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    Although Qingyang Shuoyi exuded a coldness, Shu He could still feel the depression in his heart. Even though he didn't know what Qingyang Shuoyi was suppressing, Shu He felt that he was very fragile for the first time.

    The mood was very complicated, and in the middle of the complexity was an inexplicable heartache. Shu He took off the gauze hat on his head again. At this time, he didn't think about whether he would meet acquaintances, but just wanted to face Qingyang Shuoyi calmly and use each other's most familiar sides, without any cover and dodge.

    Hua Hua gritted her teeth and clenched her hands, but she didn't say or do anything.

    Qingyang Shuoyi still maintained the posture of turning his head back, his eyes resting on Shu He's face without wave or shame, his love was hidden very deeply.

    Shu He glanced at Qingyang Shuoyi, sighed, turned back and handed the gauze cap in Hua Hua's hand, and spoke again, his clear voice was heavy.

    "Hua Hua, you go and ask for two rooms, I'll talk to Qingyang alone." After speaking, she pulled Qingyang Shuoyi and turned to go out.

    Hua Hua didn't stop him, and stood motionless. Even though his handsome face behind the tulle was covered with dark clouds, he still suppressed an indescribable anger and bitterness.Hua Hua told herself, don't get angry, don't be stingy, be magnanimous, even if you hate Qingyang Shuoyi, you still have to give Shu Er face, old friends just meet and chat, alone, it doesn't matter, he can bear it.

    Can bear it!!

    The gauze hat in her hand suddenly fell apart, Hua Hua suppressed the anger that almost burst out of her body, and asked the shopkeeper for a room as if nothing had happened, but... two rooms?Don't be ridiculous, don't sleep in separate rooms even if you die!

    The cold wind blew on the cheeks like pinprick pain, Shu He took Qingyang Shuoyi into a tavern not far away, the two sat in a dark corner, neither of them spoke at the first time.

    Qingyang Shuoyi was expressionless like an arctic ice sculpture. He lifted the flagon, lowered his head and poured a glass of wine, pouring himself a drink.

    Shu He was silent for a moment, and tried to speak, "Qingyang, how have you been these few months?"

    Qingyang Shuoyi remained silent, how could he live like this?Bad, very bad!

    "..."

    Shu He waited and waited, seeing that Qingyang Shuoyi had no intention of opening his mouth, he had no choice but to give up. Recently, he was not in good health, and he had to drive for another day. Now all the cells in his body were clamoring for a hot bath and sleep.Energy drained!

    "Sorry, if you really don't want to talk to me, then I won't bother you first."

    After speaking, Shu He wanted to leave, but before he got up, a force of gravity poured down from the top of his head, and his body immediately froze on the stool, unable to move.Even though he didn't like being treated like this, Shu He was not angry, but his brows were furrowed tightly.

    Qingyang Shuoyi held him back, but still didn't speak.

    Shu He's complexion was not good, and his tone was full of tiredness and helplessness, "Qingyang, I don't want to guess how you are going, I'm not blind, but even if I know, I still want to hear you tell me personally, and listen to you personally.Is it difficult to ask if your son is good?"

    Qingyang Shuoyi finally raised his eyes, the stubbornness in his icy eyes was so deep and piercing, he asked the question that he hadn't got an answer before.

    "...You haven't answered my question yet, have you ever thought about me during the separation?"

    It's not to put pressure on Shu He, nor to force him to give himself an ideal answer, whether he has it or not, Qingyang Shuoyi just wants to hear it, if his cold heart can lose control in an instant, even if it hurts, he willlisten.

    Shu He was stunned, he didn't expect Qingyang Shuoyi to care so much about this issue, but he also faced it frankly.

    "From the moment I woke up until we met now, I have been thinking about you in my heart, whether you have taken good care of my son, whether you will be sad when you hear the news of my death, and also afraid that you will not be able to be a pGood role model, so I am impatient, I am so anxious that I know it is too much but I still want to come back quickly." Shu He looked at Qingyang Shuoyi, his tone was very calm, "It doesn't matter whether my thoughts are in your favor or not, but I will appear hereIt is indeed for you and Shu Xiaoya."

    Not perfunctory or deliberately adding extra emotional factors, how to say what you think in your heart, as for how the other party will feel after hearing it, that is not under Shu He's consideration.

    When he got the reply, Qingyang Shuoyi didn't react much, the cold air permeating his body didn't dissipate at all, but the ice frozen in the bottom of his eyes was melting very slowly, even though Shu He was so close to him, he couldn't notice it.

    Shu He continued: "Qingyang, can you answer my question now?" He was very anxious, anxious to know how that white hair came from, anxious to know where Shu Xiaoya was, and anxious to put thisBlank months are filled.

    But Qingyang Shuoyi was still so unhurried, picked up the wine glass and took a sip, the words that came out of his mouth were still not in line with Shu He's wishes.

    "After seeing me and Shu Xiaoya, do you still want to leave with Hua Hua?"

    Hearing this, Shu He's eyebrows almost stood up, even though he thought these questions were boring, he patiently answered in the affirmative.

    "I'm not leaving with him."

    "..."

    Such a simple sentence, such a few simple words, fell on the heart like a heavy hammer, smashing the mask of indifference in an instant, knocking away the accumulated pain for a long time, and easily driving this numb heart crazyGet restless.

    Qingyang Shuoyi's brain was stunned for a moment, and his usually cold eyes were burning with raging flames at this moment, like magma that was about to boil, with a tendency to erupt ferociously.

    "Uh……"

    This sudden and obvious change made Shu He wonder incomprehensibly, did he say something wrong just now?Looking back, he didn't say anything superfluous, did Qingyang really care that he didn't leave Hua Hua?

    Shu He couldn't help frowning, feeling that Qingyang seemed to have misunderstood something, so he said again: "Qingyang, I'm going to take Shu Xiaoya to live in a nearby small town. If you want your son, you can visit him at any time."

    Qingyang Shuoyi suddenly raised his head, and the excitement that had just surged up was instantly suppressed. The only difference was that he had a cold face before, but now he gritted his teeth, his face was ashen, and he looked like he wanted to swallow Shu He alive.

    "What did you say!"

    Shu He blinked inexplicably, probably because he didn't feel angry once, and repeated it clearly, "I said, I want to take Shu Xiaoya away."

    Hearing this, Qingyang Shuoyi slapped the table, and refused with a cold expression, "Don't even think about it!"

    As the sound fell, he made a sudden move, tightly hugging the bewildered person into his arms, lowered his head, and kissed the thin lips that were about to part, frantically snatching the air in it.This kiss was violent and intense, full of anger and helplessness, and more of it was the sadness after the anger, with the mighty power of the stormy sea.

    Shu He's eyes widened, and he wanted to push Qingyang Shuoyi away, but he was imprisoned by his arm like a copper wall and could not move.

    Finally, the forced kiss was over, Qingyang Shuoyi let go of Shu He, his handsome face showing a firm attitude of not giving up.

    "Whether you are Baili Qianliu in the past or Shu He today, I will not let you go if I die this time!"

    Shu He stared at Qingyang Shuoyi in disbelief and forgot how to breathe, "What do you mean?"

    "I want to marry you." The words were concise but firm.

    Shu He drank sake with a headache to suppress his shock, "Qingyang, did you misunderstand something?"

    "No misunderstanding." Very sure.

    "Is that what I did to misunderstand you?"

    "No."

    "there must be!"

    "..."

    Qingyang Shuoyi didn't speak, his eyes were scorching hot.

    The four eyes met, and after a while, Shu He lowered his head and hesitated, "If you are because of Shu Xiaoya, there is really no need to do this, at worst, I will not take him away, and I will go to see him when I have time..."

    bump!

    There was a loud noise, and the table in front of him suddenly collapsed and dismembered. Out of conditioned reflex, Shu He got up and backed away instantly, and the last word stuck back in his throat in shock.

    Such an action would inevitably attract the attention of others, but Qingyang Shuoyi's action was extremely fast, and he threw him out before anyone could turn around in a hurry.

    Shu He breathed a sigh of relief and forced himself to calm down.

    Qingyang Shuoyi suddenly stepped forward, grabbed his hand and forced it on his chest, gritted his teeth and growled, "Are you too stupid or I'm not obvious enough! Do you want me to show you my heart!"

    "..."

    Shu He was taken aback, and looked at Qingyang Shuoyi in surprise, his eyes reflected innocence and confusion.

    Seeing this, Qingyang Shuoyi's eyes were full of sadness but he smiled helplessly. Sure enough, this person has been ignoring his feelings all this time, and he must use the most direct and violent way for this kind of thing!

    "Don't you want to know how my white hair came from? I tell you! Because of you! Pain because of loving you! Desperate because of loving you! Missing because of loving you! It's all because of you that I almost became a walking dead. YouDo you know!" Qingyang Shuoyi roared a little out of control and a little aggrieved, "If I had known today, I should have killed you with my own hands!"

    "..."

    Shu He didn't know how he left the tavern, he felt that he had just been struck by lightning.When Qingyang Shuoyi said he loved him, it sounded like a joke, but it was not a joke.

    Because of the unhappiness created by Baili Qianliu, Shu He never expected that Qingyang Shuoyi would give him a good face, let alone that such an arrogant man would fall in love with him.Even with Shu Xiaoya later, even if that person's attitude towards him changed a lot later, even if you love me and I would have rolled the sheets a few times, even if they both have some affection for each other, Shu He still can't think of love.It was Shu Xiaoya who established the bond for them. Although they had no relatives and no reason, they would live in harmony like relatives because of Shu Xiaoya. They cared about each other because of the rare and precious family affection.

    Just what's wrong now?

    Desperately, Shu He followed the waiter to find his room. When he was alone, he walked slowly behind the screen. Looking at the steaming vat and the petals floating on the water, without thinking, he took off his clothes and got into the water.

    The warm current enveloped the whole body, Shu He was finally able to exhale smoothly, closed his eyes to let go of his chaotic brain, and temporarily threw his worries away.

    On the other side, Shu He walked out of the tavern, and Hua Hua stepped in behind...

    [The author doesn't want to say anything more, but just wants to thank everyone for their support, thank you.】

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