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    Deng Huailing very much agrees with the suggestion of "don't teach children to be bad". After all, these children have lived underground for a long time, and their emotional outlook is like a ball of clay. If you pinch it twice at will, it will form a completely different shape.What he didn't realize, though, was that he wasn't much older than them, a teenager who Rosie saw as equals.

    "I'll go for a casual stroll outside and wait for you to finish here." Deng Huailing patted the other party's shoulder without making any intimate gestures, "I have something to talk to you about."

    After he finished speaking, he left, leaving Luo Xi alone to face the classroom full of students in embarrassment.Deng Huailing's declaration of sovereignty made the children very curious. They wanted to know why this older boy was Luo Xi's boyfriend. He seemed to be two or three years older than Qi You?

    "It really is a bastard..." Rosie prevaricated messily, turned around and squeezed the bulging veins on her forehead.He can even deal with this group of rebellious children, but he can't deal with a Deng Huailing. He really met his nemesis.

    The other party said they wanted to talk to him, so that Rosie was a little distracted in the second half, worried that Deng Huailing had seen through his strangeness-should not overreact on the sofa, no bionic person would attack the administrator, it was too much.Obvious.

    Rosie sighed, and secretly decided that no matter what the gangster was going to do for a while, he had to restrain himself and not let what happened before.Since he wanted to pretend, he had to pretend to the end, which was good for Deng Huailing, otherwise, once his identity was discovered, even if he didn't kill Deng Huailing, the killer would chase him to the ends of the earth.

    The rest of the morning passed absent-mindedly, and he taught some basic fighting skills, leaving the children exhausted into puddles of mud.However, he has been distractedly staring at the children in each group to prevent accidents, and by the way, control the intensity of the training within a reasonable range.

    So after a morning of physical exertion, although everyone was exhausted, they jumped up when Rosie beckoned them to eat, swarmed out of the classroom, and went to the warehouse to collect their lunch rations.Rosie followed behind slowly, and after making sure that the children received the nutritional supplements, she also took two cans for herself and Deng Huailing.

    The warehouse was built inside the shrine. Rosie stayed aside for a while, and observed that not all families would send someone to pick up the lunch supplies. In fact, the number of shares taken away was at most half of the population, which shows that many people in God's Residence are notFor lunch, they huddled in their dwellings and waited for death, paying no attention to the passage of time.

    "Is it because it's too bad to drink?" Rosie stared at the aluminum can in her hand, and casually called to the passing girl, "Xue Nai, wait a minute."

    Xue Nai held the jar and stopped. The nutritional supplements in her hand had already bottomed out. This easy-to-satisfy girl was not picky about the taste, and she might even be able to swallow candles in one go.She looked up and smiled. "Rosie."

    "There is a proposal that needs to be discussed and decided between you and Shiraishi." Rosie opened the tab and swallowed a mouthful of the sweet and pungent liquid, "While supplying nutrients, how about adding some fancy meals from time to time? NoHow expensive, a small biscuit, sugar, synthetic jam, the goal is to make people feel the difference."

    "Since Rosie said so, of course it is possible." Xue Nai said with all her heart, "but extra meals are always a big expense. God's Residence has been struggling for more than ten years. If you addWith this amount of money, I am afraid that it is difficult to guarantee even the most basic nutritional supplements."

    "Xue Nai, this is life." Rosie smiled, "Life cannot lack expectations, any form is fine, even a small spoonful of jam is enough to make a family eagerly look forward to tomorrow."

    He pointed to himself with the aluminum can in his hand, "Just like me, my most urgent expectation now is..."

    Xue Nai looked at him inquiringly, but Rosie suddenly couldn't continue, because the second half of his sentence was "seeing Deng Huailing's wonderful expression drinking this".He was still talking about business, and that person just squeezed into his mind so unreasonably.

    "I'll figure out a solution with Baishi and the others about the money, you just need to make a decision." Rosie changed the subject hastily, "I still have something to do, so I'll go first."

    It didn't take him much effort to find Deng Huailing by the reservoir. The residents who installed the water purification system had already gone to get their lunch. There were only two slender figures beside the huge pool, Deng Huailing and Bai Shijin.talking.

    As soon as he showed up with nutritional supplements, the two cut off the conversation and looked at him. Immediately afterwards, Bai Shijin said something, raised the cigarette in his hand as a greeting, turned and left, leaving only him andDeng Huailing stood by the pool looking at each other.

    Rosie thinks it's a bit silly - like a well-known couple in school, when they get together, they will be booed by everyone, and they will be left alone with "good intentions".Although the military academy he studied in the past was strict and he did not find the girl he liked, there are still a few couples who quietly enjoy such treatment, and Robert and Rose were one of them.

    He was pulled back from his obsession with the past by Deng Huailing. The other party glanced at the aluminum can in his hand and said, "Bring it for me?"

    "Well, yes." Rosie came back to her senses. Just as she was about to hand over the unopened supplement, Deng Huailing casually took the can he had already drank, gulped down a big gulp, and licked it unsatisfactorily.lip.

    "You..." Rosie got angry for a while, and almost wanted to kick that person into the pool. He thought he was a very personable person, but after meeting Deng Huailing, he became angry more often than in the past twenty years.It adds up to more.

    But I had to swallow my anger, "Mr. Deng, you took the wrong can, that can is mine."

    "Really? I thought you opened the tab specially for me." Deng Huailing said in a flat tone, but there was a smile that couldn't be hidden in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly turned up, "Then I'll give it back to you."

    He stuffed the opened nutritional supplement into Rosie's hand, changed to the new can, opened it and took a sip, and sat down on a huge empty water pipe that hadn't been installed by the pool.Rosie held the can in silence, exerting force involuntarily with her five fingers, and the aluminum can made a "click" sound.

    ——The other party has touched both cans now, what did he drink?

    And he didn't see Deng Huailing's painful expression as he drank the nutrient as he wished. That person's expression was normal, as if he was drinking a glass of water.Rosie sat on the other end of the water pipe in disappointment, and said sadly, "I'm here to talk about..."

    "I'm sorry." Deng Huailing said suddenly.

    Rosie was stunned for a moment, raised her face and looked at the other party, her eyelashes flickered, as if she didn't understand why Deng Huailing wanted to apologize.It took a few seconds for him to realize that the other party was referring to the incident on the sofa, but to be honest, he had stopped being angry for a long time. The reason why he shot Deng Huailing was because he instinctively rejected too close contact and could not control it.good mood.

    "Didn't you already apologize, Mr. Deng?" He didn't quite understand why the other party made such an unnecessary move, even he himself didn't mind, "I received a lot of papers."

    "That's the method I used when I couldn't escape from the police station. Of course it's different from a face-to-face apology." Deng Huailing took a sip of nutritional supplements, staring at him seriously with brown eyes, "I'm sorry, although I really want to find an excuse to sayI didn't wake up at the time, but I did not curb my desire for you on purpose, from the moment you fell off the bridge, I let it develop."

    "That incident left me with a lingering fear. We were both about to die on the bridge. I've never been afraid of death before, but now I'm afraid. Whether it's you or me, either death means I'll never see you again."It's your turn. So what I thought then was, hurry up and enjoy yourself, anyway, you won't refuse me.

    "I asked you, and you did not refuse, so I took it for granted that I deceived myself, thinking that even if you don't like me, you don't hate me for doing this. I am not forcing you. But... all signs show that," Deng HuaiLing smiled silently, "You have a free consciousness, and this consciousness hates me."

    The other party's bitter smile made Luo Xi's heart tremble, and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word.Deng Huailing is too sensitive, even though he is not Rosie's sense of freedom, but in the absence of clear clues, this conjecture is already quite close.

    But he didn't care about worrying about his identity being exposed, but kept asking himself, does he really hate Deng Huailing so much?Although I sometimes feel that this person is a jerk, after all, he is still a kid who hasn't grown up, right? Don't let the other party blame himself too much, right?

    Deng Huailing is still whispering: "Rosie, you seldom tell me what's in your heart. I don't know what's okay and what's not. I can only try first, and then guess based on your reaction..However, maybe you hated me from the beginning to the end, if this is the case, please tell me, and I will not try again."

    Oops, that kid seems to have really been hit.Rosie frowned, and quickly denied: "Mr. Deng, don't think too much, I don't hate you."

    Deng Huailing lowered his eyes when he heard the words, and said mockingly: "Is this the program showing favor to me?"

    You are the program, and your whole family is the program!Rosie gritted her teeth, but her voice was still as gentle as spring water: "You are wrong, you have never had any sense of freedom, it has always been me, only me. I am yours, Mr. Deng, you can..."

    He froze, finding that he couldn't say the affectionate and sleazy words Rosie could, "Uh, you, you can... you can..."

    "I'm beginning to believe that your sense of freedom is working." Deng Huailing suddenly smiled, as if he found the reaction of the bionic man very interesting, "I won't force you to speak, let me verify it myself."

    He put the nutritional supplement on the ground, reached out and took Rosie's hand, then turned it over, interlocking his fingers, "Is that okay?"

    Rosie stared at him blankly, as if her brain had completely given up work, and she couldn't decipher what the person in front of her meant.He didn't resist, so Deng Huailing took another step, pulled him into his arms, and gently wrapped his arms around his waist so that he could break free, "How about this?"

    The heartbeat instantly filled the eardrum, and Rosie leaned against Deng Huailing's neck, clearly feeling the powerful pulsation of the blood vessels on the other's neck, so at first he thought it was Deng Huailing's heartbeat.

    But when Deng Huailing let go of him, lifted his chin with his fingertips, and slowly approached him, he realized that it was his own, overflowing heartbeat, which came from the deepest desire that had been suppressed by mountains of responsibilities for many yearsplace.

    Pound, thump.

    Every inch of skin was burning, and every cell was clamoring to explode. He looked helplessly at the people who were getting closer and closer, and desperately found that he had been seduced.Those brown eyes were tracking him and hunting him, reflecting his extremely bewildered expression, taking away the energy to escape little by little.

    He must be crazy to be seduced by the person who usually treats him as a child.Is he a beast?Luo Xi thought in shame, it's fine that the other party likes Rosie, how could he have feelings for Deng Huailing?Obviously he has also met eight-year-old Deng Huailing, who was only so young when she was curled up in his arms...

    "Is this okay?" Deng Huailing confirmed in a low voice before his lips touched each other.

    Rosie's pupils shrank, and she pushed Deng Huailing away fiercely as if she had just woken up from a dream. This push was so hard that she almost pushed the opponent into the reservoir.His hands and feet were cold and numb, which seemed to be due to insufficient blood supply, and he could hardly sit still, so he could only hold tightly to the water pipe under him.

    Deng Huailing seemed to be ready to be pushed away, and stabilized his body without much staggering, stopped by the pool, and said calmly: "Now I know what you really think."

    Rosie lowered her head, and Deng Huailing walked over in two or three steps, knelt down in front of him, covered his cold fingers, and stared at the eyes covered by eyelashes."It turns out that you hate kissing, and I won't force you to satisfy my desires in the future. If there is anything else you don't want to do, just say it, I don't want you to hate me."

    The blood still collided disorderly in the body, and the temples throbbed violently.Rosie is afraid of this feeling of losing control. For a long time, he has tried to maintain a mask of ease, but Deng Huailing always makes him feel at a loss.

    Now Deng Huailing gave in, apologized for crossing the line, and planned to withdraw their relationship to the safe line. This is a good thing for Rosie, and it indicates that his troubles will be reduced a lot, but he doesn't feel a little joy.

    Perhaps he was more afraid of Deng Huailing's disappointment than being afraid of losing control.He likes to see the unscrupulous, bold and unrestrained eyes of that person, and he likes the straightforward and unsophisticated love words of the other party, even if these love words are for Rosie.The other party is born to love without restraint, even after Rosie disappears, this love will turn into a thousand times monstrous hatred and rush towards Rosie——

    But so what?At such a moment, he wanted to fulfill Deng Huailing's love.

    "No, I, I don't hate it." Rosie said incoherently, "You, you can..."

    "What can you do?" Deng Huailing seemed to have a faint light in his eyes, and he clenched Rosie's fingers unconsciously.

    "Kiss me." Luoxi made up his mind, closed his eyes and let his consciousness sink into chaos.He switched to the consciousness of the bionic person. Deng Huailing and Rosie had been disturbed by him for too long. In the little time left, he wanted to return the bionic person to each other.

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