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    "Guess." Rosie blinked mysteriously, "I'll tell you directly, wouldn't it be boring?"

    Deng Huailing stared at the pure black storage bag, deliberately guessing in an irrelevant direction: "Cat teaser?" Noticing the helpless look on Rosie's face, "Are you joking?", he asked with great interest.Added, "Magic wand?"

    "It's a good guess!" Rosie didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and pushed his shoulder complainingly.

    "Okay, I guess -it is the whip?" Deng Huailing said, seeing the other party did not understand, and explained, "That kind of sexy supplies?"

    Rosie just found a bench in the garden and was about to sit down, when she heard the words, she jumped up as if she had been scalded by a branding iron, her cheeks were flushed, and she spoke incoherently: "You...what are you talking about? How, how could I buyThat kind of thing?"

    Deng Huailing laughed out loud, his brown eyes filled with joyful smiles.Rosie gritted her teeth and looked at each other, remembering that more than half a year ago, the young hunter who had just grown up was still very thin-skinned, and would be at a loss if he was teased by the bionic man.No longer need to suppress one's emotions, it becomes more and more handy in the dominant position.

    "Stop guessing!" Rosie said angrily.He sat down angrily, opened the bag with a clatter, revealing the handle of the knife inside, "It's a knife. I went to the west to find someone to make you a new Tang knife. Didn't you live in the west when you were young, and I sent people to visit many places, I finally found the swordsmith who made the weapon for your master back then, and the specifications should be similar to the one you lost."

    A slender Tang knife lay quietly in the bag. The scabbard was simple and simple black, dotted with pieces of gilt petals, which seemed to be Rosie's personal preference.The ring on the hilt is also made of pure gold, much more expensive than Deng Huailing's original one.

    The knife that Deng Huailing once owned was lost when the government was hunt. When he put down his weapon, he threw it in the rain. The government would never have such good intentions for him.He opened the new knife's knife sheath, and the blue fresh light shook his eyes, and the knife surface was smooth as water.

    "I contacted your attending doctor every day and learned about the situation. He said that your injury was healed quickly, and he could use a knife shortly after that ... In fact, I don’t want you to pick up the knife again, but I againI feel that since I can't stop you from doing this, I will choose the weapons that I will take advantage of it for you. "

    Rosie's expression is still a little embarrassed, and it seems that she is still immersed in the erotic joke.When Deng Huailing turned her head away, Rosie turned her face away, but glanced at him quietly, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, as if she was happy for giving him a perfect gift.

    He suddenly realized that Rosie was much more vivid by his side than in the position of leader.Compared to that indifferent but powerful leader, Rosie lifted all her defenses in front of him, and the shadow of the boy in the Magic Sea system was faintly swaying on her body.

    Deng Huailing suddenly thought of something and put his hand into his pocket."I have something for you too," he said to Rosie.

    Rosie looked up curiously as he pulled a box with peeling paint out of his pocket.Deng Huailing smiled lightly, and pushed open the top cover of the box with his fingertips, and with the creaking of old springs, two funny-looking little bears rose up, one big and one small accompanied by a whirling dance, jammed music came out of the box.

    "You probably forgot that on a drunk night, you sit at the door of a toy shop to hide from the rain. The shop sells their own products, which is all the rage more than ten years ago.Mom. Now it's out of print, I get someone from the main city. "

    Deng Huailing whispered in the music, "I saw your memory that day, and it seemed that no one had sent any toys when you were in your childhood, and no one was with you to love you.Taking care, there is a ring that you finally left for me. These are the proofs of my love, but in your fantasy sea system, I have not seen the tenderness that the world gives you. "

    Rosie shrugged slightly, but said nothing.He looked at the two dancing bears with lowered eyelashes.

    "I've been thinking about a question, Rosie. Does the person who gives the world a lot of love need others to return his love? Although I loved you before, I thought you didn't need it. I thought you were so strong that it didn't matter.The nourishment of love.

    "But the more I explore in your memory, the closer the answer is closer ... you just wiped out the lonely teenager who was eager to love."

    Rosie froze, surprise in her eyes.Deng Huailing is a top-notch bounty hunter, who can clearly profile the target's personality just by observing the superficial details of life.Not to mention that the other party has penetrated into his memory, and there is nothing that can hide from Deng Huailing's eyes."You... have finished reading my memories?"

    "Not yet, but Rose took me through most of them, and only the last one is left." Deng Huailing gently pressed Rosie's forehead, and the two of them watched the rotating music box together, "We are very different in some respects."Like, but very different. In that city, I honed my superb skills to protect myself, but you honed your skills to burn yourself."

    "I have noticed your self -destructing tendency from a long time ago. At that time, I just had a feeling, and now the feeling has been confirmed. You repeatedly doubt that my intention to you, to replace Rosie to have my love to have my love, and guilt.That's because you are never used to having anything. In this sense, you are indeed an out -of -the -box bionic person.

    "And this kind of psychology is basically derived from those things you have experienced in your childhood, and ... you have regretted Cyberrose for helping Robert, and decided to atone for this matter for life."

    "If my conjecture is wrong, you can point it out." Deng Huailing said this sentence casually as a summary, and realized that he had committed an occupational disease again, so he stopped quickly.Rosie was silent for a long time after listening to him, then Deng Huailing asked sharply, "Did I scare you?"

    "No, I'm not afraid of letting you see through me, it's just that I'm not used to talking about this topic." Rosie took the music box and smiled at Deng Huailing lonely.He closed the lid of the box, and the music flowing between the two stopped, "I have never mentioned these memories to anyone, only Rose and the dead Uncle Cheng know about them."

    "... Uncle Cheng is an illusion that when I died. As for Rose, she was originally an artificial intelligence to retrieve information freely. You are the first person to know these past events."

    "Have you ever thought that it is because you yearn for someone to understand you deep down in your heart that you agree to show me your memory? That is the germination of your selfish desire." Deng Huailing said, "After falling in love with me, thisYour heart is no longer satisfied with giving, you want to completely possess me and get more love from me."

    "You are right. After falling in love with you, I become more selfish and want your concern and attention more -much more attention than you give Rosie." Loch said lowly, "I used to meI thought I would not ask anything from you, but now I seem to change personal. "

    "There's nothing to be ashamed of." Deng Huailing covered the back of Rosie's hand, interlocking her fingers wearing black rings, "I'm your lover, Rosie. Do you know the meaning of this word? Don't worry about it."It's a good thing to be sorry for having my selfish desires. Because then... I can pull you back from the never-ending selfless atonement."

    Rosie clasped Deng Huailing's fingers, felt the scorching heat from that person's palm, smiled slightly, but said wistfully:

    "But don't you think that those crimes should be borne by me? I lent Robert four and a half million when he was poor. This money saved him and killed Warren Schuberts, killed Rose, and there are so many civilians who died in vain in the main city, shouldn't I be punished?"

    Before Deng Huailing could answer, he continued, with a somewhat excited tone, "Do you still remember that question, can you judge whether a person is good or bad based on what he has done? I once answered——Rosie once answered you, It’s not like that, even if you start from a pure and kind idea, you may end up in hell, and the final outcome doesn’t represent the person’s true heart.”

    "But can I get rid of myself by relying on such a pale explanation? Can ignorance be allowed and forgiven? Is it possible that evil deeds with good intentions are more innocent than evil deeds with conspiracy? Because of innocenceAre mistakes made with stupidity more noble than viciousness?

    "I... also want to answer these questions with a clear conscience, and I want to think so too. But whenever I see skinny unemployed people, men who sink in the fantasy sea system, women who take drugs with babies in their arms, I always answerCan't come up..."

    Rosie confided, her eyes gradually filled with tears, and her emotions were like a dam that was about to collapse.He hastily blinked his eyes to cover up, and raised his hand to try to wipe away the tears that hadn't shed yet. Deng Huailing held his wrist, embraced him on the bench, and comforted him softly against his ear, "Rosie."

    "I'm sorry." Rosie choked up, trying to force a smile, "I..."

    "Rosie." Deng Huailing repeated his name seriously, "I have already said, you can have me, I am your lover. No matter what you do in front of me, you don't have to feel sorry."

    "This is a public place, and it would be embarrassing to be seen by people who know you." Rosie's voice was hoarse.

    "Oh, let me go to the entertainment newspaper. I haven't been reported by the media in the second district yet." Deng Huailing smiled, "I'm not a celebrity. Is face important? Anyway, I'm live broadcastingLi confessed to you as a wanted criminal."

    Before Rosie's tears dried up, she couldn't help but chuckle in his arms, calming down a little.Deng Huailing hugged the person in his arms even tighter, and said while thinking:

    "In the past, I would have imposed my logic on you, and kept emphasizing to you that you did nothing wrong. But after reading your memory, I don't think so. You are very important to me.Man, I don't want to change you to fit my opinion. If you don't think you deserve forgiveness, I'll share those guilt with you."

    Rosie raised her head in a daze: "Huailing, you..."

    "It's better for two people to share it than to support it alone?" Deng Huailing brushed a strand of wet hair from Rosie's forehead, and kissed the corner of each other's eyes, "I don't want you to face the whole situation alone again."The suffering of Cesina City is over. If your beliefs cannot be changed, then change me."

    "You just need to remember one thing, right now you are not alone in facing the monstrous karmic consequences, those evil consequences are like...well, just like the joint debt of husband and wife, I have to share part of it according to the law, this is my responsibility, you don't have to feel guilty."

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