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Chapter 19 I'm Crazy
Cheng Yuan's heart was as heavy as ten buckets of bitter water, depressed and uncomfortable.
He has always regarded Baili Qianyu as a man and a man, but this does not erase the fact that Baili Qianyu was once a Phoenix person. To the people of that country, a Phoenix person is a woman who is more outstanding and noble than ordinary women.Even if they have masculine characteristics and are still educated as women, they still have to be familiar with the three obediences and four virtues for wives, they also have to abide by etiquette, righteousness and shame, and they also have to keep in mind the rules of men and women or whether men and women don't get close.
After long-term education, some feudal ideas are deeply ingrained in the bone marrow, like nails that have grown in the body for more than ten years. If you want to shave off, you must goug out the flesh.
How much determination and perseverance does a person have to dare to try this hardship?
After Baili Qianyu came to this world, he performed very well in everything. He learned to cook, learned to do housework, learned to go shopping alone, and learned to go to school alone. He studied so hard and integrated into this world so hard.In a strange world, the only thing he can't learn is to let go. Is it wrong for him to be conservative?
Baili Qianyu was right in everything, Cheng Yuan was the one who was wrong, he shouldn't have treated Baili Qianyu as an ordinary man in the first place, he was stupid, so stupid that he thought everyone was as stupid as him.
Turning his head around, Cheng Yuan was stunned. If so, how would he get along with Baili Qianyu in the future?Can you still be as heartless and unscrupulous as before?
impossible……
After thinking it over, the current Baili Qianyu is just a big girl to Cheng Yuan, who can't be hugged, hugged, or even touched.
Fuck, what are you thinking about!
Cheng Yuan's head was about to explode, thinking that he should just leave Baili Qianyu alone, and then a villain came out and scolded him for being unscrupulous, and wanted to take Baili Qianyu back, so the villain scolded him for asking for troubleWhat a fool to eat.
Fuck, what do you want him to do!
Cheng Yuan calmed down for a while. The most important thing at the moment is to let people come out first, and if some of them don't, turn around and think about it later.
Knock on the door and lower your voice.
"Baili Qianyu, I don't hate you, really, I sometimes have a quick temper, don't worry if I speak badly, and, no matter what happens, I won't throw you away, I swear I'm lyingThere was a lightning strike, boy, be obedient, come out and let's go home."
In this day and age, such an oath is as casual as drinking water. No matter how sincere Cheng Yuan may be in it, it is the dawn for Baili Qianyu who is in despair. It is enough, as long as Cheng Yuan does not hate it.He, as long as Cheng Yuan doesn't abandon him, he still has nothing to be dissatisfied with.
The door opened, and Baili Qianyu shook his body, leaning on the wall and stood tremblingly, with his head lowered and his shoulders curled up pitifully.
"Cheng Yuan, my feet are numb and I can't walk..." The voice was as soft as a mosquito's. It's not difficult to imagine that this person must have blushed.
Cheng Yuan stared at the top of his head for a while, his stiff facial expression suddenly eased, he sighed, and smiled helplessly.
"You won't be stupid and just sit there for more than three hours?"
Baili Qianyu didn't make a sound, but just buried his head down a little more. Seeing him like that, he understood that Cheng Yuan's guess was very close.
"Forget it, I'll carry you out."
Cheng Yuan was so shocked that he was speechless. He stretched his muscles, squatted with his back facing Baili Qianyu, put his hands back, turned his face slightly, and urged him.
"Come up quickly."
Baili Qianyu looked at his back and hesitated for a moment, then slowly lay down on his back. Although the back against his chest was not particularly strong and broad, it was warm and felt safe.
Feeling full in his heart, his eyes couldn't help being sore again. This time he was touched because he understood that Cheng Yuan is a man with a sharp mouth and a heart, but he actually cares about himself...
This page seemed to be opened just like that, no one mentioned what happened in the shopping mall, but after returning, the relationship between the two has obviously changed compared to before.
For example, Cheng Yuan, he would close the door when he went to the toilet, and he would come out with his clothes on after taking a shower. When Baili Qianyu was in the toilet, he would no longer barge in carelessly, and he would wash his underwear to dry himself.In short, in the hut of the two of them, he learned the rules, learned to respect, no longer unscrupulous, no longer domineering.
For example, Baili Qianyu, he put on new clothes, even without a hat to cover him, he has the courage to face it, he straightened his back and no longer lowered his head, when he looks at you seriously with eyes like ink, it can make you feel likeFalling into the vortex, unable to extricate himself.
In just one day, Baili Qianyu seemed to have regained the confidence and pride that belonged to the young master Baili. He was calm and calm, and a smile suddenly appeared on his beautiful face.
He became even more dazzling, making Cheng Yuan suddenly feel bitter. This person is Baili Qianyu, a former Phoenix man, the young master of Yaoxiang Building who was once admired by thousands of people.
In the humble basement, that small door seems to be unable to shut off the light of this person...
On this Sunday night, Cheng Yuan suffered from insomnia, and now the weather is getting colder and colder. Even though he sleeps on the ground with several quilts on, his body under the quilts is still icy cold.
He couldn't sleep, half of it was cold, half of it was irritability, tomorrow is Monday, and Baili Qianyu was going to school, he suddenly had an impulse, he didn't want Baili Qianyu to go out, and he didn't want the beautiful things he had packed to be seen by othersGo, he wants to lock people at home, where he can see them.
How could he have such a perverted idea?
Cheng Yuan shivered violently, he was frightened by his abnormal thoughts, but if, if, Baili Qianyu's heart is feminine, then he should like men, just like a natural homosexual, sayingMaybe one day in the future he will meet the man he loves, and then go crazy for that man, cry for that man, and for that man...
Displeased, very displeased, thinking of Baili Qianyu throwing himself into someone else's arms, doing laundry and cooking for others, he is super displeased.
Why?Baili Qianyu was taught by him through hard work, why should he take advantage of others!
No, Cheng Yuan, you are fucking crazy!
Holding his head and shrinking into the quilt, Cheng Yuan felt a splitting headache from his increasingly uncontrollable thoughts. Is he sick or crazy?That was Baili Qianyu, a person who had beaten him mercilessly, a person he never hated or liked, how could his feeling change after only one day?
God, since he cares about an old antique, is he bewitched?
Painful groans sounded muffled in the darkness, and Baili Qianyu, who was half asleep and half awake, turned over, touched the wall and turned on the light, rubbed his closed eyes, and poked his face out of the bed in a daze.
"Cheng Yuan, what's wrong with you? Is it cold?"
Cheng Yuan froze under the quilt. He didn't know if it was the glare of the lights or something else. In short, at this moment, he just wanted to bury himself in the quilt, just like burying a chaotic mind, denying and escaping.
"Cheng Yuan, are you asleep? If you really can't stand it, you can come to the bed. It's a bit crowded, but it's warm." Squinting his eyes and looking at the ground, Cheng Yuan still didn't respond, he seemed to be asleep, I probably had a nightmare just now.
Lazy twisted on the bed, Baili Qianyu pouted, turned off the lights, went to sleep, and had to get up early for school tomorrow.
Silence was restored in the darkness. A few minutes later, Baili Qianyu's breathing became steady, and Cheng Yuan secretly pulled back the quilt to reveal his face to pant. He clutched his chest, feeling the strong and rapid heartbeat.
Maybe, he is really sick...
In the middle of the night, there was a sudden creaking sound on the single bed, don’t be surprised, it was Cheng Yuan sneaking into the bed, and the fragile foot of the bed couldn’t stand the gravity for a while, and shook slightly, causing the whole bed to make such a sound in protestLoud, but very soft, didn't bother anyone
In the morning, Baili Qianyu woke up first and found himself hugging Cheng Yuan. He was startled suddenly, his body tensed up, but he didn't dare to move, he was afraid that he would wake Cheng Yuan up.It made him blush with embarrassment. If he still made eye contact with Cheng Yuan, he would definitely die of shame.
But, when did Cheng Yuan sleep on the bed?Last night, it must have been too cold on the ground...
Baili Qianyu didn't dare to think about Cheng Yuan's appearance on the bed because it was too cold on the ground. The scenes in his mind were all of Cheng Yuan pointing at his nose and saying that he was not interested in him. Cheng Yuan didn't like it.This word is engraved in his heart like a curse, he dare not forget, dare not ask extravagantly.
He moved his body and landed lightly from the end of the bed. Baili Qianyu looked at Cheng Yuan who was still awake, washed and dressed in peace of mind, picked up his schoolbag and went out.
The sound of the door closing was very soft, and Cheng Yuan, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly sat up, stared at his bloodshot eyes, clenched his fists and slammed the bed heavily, then hugged his head in pain, and howled.
"Oh my God, I'm really fucking crazy, since I haven't slept all night..."