes flashed with surprise, and his eyes stayed on Shi Nan's face, "Aren't you going to die and never go back to the company, are you going to be a volunteer at some omega rescue center?"

    "Same as Ah Yan."

    Shi Nan shook her head lightly, pursed her lips, "This is what I want to tell you, I will no longer be an ordinary volunteer at the Omega Rescue Center, but plan to use the power of the Shi Group to open the 'Enlightened Star'The project, in conjunction with the Omega Rescue Center, will help the Omegas all over the planet from various aspects such as law, media, and medical care."

    "Enlightened Star project?" Shi Xinglan was even more surprised, and repeated these words, "How do you know about the company's latest project?"

    it is as expected.

    All the things that happened in her memory are also the follow-up reflections in reality.

    So this time, she really saved everything.

    Then she has to prepare in advance, even if Shen Caiwei and Lu Jingmo haven't done anything yet.

    Only in this way can they be worthy of that person's reminder to them.

    Shi Nan understood this, his eyes flickered and he regained his composure, "I heard about it before, so I want to apply to be the person in charge of this project, is that okay?"

    Shi Xinglan nodded in relief, "Yes."

    "I wanted to persuade you to go back to the company, but now I don't need to persuade you."

    "Am I..." She was silent for a while, looked at Fu Zhao who was on the hospital bed, and smiled slightly, "I have to thank the daughter of the Fu family. I feel that you have changed a lot of your thoughts after she was injured."

    "It's just changing for the better, and I'm very pleased."

    "Nan Nan, you finally realized that you can use your power to do what you want."

    Shi Nan was quiet for a while, looked at Fu Zhao on the bed, and lowered his voice when he spoke, "This is a very simple truth, I just understand it now, isn't it a bit late?"

    "Not too late."

    Shi Xinglan rubbed Shi Nan's head, and said softly, "At least from this moment on, it's not too late."

    "It's the same between you and Fu Zhao. Fortunately, everything is just right."

    Shi Nan also knew that she was very lucky, but now that Fu Zhao hadn't woken up, she couldn't feel relieved.She reluctantly raised the corners of her lips towards Shi Xinglan, "Well, I see."

    "If you know, eat more and wait for Fu Zhao to wake up."

    Shi Xinglan raised his wrist and looked at his watch, looked at Shi Nan and sighed softly, "I know how you feel, but you also know that you still have so many things to do, don't break down your body."

    "Eat your meal obediently later, I'll go and arrange the things you just said first."

    "The next time I come back, I don't want these lunch boxes to still be full of food."

    When Shi Xinglan left such a sentence, the ward became empty again in an instant.

    Shi Nan sighed softly, and then fixedly looked at Fu Zhao on the hospital bed.

    The thick black hair was scattered softly on the white pillow, and the tall and thin body was huddled in the wide hospital gown, exuding a quiet and gentle temperament.

    His fair skin had regained some of its color, not as frighteningly pale as before, but it still looked a little sick after all.

    The sleeping facial features softened a lot, and they were quiet, without the kind of vitality that was active.

    The chest rises and falls slightly, showing the steady vitality of the owner.

    Fu Zhao just lay on the bed quietly.

    With just one glance, dense pain burst out from the bottom of Shi Nan's heart.

    She closed her eyes and opened them again, feeling as if her chest was being strangled, and her heart ached every time she breathed in.

    She knew that she should eat now and keep her body in the most peaceful state, so that when her Fu Zhao woke up, she would see her in the best state.

    Should be.

    But in the end, emotions prevailed.

    She couldn't bear to leave Fu Zhao, she couldn't bear to leave even with a single glance.

    Even if you eat something, you will still spit it out.

    Can't eat, can't sleep at night.

    She may be sick, and she will not recover until Fu Zhao wakes up.

    Shi Nan picked up Fu Zhao's wrist, put his palm lightly on it, rubbed his fingertips lightly on it, feeling the pulse beating from the deep layer of his skin.

    Take a look.

    Slow but strong.

    It's a familiar rhythm and frequency.

    Shi Nan lowered her eyes and said softly, "Why are you still awake?"

    "Didn't you hear? If you don't wake up..." She muttered to herself, her voice hoarse, "I can't eat anything."

    "Don't you feel bad at all?"

    She has been talking to Fu Zhao these days, hoping that Fu Zhao can respond suddenly and give her the biggest surprise.

    But Fu Zhao didn't respond.

    The same is true this time.

    There was no response, Fu Zhao just lay on the bed and fell asleep.

    The fundus of the eyes began to heat up again.

    Shi Nan lowered his eyes, covered the heat in his eyes, and continued, "If... If you blame me, then you can blame me after you wake up, okay?"

    "As long as you wake up, it will be fine." Her voice became more and more muffled, with a nasal tone.

    Still no response.

    Shi Nan sniffed, held back the tears that were about to flow again, lowered her eyes, and gently rubbed Fu Zhao's wrist with her fingertips, unable to say anything else.

    Only her faint sobs remained in the air.

    There was another smooth and quiet breath.

    I do not know how long it has been.

    Suddenly, another breathing sound became much louder.

    Hasty, fast.

    But it quickly returned to calm.

    The wrist held in the palm moved abruptly, as if trying to pull it out.

    Shi Nan was stunned, reacted and raised his eyes to look over, but infinite panic spread from the bottom of his heart, and he was a little afraid to face it.

    Until the eyes finally met.

    The amber eyes that had just been opened were still a little confused, misty, looking at her without blinking.

    Shi Nan's breath was stagnant, she didn't know what to say, or she didn't dare to face the answer.

    Until Fu Zhao's eyelashes trembled, his eyes became clearer, and a dry voice sounded in the warmth,

    "Shi Nan?"

    is a question.

    Shi Nan couldn't get the answer he wanted most from this question—does Fu Zhao in front of him still remember the things they experienced together?

    Fu Zhao looked at her with a strange look.

    Although she had already made this preparation, it was much more difficult than she imagined to fully accept this fact.

    She couldn't accept this fact at once:

    There are many more things in this world that only she can remember.

    Her chest hurt, her vision began to blur, and the tears in her eyes overflowed in an instant, but she tried her best not to let the tears fall, took a deep breath to calm down her mood, nodded,

    "Well, I'm Shi Nan."

    After saying this, she stared at Fu Zhao closely, waiting for Fu Zhao's next answer.

    Fu Zhao stared at her for a long time, then seemed to come back from a trance, his brows and eyes gently bent, and he squeezed her palm,

    "I had a dream."

    "In my dream, there were so many Kongming lanterns that fell from the sky...all of them floated to my side."

    She moved her eyelashes, her eyes became moist, feeling her wrist was suddenly clenched, she met Shi Nan's nervous gaze, and said with a smile,

    "Then I went to look, and found that my name was all written on it. It was written in the ancient Nanke language, and the writing was ugly and crooked."

    "I suddenly remembered... There is one thing we agreed on that seems to have been forgotten by me."

    Fu Zhao exerted a slight force on his wrist, grabbed Shi Nan's palm, interlocked his fingers with her, and lowered his voice.

    "I haven't taught you yet, to write my name in the ancient Nanque language."

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