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    A light and fluffy word fell down.

    Let Shi Nan realize a fact very clearly:

    Her Fu Zhao is back.

    It was Fu Zhao who remembered everything between them.

    It was Fu Zhao who she gained and lost again and again, and now she lost and regained again.

    When Shi Nan realized this, the tears in his eyes finally couldn't be held back anymore, overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and fell down one by one.

    She cried so sadly that she really wanted to hug her Fu Zhao.

    But Fu Zhao was still injured, so she couldn't be as unscrupulous as before.

    Shi Nan wiped away tears, clenched Fu Zhao's wrist, and said in a trembling voice, "Now... can I hug you now?"

    Fu Zhao was stunned for a while, and his eyes stopped on Shi Nan.

    The eyes of the person in front of him were red, his whole body was trembling, and the palm that was holding her was also trembling unconsciously.

    Fu Zhao's heart trembled, and there was a fine pain in his chest.

    Action precedes thought.

    She couldn't bear it any longer, sat up on the bed, stretched out her arms and gently wrapped Shi Nan around her.

    The deep breathing and the warm touch from her arms gave her a lot of peace of mind.

    Feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, Fu Zhao gently raised his hand to caress Shi Nan's slender shoulders, and unconsciously lowered his voice,

    "Can."

    "You can hug." Afraid that Shi Nan might not react, she added another sentence.

    She spoke slowly, for fear of scaring the person in her arms.

    But Shi Nan still cried.

    Almost at the moment when he rushed forward, the hot tears that slid down Shi Nan's cheeks also fell on Fu Zhao's shoulder blades.

    One by one, she was almost out of breath.

    The hot breath sprayed on the side of the neck, mixed with intermittent breathlessness.

    The sobs that came out of her throat, heard Fu Zhao's ears, but made her heart throb with pain.

    She hugged Shi Nan's shoulders, once and for all, patted Shi Nan's back lightly, following Shi Nan's breathing, her voice was also mixed with uncontrollable sobs,

    "It's okay, it'll be fine in the future."

    She could only keep repeating this sentence, trying to make Shi Nan feel at ease.

    But the more she talked, the more Shi Nan cried.

    Shi Nan's tears were stained on his shoulders and chest, and Fu Zhao's heart seemed to be soaked in lemon juice, it was sore and swollen, it was an indescribable pain.

    She actually wanted to cry too.

    After going through so many things, waking up again seems like a lifetime ago.

    But she can't cry.

    At least not in front of Shi Nan.

    Compared with the days when Shi Nan was in fear, she just fell asleep for a few days, which was nothing.

    I do not know how long it has been.

    The crying in his arms quieted down, as if he had vented the deepest emotions in his heart. After crying, his whole body became much more relaxed, and he was no longer stretched into a tight line like before.

    There was a cautious force on his chest.

    She was pushed away.

    Shi Nan's eye circles were still red, and there seemed to be teardrops hanging on the slender and thick eyelashes, blinking, "I'll call the doctor to see if there are any sequelae after the operation."

    "Then go and inform Aunt Fu, she just... just went back to rest."

    "Okay." Fu Zhao responded, but his eyes were still staring at Shi Nan quietly, and he didn't let go of Shi Nan's palm, "Mother, do you blame you?"

    "No." Shi Nan lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on Fu Zhao's eyes, "She didn't say anything, she only talked about our divorce, and we will make a decision after you wake up."

    "So that's how it is." Fu Zhao nodded lightly, feeling relieved after knowing what was in his mind.

    The situation is much better than she imagined.

    I thought it was "the plot after Fu Zhao's death in the book", but it hasn't happened yet.

    Everything is still in time.

    Everything is just right.

    They redeemed all regrets.

    Originally thought that it was just her own rebirth, which gave her a chance to redeem everything, but she never thought that Shi Nan would also be reincarnated with her again and again, and all the things the two of them experienced together were not forgotten.

    What a lucky thing.

    And after this rebirth, what he returned to was the moment after he was first stabbed.

    She didn't die straight away like the first time.

    On the contrary, it looked like a minor injury, which made her feel a little dazed after waking up.

    Why is she so lucky?

    I was lucky enough to start over again and again, until I got back to the original point, redeemed the biggest regret, and created my own most satisfactory ending.

    More importantly, Shi Nan did the same.

    After waking up again, was even more grateful.

    Fortunately, the most dangerous moment has passed through this time.

    It seems that after that, the rest is to slowly do what you want to do.

    The palm seemed to be gently pinched, and there was a soft touch, which pulled Fu Zhao out of deep thought.

    "What's wrong?" Fu Zhao came back to his senses, his eyes fell on Shi Nan's face, and he asked softly.

    Shi Nan pursed her lips, stared at her for a long while, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and said in an uncomfortable tone, "About the divorce... what do you think?"

    Fu Zhao tilted his head, rolled his eyes blankly, "You still want to divorce me—"

    "of course not."

    Before she finished speaking, Shi Nan quickly denied it, interrupted her, with a bit of annoyance in her eyes, "I mean, if you don't want to cancel the engagement, you can tell her clearly when Island Master Fu comes, anyway, I have alreadyTalk it out with my mother."

    "You have to solve this matter as soon as possible and make it clear to your parents."

    Fu Zhao was stunned for a few seconds, but Shi Nan didn't expect that Shi Nan was most concerned about this matter, so he raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "Okay."

    "When my mother comes, I will tell her."

    "Um."

    Shi Nan responded softly, but still didn't move, just looked over quietly.

    Fu Zhao didn't let go, his fingers intertwined tightly, without a single gap.

    Eyes glued together.

    No one seemed to want to look away first.

    "Why don't you let me go?" Shi Nan finally smiled, and the corners of her lips curled up slightly, "I'm going to call the doctor, and I'm going to tell your mother about you waking up."

    Fu Zhaoding looked at Shi Nan, his brows and eyes frowned, "You can do these two things with me, the doctor will come in after ringing the bell, and mother can also call her."

    "I don't need to let you go."

    Shi Nan raised his eyebrows slightly, and his tone became much more relaxed, "Aren't we going to be separated for the rest of our lives?"

    It's a question they all know the answer to.

    But at this moment, Fu Zhao put aside those realistic factors, and only followed his inner voice and said, "Well, we won't separate."

    The palm was gently pinched, as if to comfort her.

    "Stupid~~"

    The soft call came to the eardrum again.

    Shi Nan's eyebrows and eyes were bent, gentle and affectionate, "How can there be two who will never be separated for the rest of their lives, and they are not conjoined twins."

    But having said that, Shi Nan didn't let go of her hand, instead tightened her grip, went to the bedside and rang the bell.

    His gaze stayed on her and never moved away.

    Fu Zhao also looked at Shi Nan so tenderly, rubbing his fingertips lightly.

    Instead of saying something, do something.

    Now she even wants to just look at Shi Nan like this, so that Shi Nan won't leave her sight for a second.

    than hugs and kisses.

    She always felt that it was a more charming and romantic thing for Shi Nan to look at each other so quietly.

    In Nankey Island's early summer blooms.

    At the flower throwing ceremony where the blower blows the petals and dances.

    In the hustle and bustle of the sea and the wind of the heat wave, in the open-air theater they have visited countless times.

    When the band performed at the mid-year celebration, Shi Nan followed the cheerful and enthusiastic rhythm, walking towards her time step by step.

    On the swing chair, when Shi Nan's hair was hanging down her face.

    In the winter when the sky was full of snowflakes, when Shi Nan suddenly appeared in front of her.

    ...

    These scenes kept popping up in my mind.

    It is romantic and charming.

    It's her Shi Nan.

    It's also the time and time again that she hides in sight.

    Until the doctors and nurses who filed in filed in, they interrupted their eyes glued to each other.

    The scene is somewhat similar to the memory.

    After the split in memory, there was also a circle of people in white coats surrounding her, tightly packed.

    then……

    At that time, there seemed to be someone guarding her by the bed.

    It wasn't Shi Nan, because Shi Nan hadn't woken up at that time.

    Not Fu Wanqing, because Fu Wanqing was still dealing with affairs on other islands at that time.

    It wasn't Jiang Wenqing and Yer, two high school students who still needed to attend classes.

    Who could it be?

    Fu Zhao was in a daze, shaking his head, but still couldn't remember who that person was.

    Until a voice in her ear interrupted her efforts to recall,

    "The wounds are recovering well. I will observe the healing situation this week. If there is no inflammation or other symptoms, I will be discharged from the hospital next week."

    The pleasant-looking female doctor Beta in front of her came to this conclusion.

    Fu Zhao heaved a sigh of relief, and exchanged glances with Shi Nan who was standing outside.

    Shi Nan obviously relaxed a lot, "The other sequelae and so on, can we check them out now, or how to prevent them?"

    The doctor shook his head, "The wound is not deep, and there will be basically no sequelae after suturing."

    "If you're really worried, Miss Shi can take Miss Fu to do some checkups later..." The doctor paused here, lifted his glasses, and spoke meaningfully, "All-round checkup."

    One sentence lifted Shi Nan's heart instantly, and she immediately asked back, "What do you mean?"

    "Is there any problem?"

    "Or is there anything that hasn't been checked properly?"

    Shi Nan blocked the doctor's words with a series of three questions.

    Fu Zhao was not as worried as Shi Nan. She scratched Shi Nan's palm to comfort her, shifted her gaze to the doctor, and asked softly, "Is it about delayed differentiation?"

    "Miss Fu, do you know?"

    Now she turned into a doctor in surprise, and her eyes were filled with confusion, "I thought you didn't know that you were in the case of delayed differentiation, so I wanted you to go for an examination to know the exact time and result of differentiation?"

    After she finished speaking, she looked at Shi Nan again, and said softly, "Miss Shi, don't worry, I just observed some delayed differentiation from Miss Fu, so I want you to check some, so that you can prepare in advance."

    "The situation of delayed differentiation?" Shi Nan asked back.

    The doctor nodded, "Because I am doing research on some people with delayed differentiation, and found that even those people with delayed differentiation that cannot be detected by pre-differentiation tests will have certain symptoms that are exclusive to this group of people."

    "For example, before differentiation, you can also smell the pheromone, or you will produce some incomplete pheromone."

    "However, since pheromones are not produced by glands, but are like odors emanating from the whole body, they cannot play a soothing role for the time being. Whether it is for the same sex or the opposite sex, it will not have a negative effect..”

    "It's a symptom that precedes delayed differentiation."

    "Of course, this is only part of the research conclusion." The doctor raised his glasses, "As for the specific situation and when it will differentiate, you can go for an examination first."

    After the doctor finished speaking, he gave a few precautions and walked out of the ward.

    After Shi Nan finished calling Fu Wanqing, his gaze shifted to Fu Zhao, who was still staring out the window, wondering what he was thinking.Shi Nan thought for a while, then asked, "What are you thinking?"

    "what?"

    Fu Zhao came back to his senses, rolled his eyes blankly, met Shi Nan's gaze, and smiled, "I just feel like everything is dreaming."

    "After going through so much and then going back to the original point, I feel a little uncomfortable."

    "But fortunately, I have you by my side."

    Shi Nan looked at her with rippling eyes, "Is it because it has become a beta again?"

    "Because you've been an alpha for three years, and you're not used to being a beta?"

    "Or, do you want to avoid me again because of your status as a beta?"

    "Um?"

    Fu Zhao was stunned for a while, looking at Shi Nan's frank gaze, the corners of his lips curled up, "Of course not."

    "If I do it all over again and I still can't figure it out, it's too disappointing."

    Shi Nan nodded, his eyes fell on the back of Fu Zhao's clean neck, and he snorted, "It's good to know."

    "Then what is it that you are not used to?"

    Shi Nan moved closer and stared straight at her, with an expression that she wouldn't stop if she didn't tell the truth.

    "There are many." Fu Zhao replied concisely.

    "If you don't get used to it, no one else knows about the relationship between the two of us, and you haven't figured out how to explain it to your mother later."

    She drooped her eyelashes, and her tone was much lighter, "I always feel that I have forgotten something. I feel that the things I experienced before are not just as much as I remember."

    "do not think too much."

    Shi Nan leaned over, with loving and gentle eyes, rubbed her head gently,

    "If you can't remember it, don't think about it. At least those things were experienced by the two of us. That's enough."

    After she finished speaking, she paused again, lowered her eyelashes and lowered her voice a lot, so soft that she seemed to be inaudible, "I'll help you remember the things you can't remember."

    "What is it?" Fu Zhao asked in a daze, "Did I really forget something?"

    Shi Nan's drooping eyelashes trembled, and after a while she raised her eyes, the corners of her lips curled up nicely, and she loosened the top of her fluffy hair, "No, I just want to make you feel at ease. Just nowWhen you wake up, don’t think about so many things you can’t understand.”

    "If you are not used to the absence of Jiang Wenqing and Yer..." Shi Nan pinched her cheeks, the corners of her lips curled up softly, "It's a big deal before we get married and go to them, I want to rely on the islandThe identity of the Lord is still able to invite the first-year student majoring in pheromone research at RT University, as well as the youngest resident intern reporter at the Omega Rescue Center..."

    "Went to sing congratulations at our wedding."

    Fu Zhao was stunned for a few seconds, then he realized that when he heard the word "wedding", the heat came to his cheeks quickly, but he immediately suppressed it, trying to maintain an expression that didn't change his expression, his voice trembling when he asked,

    "The two of them still, have they become who they want to be?"

    Shi Nan stared fixedly at her, his pupils trembled slightly, and his brows and eyes were softly bent, "Yes, even if there were no bands, dinner parties, and seaside drives, we are not very familiar with them, but I will check when I come back.After a while, I found that the two of them still did what they wanted to do."

    Fu Zhao's fingertips loosened, and she raised her head as if waking up from a dream, and her voice softened a lot, "That's good."

    "That's good." She repeated it again, as if muttering to herself, and exhaled another foul breath.

    That's the best thing ever.

    After the last revisit, she and Jiang Wenqing and Yer, who were not very close before, have changed from the relationship between the island owner and the islanders to close friends with age difference.

    The memories of those common youths seem to be still shining brightly.

    They formed a unique band on Nankey Island. The keyboard player is the island master, the drummer is the small island master, the lead singer is the heir of the Shi Group, and the guitar and bass are two high school students.

    It is a band that is rarely assembled again.

    They watched the sea together, drove a sports car by the seaside, went to the seaside to watch the firework festival together, and discussed what they wanted to do together; went to the hot springs together, and went to the top of the mountain to watch the most unmissable sunrise.

    They agreed that at the wedding of Fu Zhao and Shi Nan, Jiang Wenqing and Yer would sing the congratulatory song.

    This is one of the most precious memories between her and Shi Nan.

    Although Jiang Wenqing and Yer can't remember now, as long as they are still there, they will have the opportunity to create future memories.

    For example, let's start by getting to know Jiang Wenqing and Yer now.

    It's just that, in a trance, when recalling the previous scenes, always feel a little fuzzy.

    It seems that in those shining scenes... something is missing.

    When she thinks about it, she always feels a little empty.

    "What are you thinking?" Shi Nan's voice floated over, a little carelessly.

    Fu Zhao suddenly came back to his senses, and subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Shi Nan, only to find that Shi Nan had approached at some point, and just stared at her, his eyes seemed to be attached to her.

    "I didn't think anything..."

    Fu Zhao's throat slipped unconsciously, and his breath became a little hotter, "What's wrong?"

    "I just suddenly thought of something..."

    Shi Nan's tone was light and lazy, and his soft fingertips covered her neck with enthusiasm, slowly drawing circles on the back of her neck,

    Fu Zhao was trembling, and the fingertips that he had just let go clenched a little more the next second, and his voice became a little dry again, "What's the matter?"

    Shi Nan smiled lightly, her eyelashes trembled, and her warm fingertips gently stroked the soft flesh on the back of her neck,

    "I mean, if your unadaptation means that you don't adapt to it and go back to beta..."

    She blinked her eyes, her pupils were shining brightly, her tail was dragging lazily, the corners of her mouth had a faint curvature,

    "Do you want me to bite you again?"

    The author has something to say:

    Don't bite don't bite!Let the soft and cute little island owner be a beta for a while!!

    It's almost over, and there are only stickers left, and it will end on the 31st of the month!

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