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    Shi Nan lost Fu Zhao again.

    She originally thought that this regrettable situation would definitely be successful. After all, she thought that she had eliminated all risk factors and applied all the experience gained from the previous eight times.

    But it still didn't work.

    She didn't even see Fu Zhao's last face before his death.

    Her Fu Zhao, once again, died alone in a corner of a certain planet.

    Obviously this time, it was almost a success.

    They went to the flower throwing ceremony to pray for blessings, to release Kongming lanterns, to ride a small electric donkey around the seaside, to watch the sunrise and sunset by the seaside, and then go to the open-air cinema without an owner to watch various movies, romantic comedies, and wars together.tragedy……

    Bright and beautiful memories fill every corner of my mind.

    Until now, Shi Nan is still stuck in the ninth regret state, unwilling to return to reality, because she knows that once she returns to reality, she will forget all the memories of the regret state and forget her Fu Zhao.

    Fu Zhao, on the other hand, will lose all breath and heartbeat in her arms again.

    In this world, no one will remember these anymore.

    So she begged Fu Yunqi to let her stay in the state of regret for a little longer, she didn't want to go back, and she didn't want to lose these memories.

    But no matter how much he tried to persuade him to stay, the time came when Fu Yunqi had no choice.

    Fu Yunqi has done too much for them, and there is no way to continue to build the tenth regret.

    This time, there was really no other way.

    When people are in despair, they can do anything.

    Even though he knew it was futile, Shi Nan kept writing Fu Zhao's name over and over again the night before the end of the state of regret.

    Use the ancient Nanke language that Fu Zhao taught her, and use the oldest ritual on Nanke Island - to release sky lanterns, to ask for help from the oldest god believed in in the long history of Nanke Island.

    Waiting, hoping, with the tiniest and most hopeless hopes, longing for God to give her one last chance.

    No matter what the cost.

    No matter what the price is, as long as it is what she has, even if it is life, she is willing.

    She kept repeating this sentence in her heart.

    But it seems that her voice cannot be heard by God, and her requests are always ignored by God.

    She could only resist the mist in front of her eyes, and wrote Fu Zhao's name over and over again.

    Tears and ink stains mixed together, smudged on each lamp paper.

    Then light each lamp she made by herself and put it on the horizon, watching the dim warm light turn into small dots, lighting up the whole night.

    Until the lights are all over the sky, they gather into little stars in the sky, and the dream is like bubbles.

    She stood on a high place, staring at the Kongming lanterns lit up in the sky one after another drifting away, her eyes hurt, her chest hurt, and her whole body hurt.

    before dawn.

    She closed her eyes and jumped off the high ground.

    At the last moment, she still had the greatest hope and made one last wish: that her Fu Zhao could come back to life.

    The severe pain of landing did not come as expected.

    Instead, it seemed a bit long.

    The noisy wind poured into the eardrums, making my face hurt.

    Due to the influence of gravity, the tears kept falling, and it hurt to hit the face.

    The weightlessness of falling did not slow down with time, as if falling into a bottomless pit, her body kept falling.

    She slowly opened her eyes, looking at the uniform sky above her head in a daze. The sky lanterns seemed to be still swaying and floating in the air.

    Then a distant and light voice came over, it seemed to be curious, but it also seemed to be joking,

    "Shi Nan, are you really willing to pay any price?"

    The Ninth Land of Regrets is over.

    Shi Nan reached a deal with that so-called god.

    The content of the deal was that if the tenth regrettable situation still failed, she could really die instead of Fu Zhao.

    This is the result she dreamed of.

    Dealing with God is fair.

    Since she was willing to give her another chance, it meant that she had to pay the price.

    And God seems to be more approachable than she imagined, the price is not lack of arms and legs, but loss of memory.

    The god of the game world seems to prefer to watch two people in love torture each other.

    The condition for the deal to be concluded is to deprive her of all the memories of the previous regrets, and let the original her enter the regrets again.

    Fu Zhao, on the other hand, was put into a different timeline, turned into another person, and then thrown into a state of regret again.

    The ignorant god is even more curious about whether the two of them will recognize each other and continue to love each other when they lose all their memories and become another person.

    Obviously, this time the realm of regret is more difficult.

    At least that's what Fu Yunqi thought, but when she saw Shi Nan, he seemed to be in much better condition than she had imagined.

    Staying on Nanke Island every day, watching the sea, watching the sunrise, watching the sunset, running among the islanders of Nanke Island, with their eyebrows bent, even if the islanders looked at her with resentful eyes, she would notangry.

    It was as if he had become another Fu Zhao.

    Shi Nan seems to be very used to life in the Ninth Land of Regrets.

    Before Fu Zhao returns from the timeline of the 21st century, Shi Nan needs to stay in the ninth regret, waiting to be deprived of all his memories and put into the tenth regret.

    Before the tenth regretful state is about to start.

    Fu Yunqi went to see Shi Nan again. After the ninth chance was over, she didn't dare to meet Shi Nan again, just because she was afraid that Shi Nan would look at her with hopeful eyes again.

    but now……

    Fu Yunqi looked at Shi Nan in front of him, was silent for a while, put down the teacup in his hand, moved his lips, his voice was a little dry,

    "I will also go in this time of regret." She said this, paused, and immediately added, "Because both of you have lost your memory, I have to go in and take a look, but before it is over,I can't tell you what happened before."

    Shi Nan nodded, with a quiet face and a relaxed tone, "It should be like this, otherwise the chance of failure is too great."

    Fu Yunqi said wearily, "Even so, the probability of failure is greater than the previous few times, and the previous few times didn't succeed..."

    She didn't say anything further.

    But Shi Nan continued the conversation, lowered his eyelashes and smiled, "What's more, this time?"

    Fu Yunqi was slightly taken aback, Shi Nan looked very relaxed, at least far more relaxed than she imagined.

    She didn't know what the specific transaction between Shi Nan and that person was.

    All they knew was that they suddenly had another chance.

    She just thought it was the one who became playful again and wanted to experiment with Shi Nan and Fu Zhao.

    But now it seems.

    This transaction is far more complicated than she imagined.

    "But it's alright."

    Before she could think it through clearly, Shi Nan opened her mouth, raised her eyes and looked over, the light in her eyes flickered, as if tears were flickering,

    "Even if it fails this time, the result will be better than the current one."

    Fu Yunqi frowned upon hearing these words, pursed his lips and asked, "What do you mean?"

    "The agreement between me and that person..." Shi Nan lowered his eyes and smiled, he didn't know whether his expression was happy or sad, "You will know when the time comes."

    Fu Yunqi wanted to ask again, but in the next second, Nan raised his eyes and looked over again, and calmly changed the topic to the serious matter.

    "Since you will also enter the state of regret, I have a few things to ask you. Although you can't remind us in a straightforward way, you can give us some help in this way when necessary."

    Fu Yunqi was stunned for a while, clasped his hands on his knees, and said softly, "Say it."

    Shi Nan looked over frankly, and spoke with a relaxed tone,

    "First, regarding the resignation, if I lose the memory of these regrets and Fu Zhao becomes a different person, we will definitely resign immediately. I hope you can try to stop us from remarrying. Of course,It is to give a reasonable reminder under the permission of that person."

    Fu Yun nodded, "Okay, I can talk to Fu Zhao's parents."

    Shi Nan breathed a sigh of relief, her eyelashes trembling slightly, "Second, I bought an open-air theater for Fu Zhao, but she probably doesn't know that you must show more movies in that theater."

    "This movie?" Fu Yunqi looked at the name of the movie Shi Nan gave, it seemed to be a tragedy movie, she didn't understand, and asked, "Why?"

    The smile at the corner of Shi Nan's mouth subsided, and his voice softened a lot, "Just to remind myself, remember everything Fu Zhao has done for me, don't..."

    Speaking of this, she was a little choked up, and it took a while before she opened her mouth again, "Don't feel like Fu Zhao has brought me infinite guilt like the previous few times."

    Fu Yunqi grabbed the card that Shi Nan gave, and said in a complicated tone, "Okay, do you have any more?"

    "There's a third..."

    Shi Nan looked at her, his eyes flickered slightly, the emotion in his eyes was sad and helpless,

    "Don't let me leave Fu Zhao easily."

    After saying this, Shi Nan left, Fu Yunqi was still thinking about Shi Nan's three requests, and felt a strange feeling that he didn't know why.

    Shi Nan's requests didn't seem to be just to make this regrettable situation a success, because it had nothing to do with the two of them's regrets.

    rather like...

    I just want to have a good love with Fu Zhao in this regretful situation.

    It seems that they already knew that this was the last time and prepared for the worst.

    But what is the worst-case scenario?

    What is the deal between Shi Nan and that person?

    After parting with Fu Yunqi, Shi Nan came to the beach.

    She still remembers all the things that happened on this beach, and all the shining memories with her Fu Zhao.

    The tenth Realm of Regret is about to begin.

    In a short time, she will lose all her memories, and Fu Zhao will become another person and return to her side.

    They will have a new beginning.

    In other words, she designed a new beginning for them.

    But before starting this time, she wanted to experience the pain of Fu Zhao's death in the first time of regret.

    At least I can give some reminders to myself who lost my memory.

    It was a bit muggy in early summer, but fortunately, the cool wind from the sea dispelled some of the heat that enveloped Nanke Island.

    The waves are churning, and the sun is slanting.

    "Do you have to continue?"

    The voice that came from the ear was clear and clean, and the timbre was clear and moist, very familiar.

    Shi Nan turned his head, as if a figure in a white shirt was sitting beside her, his eyes were shining brightly, looking at her softly, the hair on his forehead seemed to be gently fluttering with the sea breeze.

    She raised her hand in a daze, her fingertips almost touched the familiar eyebrows, but the next second, the figure flashed and became transparent.

    "I'm running out of battery." The person beside him continued, his voice still soft and smooth, without any ups and downs.

    The fingertips trembled suddenly, Shi Nan lowered his eyes, retracted his hands, hugged his knees, his shoulders shook slightly, it was uncontrollable.

    It was No. 10, not Fu Zhao.

    Fu Zhao made a perfectly impeccable substitute and placed it beside her, every time.

    She didn't know whether to rejoice or be more sad.

    Fortunately, I can still see the unchanging "Fu Zhao", and I am sad that I can't touch it, and I can't touch it.

    "Well, I'm going." She answered No. 10's question.

    Number Ten nodded and smiled at her, "Okay."

    "Can you call your name, master?"

    Shi Nan raised his head, his eyes were still red, "Why?"

    "You'll know when you yell..." No. 10's eyes flickered slightly, and there was no emotion, or the emotion didn't reach his eyes.

    Shi Nan turned his eyes blankly, staring at the incomparably real figure in front of him, sorted out his thoughts, and called out his name softly,

    "Shi Nan."

    As soon as the words fell, No. 10's eyes suddenly became more emotional, and then he bent his eyes and smiled, and the eyes he looked at were much more real, just like the first time they met, the eyes swayed slightly, like a summer morning shower.

    The nearly transparent hand was slowly lifted up, close to the top of her hair,

    "You should already know that I am in love with you every time. I am very fortunate that I was almost able to say this this time, but maybe in a few days I will be able to say it to you in front of you."Say it."

    It was Fu Zhao's voice, the real Fu Zhao's voice.

    Shi Nan trembled all over, his heart began to beat violently, tears welled up in his eyes, he didn't know what to say, he could only bite his lower lip tightly, for fear that the person in front of him would disappear as soon as he uttered a word.

    "I know it's the ninth time. I didn't know why I suddenly dreamed about these a few days ago. Maybe my dream was fake, but I thought, what if this dream is real? What if I stayWhat if you are alone?"

    "So I asked No. 10 to keep this video and play it to you at the right time."

    Fu Zhao's hand rested on the top of her hair, and once and for all, it seemed that there was really a gentle force coming from the palm of his hand.

    Facing Fu Zhao's gentle gaze, Shi Nan tried hard not to let her tears flow, shaking her head all the time, "No, don't go...don't go, okay?"

    It's a pity that Fu Zhao couldn't hear what she said, it was just a recorded holographic image.

    "If my dream is true, if it fails this time..."

    Fu Zhao paused for a moment, the amber eyes were a little more radiant, like the quiet Tan illuminated by the sunset, but suddenly dimmed,

    "Don't continue, Nannan."

    "Don't keep yourself stuck in the same place all the time, maybe my life should end here, but you can't stay here forever, you still have a very good future, and maybe there shouldn't be in your future.I."

    "All of this should not continue to be forced, and everything should end here."

    Fu Zhao spoke word by word, tears gradually welled up in his eyes, and his voice was choked with sobs,

    "If there is another tenth time, I will definitely never fall in love with you again. If you come to Nanke Island, I will hide. If you don't divorce, I will divorce. If you are on RT planet, I will never go there for the rest of my life."There……"

    "In short, you should die of this heart, don't continue."

    The soft voice gradually dissipated, and the almost transparent figure was blown away with the wind.

    Shi Nan was still kneeling on the beach, trembling all over, breathing hard, but it still seemed like he couldn't breathe fresh air, and there was dense pain in his chest.

    The owner of Nanke Island, who is easy to soften his heart, is so soft-hearted that he can't even say harsh words. He can only say that he doesn't love her and avoids her.

    However, she still wanted to continue, she did not give up.

    Until the sea water rushed up, soaked the soles of the shoes, and poured water on the calves, it was much cooler than she had imagined.

    She stood up, took steps, and walked into the sea.

    The sea water was getting closer and closer to her, and it floated to her mouth with waves.

    She was choked, very salty, very bitter, all in all very uncomfortable.

    Was this how Fu Zhao felt when he was thrown into the sea before?

    She looked up at the sky, it should have been time, tears flowed silently down her cheeks into the sea water that reached her chin.

    Consciousness begins to blur.

    She insisted on keeping her sober, she wanted to experience more about Fu Zhao's pain before she died, and to remember this pain, even though she knew it was futile.

    The sound of waves and wind is getting louder.

    It poured into the eardrum, one sound at a time, covering all other sounds.

    She just walked into the sea slowly.

    Consciousness became more and more blurred, the pain in the chest became stronger and stronger, the tinnitus became more and more severe, and the eyelids were almost too heavy to lift.

    The body is slowly falling.

    One second before losing consciousness.

    Vaguely, she felt that a pair of slender and powerful bracelets came up and hugged her waist, as if they wanted to take her out of the sea together.

    Even in the freezing cold water, she still felt the familiar warm embrace.

    And the churning of the waves in the ear, and the hair that was entangled with her.

    A tsunami-like emotion surged up.

    She was a bit surprised, she didn't expect that the way to open the tenth regretful realm would be connected with the ninth regretful realm, and she didn't expect that the encounter she designed for them would be overthrown and become such a fatelike way.

    Her Fu Zhao came back again, in such a way.

    The rest of her emotions were belated panic. She suddenly realized that if Fu Zhao came to rescue her this time, what would happen if something happened?

    So this opportunity, is it over like this?

    In a daze, she opened her eyes and wanted to say something to Fu Zhao, but a few pink and white peony petals floated down from the sparkling sea.

    A distant voice came over, with mixed emotions, reaching the bottom of my heart,

    "Shi Nan, this is just the beginning of the tenth regret, not the end. When you open your eyes again, everything will start all over again, and you will lose all your memories."

    "Good luck."

    This time, even God wished her good luck.

    She closed her eyes with peace of mind, allowing her consciousness to dissipate, allowing all her memories to begin to blur.

    Because she knows.

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