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    The room was in a mess, and the ground was full of things broken by Jiang Yuechan. Jiang Heng stood at the window, smoking quietly.She hoped that he would say something to comfort her, but this man she had loved for more than ten years could not even say a word now.Jiang Yuechan was desperate, got up from the ground, wiped her tears, took out the suitcase from the closet, and stuffed things into the suitcase without even looking at it.

    After she tidied up for a while, Jiang Heng finally moved.Stuffing out the cigarette on the window sill, he walked up to her, put his hands on her shoulders, forced her to stop, and forced her to look at himself: "You are like this now, when you wake up every year, you can't see it."When it comes to you, how do you want me to explain to her?"

    "I can't control it anymore," Jiang Yuechan knelt by the bed, her face as pale as snow, "You have seen what happened today, she is a monster, and there is another monster living in her body! How could such a monster come out of my stomach?Born in, I never gave birth to it, it is not my daughter..."

    "Jiang Yuechan!" Jiang Heng shouted her name loudly in anger and disappointment.

    The woman who was on the verge of collapse, looked up blankly at the man who was about to raise his hand to hit her.Jiang Yuechan suddenly felt that he was very strange. He had been in love for more than ten years, and he had always been a gentle and reliable man.And this man, who usually speaks as gentle as jade, actually wanted to hit her at this moment. It was the first time Jiang Yuechan had the idea of leaving this house.

    Jiang Heng let go of his hands in despair, but he was not reconciled, and made a desperate effort one last time.He softly coaxed Jiang Yuechan: "You gave birth to her in October, and you loved her so much, how could you bear to leave. Yuechan, didn't the three of us make an appointment to be together happily all the time?"

    Jiang Yuechan shook her head in great resistance: "It's not! It's not my daughter!"

    Jiang Yuechan was just an ordinary person. At that time, she was on the verge of collapse, and Ren Jiangheng didn't respond to what she said.He couldn't persuade her to turn around with memories, and he couldn't just leave his eight-year-old daughter behind.Jiang Heng felt that everything was extremely ridiculous, and it was his fault in the end. He should have thought of something long ago, but he could not hide it for a while.He wanted to touch his lover's face, but he was not qualified to reach out after all.

    "Let's get a divorce."

    Jiang Heng turned his face away, and said coldly, the shocked woman slowly raised her head.

    They kept arguing and didn't control the volume of the sound, which woke up the little daughter who was sleeping lightly.The little girl climbed out of bed, barefoot, and followed the sound to her parents' bedroom.It was a summer afternoon of lightning and thunder, the sky was covered by dark clouds, and it was just after noon, but it was as dark as night.

    A light came through the crack of the door, and she just stood quietly at the door, listening to the quarrel between the two inside the door.

    After a long time, Jiang Yuechan came back to her senses, with tears in her eyes, she laughed and looked at Jiang Heng."You want to divorce me," the woman looked at the other side's face and screamed loudly, "You want to divorce me because of a monster?!"

    "A monster, then you should understand that she is not the only monster."

    In an instant, a fiery red shadow flew out of the man, the adult firebird that sucked all the red in the world, wrapped the man in its arms, and flew up and down around him over and over again.The heat wave from the wings swept towards the stunned woman layer by layer, the bright red color almost blinded her eyes.

    Jiang Heng looked back, looking at her with a frosty face, neither sad nor happy.

    The door of the bedroom was suddenly pushed open, and a small figure squeezed in, tried its best to block Jiang Yuechan, and another red light flew out from her chest.Just like the child's small body, the firebird that flew out of her body was also a young Bi Fang, the feathers on its wings hadn't fully grown yet, but it stood between the woman and the adult Bi Fang,Without fear.

    "Father, don't be cruel to mom. It's Niannian who did something wrong. Niannian shouldn't have set fireballs out casually. Please punish me, please, don't bully mom."

    The little girl cried hoarsely, and the bean-sized teardrops fell one by one, and were evaporated by the high temperature of Bi Fang's fire wings before landing.But during the stalemate for a few minutes, the little girl suddenly heard movement behind her. In her panicked eyes, her mother didn't even want her luggage, didn't even look at her again, and fled the room in a hurry.Her throat seemed to be stuck with sugar, she couldn't make any sound, just looked at her mother's back, and disappeared at the end of the corridor.

    "It's because Nian Nian was disobedient and hid the fireball well," the little girl cried and asked her father, "Isn't that why mom doesn't want Nian Nian anymore?"Dare to say, she is afraid that her mother will never come back when she hears that she is sick and finds her annoying.

    Jiang Heng squatted down: "I don't blame you, it's my father who made a mistake."

    He touched her forehead and found that the daughter's whole body was abnormally high fever, but when he was about to continue to confirm, the little girl closed her eyes, and two lines of tears fell from her eyelashes.The fireball swelled several times as if it had been injected with chicken blood, almost burning Jiang Heng.

    Bi Fang protects the master, each protects the master.

    The two red shadows, one big and one small, fought several times in the air, but the fireball was still small after all, so it was defeated very quickly.But at that time, the little girl had successfully shaken off her father's hand and ran out of the bedroom. She wanted to chase her mother, but she didn't know where to chase her after she went out.

    Barefoot, she walked along the asphalt road step by step.This is not her home, it is a completely strange city, the people around are hurrying and bustling, without any sense of familiarity.Walking and walking, she walked past a newsstand, where the old man selling popsicles was fanning a plantain fan sewn with red cloth.Walking and walking, she saw a group of elderly mothers-in-law in the square, dancing a neat square dance with purple fans in their hands.As she continued to walk, she heard someone pointing at her not far away, as if saying that she was a monster.

    The little girl raised her head and saw that the fire bird Bi Fang was looking for her.

    The voice from the void, accompanied by the hovering Bi Fang, communicated with her in the air: "Are you afraid? What is there to be afraid of? After I set a fire and burn everything to ashes, there will be no power in the world anymore."Something that scares you. With me protecting you, no one can bully you."

    But she doesn't want its protection.

    "I hate you!"

    All the grievances poured out, and all the emotions burst out like a levee. She pointed at Bi Fang and cried, "I don't want to see you again!"

    Firebird's eyes dimmed, and he circled around her three or four times before disappearing into the air.

    Looking back at the way it came, the direction the firebird flew from left behind a little spark, which was the blood flowing from its wound.Just as Mom didn't give her a chance to explain, she didn't give Fireball a chance to explain either.

    The persistent high fever made the little girl walk forward in a daze. She just remembered that she walked for a long time that day, and she didn't know where or how long she walked.

    Later, when she grew up, thanks to the blessing of that day, she could no longer distinguish the roads she walked, so she became a road idiot.

    ...

    Bao Le slowly opened his eyes, the sound of the piano still echoing in his ears.Everything around seemed to have been robbed, leaving only black ashes.There were even things with little red flames flickering on them.The group of red shadows that had rescued her countless times when she lost her memory, and then disappeared after saving her life, completely appeared at this moment.The Firebird, who has grown up a lot since childhood, looks at her evasively with its glowing eyes, as if afraid that she will get angry with it.

    The little girl smiled and stretched out her hand towards it, the divine bird Bi Fang let out a phoenix cry in joy, and put her neck in her palm like a kitten.She gently stroked its beautiful wings, watching it comfortably narrow its eyes into a line.

    Xie Huai stopped playing the piano and leaned against the piano with a smile on his face, not wanting to disturb them.

    In front of him, there was a fire bird two or three times the size of a person, supporting the girl's delicate body.The girl barefooted, the corner of her mouth was smiling, and the whole body was shining with the light of divinity.For a moment, she really didn't look like a human being, but like a high god.

    There is a myth that in ancient times, the Yellow Emperor gathered ghosts and gods on Mount Tai, riding a chariot drawn by a dragon, and the god bird Bi Fang waited on him.Later, Bi Fang was also known as the servant of Vulcan, and whenever he appeared, there would be a big fire.

    The girl who can drive the divine bird is rumored to be the incarnation of Vulcan in the world.

    But Bao Le... actually didn't know this, she could summon Bi Fang since she was a child.This divine bird, which looks bigger than a human and is extremely ferocious, actually lives in her body all the time.Only when she was eight years old did she vaguely understand that not everyone can summon Bi Fang.

    ...

    After Bi Fang returned to her body, Bao Le looked at the mess and said a little embarrassedly: "Why don't you make a list, and I'll compensate you for the things."

    "Not really..." Xie Huai poured a glass of water and put it in her palm, then changed his words, "In that case, why don't you give me your salary, and I can cover your board and lodging."

    The little girl was just casually being polite, but she didn't expect that this man would really show her face, but it was her fault first, and she didn't have any objection to his proposal.Xie Huai leaned on the piano, watching her gently sip the water in the glass, with an expression on her face that wanted to hear her tell a story.

    Bao Le sighed: "Your hypnosis is quite effective, I remembered a lot of things."

    In fact, it wasn't his hypnosis that worked. As soon as Xie Huai entered the state, she remembered a lot of things.No matter how miraculous hypnosis is in general psychology, it is not so immediate.

    What works is Hongchen Mirror Yuequ.

    This heavenly gift from the Xie family is different from the Yin-Yang Taoism and Backbone Book, it is a kind of auditory inheritance.The resonance between Tianshou and Tianshou revived Bi Fang, who had been dusty for a long time, and those memories that had gone away were also remembered again with Bi Fang's appearance.

    That's all.

    "If the memory is painful, you don't have to say it."

    When she remembered everything at that time, her mood fluctuated greatly. Although Xie Huai was a little curious, he still didn't want her to feel too uncomfortable.

    Unexpectedly, Bao Le shook his head, put the water glass on the burnt cabinet, and took a deep breath: "No, there is no pain, if you want to know, of course I can tell you, after all, you are my psychiatrist.It's just that I don't know what you want to know, so it's better for you to ask."

    Xie Huai pondered: "Then let your mother start talking. When you were in your dream, you kept calling for your mother."

    The little girl was surprised: "I thought you would ask about the fire ball first."

    "One-winged and one-legged, the Firebird is Bi Fang," Xie Huai said with a faint smile, "I've heard it a little bit. Of course, you can also start with it."

    Bao Le nodded: "My parents passed away relatively early, and my grandma was my last relative. The old man is superstitious. I always thought that many things were made up by her, but now that I think about it, it is not the case. It is said that our Jiang family hasIn the past, it was considered a wealthy family with a prosperous population. In my grandfather’s generation, the family was divided, brothers fought against each other, and relatives never interacted with each other. My father was the only son, but it is said that there are several uncles and aunts in the same generation.My family generally has some strange traditions, and our family is no exception. When the children in the family are five years old, they will perform a ceremony. If they succeed, they can summon the divine bird Bi Fang, but only one person in the same generation can."

    "My father is the one in his generation who can summon Bi Fang. His Bi Fang is five or six meters tall. He is very big and handsome! He also has a nice name, Feng Yin!"Envy, "People in my family often say that Bi Fang usually doesn't appear on two people who are similar in blood, so everyone never thought that I would be the one who can summon Bi Fang in my life. You see, myBi Fang is called Fireball Ball."

    "Quietly tell you, it's male!" Bao Le leaned into Xie Huai's ear mysteriously, and said with a suffocated smile, "I was only five years old at the time. I'm a kid, and I like to repeat words. What kind of fireball?", Shiny, flying high. I let it choose by itself, and finally it chose Fireball."

    Xie Huai was infected by her and couldn't help laughing out loud.

    Bao Le continued: "But after the fire ball appeared, my father told me that my mother didn't like it, and told me not to let the fire ball appear in front of her. I had been hiding it well. In the summer when I was eight years old, my father suddenly transferred, My mother and I also went to Bei Jing together, planning to settle down in the imperial capital. At that time they even bought a house and lived there for half a month. They even said they would contact me with a primary school in Beijing.The ball was released. My mother was shocked by me at the time, she couldn't accept that the daughter she gave birth to was a monster, and refused to listen to Dad's explanation, so she chose to run away from home."

    "You are not a monster." Xie Huai said suddenly.

    The little girl raised a smile: "Of course I am not a monster, neither is Fireball. It is Bi Fang, a noble divine bird that can drive a dragon chariot."

    Xie Huai patted her head, his eyes were full of pity.

    Bao Le couldn't help but glanced at him: "You don't think that my mother doesn't want me like this."

    As far as her performance in the dream was concerned, Xie Huai would of course think so, but when she asked her back now, he looked confused, did he guess wrong?

    "Of course not, that's my own mother!" The little girl flipped over Byakugan and said with a silly smile, "My mother loves me so much, she said I was her sweetheart! She also said that my father was an accident, and IIt's the baby she worked so hard to conceive in October, and put it on the tip of her heart for eight years, how could she just say no to it!"

    "and you……"

    Bao Le said: "I chased my mother out of the house that day, but I had a high fever at the time, and I remembered walking a long way. At first I still had some impressions of the surrounding scenes, but then I didn't know where I went. It is said thatI was found in a small black alley. When it rained heavily at night, my father first went to my mother and told her that I was missing. Later, in the heavy rain, they walked around the alleys and alleys near our home,Looking for me over and over."

    "Well, my mother is the most stubborn and soft-hearted person. She decides everything in the family. Although my father is always bullied by her, he is very good at handling her character. The more they bicker, the better their relationship is..When I was discovered that day, I had a fever and passed out. Later, I lay in a hospital in Bei Jing for more than a month. Maybe because of the fever, I forgot many things afterwards, including the fireball and their quarrel.Including my running around alone. I even forgot my nickname Niannian, because in my memory, the child who did something wrong was called Niannian. As long as I am not named Niannian, the fault is notMe. During that time, my mother stayed by my hospital bed. Sometimes when I woke up in the middle of the night, I would see her sitting alone under the lamp and shed tears. Later, when I was almost healed, I cried and criedI want to go home. My dad gave up his job in Bei Jing and took me and my mother back to my hometown."

    "Now that I think about it, my mother must have regretted what she said, and she must be glad that I was fine. She loved me, so she finally accepted that I was different. My childhood was not what you think.My parents love each other, and they love me as well.”

    Xie Huai felt his eyes a little sore, took a breath, and smiled lightly: "Yes, that's pretty good."

    His expression seemed to remind him of something else because of her words.But he didn't say anything, and Bao Le didn't know anything.Her story moved him, and the ending of the story was so perfect that it was like a dream, reasonable and unreal.It turns out that in this world, there really are people who are favored by heaven.

    "However..." the little girl blinked, "I was thinking just now, although I did forget about those weird things at home and the existence of Fireball, Fireball shouldn't be the root cause of my amnesia.”

    Xie Huai frowned, not understanding what she meant.

    Bao Le continued: "My memory during that time was very confusing, and I was only eight years old. Now that I think about it, since I was still in the hospital, people kept coming to my door. Even after I returned to my hometown, this phenomenon continued.For a while. The people who came to the door should be the police, as if they said... dead."

    "What did you say?"

    "Yes, someone died at that time, and I was an eyewitness when I was eight years old."

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