As soon as the sentence "Never appear in front of me" came out, Wen Li seemed to have heard some terrible story.

She was frightened, her cheeks lost color, her eyes were closed tightly, and there were wet tears on her eyelashes, she looked very pitiful.

Chen Hezheng lowered his eyes, trapping Wen Li between his body and the wall, carefully scanned every inch of her face, staring at her without blinking.

Look at the end of her red eyes, look at her full lips, there are still marks from his biting on it, quite deep, he really used a lot of effort.

On purpose, to make her hurt.

Wen carp's neck is thin and white, with a few strands of hair sticking to it, making it look weak and thin.

Unable to help himself, Chen Hezheng raised his hand, his five fingers were long and thin, and he gently pressed them against the side of Wen Li's neck.

His fingertips touched her skin, and his breath was filled with the good smell of her body.

Chen Hezheng himself couldn't tell whether he felt thirsty or dry.Except for each other's breathing and the faint sound of air, there was no sound in their ears, and even the sound of rain outside the window was blocked.

In the completely quiet environment and the steamy atmosphere, he trapped her, making it impossible for her to escape.

Wen Li seemed to be chilled by the temperature in his palm, trembling slightly.

Chen Hezheng's head was lowered, the tip of his nose touched Wen Li's, his fingers traced the thin white line of his neck all the way up, pinching Wen Li's chin, forcing her to look up.

This is an

Very suitable for kissing position.

However, he refused to kiss her.The punishment is average, don't kiss her.

Chen Hezheng lowered his eyes and looked at her condescendingly. The backlight made his facial features more profound, and he said hoarsely: "If you really never see me again, will you be sad?"

Wen Li still refused to open his eyes, and his eyelashes trembled more and more, as if they were fluttering.

She nodded without hesitation: "Yes."

That feeling cannot be accurately described by the word "sad".

Painful, bitter, silent and endless torment.

It's really scary.

At the same time as the words fell, Wen Li stretched out his hand, grabbed the clothes around Chen Hezheng's waist, and held it tightly.

Her breathing was light, her chest rose and fell slowly, and she said in an aggrieved and soft tone, "Don't let me miss you, don't let me go back to the past five years."

Chen Hezheng was not the only one who was brooding over those five years.

It was a scar shared by two people, so painful that no one could forget it.

When he can't see Chen Hezheng, Wen Li can paralyze himself, constantly hinting to himself that the past is over, and life should always look forward.

However, seeing him again, seeing his eyes, feeling the heat and temperature when he loved someone wholeheartedly, those numbness and hints, instantly collapsed and collapsed into an army.

Zheng Jiaxun was right, Wen Li knew best what it was like to be held in the palm of Chen Hezheng's hands.

It's fine if she can't get it, but she has got it, has it, Chen Hezheng's tenderness, soft heart, and love.

Some things, once obtained, can never be forgotten.

Some people, even if they have only met once, will carefully hide it in their hearts.

How could she be willing to let him go, how could she be willing to let him love others.

She can't do it, not only can't do it, but she will also mind, be jealous, and even jealous.

Don't mind him hugging Wu Yanyan in public, mind those people who don't know the truth discuss how good he and Wu Yanyan are.

What to match!Obviously not worthy at all!

Chen Hezheng belonged to her, five years ago!

It was because she didn't do well enough that she lost him halfway.

The sour taste surged up again, and Wen Li wanted to cry again. She raised her hand and clasped Chen Hezheng's wrist, trying to avoid his shackles and prevent him from seeing her crying messily.

Chen Hezheng refused to make her wish come true, so he squeezed her chin with his fingertips harder, not allowing her to turn her head.

"It turns out that you will also be afraid and sad." Chen Hezheng leaned closer on purpose, and when he spoke, his lips seemed to touch her, forming a wet sticky, but he refused to give a definite kiss. "It wasn't beforeIs it tough? 'It's been five years and everything has changed. I hope he looks forward, walks forward, and doesn't look back'—are you the one who said those words?"

Wen Li opened his eyes at this moment and looked at him in surprise, a little unbelievable.

These words were indeed said by her.

On the day of going to Tong University, after Chen Hezheng took Wu Yanyun away, she told Fu Ranning outside the school's medical office.

He was obviously not there, how could...

"How do you know?" Wen Li opened his eyes wide, looking a little dazed.Immediately, she didn't know what to think, and she began to feel wronged again, tears falling down, "That day, you obviously walked away, carrying someone else, and ignored me. I was also injured, why didn't you ignore me."

While talking, she shed tears, her eyes were full of steam, and her expression was full of sadness, "You hugged someone else. I haven't seen you for five years, and I dare not hug you. You actually hugged someone else."

Chen Hezheng pursed his lips, he still looked silent, his frown and the softness of his eyes revealed some of his true state of mind.

He closed his eyes, wiped away all the emotions that shouldn't be shown, and then, tentatively, helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.He seemed to want to say something, but he held back, his jaw was tense, and when viewed from the side, it was a sharp and cold line.

Wen Li cried so much that he choked up, his eyes were moist and stubborn.

She looked at Chen Hezheng's downcast eyes, stretched out her hand, and touched his black and slender eyelashes, as well as the slightly raised eye ends.The fingertips stayed there for a long time, and at the same time, Wen Li asked softly: "Do you really, really like Wu Yanyan? How much do you like it? Will you like it more than me?"

In just a few words, she spoke with difficulty, stuttering, stumbling, messy breath, and a panicked look was written all over her face.

Chen Hezheng seemed to be very stable all the time, all emotions and ups and downs were suppressed by him under the dark eyes, preventing outsiders from seeing the slightest bit.

He tilted his head, rubbed Wen Li's fingers and palms with the tip of his nose, and said in a low voice, "What do you think? Will I like her?"

"I don't know, and I don't dare to guess." Wen Li looked so helpless, and said slowly, "You like someone else-I dare not even think about it."

In the five years after the breakup, Wen Li dreamed several times that Chen Hezheng was with someone else.In the dream, he held another girl's hand and walked in front of him indifferently.

Every time he had such a dream, Wen Li would wake up crying, and even had a fever in the worst case.

It hurts so much, my whole heart hurts.

Seeing Wen Li crying like that, Fu Ranning was terrified.

Before meeting Chen Hezheng, Wen Li didn't like to cry.

She has so little, and the tears only make her look more vulnerable and a bully.

Later, Wen Li had Chen Hezheng, whom she cherished so much and wanted to be with him for a long time, but in the end, she lost it.

Mom and Dad are gone, sister is gone, and she can't keep the person she likes.

Why is she always losing, what did she do wrong?

"I really want to keep you," Wen Li said with a strong nasal voice, choked with sobs, "but I seem to be making mistakes all the time, one step at a time, one step at a time, all the way to the point of irreversibility."

Tears fell one after another, like dots of light.

Wen Li herself didn't expect that she could cry so much, but the more she wanted to control it, the more she couldn't stop, she lowered her head, wiped her eyes, and continued: "The day you were sick and hospitalized, I saw the trending searches on Weibo, allI'm going to be scared to death. When I met you in the same spring at four o'clock, you were obviously fine. Why did you turn around and get sick? Is the old injury from before not healed? I really want to visit you and do a light health regimen.I'll give you food, but I don't even know which hospital you live in."

"More than anyone else, I hope you have a good life, no disease, no disaster, healthy and safe." Wen Li barely stopped crying, she blinked, her eyelashes were wet, and said softly, "But, I seem to have everythingscrewed up."

After the voice fell, the kitchen was silent for a moment.

Wen Li turned his head and saw the shadows of two people reflected on the glass window.

The two vague figures were very close together, giving off an air of intimacy.

In reality, this is not the case.

Once a person falls in love, even a shadow can evoke endless sadness.

Wen Li breathed lightly and called his name: "A Zheng, I'm sorry."

For those hurts, for the long parting, for the past.

She must be guilty of this.

Hearing the apology, Chen Hezheng's expression didn't relax in the slightest.He frowned, pursed his lips tightly, and there were deep emotions surging in his eyes, just like the turbulent waves after a typhoon passed through.

After crying for too long, Wen Li's voice became hoarse, and she lowered her head and coughed a few times.

Chen Hezheng sighed, his voice was low and soft, a little helpless, more of intolerance and connivance.

Wen Li was lowering her head to calm down, when her palm suddenly felt warm, and someone took her hand.

Chen Hezheng has learned piano since he was a child, and his fingers are particularly beautiful, slender and long, with a cold and white complexion, even the joints are delicate, and every part is clean and flawless.

His palm was against the back of Wen Li's hand, and his five fingers went around, wrapping her hand completely, and then clenched it tightly.

Wen Li couldn't react for a while, raised his head, and looked at him blankly, with a bright red line at the end of his eyes.

Chen Hezheng didn't speak, just took Wen Li's hand, took her to the dining room connected to the kitchen, and pulled out a chair for her to sit on.

From the kitchen to the dining room, it was only a few steps away. During this period, Wen Li kept looking at the hands they held, as if he was a little confused about the situation, and a little unbelievable.

She tentatively bent her knuckles, Chen Hezheng mistakenly thought that she was going to break free, but instead added more strength and held it tighter.

It was so tight that it hurt a little, as if she was afraid that she would run away.

The layout of the restaurant is mainly gray and white, clean and deserted.On the long log table are candlesticks, some green plants, and several straight cups.

When Wen Li sat down, his body was still a little tense, Chen Hezheng looked down at her, then let go, and turned to walk away.

The moment he turned around, subconsciously, Wen Li grabbed Chen Hezheng's wrist instead.

The palm of the hand was attached to the skin on his wrist, and it went down inch by inch, and returned to his palm. After that, the five fingers passed through the gap between his fingers, and became like ten fingers interlocking.

The sound of the rain outside seemed to be quieter, and the restaurant was quiet.

Chen Hezheng stood, much taller, Wen Li raised his head, met his dark eyes with moist and clear eyes, and whispered: "Don't go."

No matter the voice or the look, they are pitiful.

It was enough to completely crush Chen Hezheng's heart.

He forcibly steadied himself, without showing too many emotional fluctuations, and said to her in a calm tone: "I'll go heat you a glass of milk, and my voice is hoarse from crying."

At the end, I added another sentence, "I will not leave again."

Don't be afraid, I won't leave you here alone again.

I'm back, by your side, and I won't go away.

The author has something to say:

When Lili cried, A Zheng felt sorry for him more than anyone else, but the debt had to be settled one by one.